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Chapter 206: Childhood sweethearts autobiography

Campus, classroom, school uniform, student girls, reverse prediction...

Various words that may harm young people appeared in his mind one by one.

An Xiaomi's school uniform zipper was almost pulled all the way down. Xu Zhimu stepped over and grabbed her hand, which was about to unzip it all the way.

An Xiaomi was stunned for a moment, with a hint of embarrassment on her red face.

"What are you doing?"

"What the hell... ugh! What are you asking me for? What are you doing?"

Xu Zhimu looked at the blushing An Xiaomi and really doubted whether this little girl was really stupid or fake.

An Xiaomi blinked and looked at her a little innocently.

"It was so hot while running just now... I can't help but unzip it to cool down..."

An Xiaomike looked at him strangely, and then a few cunning glances flashed in his eyes: "You don't think..."

Seeing the pride in her eyes, Xu Zhimu felt like he was back to the past.

At that time, An Xiaomi also liked to tease him.

Xu Zhimu knocked on her head.

"Stop doing this."

The girl was shielding her head in pain, with a look of resentment on her face. It was obviously the fault of this guy's random thoughts.

"Sit down with me."

An Xiaomi sat in the last row and took Xu Zhimu's clothes to sit down too.

Looking at the math problems that have not been completely erased on the blackboard, a sense of intimacy arises leisurely, although looking at them so densely packed makes me a little sleepy.

Sitting in a high school classroom, especially secretly sitting in a high school classroom, always feels a little different.

This classroom holds too many past memories of youth. Those memories, good or bad, have all become topics for conversation over drinks in the future.

The senior year of high school is an unforgettable year for everyone.

And everything about me also started in this year.

An Xiaomi looked around, countless memories appeared in her mind, and she looked at the people around her.

She touched his arm lightly, as if she were sneaking away during class.

"how?"

Xu Zhimu turned to look at her.

"If just now..." An Xiaomi's face was still a little red, her eyes were like stars: "I really wanted to do that just now... What would you do?"

Xu Zhimu remembered the way An Xiaomi gently opened the zipper just now. It is true that An Xiaomi's temptation is great.

Xu Zhimu looked at her, and An Xiaomi, who kept looking at her, lowered his head slightly in embarrassment.

Xu Zhimu suddenly laughed: "Would you really do that?"

"I mean what if."

"What I said is also if."

"..."

An Xiaomi blushed and lay on the table. After a while, she slightly raised her eyes again and looked at Xu Zhimu through the gap in her arms.

"You won't. I know you as well as you know me."

Xu Zhimu answered for her.

The pride in this girl's heart has never diminished. After all, An Xiaomi is a proud girl.

This is her character. Without this, she wouldn't be who she is.

An Xiaomi's body trembled slightly, and there were unspeakable fluctuations in her heart.

I know you as you know me...

This sentence, at this time, is far more unforgettable for the girl than those sweet words.

"Yes, we are childhood sweethearts."

An Xiaomi also said with a smile, slowly raised his body and looked at him deeply.

"Thank you for being able to play around with me today."

The girl's words were soft, but there was a touch of sadness that only the two of them could hear.

It was getting dark outside, and the setting sun shone through the window on the desk, illuminating the two of them.

Today is about to end, and that promise is about to end.

"Are you ready to go back?"

Xu Zhimu asked her.

"No, I still want to ask you a few questions..."

An Xiaomi puffed up her chest, held up her cheeks with one hand, and her shining eyes had a luster that even Xu Zhimu couldn't refuse.

"Just ask."

Xu Zhimu probably guessed what she wanted and waited quietly for her to speak.

An Xiaomi looked at him and then at the blackboard: "Do you know why I rejected your confession at that time?"

This question...Xu Zhimu really didn't think of it.

He originally thought An Xiaomi would ask him why he rejected her and why his attitude towards her suddenly changed so much.

But he didn't expect that An Xiaomi would ask this question.

This is equivalent to tearing open the wound between the two of them and displaying it again bloody.

Xu Zhimu looked at her and said nothing.

An Xiaomi didn't hesitate to ask him to answer, or in other words, she had no intention of getting an answer from him.

"You also know that my dad worked his way up from the lowest level step by step. My grandma traveled half the village to borrow the tuition for dad's college. My monthly living expenses don't even cost two hundred yuan.

, he relied on his work-study program to maintain his own life, and sometimes subsidize his family's income. However, my mother's family conditions were very good, and she became famous in college and became a goddess in the hearts of many people.

When my parents were in love, many people said that my dad... was a softie."

An Xiaomi said this and smiled a little sadly.

In fact, Xu Zhimu also knew this.

An's father's family conditions since childhood were similar to those of today's elementary school girls.

If we were to find a real case, it would be like Dong Ge of a certain Dong in his previous life.

There is such a college student from just one village, and all the money for his education was collected from the same village. He is truly a noble boy from a poor family.

But Xiaomi’s mother is also a proud girl whose family has been well-off since she was a child.

The love between two people with such a gap must be full of all kinds of words and snobbish provocations.

An Xiaomi continued.

"Later, my father climbed to a higher and higher position step by step, and the conditions at home became better and better, but those past events have become a thorn in his side.

Only those who have truly experienced it will know how scary the word "match" is.

My father’s character of being progressive and equal in everything has been thoroughly inherited by me.

No matter what I do, I have to do my best, and no matter who I am, I will use my own standards to ask them, even my mother often tells me this."

