Rebirth: Opening confession to my deskmate Xiaohanhan

"What's the use of having you and raising you if you don't know how to study well at home all day long?"

"If you don't get into a good university and go out to find work on your own after graduation, you can't afford it."

Seventeen-year-old Chu Xinnuo heard this sentence the most every day. She wanted to refute, but found that there was no way to refute.

She has been disliked by her parents since she was a child. If it weren't for their blood relationship and her parents' conscience, she wouldn't have lived this long.

Therefore, in this kind of atmosphere, it is almost impossible to not be rebellious.

But Chu Xinnuo is still studying very hard. She wants to go to a better university so that she can stay away from her parents in the future, so that they will not be upset when they see her.

However, all her efforts were in vain because she still ranked low in the final exam in the first half of her senior year.

So much so that later on, Chu Xinnuo could no longer remember how many points he got in the last test, and maybe he even almost forgot his name.

I spend every day in the Internet cafe, that so-called home, and I don’t want to go back at all.

And she doesn't want to live with others for fear of others gossiping.

Therefore, even if I go home occasionally, I will not talk to them. Their bad words always go in one ear and out the other.

Until Kong Yu appeared.

She had just walked out of the Internet cafe and was about to take a taxi home when she was suddenly stopped.

Kong Yu was relatively big at that time, but Chu Xinnuo seemed a bit petite in comparison.

She stood on the side of the road and looked at the boy standing in front of her. Her face was as calm as water and she didn't show any panic.

"Hello, my name is Kong Yu, may I ask..." Kong Yu stretched out his hand and said politely.

Chu Xinnuo narrowed his eyes slightly, his eyes fell on Kong Yu's hands holding his, and then he moved them away indifferently, "I'm sorry, I don't use my phone."

She knew very well that the other party was here to add her contact information. She had encountered this situation countless times, so she had already developed a temperament that would not change even if the mountain collapsed in front of her.

Kong Yu was stunned for a moment, as if he had not expected such a situation at all.

He retracted his hand and scratched his head awkwardly, "Sorry, we will meet again next time if we have a chance."

In fact, Kong Yu had seen this kind of approach on TV. If it failed the first time, it was considered common sense, but he still felt unwilling to do so.

Chu Xinnuo didn't respond and turned around to leave.

Later, I didn't expect that the world is so small. They met for the second time in the Internet cafe. Kong Yu took the initiative to hand over his contact information. This time, Chu Xinnuo did not refuse.

After that, the two started to be friends with each other, and as they kept going back and forth, they got to know each other a lot better.

Kong Yu's family is well off, but because her parents are divorced, she is a single-parent family.

Chu Xinnuo, who didn't know it at first, confided to Kong Yu all the sad things that had been hidden for a long time during a quarrel.

Only that time, Kong Yu's first reaction was not comfort, but a look of despair. After a while, he finally said what he wanted to express: "I understand how you feel now, but I really don't know what's going on in this situation." Like, I don’t have a father.”

"Although my parents are divorced, my mother loves me. I have never seen the shadow of my father in all these years."

"I know that it is really easy for children to be wronged in such a family. When I was a child, I also imagined that it would be great if I had a father. Your situation is completely different from mine. You have encountered a family mentality that favors sons over daughters, and …”

Listening to his comfort, Chu Xinnuo felt inexplicably much better. It turned out that there was someone who understood her.

"Besides, you are still a girl and are much more sensitive than boys. I don't know how to comfort you, but I just don't want you to feel sad..."

"Thank you, I'm not sad, and you don't have to worry about me. I'm not as fragile as you imagined." Chu Xinnuo raised her eyes to look at him, with a faint smile on her lips, and her tone became softer.

She had grown up alone, so these were simple things.

"It's okay, we are all friends. I should be considered your friend, right?" Kong Yu grinned with a bright smile.

"Oh, yes!"

The two chatted all night. Chu Xinnuo had a very good impression of him. She was already affected by family factors, so naturally she would not avoid getting along with others because of her appearance. Not only that, she didn't think Kong Yu was unattractive at all. On the contrary Baibai is fat and very cute.

Kong Yu also admired Chu Xinnuo very much. Although Chu Xinnuo's grades were average, she always had a warm aura like the sun, which made people couldn't help but get closer.

