Rebirth, Starting from 2005

The snowflakes are like catkins, small pieces, fluttering in the wind.

It's a little denser than when it first started.

Yan Xin pedaled his bicycle and carried Feng Xi through the wind and snow.

Some snowflakes fell on his hair, some were blown away by the wind, some were melted by the heat from his head, and some were not blown away and had no time to melt, so they were dotted on his hair. There are speckles in the hair, making his hair gray.

Feng Xi sat in the back seat, with two arms around his waist, looked up, and saw the gray hair in his hair.

She knew it was snow that hadn't had time to melt.

But such a picture fell in her eyes, as if Yan Xin's hair had already turned white.

After staring blankly for a while, the circles of his eyes suddenly turned red.

He let go of one hand, pulled down the hood of the down jacket on his head, put his arms around Yan Xin's waist again, and pressed his face on Yan Xin's back.

Tears slid down his eyes, slid across his face, and landed on his down jacket.

After being silent for a while, he suddenly asked:

"Yan Xin, when many people get married, there will be such a congratulatory word, saying "to grow old together". Tell me, are there really so many people who live together in this world?"

Yan Xin didn't know why she suddenly asked this question, she was stunned for a moment, and then replied: "There will definitely be some who really live together, but there will also be some who won't make it to the end."

Speaking of this, I remembered that he and the woman who asked this question had been married for several years in his previous life, but they still ended in divorce.

It seems that at that time, some people wished them to grow old together and be united forever.

At the beginning, he also thought that the two of them could be together for a lifetime.

Unexpectedly, it turned out like that.

Thinking of this, I suddenly felt a little disappointed.

Feng Xidao: "It was agreed to grow old together, but the result is that the head is not white yet, and the person is gone. Yan Xin, tell me, those who can't make it to the end, will they feel very painful when they think of the original vow?"

"Maybe some people will feel pain in their hearts," Yan Xin said, "Maybe some people will feel that they are finally relieved."

Feng Xi said quietly: "If it were me, I would feel very painful. We have agreed to grow old together, and we have agreed to live forever, how could we separate so early?"

Hearing this, Yan Xin couldn't help but think of the couple years of the two in their previous life, as well as the final ending.

I feel bad.

Then he raised his voice and reprimanded: "Take a good ride in the car, what do you think about those things? Is that something you need to think about? Make progress every day and study hard, that's what you should do at your age!"

Feng Xi hummed, but didn't make another sound.

The snowflakes became more and more dense, falling on Yan Xin's hair, and also on hers.

Gradually, the hair of both of them was dyed white.

I don't know if this counts as a total whitehead.

Lend me to fill the sky with snow, and grow old together with you.

The snow started to fall, and there were basically no pedestrians on the road. On the bumpy dirt road, only Yan Xin pedaled hard to carry Feng Xi on his bicycle, looking a little lonely, but not so lonely.

Both Feng Xi's arms were wrapped around Yan Xin's waist, hugging him, and leaning against him tightly.

The weather was cold, but the area where the two touched was warm.

Probably in this cold world, only this can bring a little warmth.

I don't know what I thought of, but Feng Xi's tear-stained face showed a smile again.

On the potholed road, he stumbled and rode all the way.

Yan Xin thought to himself: "I still have to buy a car, as long as I have a car, even if it is a QQ Chery, I don't have to suffer."

The plan is to go to Xiaorong Town after the next year, and find time to learn to drive, which also meets Ai Lili's expectation - to learn skills, not to be a security guard all the time.

A few days ago, Ai Lili asked him what he thought about the future and whether he had thought about learning some technology in the future. At that time, he couldn't answer, but said that he was still thinking about it.

Don't think about it now, learn to drive.

When he got his driver's license, he felt that he should have enough money to buy a car.

While riding a bicycle, thinking about buying a car in the future, thinking about driving a small car home for the New Year, how cool would it be?

For a moment, my mind was flying, and I forgot the cold and tiredness now.

Just thinking about Shuang, I suddenly heard Feng Xi humming behind me.

Feng Xi leaned against his back, so close that Yan Xin could feel the vibration in his chest when humming.

Yan Xin listened to it, and she hummed an old song "The Most Romantic Thing":

"The most romantic thing I can think of,

Just to grow old with you slowly,

Till we're too old to go anywhere,

You still think of me as,

The treasure in your hand..."

His lips curled up, and he couldn't help complaining: "This is the poor. After being poor for a lifetime, even the imagination is so barren - the most romantic thing is to grow old slowly with someone. Rich people are different. Yes, what they want is to take you to romantic Turkey, and Tokyo and Paris, Los Angeles and Miami—any place name that rhymes on the earth, people can take you there.”

Feng Xi was upset, raised his head, bumped his back, and said, "You will die if you don't speak!"

"That's the way it is," Yan Xin said. "What's so romantic about getting old? There are so many old people in this world, and so many people are getting old. If you ask them, do they think it's romantic?"

Feng Xidao: "But growing old slowly with the person I like, I think that's very romantic."

"Where is the romance?" Yan Xin asked.

"Now...they haven't separated when they are old, and they still like each other when they are old," Feng Xi said, "It's better than those who have been arguing about getting divorced within a few years of marriage. They made an appointment to spend their lives together, but let go halfway Yes, much better!"

Yan Xin suddenly felt guilty and fell silent.

Feng Xi bumped his head against his back, asking while bumping:

"is not it?"

"dont you agree?"

"Well, what you said is right!" Yan Xin said helplessly, "I hope you will find someone who can grow old with you and treat you as a treasure in the palm of your hand, so that you can spend the rest of your life, Nothing but romance, or romance.”

Feng Xi snorted.

Yan Xin added: "It's different for a vulgar person like me. I want to take the person I like and turn all the place names that rhyme on the earth."

Feng Xi didn't speak, but his two arms were exerting force, hugging him even tighter.

Yan Xin felt the squeeze brought by her two arms and half of her body, and couldn't help shouting:

"Hey, hey, why are you hugging so tightly?"

Feng Xi buried her head on his back and said, "This journey is too bumpy, don't hold on tighter, I'm afraid you'll throw me off halfway."