Rebirth without Regrets

I originally thought that when I finished the book, I would feel a wave of relief and joy all over my body. After all, for a year and a half, Xiaohan has been insisting on creating without a day off. No matter how busy he is, he has not stopped updating, and his body and mind have long been exhausted. And

The completion of a book is like the birth of your own child, and joy and a sense of accomplishment are inevitable.

But when Xiaohan actually put pen to paper and wrote the three words "complete", he felt a mixture of emotions, all five tastes, and his mind was in a trance.

Is this the end?

Why are you feeling a little reluctant and a little lost?

A careful calculation shows that from the time I started writing on May 12, 2009 to the day I finished the book on November 11, 2010, I wrote a total of 2.5 million words in a full year and a half. Even Xiaohan himself was surprised.

And can't believe such a number.

Looking back on my writing experience for more than two years, I find it incredible. I don’t know how I persisted. Apart from going to work every day, I just bury myself in front of the computer. I hardly watch TV, have no holidays, and almost no entertainment activities. I have almost no hobbies.

I gave up completely, thinking about the manuscript all day long, and then kept typing on the keyboard and looking up information. And Xiaohan is not a prolific writer. It takes less than three or four hours to write a three thousand word manuscript, or even four or five hours.

I couldn't finish writing, so I often stayed up late at night, writing until my eyes were straight, my limbs were numb, and I felt dizzy...

Sometimes I can’t help but wonder, is this still me? Is this the life I want?

I decided to write a book because I love reading. In my spare time, I also wanted to share my story with everyone for entertainment after work and life. However, I didn't expect that I would be involved in it.

However, watching the plot of the story unfold bit by bit, watching the novel gradually become fuller, and watching the characters come into being in the writing, watching them gradually come to life, showing their joy, anger, sorrow, and joy as the plot progresses, watching everyone's feelings towards

Xiaohan's support and encouragement made Xiaohan's heart full of excitement and joy, and he was even more intoxicated and addicted to it.

Although "Life without Regrets" is not Xiaohan's first work, it is the only one that he has actually written and persisted in completing. It cost more than two million, and he was able to persist in writing it. First of all, he must thank his family and friends.

Their support. It is their constant care and encouragement that prevents me from being burdened by the hard and boring coding. Secondly, I would like to thank the editors and staff of , who gave me the opportunity to write the novel for everyone to read. As

As a newcomer, without their guidance, help and strong recommendation, "No Regrets Life" would not have such achievements.

Of course, the most important thing to thank is all the readers and friends. Especially the friends who gave valuable opinions and suggestions, which allowed me to correct the writing direction in time. Xiaohan is busy with work and coding, so he rarely has time to communicate with you, but

I have read every message and comment you left carefully. Thank you all for your support and encouragement. Without you, it would be difficult for me to persevere.

Since this is the first time to truly control a work of more than one million words, I am not capable and have insufficient experience. Therefore, it can be said that Xiaohan is not very satisfied with "Life without Regrets" and hopes to gain something from this attempt.

Many, and have been improved, in the hope that I can create better works to reward everyone, and I hope everyone can support Xiaohan as always.

Leng Binghan in Chengdu in the early morning of November 11, 2010