Rebirth: Opening confession to my deskmate Xiaohanhan

Lin Jin is a relatively introverted person. This can be seen from high school. He hides in a corner alone every day and does not communicate with his classmates, let alone any club activities.

However, his studies have always been among the best. Although his family's situation has improved over the years, his father still hasn't given him much help. He can only rely on his own efforts to make up for the debt and guilt caused by his family.

Father Lin is a typical honest migrant worker, hard-working and calm; Mother Lin is a very traditional woman who puts all her energy into her son in order to make a living; only Lin Jin, her son, she always feels neglected. It’s a little bit different, so I put a lot of thought into the educational methods.

Because of this, Lin Jin has always been honest, well-behaved, obedient and considerate.

But now, Lin Jin's heart felt like a stone was blocked, and it was so oppressive that it made people breathless.

He is afraid that he will not do well in the college entrance examination and make his family worried; he wants to work hard to make money, buy a house, marry a wife and have children in the future...

He wanted to accomplish all of this.

Because of this, I feel a lot of pressure on myself.

This was also the main reason why he later had an online girlfriend, because he could talk to him and he wanted to find someone who could understand and support him.

He had indeed agreed to the girl's pursuit impulsively, but now that he thought about it, he realized that he couldn't control himself at all. Maybe adolescent boys at that time were really easily swayed by their emotions?

But why did she disappear after graduating from high school?

It was obviously agreed to meet when he was admitted to college.

In the past few years, he tried to call her again and again, but she was always turned off and even her penguin friends could not be contacted.

Lin Jin felt more and more anxious, but fortunately the college entrance examination was over, so it did not affect his studies.

But even so, he still couldn't forget that girl.

That feeling is as if the most precious thing in life has suddenly left you, and you can't let it go.

During the summer vacation, he would often recall the sweet moments they had together in the dead of night. Every day they would either encourage each other to take the college entrance examination or supervise each other to go to bed early.

It's a pity that it's gone forever.

I waited until I went to the university to report and saw Lin Xinyu who was in the same dormitory. He had the same surname as him, but his personality was completely different.

Seeing that Lin Xinyu didn't behave like an ordinary student, he decided to learn from him, but he didn't dare to speak.

However, the other party took the initiative to find him, have dinner with him, and slowly keep in touch.

By mistake, the two became friends.

While getting along, Lin Jin found that the other person was suitable for being a friend and could teach him everything. It was at that time that he met Luo Xixi.

Luo Xixi has been pampered since she was a child, and her family is a princess.

When she came to college, she found that there was such a good-looking girl in the dormitory. She was not only good-looking, but also had a big heart, so she had to accept her. It turned out that she already had a boyfriend.

When they went out together, she saw Lin Jin.

The first impression is that she is timid, standing alone and not daring to speak. In order not to make others feel uncomfortable, and she is already eating dog food behind Lin Xinyu and Bai Shihan, so she has a relationship with him. Chat together.

The two gradually became good friends.

Lin Jin also knows that he looks ordinary and is relatively introverted.

He really wanted to work hard to get along with them, but unfortunately his personality was destined to be unable to change.

Therefore, he prefers to stay in the corner silently, not being noticed by anyone, not causing trouble, and not causing trouble to others.

"Lin Jin, why are you hiding alone again? Don't they want to set up a studio? We are going to help too. I heard that we can avoid military training." Luo Xixi came over and shook his arm.

"I..." He hesitated.

But Luo Xixi held him back: "Oh! Today is the weekend anyway, and everyone has no classes. Besides, I'm going to eat dog food alone. Let's go together and have a companion."

The most important thing is that she doesn't hate being with him.

Other boys approached her with a purpose, but Lin Jin was different. He had no purpose and even didn't want to pay attention to her. For this reason, Luo Xixi insisted on being friends with him.

Lin Jin pondered for a moment: "Okay then."

In this way, the two people slowly began to interact. Although there was no ambiguity or intimate behavior, the two hearts became closer and closer.

