Reborn 90s

These two people have such a huge disparity in status and dignity. Outside of work, they can get along with each other as both teachers and friends. What they say is true and heartfelt. It is definitely quite rare.

"Strange, how come this summer it hasn't rained even once until now?"

Jiang Shengli suddenly changed the topic because he saw two people walking not far ahead, who were also two members of the county party committee leadership team...

Ren Yong cooperated very well with him in this regard, and he immediately began to lament the abnormal rain situation this year.

"Secretary Jiang, it's so late and you haven't rested yet?"

"Aren't you two resting yet?"

The two people laughed together: "We couldn't sleep because it was too hot, so we could only walk outside."

Jiang Shengli also smiled faintly: "We are all the same people. You think it's hot, don't I think it's hot? Haha."

Chen Ming finally came to sit next to his wife and daughter under the maple tree.

Zhang Yuyan smiled and said to him: "I just wanted to ask you to come out with us to cool off. I thought you were concentrating on developing new wine, so I didn't go upstairs to disturb you."

Chen Ming looked a little frustrated: "The new wine this time made me embarrassed. I wanted to be creative and find a new way, but I ended up leading myself into a dead end."

"I remember you said that you can easily make dozens of other new wines."

"Yes, I will mention the few dozen types at the lowest. There will be no problem in making at least another hundred types of new wines. I can hold them in hand."

Zhang Yuyan began to wonder: "Then I don't understand. Why do you have to compete with a wine that you are not sure about if you don't make wine that you are sure about?"

Chen Ming could only smile bitterly: "It should be that I have had smooth sailing for too long, so I want to torment myself. A more accurate statement is: I am full and have nothing to do, so I have nothing to do."

It's indeed a bit...

But this is normal: if people stay in good times for a long time, they will inevitably develop a mentality of arrogance, arrogance, and self-righteousness. The accurate way to describe this phenomenon is self-inflation.

Zhang Yuyan magically said something philosophical: "Let go of your desire to win, which means you have let go of yourself."

"A desire to win?"

"Well, I feel that your current state is caused by the desire to win. What you want to challenge is not the new wine but yourself. You want to make this new wine not to show others your ability, but to prove it to yourself.

, I am the best and I can do anything.”

Every word she said hit the nail on the head! But the magic is not that the magic is, how did she think of saying these words? It was as if she suddenly had an essential insight into human nature.

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Chen Ming stopped talking. He was carefully savoring his wife's words.

Zhang Yuyan continued: "I don't know if what I'm thinking is right, but I don't think it's necessary for you to do this. Because no matter whether there is this new wine or not, you are already a very good person in the eyes of me, Rourou and everyone."

A very capable man.”

"People sometimes get into trouble. I think you're making yourself get into trouble now. You'd better come out. It's cooler outside than inside."

Her words gave Chen Ming a feeling of enlightenment.

"You're right. It seems that I'm really over the top. It's strange that you have thought of such a simple truth, but you are so smart that you haven't thought of it."

Zhang Yuyan smiled: "You are in the game and I am on the outside. You are a fan of the authorities, but I am a bystander."

Chen Ming suddenly turned to look at her and asked, "Did you really only go to high school?"

"Well, although my academic performance has always been very good, I can't afford to go to college because of my family background."

This is the common sorrow of many young people in that era! Zhang Yuyan is not special, so Chen Ming immediately replied on a whim: "You are still very young now and can still go to college. I can fully afford your college education now."

All expenses."

Zhang Yuyan shook her head bitterly: "I no longer have that dream. Now that I have children at home, why should I go to university? And in a place like our Shannan County, college students here are a complete waste of talent."

He didn't expect that she could see this matter so clearly and profoundly. Chen Ming was very surprised. He had doubts before, suspecting that he had underestimated Zhang Yuyan and Xu Lili, but at this moment he was convinced that he really

I underestimated Zhang Yuyan.

This woman is taciturn in front of others and has a kind-hearted personality that can be bullied. However, in her many recent speeches, she has inadvertently shown that she has her own independent thoughts and opinions.

cognition, and it’s all correct.

Chen Ming did not know that compared with most college students in the 1990s, apart from being obviously inferior in knowledge, high school graduates in the 1990s could actually win in many other aspects!

Their desire for knowledge, their diligence in learning, their correct understanding of society, and their understanding of their responsibilities and missions are far superior to those of their peers thirty years later!

This is a kind of group difference caused by the social environment of different eras. Moreover, in 1992, the reform and opening up of the country had not yet reached the point where it had a profound impact and changed society.

Chen Ming really wanted to tell her: In fact, after you graduate from college, the possibility of you returning to live and work in Shannan County is very small. You will have a great chance to stay in those big cities and start a new life journey!

But when he thought that this foreseeable result would more likely bring great "insecurity" factors to his family, he resisted saying these words.

Zhang Yuyan is young and beautiful and has little social experience. She faces various temptations and traps alone in a big city. It is inevitable that she will be deceived when she cannot control herself. This is also another consequence that Chen Ming can foresee.

Therefore, he felt in his heart that if a young, beautiful, simple and simple wife like Zhang Yuyan was placed within his sight at all times, it would make him feel safer, more secure, and more secure.

His possessiveness can be regarded as a kind of selfishness, but it can be tolerated and understood by everyone. Besides, the essence of love is actually a selfish and exclusive personal behavior...

A gust of night wind that was enough to make people feel cool suddenly and quietly hit them without anyone noticing, instantly weakening the original scorching heat a lot. Zhang Yuyan looked around in surprise and then looked up at the night sky:

"Is it going to rain?"