Reborn girl from poor family

Chapter 242 I once wanted to betray everyone in the world (3)

"It's your grandfather here."

Su Ya quietly exhaled a breath she had held for a long time before feeling a chill on her back.

Just because Shen Huai spoke so carefully, he was even able to repeat a few conversations at that time in a calm tone. She was not afraid, she was just shocked. The young Shen Huai in the story was so different from the Shen Huai she knew. , there must be many more detailed causes and consequences, but he chose to start from the most cruel place.

"Well, grandpa is here."

Shen Huai pulled Su Ya's hand away and slowly wiped away the cold sweat on her palm, "Are you scared?"

The sweat on her palms couldn't fool anyone. Su Ya nodded and admitted, "Yeah, I'm scared."

Old Mrs. Shen arrived and naturally stopped the young Shen Huai from killing him. After all, Shen's father and Zhao family were still alive and well. Su Ya had doubts and nervousness in her heart. What she was most afraid of was the calm expression on Shen Huai's face when he told the story. Where was he? Like the person involved, he seemed to be talking about someone else's affairs. This made her instinctively want to change the topic a little to ease the atmosphere, "So, did your grandfather come here after hearing the noise?"

Shen Huai wiped Su Ya's palms dry and gently placed them on her lap, "If you are afraid, just don't say anything."

"No, tell me," Su Ya panicked and grabbed his hand again, "I want to listen."

Seeing the flat smile on Shen Huai's face, Su Ya's heart seemed to be squeezed by a barbed iron file, suffocating her.

"Originally, I thought about never mentioning these things to you, and letting you think that I am a good person who values ​​​​love and justice. But today I realized that instead of letting you learn about these past things from other people in the future, you would be afraid of me and dislike me. , why don't I tell you myself," Shen Huai's voice finally became a little difficult, "——If you are afraid, it is still too late."

But, why? Why did Mother Shen do that? She was willing to suffer all kinds of injustice for little Shen Huai, so why did she end up ruining her child's life?

"I can't remember what happened after that." Shen Huai raised his head and squinted at the sunlight outside the door, "I have thought about the scene over and over again, but in the end I still forgot... I only remember being pulled off the boat by my mother , pressed into the water, I struggled desperately, but I couldn't struggle up. At that time, I still wanted to save her, but I was weak, so in the end I held her arm, thinking of dying with her. That’s okay.”

"Well," Shen Huai responded, but said: "There are still some follow-ups, you should also listen to it."

"But my grandmother also came after me, and she knelt down to me. She wanted to pay for her son's life and asked me to kill her." Shen Huai suddenly laughed at himself, "How can I kill her? My grandmother dotes on my father, and my grandfather has always been I listened to my grandmother's words very much. If not, my mother would not have suffered those injustices under their noses."

Shen Huai let her hold him, but just patted her back and said calmly: "It's all over. I don't have any ideas anymore."

Su Ya gasped. No wonder, no wonder he wanted to destroy Shen Yuan's legs after he regained his memory. If someone kicked Yan like that, she would definitely chop off the person's feet.

It turns out that in this chaos, the only one who suffers in the end is the child who lost his shelter.

"That's not the case, I just insist on doing it myself."

"But after a while, she seemed to change her mind and lifted me up to the water with all her strength. She seemed to want to say something to me, but the water filled her mouth... At that time, I was four or five times confused. I really forgot all about it in the past year. I didn’t remember anything until I was pushed into the Qinhuai River. Later, they said that family scandals should not be made public. My mother threw herself into the river. Even if she was forced, I would be useless. Shen Yuan stabbed his father in both legs. This should be a relief. No one is allowed to mention it again. These secrets must be pinned to death in the Shen family house. They must not affect my father's and my career."

Su Ya straightened up and looked at him puzzled.

The calmer he was, the more uncomfortable Su Ya felt.

His tone was a little serious, so Su Ya sat upright and said, "Okay."

"It's all over," she choked and said, "It's all over, don't be sad anymore."

She was speechless and didn't know what to say, so she leaned forward and wanted to hug him.

She suspected that she had heard wrongly, but did not dare to confirm again.

"Maybe it's because I trapped her in the Shen family and she was too tired." Shen Huai lowered his eyelids, "I entered kindergarten early and soaked in books every day and night. My husband took a bath that day, so I had time to follow him. We got on the boat and heard their argument. Then I naturally stepped forward to protect my mother and beat Shen Yuan. Then my father came over and scolded me for not acting like an elder brother, so he had me pinned to the board of the boat. He used family methods and pushed my mother down again, saying that she was not good at raising children, and asked Shen Yuan to go up and kick her. When I was struggling, I saw that he kicked my mother's eyes and blood came from her eyes."

Someone killed Yan in her previous life. She has been reborn for more than two years, but she still can't get rid of the nightmare of fear and resentment. If the person who killed Shen Huai's mother was Shen's father, how painful would he be?!

But she just frowned and asked him: "Did they kill your mother... mother-in-law?"

At the age of twelve, he still has the age of admiration, and how sad and hesitant he must be in his heart.

Su Ya held her breath again.

Mother-in-law?——Her name for Shen's mother fell into Shen Huai's ears, as if he was hearing hallucinations. Waves rolled in his eyes, and he unconsciously clenched his bare hands.

Su Ya sighed, thinking about that young man back then, "So you let them go?"