This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content! An Xiaomi's tone was filled with self-deprecation.

She looked at Xu Zhimu: "We are childhood sweethearts, two people who have been together since childhood. You like me so much, how could I not like you?"

When An Xiaomi said this, she didn't have the shyness of a girl. She was expressing her feelings very seriously.

Xu Zhimu listened silently, and the familiar scenes around him seemed to bring him back to the memory of that time.

"But, think about what you looked like back then..." An Xiaomi poked his arm: "At that time, you didn't pay attention to keeping in shape. You also followed those boys and learned to grow messy hairstyles, and you often turned around.

If you don’t go online, your performance potential could have easily allowed you to enter the ninth middle school with me. However, in the end, your scores were so different. In the end, it was my father’s relationship that allowed you to go to the same high school as me.

, you say you like me every day, but I can’t see your willingness to make progress for me. Even if it’s not for me, you have to think about your own future..."

An Xiaomi revealed his dark history bit by bit, and Xu Zhimu felt a little dazed when he heard it.

Thinking about it carefully, An Xiaomi was right at all. At that time, she was indeed a person who was dazzled by love.

If you think about it from another perspective, if you were An Xiaomi, you might not accept yourself as you were at that time.

"Furthermore, I was immature at that time. My blind paranoia, coupled with the words of people around me, made me even feel ashamed of my feelings for you sometimes, because when I first met you, you were not

Xu Zhimu, who only longs for love, and your love for me at that time... was not pure either."

An Xiaomi's voice had a slightly questioning tone, which made Xu Zhimu speechless for a long time.

Your love for me is not pure...

This sentence made Xu Zhimu's mind roar. Maybe he had already understood it.

At that time, my love for An Xiaomi was naturally sincere, but it was not pure, and part of it was the show-off mentality of my youth...

After all, An Xiaomi has been a proud girl since childhood. If you can catch An Xiaomi, it will be a very honorable thing among boys.

Moreover, Xu Zhimu didn't understand at all what liking and possessiveness were at that time.

When other boys pursue An Xiaomi, he becomes anxious and cannot see his own shortcomings clearly. He always preconceptions that he is her childhood sweetheart, and he should be the only one who can win An Xiaomi's heart.

The final outcome of this pathological development may have been predetermined.

An Xiaomi has An Xiaomi's problem, and Xu Zhimu has Xu Zhimu's problem.

Perhaps this is a common problem that many people have when they go through youth.

Regret and regret all come from this.

An Xiaomi retracted the finger that poked him, held her chin, and said softly: "Until that day, when you confessed your love to me in front of the whole school, I really wanted to agree to you for a moment, but I also knew that at that time,

You haven't recognized your own heart, so how can you like me wholeheartedly like you said?

Therefore, I rejected you, both for me and for you.

Later, you really changed suddenly. You started to exercise, your grades began to improve by leaps and bounds, you could also play basketball, sing and play guitar, and more and more girls surrounded you.

But there are fewer and fewer places for me.

I suddenly realized that I had pushed too hard again, and I began to be paranoid about thinking that you are my childhood sweetheart, and you must belong to me.

Until one day, you tell me that you already have someone you like.

Only then did I truly understand that we have really come a long way, but it seems that we are the ones to blame for all this."

Xu Zhimu felt a shiver from the depths of his soul.

The girl in front of her now had tears all over her face, and the crystal tears slowly slid down her fair and flawless cheeks.

Xu Zhimu looked at her, still sighed, stretched out his fingers and gently wiped away the tears on her cheek: "It's all over. In fact, you are very good, and it is normal for you to be demanding on your significant other, because you

It's worthy, but now... it's too late, I already have someone I like, and in this life, I won't marry anyone but her."

"I know... I envy you, and I envy her too." An Xiaomi felt the warmth on his fingers and smiled silly, heart-wrenching smile.

Xu Zhimu didn't know what to say now.

"It's true. I promised you that I would be happy today, so why are you crying again..."

An Xiaomi wiped away her tears and showed a sad smile.

"It doesn't matter, today is bound to be hard to forget."

Xu Zhimu touched her head, but had no other thoughts.

It's just like when the two met for the first time when they were young, they just wanted to comfort each other with pure thoughts.

"You are really a person... Shouldn't you say at this time, "It's all your own fault", so as to completely cut off my thoughts?"

An Xiaomi leaned gently on his shoulder.

"You know me, even if I say something like this, do you really believe it?"

Xu Zhimu said helplessly.

Sometimes, there really are no secrets between childhood sweethearts.

"Hehe, who made me your childhood sweetheart, the only one."

An Xiaomi said softly: "It really feels much better to say these words."

"Then shall we go back?"

"I still want to..." An Xiaomi nodded her chin, seeming to be thinking about something seriously.

"Just tell me, if it's not too much, I can promise you today."

Xu Zhimu said slowly, and then An Xiaomi's eyes were bright and she said word by word: "Then I have to go to the toilet, you wait for me!"

Xu Zhimu:......

Waiting for An Xiaomi to stand up from her seat and leave the classroom.

Xu Zhimu just sat quietly in his seat for a long time and sighed.

About two minutes after An Xiaomi left, a message suddenly came from Xu Zhimu's cell phone.

An Xiaomi: "There is a letter under my seat, left for you."

Xu Zhimu was stunned, looked down, and saw a letter placed under An Xiaomi's seat just now.

To be precise, it is a love letter.

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