But Lin Jin didn't dare to be tempted. He was afraid that like the previous online dating, he finally fell in love, but the other party had already disappeared.

He kept telling himself that he would never have love again in this life and only hoped that he would die alone.

But reality is always cruel. One day, Luo Xixi suddenly asked him, if she liked him, would he agree?

Lin Jin did not answer. He devoted himself wholeheartedly to his work. He was a studyaholic himself, but now he changed his identity and became a workaholic. He did not dare to touch feelings and closed himself in a small world every day.

But even so, Luo Xixi still pursued him persistently.

She constantly encouraged him to face his heart bravely and not to escape.

Lin Jin didn't know what to do. He was afraid of rejection and yet again afraid of rejection. The contradiction made him extremely painful.

In the end, several people jointly investigated, and then they understood why he didn't want to have a relationship. It turned out to be because he was afraid of getting hurt.

Luo Xixi finally wanted to try it again, so she asked Lin Jin out alone.

When no one was around, she spoke directly.

"Is it because of my problems that you don't like me?"

Lin Jin, who had never seen such a battle before, suddenly became panicked and hurriedly waved his hands to explain.

"No, no, that's not what I meant."

"That means you actually like me too?" Luo Xixi showed a sweet smile.

Lin Jin was stunned and looked at the girl in front of him blankly.

She is so beautiful, so beautiful that people can't take their eyes away, and also make people...

like her.

Seeing that he was staring at her stupidly, Luo Xixi blushed and coughed lightly to cover up her embarrassment: "Then do you like me?"

Lin Jin raised his head suddenly and saw clearly the shyness on her face. He suddenly felt that his throat was dry.

Like... Does he like her?

Seeing this, Luo Xixi thought she had guessed correctly, and quickly struck while the iron was hot and continued to confess her love.

"Lin Jin, if you like me, let's date."

Lin Jin was confused and his ears were ringing.

Does he like Luo Xixi?

Yes, the girl who is by his side every day, and the girl who always notices him, is good-looking, gentle, kind and beautiful, how could he not like her.

only……

Lin Jin hesitated for a long time, then shook his head: "No, I..."

"Why not? Is it because you don't like me?" Luo Xixi asked eagerly.

Lin Jin quickly shook his head: "No..."

"What's that for?"

"I can't give you a better life." Lin Jin lowered his eyes and spoke in a low tone.

"It doesn't matter, we can fight together." Luo Xixi held his hand.

Lin Jin's eyes instantly became moist.

He looked at her in disbelief. He couldn't believe that she was willing to wrong him like this. He was timid. He finally trusted someone, but the person disappeared. Now that someone he likes appears, his first reaction is definitely to shrink back. Don't dare to step forward.

"Don't worry, I won't disappear." Luo Xixi held his face with serious eyes.

Lin Jin nodded.

"I like you too."

With her care and sufficient sense of security, Lin Jin no longer concealed anything, but boldly expressed her feelings.

"Then when did you start liking me?"

At this time, Lin Jin was still relatively shy. Every time Luo Xixi took the initiative, he would be teased by her and he would blush. But he still answered honestly: "Since... since I saw you."

"So you always thought I was pretty, right?"

"You are good-looking." Lin Jin told the truth.

If anyone else had said it, she might not be so happy, but hearing Lin Jin praise herself for the first time made her go crazy with joy!

She hugged Lin Jin and said with a smile: "So you have had a crush on me for a long time! No wonder you won't reject me. I thought I was going to be rejected by you today. Ever since I was a child, I have never liked anyone else. "

"I liked one." Lin Jin answered truthfully.

"I know, that online dating person who has never seen it before, who knows if the person on the other end of the phone is a woman, maybe a boy." Luo Xixi said angrily, if it weren't for this incident, she would have used Don't wait so long.

When she thought that Lin Jin hesitated to fall in love with her because of this, Luo Xixi became furious.

Lin Jin explained softly: "I only like you."

"Hmph~~" Luo Xixi turned her head arrogantly, "Your mouth is getting sweeter and sweeter now."

