Rebirth, Starting from 2005

At noon, Ai Lili made four dishes and one soup, and the two of them ate and drank, and it was almost enough.

Adhering to the principle of not wasting the leftover soup, Ai Lili didn't throw it away, but put it away.

It’s a bit lacking for dinner, but it’s pretty good to use those soups and water to serve a bowl of noodles or something as a supper.

This is how dinner for two is settled.

When the two of them got up for dinner, it was already past eight o'clock in the evening, because they were too energetic before, and now they are quite listless.

After Ai Lili got up, she staggered, her movements were weak, and she didn't have the strength to make dinner, so she used the leftovers from lunch and ordered two bowls of noodles, and then cracked two eggs in each bowl, which was considered to be filling her stomach , also replenished energy.

As for Yan Xin, his calves were soft when eating, his arms were shaking, and he couldn't even lift the bowl, so he could only put the bowl on the table and lower his head to eat.

That's what overworked men look like.

After being reborn, I have endured it for more than a year, and this time I was released, a little bit of excessive consumption, so that the release exceeded the limit of the body's tolerance.

After eating, he was in a better state, at least his hands and feet did not tremble, and he could move normally.

After getting up from the bed, Ai Lili didn't talk to Yan Xin much.

In Yan Xin's view, this is a girl's shyness.

It can't be said that it was a complete guess wrong. There are indeed factors in this aspect, but it is more of a guilty conscience.

When she came out to order noodles, Yan Xin struggled to get up to help, but she stopped him, so she let him lie on the bed and wait for the meal.

The main purpose of doing this is not to let Yan Xin find out that she has almost cleaned up the bowl after eating at noon.

If Yan Xin found out about this, I'm afraid she would suspect that she wasn't that drunk at that time, and that she did everything on purpose.

In this way, I am afraid there will be some troubles in the future.

Fortunately, Yan Xin didn't get up, and after making dinner, all the evidence was covered, which saved a lot of embarrassment.

But after all, he still had a ghost in his heart, so he didn't dare to talk to Yan Xin.

Yan Xin was in a complicated mood, and didn't have the heart to flirt with her.

There is communication between the two people, but this kind of communication is a little more complicated than before.

The noodles are quite delicious.

Yan Xin, who was in a tangled mood, couldn't help thinking like this: "It seems to be quite happy to spend a lifetime with Sister Lily."

Ai Lili has a disgusting mother, but Yan Xin doesn't care.

As long as you don't act like a monster in front of him, it's fine.

Thinking about it this way, my mood gradually became less entangled.

Anyway, it has come to this point, what else can we do?

Feng Xi's side...

I can only stop thinking about it.

There was still a thought in my heart: "That's good, I don't have to deal with his parents in this life."

After eating, Ai Lili cleaned up the dishes again, and then pulled off the sheets on Yan Xin's bed, instead of putting them in the washing machine for washing, she hand-washed some stains.

I washed it by hand several times, looked carefully under the light, and found no other problems, so I put it in the washing machine.

During the whole process, Yan Xin did not participate, but sat on the sofa in the living room to rest.

After washing the sheets in the washing machine, Ai Lili walked to the living room, lowered her head and said to Yan Xin, "I'm going back."

Yan Xin had some surprises - she thought she was going to stay overnight, but she didn't expect to go back to Ru's side.

But there is also a feeling of relief - it's good to leave, otherwise, if you toss around at night, this old bone will be broken.

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Ai Lili seems to be quite a quiet person, she didn't expect to be so troublesome, and sometimes she is very active.

Thinking of some scenes that happened before, my heart became hot again, and I felt a little eager to try again.

I quickly suppressed this thought of my own, and told myself in my heart: "Restraint, young people must restraint! This is too harmful to the body!"

In the current state of the two of them, if they sleep together at night, the consequences may be quite serious, either death or disability.

Ask Ellie: "Do you want me to take you there?"

Ai Lili was overjoyed, and was willing to send herself back, that is, she didn't find any flaws, and she relaxed a lot, then shook her head and smiled sweetly:

"No, you'd better rest more, it's just a few steps, there won't be any danger."

Yan Xin really felt that he was still very vain now, so he didn't try to be brave, and said, "Then you go slowly."

Ai Lili left and closed the door behind her.

She was a little uncomfortable with her body, but the relationship between the two had made new progress, and her confession had also received a response from the other party, so she was still very happy.

When she returned to Gu Ru's house, Gu Ru was eating fruit alone in the living room, as usual, in neutral.

Seeing Ai Lili come back, he was stunned for a moment: "Why are you back?"

Ai Lili blushed: "Huh? I live here, and I will definitely come back."

I thought to myself: "Does she know about Yan Xin and I?"

It's very embarrassing.

Seeing Ai Lili's embarrassment, Gu Ru knew that she was shy, so she didn't tease her, but said, "What I mean is, why did you come back so early today? Normally, you will go for a walk after eating, and it's almost time to arrive I won't be back until ten o'clock."

