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Xu Zhimu was silent.

Miao Qingqing said: "I know I am just an outsider, and I am not qualified to say anything about what happened between you, but I feel that our childhood sweethearts for so many years, even if we cannot be together in the future, even if they are the most ordinary friends,

Could you please explain some things clearly to Xiaomi and fulfill each other’s wish? It can be regarded as showing kindness..."

"Xiaomi hasn't eaten anything in the past two days. I can see her secretly crying at night every day... Let's make it clear. It's good for both of you." After Miao Qingqing said the last sentence, she looked between the two of them again.

After one glance, he sighed and left.

Xu Zhimu came to An Xiaomi's hospital bed and looked at the haggard and sleepy girl on the bed.

Why is this necessary...

Xu Zhimu called Xiaomi's mother and told her that he had met An Xiaomi and was fine for the time being.

Xiaomi's mother sobbed and asked Xu Zhimu to take good care of Xiaomi.

Xu Zhimu hung up the phone and looked at the girl on the bed with mixed feelings in his heart.

In the world, people are always surrounded by various things. They cannot control whether they move forward or backward. All people can do is choose.

At the very least, Xu Zhimu's choice is now clear. All he wants now is the junior girl.

"Thirsty...water..."

At this time, the girl murmured, and her originally pink lips were now white and cracked.

Xu Zhimu picked up a bottle of mineral water on the bedside, opened it and put it to her mouth, then gently raised her head.

The girl encountered nectar and drank several sips. As soon as Xu Zhimu put the water bottle back, the girl grabbed his hand.

Xu Zhimu looked at the hanging needle on her small wrist. She was not awake yet.

How insecure this was. Xu Zhimu could only use his other hand to put the water bottle away.

After two reincarnations, it seems that their fates were completely reversed.

While An Xiaomi was in a daze, she felt the long-lost warmth in her hands, and her body gradually regained some strength.

After an unknown amount of time, An Xiaomi slowly opened her eyes. In front of her eyes was a white ceiling, surrounded by the hospital's unique smell of disinfectant.

"you're awake?"

The familiar voice suddenly echoed in her ears. She turned her eyes with difficulty and suddenly saw Xu Zhimu sitting next to her.

Suddenly, the girl's pupils shrank, and she even wondered if this was a dream...

"Your body is still very weak, please rest." Xu Zhimu didn't know what to say now, so he could only comfort him.

"Zhimu...it's you, really how did you know..." An Xiaomi muttered to herself excitedly. She looked at Xu Zhimu's face, a face that would appear in her mind every night.

But her voice gradually became softer, and all kinds of bitterness came to her heart: "I'm sorry, did I... cause you to worry again."

Seeing the girl's cautious look, Xu Zhimu didn't know what to say.

"Auntie asked me to come see you. There is no need for you to do this."

Xu Zhimu paused and spoke slowly.

It took a long time for An Xiaomi to start speaking. Her originally bright and clear eyes were filled with too many emotions at the moment.

"I don't know...I don't know why it has come to this point." An Xiaomi's eyes were red, and she looked at Xu Zhimu dreamingly: "But I really can't forget you, I really like you.

"

This... is the first time the girl has completely said this sentence, but it seems that it is too late, too late.

"Stop talking about this, now I already...have someone I like." Xu Zhimu couldn't explain what he felt.

After all, the girl in front of him was someone he had liked for a long, long time, someone who was almost engraved in his bones in his previous life.

The light in An Xiaomi's eyes dimmed a little, but she was already mentally prepared.

"Zhimu, can you chat with me? As a childhood sweetheart, as a neighbor, as a friend?" An Xiaomi's tone seemed to have calmed down, but the deep helplessness and pain still made her feel sad.

People were worried for a while.

Xu Zhimu was silent, but An Xiaomi talked to himself: "I still remember the first time we met in memory. It was one winter, when we were about to go to elementary school, and my father moved into the family compound due to job transfer.

, we became neighbors and childhood sweethearts...

When I first met you, you seemed to have broken a section of your front teeth because you were naughty, but you were still happily building snowmen downstairs.

And that night, you even built a small snowman for me.

Later, when we went to elementary school together, every day you would leave me some snacks and fruits that your aunt brought you.

Later, when we entered junior high school, you were suddenly called a parent because of a fight. Later I found out that it was because the boy you were fighting with wrote a love letter to me, and you were jealous.

Or when I went to your house to deliver medicine to you and help you apply iodine, you told me with a red face that that boy was actually not a good person.

But I actually threw that love letter into the trash can without even reading it."

When An Xiaomi said this, she couldn't help but reveal a smile, which bloomed on her pale cheeks but was a bit sad.

Xu Zhimu listened quietly. To be honest, these memories were a little blurry for him. He didn't expect that she would still remember...

An Xiaomi continued: "So at that time, I could already guess that you must like me and have evil intentions towards me.

After so many years of getting along, as long as he is not a dull person, there is no way that he will not be moved at all.

But later on, this girl became a little proud of her favor. She seemed to think that the boy would never leave her.

Classmates at school make fun of them, neighbors in their family home often make fun of them, and even their parents make some jokes.

Even in high school, some people secretly say that boys are interested in girls who have rich and powerful families and want to marry in...

For me at that time, it was a bit shameful to be made a joke like this, and I also thought that if you were better, you could stop these people's mouths.

It's like what's said in many movies and TV shows: you obviously like it, but once exposed, you will deny it in every possible way.

Little by little, I finally pushed away my favorite.

Moreover, boys are so good to girls that the girl thinks that the boy will never leave her, so her character becomes more and more distorted and lost...

In the girl's proud character, she believes that boys should be better than herself, so that boys will not be laughed at.

So on that day in the senior year of high school, the girl still rejected his pursuit, but unexpectedly, the boy seemed to have changed since that day.

His grades have gotten better, he has become more handsome, and he has finally become better than girls, but there seems to be no place for girls in his heart..."

As An Xiaomi spoke, two more tears fell from her eyes.

Xu Zhimu's heart also seemed to have turbulent waves, constantly impacting his mind.

At this moment, no truth or explanation actually matters anymore.

Now that things have reached this point, it may be a foregone conclusion.

An Xiaomi turned to look at him: "Xu Zhimu, actually sometimes I still don't understand. I admit that the things I did are excessive, but I always feel that from that day on, you suddenly have a hatred for me in your heart.

I hate it so much that I hate it to the core of my being..."

Xu Zhimu's body suddenly shook.

An Xiaomi looked at him deeply: "Can you tell me, what else have I done in my life to make you hate me so much?"