"I have to go to school tomorrow. Can I invite you to dinner after the weekend?" Chu Xinnuo suggested.

"Okay, I'll wait for your call." Kong Yu readily agreed.

"Then it's settled."

"ok!"

The two exchanged phone numbers, and Chu Xinnuo left first.

Early the next morning, Chu Xinnuo carried her schoolbag and walked slowly toward the classroom on her morning jog.

During this period, in addition to taking classes, Chu Xinnuo also worked part-time outside to earn living expenses. He did not dare to be lazy at all. After all, if he expected his family to provide living expenses, he might get a lot of scolding and complaints.

She just hopes that one day, her grades will be at the forefront of the class, and then the attitude of her family will be much better, so they won't make fun of her all day long.

"Chu Xinnuo."

While Chu Xinnuo was immersed in her own thoughts, a voice called her from the side.

Chu Xinnuo came to her senses, and Kong Yu appeared beside her.

"What a coincidence, I didn't expect you to be in this school?" Chu Xinnuo looked at him in surprise. She didn't expect to meet Kong Yu in school.

"Yes, this school is relatively close to my home, so I go to this school."

"Yes." Chu Xinnuo nodded, "Then we will go to school together in the future?"

"Okay, let's go to school together. I really like being with you."

Hearing these words, Chu Xinnuo blushed and felt the feeling of being noticed for the first time.

Kong Yu was a very talkative person, and Chu Xinuo gradually got used to his topics.

The weekend is coming soon.

It was time for the two of them to make an appointment to have dinner. Chu Xinnuo specially put on makeup, wore a black skirt, and combed her hair into a ponytail. She looked young and beautiful.

When they arrived at the agreed place, Chu Xinnuo just got out of the car and saw Kong Yu getting off another car.

"Nono, here, here!" Kong Yu waved to her with an excited smile on his face.

Chu Xinnuo waved to him and walked over, "Sorry, I'm late."

"No, I arrived early myself." Kong Yu pulled her to the destination.

In the restaurant, the waiter led the two of them to sit down. Chu Xinnuo looked around, "Are we the only two of us today?"

"Yes, it's just the two of us, don't worry, I've ordered a lot of good dishes for you, I'm sure you'll eat enough!" Kong Yu smiled, looking like he had a lot of money.

"Is it expensive here..."

Chu Xinnuo, who usually seemed fearless, showed cowardice in front of Kong Yu for the first time, fearing that he didn't have enough money.

"Don't worry, it's no problem. I'm treating you today, so feel free to eat it with all your heart."

"No, half for each person."

"Okay, I'll do whatever you want." Kong Yu agreed, looking at her dotingly.

The two of them were eating delicious food and the atmosphere was harmonious until Kong Yu suddenly asked Chu Xinnuo, "Nono, do you have someone you like?"

Chu Xinnuo was stunned and shook his head, "No."

"I think you are pretty and have a good personality. There will definitely be a boy who likes you."

Chu Xinnuo lowered his head, pursed his lips and smiled, "Are you sure I have a good personality?"

She is usually moody and doesn't know when she loses her temper. This is the first time she heard someone praise her for her good temper.

Kong Yu smiled and nodded, "Of course, who wouldn't like a girl as cute as you?"

When Chu Xinnuo heard this, she felt a little bitter in her heart, "Actually, I don't have a very good personality, so don't like me."

Her shy look amused Kong Yu.

"Then what will happen if I like you?"

"It doesn't matter, we will be separated in the future." Chu Xinnuo sighed, "My parents are like that, no one wants to face them."

"well……"

Chu Xinnuo smiled and did not continue the topic. She changed the topic, "You will definitely meet better girls in the future."

"I think meeting you is enough."

Chu Xinnuo was stunned for a moment, then chuckled, "You have such a sweet mouth."

"No way?" Kong Yu pouted, "I'm telling the truth."

Chu Xinnuo shrugged and expressed disbelief, "Okay, eat quickly, it won't taste good when it gets cold."

Kong Yu nodded and worked hard.

Chu Xinnuo took a sip of water and looked outside the window. There was a family of three in the distance. Her parents doted on their daughter, and she looked very envious.

"Why are you crying?" Kong Yu's voice suddenly sounded in his ears.

Chu Xinnuo wiped away her tears in a hurry, "It's okay, I just didn't sleep well last night."

