Reborn girl from poor family

Chapter 221 Worries (1)

Su Ya turned around and looked around, saw the door that was closed tightly and thoughtfully, and wrinkled the tip of her nose.

Forget it, anyway, the "rules" thing has been thrown far, far away, and it couldn't be hidden from Shen Huai's two cronies.

She picked up the oil lamp outside, flicked it lightly, and then walked quietly to the bed in the inner room. In the dim light, she saw Shen Huai's face, whose every outline had already been engraved in her heart.

Shen Huai was sleeping deeply. After all, he was so tortured by the poisonous injuries that this burst of movement didn't even disturb him.

Su Ya's mood suddenly softened.

His poison has been cured, and her destiny seems to have begun to take a turn from earlier. The most important thing is: now looking forward to the future crisis, she is no longer as heavy and depressed as before, and she has become more open-minded and optimistic.

Where did this huge change in mentality come from?

Was it from the time when he helped her with a cold face and a warm heart in the Xue family's firewood shed? Was it from the time when he tricked her into getting close to her while hiding on the roof beam of Qingfeng Building? It was when he was floating in the cold and biting water of the Huaihe River, whispering softly. Calling her name? Or when you put the dagger in her hand and let her hold her destiny in her own hands?

Su Ya carefully pulled the corner of the quilt, trying to cover his extended hand, but she might as well have been attracted by the burns on his hand.

The blisters have disappeared, and the wound has a dark scar, which lies on the back of her favorite hand, which is particularly dazzling.

The burning gas with the smell of saltpetre and sulfur reached the tip of his nose again, and those bloody scenes were still in front of him. Different from the fear of hands and feet on the tidal flats, since White Horse Lake, the feel of swords piercing the human body has become more familiar every time. Su Ya no longer dared to think about how much blood had been stained on her hands.

However, just because you don’t want to think about it doesn’t mean you really don’t think about it.

Before tonight, she almost always woke up from nightmares.

Su Ya knew that she had a lot of thoughts and it was often difficult to sleep peacefully. She used to be entangled by the memories of her past life, and recently she was entangled by bloody battles. She always dreamed of Yan and Shen Huai dying in front of her every night.

The absurdity in this night's dream was actually sweeter than she had ever dreamed before.

It's like a lifetime ago.

Looking back at the faint morning light outside the window paper, Su Ya was still a little greedy for the spring scenery in her dream. Thinking that she could stay for a little longer, she sat down in front of the bed, held her chin and leaned forward to look at Shen Huai's collar. .

It was indeed snow-white fabric, soft and close to the skin. Although it was not as light as in the dream, it was a bit softer. It fell softly on his collarbone, and it was so warm that he could feel it with his eyes.

Su Ya was a little distracted and had a bad appetite for sex. Shen Huai was so handsome and charming. It was no wonder that Qiu Nianyun had been thinking about him for so long.

She doesn't have Qiu Nianyun's property, let alone a dowry of ten miles of red makeup. Even this dull coat will cost her about a month's wages. She really can't afford it, but if she lets go now, That is absolutely unacceptable.

She let out a long sigh of relief: If he is used to extravagance, then he should wait until she resolves the immediate crisis before making some plans. In short, he has the ability and will not suffer anyway.

It was at this moment that Shen Huai woke up.

Their eyes met, Su Ya was speechless.

"Xiao Ya'er," the voice that had just woken up was hoarse and low, scratching Su Ya's heart, "you look at me like this, it makes me think that you just fell in love with my beauty."

"I was discovered by you."

Su Ya's heart was wrapped in warmth, and she pursed her lips and smiled. How could it be possible that someone who had only known each other for three months seemed to have known him for a lifetime.

That's all, she can't control herself anymore, so marry her. If she only has three months left in her life, she should have him by her side day and night.

It wasn't until this moment that Su Ya really let go of her last worry and thought about giving him up.