Ai Lili hesitated and said, "Eat earlier today, so the time to finish walking is also earlier."

Gu Ru thought to herself, "You're coaxing ghosts. I went out for a walk at night, so I didn't see you."

When she was walking in the community, she deliberately looked at 21A, Building 5, and saw that there was a light there, and she was sure that the two of them were there, and she didn't know what to do, anyway, she wasn't walking.

It was not easy for her to reveal it, so she just smiled and said, "So that's how it is."

Ai Lili had a ghost in her heart, and she didn't dare to have too many conversations with her, so she just said: "Sister Ru, I'm going to take a shower first, so I won't chat with you."

Gu Ru said: "Go, I'll go to sleep after eating this fruit."

It was inconvenient for Ellie to move, but in order not to let people see the problem, she endured the pain and walked as usual, went into the bedroom to find her pajamas, and then went to take a shower.

After taking a shower, Gu Ru had already returned to the bedroom, and there was no one in the living room.

She returned to her bedroom, put herself under the quilt, recalling what happened today, her face flushed and her heart beat faster.

If possible, she would rather lie on Yan Xin's bed now, preferably in his arms.

That feeling was so good, it was so good that she was nostalgic for it.

However, she was also a little afraid of being with Yan Xin.

My body can't stand the tossing, and it's still hurting now.

More importantly, when you are with the person you like, you can't help but want to do something you like to do.

But she didn't want to be too active and make Yan Xin think she was a shameless woman.

——Thinking of the things she did when Yan Xin was drunk, she felt ashamed and shameless.

Fortunately, no one saw it at that time, so she could let herself go.

But under Yan Xin's gaze, she was really embarrassed to let herself go.

But she was afraid that she couldn't bear it.

Before, she found that she seemed to be unable to bear to let go of herself, and some scenes now feel very ashamed.

This is still with reservations.

She couldn't even imagine what kind of picture it would be if she was completely unreserved and let herself go.

Even if it happens in the future, we can talk about it later.

It can't be so unrestrained from the beginning.

So, she chose to come back.

At this time, I still have some regrets about this choice - if I continue to stay with Yan Xin, I can lie in the same bed, even if I don't do anything, just snuggle together, I will be very happy.

Of course, it would be happier to have some interaction, as long as it is not the kind of interaction that is very frustrating.

Thinking about it, my heart became hot again, and my legs were twisted together.

He took out his mobile phone and sent Yan Xin a message: "I miss you."

She had already confessed her love and got a response from the other party. At this time, she didn't have so much reserve.

Soon, Yan Xin replied: "I miss you too."

In fact, it was a perfectly normal response, even a mechanical response, without any soul.

But these words fell into Ai Lili's eyes, but there was a lingering affection, as if she heard Yan Xin whispering these words softly in her ear.

She really wanted to go back to Yan Xin's side, lie in his arms, and listen to him say these words himself.

Send another message: "Yan Xin, I love you!"

In front of her, at most, she said she likes two words, but she dare not say love.

I like this term, and it has a wide range of applications.

The word love is relatively narrower.

She dared to say that only on the Internet.

Yan Xin's reply was still formatted: "I love you too."

Perhaps feeling that such a reply was too perfunctory, Yan Xin quickly sent another message: "Are you feeling better?"

Ai Lili blushed and touched the traumatized area, but it still hurt a little.

He wiped his fingers with a tissue on the bedside table, and then replied: "It still hurts."

Yan Xin: "I'm sorry, I couldn't control myself a bit."

Ai Lili: "It's okay, it's not your fault, it's what I want."

Yan Xin: "You have a good rest."

Ellie: "Yeah."

After a while, there was no new message from Yan Xin, and another message was sent:

"I still haven't cooked some of the vegetables I bought today. I'll cook for you after get off work at noon tomorrow."

Yan Xin: "You only have a two-hour break at noon. Wouldn't it be a little too tiring to cook after get off work?"

It can still be done, and it can be simpler.

But Ai Lili thought about it, and came back to cook after getting off work at twelve o'clock at noon, and then finished the meal, cleaned up the bowl, and it was almost time to go to work.

There was enough time, but a little too rushed.

So he said, "Let's do it at night. What do you want for lunch tomorrow? I'll bring it to you after get off work."

This will save you some time to do other things.

Although it is not necessary to do anything, at least set aside such a time.

——What if Yan Xin wants to?

As his girlfriend, shouldn't she meet his needs?

Even if Yan Xin doesn't have that need, as a qualified girlfriend, she should actively help him create such a need.

At this time, she had already regarded herself as Yan Xin's girlfriend.

They have already confessed their love to each other, so shouldn't it be a relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend?

Yan Xin replied: "Then I will trouble you."

Ai Lili: "No trouble, I am willing."

There is a word called love what passion, the word is not a good word, but it can explain Ai Lili's current state.