At this point, he looked back at Su Ya and smiled slightly, "Look, they all want me to forget things. I really have almost forgotten them. Even my mother has turned into loess, and I can't remember anything anymore." Maybe you can find the answer by asking her."

In the previous story, Mrs. Shen even accepted Father Shen’s plan to straighten the Zhao family within one month after the funeral. Things have changed. How could he suddenly kill his own son for the sake of his daughter-in-law, whose bones were already cold? No matter how promising his grandson was, at that time It's just an expected future. The weight is far from enough for his own son to risk his life. Can Mr. Shen really kill his relatives out of justice? Or...

Shen Huai gave her a serious look, "My mother jumped into the river by herself."

"——So, was it your father and the others who killed your mother-in-law?" she asked, desperately hoping that all this was just a misunderstanding.

Su Ya's heart felt like it was stuffed with yellow mud, congested and uncomfortable. She always thought that at least Shen Huai's grandparents cherished and loved him very much. Otherwise, why would Shen Huai want to entrust her and the Yan family to their protection that day? But now, she couldn't understand the behavior of this family. Shen Huai was clearly an outsider, and he was being manipulated in different ways, working together to break down his defenses.

"What?" Su Ya was shocked, what happened was completely beyond her expectation.

"So, what about you?"

"There are some things I wanted to tell you originally. Since today is the beginning, let's tell them together."

Su Ya often feels that she is transparent in front of him, why can he always guess her thoughts?

She nodded honestly, "If the lives of my children and grandchildren are not affected, the old man always wants his family to be peaceful. But I probably have a lot of guilt for you in my heart, and I'm afraid I will make up for it even more in the future, right? You are so outstanding, you have already glorified the lintel of the Shen family. , they should not be 'delayed' for reasons or reasons - or maybe the old man is not in good health?"

Shen Huai sneered, "My father wanted to have a future, so he took the initiative to suppress the grievances between Zhao and Shen Yuan. There will be no rumors about my treason."

Shen Huai was very calm and asked: "Do you think that my grandfather is taking retreat in order to advance?"

Su Ya's throat was so sore that it hurt. Although Shen's father, Zhao, and the others did not kill anyone themselves, Shen's mother was indeed forced to death by them. At that time, Shen Huai was young, was scolded by his own father, and was taken away by his own mother. When he died, he was seven years old. He returned with amnesia. When he remembered the incident again, he wanted to find justice for himself and his mother, but he was kidnapped by the old man out of affection. He was only twelve years old at that time.

"Grandpa is right." Su Ya no longer wanted him to be immersed in painful memories alone, so she always responded to him, but the tension she tried so hard to hide was unknowingly transmitted from the clenched hands. past.

"Su Ya, you are indeed a silly girl," Shen Huai said, "Where have you used all your thoughts? Don't you know that this is the only chance to regret it?"

"My grandfather came in to kill my father."

"What should I regret?" Su Ya said, "After you finish telling everything, I will take a look. Did my grandfather stop you when he came?"

"But--"

"Not really..." Su Ya denied not firmly.

Su Ya had been surprised several times today, and she still couldn't suppress her surprised expression, "Why is this?"

If that were the case, Shen Huai would be so miserable.

Isn’t Shen Huai loved by the Queen Mother and the Emperor? Even though the Emperor sent six imperial doctors here, not only to save people, but also to verify, in the final analysis, he really valued Shen Huai very much, but why was he so unreasonable in this matter? ?

"At that time, I felt that life was hopeless, and death was cowardly, so I studied casually, took exams, and served my grandparents. On the one hand, I was eager and on the other hand, I felt aggrieved. In my heart, I just felt that no one in the world could be trusted and no one could live up to me, so I played in the world. Okay."

She had carefully chosen her words, and Shen Huai naturally understood, but said: "My grandparents are in very good health, but the Queen Mother and the Emperor are unwilling to let them leave the capital."

Su Ya understood what he meant.

"Don't be nervous, this matter is not that troublesome," Shen Huaikuan explained, and asked: "Do you find it strange? It seems that I have a deep relationship with my grandparents, and I am very attached to them, but why is the news that I am critically ill... The news has reached the capital, but there is no news about my grandparents?"

No wonder when Shen Huai pointed his sword at Shen's father, he said that Shen's mother also hated him.

"Perhaps, I was young at that time and had the feeling of being raised and taken care of, so I naturally believed in him," Shen Huai said with unclear eyes, "My grandfather was born in the army and was much stronger than my father. He walked in easily He kicked my father over and scolded him bitterly, saying that he had been deceived by his lies and had no idea how vicious he was to my mother. He also said that there should be no such unkind, unjust and shameless people in the Shen family, and that he wanted to commit suicide himself. I asked him to apologize to my mother."

Shen Huai's eyes moved, from Su Ya's firm hand back to Su Ya's focused and gentle eyes, he finally raised the corner of his mouth very slightly, "In any case, my grandfather's words and deeds are indeed much more appropriate than other people's excuses. In my heart My grief and anger seemed to be suddenly understood, and I had an outlet to vent it. Later, when I saw my grandfather actually raising his sword to kill him, I didn't want him to bear the pain of killing his own son with his own hands, so I stopped my grandfather."

"My mother pulled me down."

Shen Huai was frank and had no inhibitions in front of Su Ya, saying: "Later, there were rumors all over the world about the Golden List. I was transparent on the outside, but actually had malice in my heart. I secretly tied up Liu Ji, the chief minister of the cabinet, because I wanted to do something good for the country." Get rid of harm.”

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