"Oh, I understand," Shen Huai sat up and looked at Su Ya with a half-smile, "It's because I've been weakened by injuries and have made you dislike me, so you're so reluctant to give me accurate information? "

Su Ya took some clothes and was putting them on him. When she heard this, she looked down at him and said, "Tsk, tsk, tsk, tsk, tsk, tsk, tsk, tsk, tsk, tsk, tsk, tsk, tsk, if he didn't do things so neatly, she would have almost believed it."

She stretched out her hand, pinched Shen Huai's face, and whispered softly: "You already know this, why are you still stalking my mother?"

Although this man has lost a lot of weight, his skin is still firm and smooth, and feels very good in the hand - Su Ya thought, she couldn't help but use both hands, but she couldn't bear to pinch anymore, she just held it and touched it, "It feels good now." , my mother doesn’t mind having such an ugly skinny monkey as her son-in-law.”

Shen Huai felt that he was probably used to being frivolous by her, and fell more and more in love with her quirky and pretty appearance, so he pursed his lips and smiled, and after letting her rub him for a while, he took off her hand and held it in his. Inside, he said: "Perhaps this is the mother-in-law looking at her son-in-law. The more she looks at her, the more she likes her?"

Su Ya curled her lips, "I looked at Mrs. Kadu and saw that you are quite pleased with her."

Shen Huai was obedient and did not answer the question. He only touched the coolness on Su Ya's sleeves, frowned and asked, "Where have you been? Why are you so cold?"

Speaking of this, Su Ya felt guilty. Just thinking about how to fool her, she lowered her eyes and saw that there was a gray stain on the corner of her sleeve, which was being held in Shen Huai's hand.

I think it was rubbed against the wall.

She pulled her sleeves back, patted the dust stains off generously, and said, "I got up early to pack my bags. I heard Governor Cao and his staff talking outside the wall, so I went to listen for a while."

"Oh?" Shen Huai raised his eyebrows slightly.

"This Governor of Cao was originally a tolerant person who took a long-term view to catch the big fish. Now he is watching Hu Xing's movements and is ready to punish those who are not working together."

Su Ya told Shen Huai what she heard, and finally asked: "Do you know what the background of Xie Youlin is?"

"Is there anything fishy about this person?" Shen Huai asked, "You said before that your father was harmed by others, but is it related to him?"

Su Ya was startled by his question, and suddenly remembered that a long time ago, when the two first met and were on guard against each other, Shen Huai caught her going to Xie's house at night and asked her about her intentions. At that time, she had talked about the cause of her father's death, but later But I forgot about this.

Time had passed, and although the relationship between the two was no longer what it used to be, she had not yet thought about telling him this secret, so she was caught off guard by Shen Huai's question.

"Uh..." Su Ya considered her words, "It's a long story, I have to think about how to talk about it."

She thought Shen Huai would be unhappy, but she didn't expect that Shen Huai nodded readily and said, "Okay."

"Why don't you get to the bottom of it?"

"If you don't say it for the time being, you have your own reasons for not saying it. Why should I force you?" Shen Huai laughed and said, "Xiao Ya'er, I still have such a big heart."

He said: "Just do what you want to do, say what you want to say, be a cunning and unbridled Su Ya, and don't be wronged anymore."

It has been many years since her father left, and Su Ya has never felt such indulgence.

"Shen Huai..." She called out, trying to pretend to be relaxed and protesting against cunning, but she was choked by a wave of grievance.

This sudden grievance made her feel even more aggrieved. The grievances overlapped with each other, and she was squeezed into her throat and could not speak.

Shen Huai's eyes were deep and full of tenderness and compassion. He raised his hand to rub her head, "So, don't hold on when something happens. Remember that you already have me - no matter what happened in the past or what happens now." Whatever happens, I will be here."

Su Ya looked up at him blankly like a little kitten under his big hands.

His words were inexplicably meaningful.

It was so deep that Su Ya almost thought that he had seen through all her secrets.

(End of chapter)