At this time, she was so enthusiastic that she wished she could keep chatting with Yan Xin like this.

It is best to chat in a bed.

Yan Xin's reply was a bit slow, and she sent another message: "Do you want me to wear the black ribbon for you to see tomorrow?"

She knew Yan Xin liked this.

Although I don't know why he likes this, but since he likes this, it can satisfy him.

At this moment, she is willing to meet any request Yan Xin puts on her.

It doesn't matter whether you like it or not, as long as the person you like likes it, she will like it too.

The previous toss with Yan Xin was the same. In fact, many times she didn't feel so happy, and it was more accompanied by physical pain.

However, she can feel Yan Xin's joy, so she will endure the pain in her body to accompany her.

As long as the person she likes can be liked, she is willing to make such a fuss.

Yan Xin replied more reservedly: "Um, it's so cold, why don't you give up?"

Ai Lili: "It's okay, turn on the air conditioner in your room, it won't be cold."

Yan Xin: "Okay."

Ai Lili: "I'll bring the skirt too, and I'll show you how to wear it with it."

Yan Xin: "Good!"

Ai Lili sent another one: "Do you want to wear high heels?"

Yan Xin: "Can you wear high heels?"

Ai Lili: "I haven't worn it, I don't know, but I can try it."

Black silk high heels, that's what she saw on the Xingguang.com forum.

Xingguang.com has a gender forum, which is a gathering place for old sex critics. A large number of nerds who have no guts in reality use their imaginations on this forum, and discuss all kinds of strange hobbies. It is simply unsightly. .

Ellie also learned some knowledge from it.

On her side, she wanted to show Yan Xin her best side and satisfy his fantasy as much as possible.

On the other side, Yan Xin looked at the chat records and felt that he was in a bad mood.

I thought to myself: "Does Sister Lili still have such an unrestrained side? Why haven't I discovered it before?"

This contrast is a bit big.

But after thinking about it carefully, he had no chance to discover this from Ai Lili before.

No matter in the previous life or in this life, there was no such opportunity to discover this.

After all, this kind of chat is just a chat between lovers.

Thinking about Feng Xi in her previous life, they were married for several years, they were old husbands and wives, and they never had such passionate chats.

He had revealed a similar wish a few times, and then Feng Xi glared at him: "Crazy you! If you have the energy to not think about making money, what are you thinking about these messy things?"

After raising strange ideas a few times, I didn't get a positive response, but was poured with cold water one after another, and finally I didn't mention such things again.

This was the first time he had encountered such a chat.

Speaking of it, it has to be blamed on the fact that he and Feng Xi did not get married through dating, but through a blind date. It was only when they reached the age that they needed to get married, and then the two chose to get married.

Before getting married, there was no basis for a relationship. At most, they studied the other party's basic conditions and felt that they could make do with each other, and then they made do.

That marriage is for life, not for love.

He really doesn't know what it's like to be in love, and being human in two lives.

Haven't experienced it.

But at this moment, he seemed to feel such a feeling.

"Maybe this is love?"

He thought so.

When you like someone, you like it so much that you want to sacrifice everything you have to give to the other person.

To be able to do this, maybe there is only the existence and legendary love.

He has such emotion, but this emotion is not for his own feeling, but for Ai Lili.

He sensed Ellie's enthusiasm for him.

But he also knew that he didn't have the same enthusiasm for Ai Lili.

He couldn't treat Ai Lili like Ai Lili did to him, and he didn't have the urge to give everything.

Knowing this made him feel more guilty towards Ai Lili.

Materially, he can give the same response, or even double or even multiply the response, but emotionally, he can't give the same response.

As a human being in two lives, it is impossible for him to have that kind of fiery emotion that can make people desperate.

When people are young, their hearts are not juvenile.

At the age when he can love someone impulsively and desperately, he has never met such a love, and he is not even qualified to love someone.

Now I have that qualification, but I'm past that age and I don't have that teenage mentality.

It's kind of embarrassing to think about it.

It's just that if you want to say sorry, there is nothing to regret.

The years are long, and the days have to be passed slowly and steadily. Being too impulsive is not a good thing.

After chatting with Ai Lili for more than half an hour, I finally couldn't hold back my tired body and said good night to her.

Exit from QQ, plug in the charger for the phone, then turn off the lights and go to sleep.

Fell asleep within a few minutes.

He had a lot of dreams that night, and was awakened many times in his dreams.

He dreamed of Ellie, of doing things with her that he had done during the day.

But it was Feng Xi who dreamed more.

I dreamed that Feng Xi questioned him with tears all over his face:

"Why are you doing this?"

"Why did you abandon me?"

"Why did you betray me?"

She also dreamed that Feng Xi threw herself on his shoulder and bit his shoulder hard.

It was a heart-wrenching pain, a pain that penetrated into the bone marrow.

Waking up again and again, dreaming again and again.

Every time I wake up, I feel pain.

I don't know if it's the heartache or the pain in the shoulder.