"I didn't lie to you, I like you and only you."

"Yes." Luo Xixi responded obediently, and then took the initiative to kiss him.

The sudden move caught Lin Jin off guard and made him shy for a moment. He did not expect Luo Xixi to be so bold.

Luo Xixi is a person who is very pinched. Even though she is calm as a normal person at the moment, she is actually very nervous. She is afraid of being rejected.

So the kiss just now was her greatest courage.

After the kiss, the two stared at each other for a while.

Luo Xixi's eyes were moist and translucent, like black pearls, shining with a charming luster. Lin Jin couldn't help but swallowed and lowered his head, but he had no courage.

Then Luo Xixi took the initiative to hand it over.

The two of them came together like this.

Even so, Lin Jin's identity as a workaholic has not changed.

He almost never leaves the company while he is in school. He occasionally works late and only communicates with Luo Xixi via text messages or phone calls.

Unless necessary for socializing, Luo Xixi cannot eat or go shopping with her at least four or five times a week.

Although Luo Xixi was dissatisfied with this, she did not express any objection.

She likes him and is willing to tolerate any of his shortcomings. She also knows very well why Lin Jin is like this, because he wants to work hard to make money so that she and her parents can live a good life.

Luo Xixi firmly believed in this and even felt that she was particularly happy.

She once thought that as long as two people were together, it didn't matter whether they were poor or rich, as long as they could be together forever, she would be satisfied.

However, now she discovered that two people together need more support and understanding from each other, as well as more trust and love from both parties, so that they can grow old together for a long time.

During these days, Luo Xixi took care of Lin Jin while attending class. Their relationship became better and better. In order to prevent him from lacking nutrition, she even made soup for him.

He was obviously a princess at home, but now he was willing to wash his hands and make soup for the person he liked. This flattered Lin Jin and actually increased his motivation to work.

"Pay attention to rest and don't think about work all day long."

"Okay, okay, I'll stay with you when I'm done."

Luo Xixi was actually very easy to coax. Every time Lin Jin took time to go shopping and buy things with her, she would forgive him.

After all, she just didn't want him to be too busy and sometimes stay up late working in the company, which was not good for his health.

The two of them feel better and better together.

Luo Xixi is so beautiful, so gentle and virtuous, and he is very enterprising. He spends most of his attention on work. Apart from Luo Xixi, he hardly interacts with any women. This is also a point that makes her very relaxed. After all, the two of them The relationship has been established.

The relationship between the two people heated up quickly. One day, Luo Xixi suddenly received a call from her mother.

"Xixi, when will you take your boyfriend home to see you?"

Luo Xixi was slightly startled. Her mother had always been open-minded and never interfered with her marriage. Why did she ask to see her boyfriend now?

But this also proves that her mother really agrees with them being together.

But it was Lin Jin's turn to be a little worried. After all, he didn't even know who Luo Xixi's parents were, so it was a bit abrupt to visit Luo Xixi rashly.

Luo Xixi immediately put the question aside and told Lin Jin to take it easy and wait until there was a chance to meet again.

After hanging up the phone, she turned to look at Lin Jin and smiled: "How is it? When will you come home with me?"

"Auntie, is it easy to talk to?"

This is Lin Jin's biggest concern.

"Don't worry, as long as you are nice to me, my parents will be easy to talk to."

Meeting parents is naturally a bit difficult for a timid person like Lin Jin. Fortunately, with the help of Lin Xinyu during this period, he has become more courageous, but...

Work and meeting parents are two different concepts.

"My parents are not snobbish, so don't worry. Besides, you are not bad now, and with the recent development of the website, you will definitely be a big boss in the future. I believe in you."

Luo Xixi has always played a calming role. Every time Lin Jin is wavering, she says such words to reassure him.

This is also the main reason why the relationship between the two is getting better and better.

"After meeting the parents, are we going to get married..."

"If you want to marry me, just tell my parents directly. It depends on whether you have the courage."

Lin Jin clenched his fist and stopped his movements.

Determined.

He wants to marry her home.