"Then you should take a rest quickly." Kong Yu handed her a tissue.

"Thank you." Chu Xinnuo took the tissue, but found that Kong Yu was staring at her profile in a daze.

"What's wrong?" Chu Xinnuo was confused, turned her head and looked at him, but she ran into his deep pupils.

Kong Yu seemed to be frightened and quickly looked away, "It's nothing, I just think you're really pretty. You're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen."

His eyes were extremely clear and did not contain any blasphemy, which actually made Chu Xinnuo breathe a sigh of relief.

Chu Xinnuo smiled: "Let's be together."

"Ahem..." Kong Yu almost choked and raised his eyes to look at her, "What did you say?"

"You heard that right, I mean, let's be together!" Chu Xinnuo repeated in a firm tone.

Kong Yu's eyes widened and he looked at Chu Xinnuo in disbelief: "Are you serious?"

"I can give it a try and say I like you now. Do you believe it?"

"Do not believe."

"That's why I said we should take our time." Chu Xinnuo smiled, "Anyway, I only have you as a friend, and also as a lover, so I might as well improve my relationship.

Chu Xinnuo's personality is very straightforward. She doesn't like to beat around the bush. If you like something, you just like it, and if you hate it, you just hate it.

Kong Yu was amused by her and felt instantly happy, "Okay, let's just watch.

So at that time, Kong Yu felt that falling in love was not as difficult as she thought, but rather simple.

Having said that, he doted on Chu Xinnuo very much. He knew his family situation well, so he naturally held Chu Xinnuo in the palm of his hand.

He buys her breakfast every day.

The two of them took turns paying the bill. When she was waiting for her to pay, Kong Yu would usually choose cheap breakfast items. When it was his turn to pay the bill, he would specially choose some delicious and expensive ones, for fear that the other party would not be able to eat them. full.

Chu Xinnuo had always known about this, but she didn't reveal it. She just deliberately chose something cheap because she knew he did this to take care of her self-esteem.

Chu Xinnuo had lacked the love of her parents since she was a child, so she knew how to cherish it. She remembered all these small and detailed actions in her heart.

She secretly vowed to marry Kong Yu in the future and give him all happiness.

However, things are unpredictable. Who would have thought that after she finally finished the college entrance examination, her mobile phone was confiscated and her parents took her back to her hometown to help them work together. She would no longer be able to contact Kong Yu.

The only thing to do is to wait.

Throughout the summer vacation, Chu Xinnuo worked in a remote village.

Her parents also knew the importance of her mobile phone to her, and since she didn't have much money, she naturally chose to stay at home.

The only thing I'm worried about is that when Kong Yu can't contact him, will he be very panicked?

She can't think too much. If her parents find out that she is in love, it will probably be affected in college in the future, right?

After all, in their eyes, they don't want to see her. If she gets married in exchange for a betrothal gift, it can be regarded as squeezing out the last available value.

Chu Xinnuo took a deep breath and drove away all the messy things in his mind. He just hoped that the summer vacation would pass quickly.

In that case, when she goes to university, she can see Kong Yu again.

As for Kong Yu, after failing to contact the other party, everyone was panicked and even searched for many reasons on the Internet.

The most common reply is: Brother, you were dumped.

No one disappears for such a long time without any reason. If you really like someone, you will definitely find various ways to contact them.

For a normal family, this would certainly apply, but for a special situation like Chu Xinnuo's, it would obviously become a problem.

She didn't dare to contact her because she was afraid that her parents would find out, thus completely severing the relationship between them, which would really be more of a loss than a gain.

That’s why I thought I’d wait until I get to university to explain.

It's just that during this time, you have to feel wronged to the other person.

…

Kong Yu was restless in the room. He believed in Chu Xinnuo, but the replies online made him waver, and he finally chose to call Lin Xinyu.

The other party only told him one word: wait.

Everything else is just unnecessary thoughts and there is no need to take them to heart.

Lin Xinyu's words made Kong Yu feel a little more at ease. As long as he waited patiently, he would know the result.

What's more, based on his relationship with Chu Xinnuo during this period, although the other party was more proactive, that was her sassy character.

Logically speaking, if there was a problem, she would definitely speak up immediately.

It probably has something to do with the family.

bother……