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The moon is dark and the wind is high.

Xu Zhimu came to the window sill and thought about it.

In this kind of old family home, there are two households opposite each other. The rooms where Xu Zhimu and An Xiaomi are located are separated by a layer of wall.

Now I would go to An Xiaomi's house and knock on the door directly. Otherwise, I would not be able to say anything in front of An's father and Xiaomi's mother.

Moreover, An Xiaomi finally patted her head three times...

Xu Zhimu naturally understood it as a hint that Sun Wukong was knocked on the head three times by Patriarch Bodhi.

Come meet me at midnight on the night shift.

Xu Zhimu pondered for a while on the window sill. There was a guardrail on the air conditioner outside the room, so he could climb over it by grabbing it.

Just do it.

Xu Zhimu pushed open the window, grabbed the railing next to it, and slowly put his feet on the outdoor unit of the air conditioner.

Moving over little by little, he took a look and saw that there was only a faint light from the desk lamp in An Xiaomi's room.

However, An Xiaomi sometimes likes to turn on a small light when sleeping, saying that sleeping this way makes her feel safer.

Not far away, Xu Zhimu grabbed the railing of An Xiaomi's balcony, and exchanged force to grab the body. His arm was hit by the belt, and there was a burning pain when he exerted force. He slowly put his other foot on

On the air conditioner outside her room.

Finally standing firm, with the curtains drawn, Xu Zhimu looked through the gap in the curtains first.

There was no one else in the room. An Xiaomi was quietly leaning against the bedside on the bed, holding a mobile phone in his hand. He occasionally picked it up and looked at it, as if he was waiting for news from someone.

The bedside table lamp emits a dim, soft light, which illuminates the girl's pink cheeks, which are soft and waxy, like a small rice cake.

Xu Zhimu looked at her appearance, smiled, stretched out his hand, and gently pushed the window, there was sudden movement.

An Xiaomi's ears twitched, and when she turned her head, she saw a figure outside the curtain. It was hanging outside the window at this moment, and she wanted to open the window and come in!

An Xiaomi was startled and immediately took out a small pink stick from her bedside table and held it in her hand.

The next second I wanted to call someone.

"Xiaomi, it's me, it's me."

Xu Zhimu also quickly spoke softly. If An's father discovered this, he would probably be caught and sent back to face the seven wolves in the next moment.

An Xiaomi was only slightly surprised for a second, and then immediately put down the things in his hands, stepped on the ground with his bare white feet and trotted over.

"You, why are you climbing through the window? How dangerous is it?"

"Do you think my uncle and aunt can open the door if I go through the main entrance?"

The window was pushed open by Xu Zhimu. He grabbed the edge of the window and climbed up directly. However, when he climbed over, his arm hit the railing next to him and was scratched.

"hiss……"

Xu Zhimu hissed subconsciously. The place he scratched happened to be the place where he was whipped with a belt today, and it was very hot.

"Are you OK…"

An Xiaomi noticed a red spot on her arm, and even a little purple in the middle. She was scratched, and the skin seemed to be slightly broken.

Feeling distressed, he went over and asked.

"It's okay. The minor injury will be fine in two days."

Xu Zhimu finally stood on the floor of the room, feeling much more stable.

Seeing that he was fine, An Xiaomi's worried look slowly faded away, and she turned to look a little gloomy: "What are you doing here? You secretly climbed over the wall and broke into the house in the middle of the night, like a flower picker..."

"Didn't you ask me to come?"

Xu Zhimu smiled and spread his hands, then pointed to his head: "Some people hinted that I would come in the middle of the night. I should have understood it correctly."

An Xiaomi wrinkled her nose slightly as she watched him, and then said angrily: "I asked you to send me a message. Who told you to climb the wall in the middle of the night? If you fall and become a vegetative state, I will

I can’t afford to pay compensation.”

"No need to pay compensation, just take good care of me every day, just give me water and food."

Xu Zhimu smiled and pinched her pretty face.

"If you don't take care of you, I'll beat you every day!"

An Xiaomi snorted, then turned around and sat on the bed.

He also patted the board of his bed and motioned for Xu Zhimu to sit over.

Xu Zhimu, of course, was more respectful than obeying the order. He walked over and sat on the girl's soft and fragrant boudoir bed.

A boy's bed, no matter how thick it is, will always feel a bit hard after sleeping for a while.

Adolescent boys always have a childish air under the covers.

Most of girls' beds are always soft, and the fragrance seems to be marinated in them.

"Why did uncle hit you so hard...does it still hurt?"

An Xiaomi looked at the marks on his arm and cautiously reached out and touched it.

"If I don't hit you harder, will Uncle An be able to relieve his anger? If I don't get this beating, maybe we can sit together peacefully for who knows how long next time. If we get a beating, we can make peace with you as soon as possible."

The deal is worth it.”

Xu Zhimu looked at An Xiaomi with a smile.

An Xiaomi also bit her lip slightly and looked at him with a faint look: "You greasy-mouthed scumbag... don't move yet. I'll get you a hot towel to apply it on."

With that said, An Xiaomi stood up first and quietly went to the bathroom to get a hot towel.

Xu Zhimu looked at the bed and saw a small black stick. He remembered that when he came in through the window just now, An Xiaomi mistakenly thought it was some bad guy and took it out for self-defense.

Xu Zhimu looked at it and saw a small pink stick and a cute bunny sticker. This style always seemed a bit familiar...

Xu Zhimu pressed the button above, and then heard a "buzzing" sound, and there was a sizzling sound of electricity from the opening in front.

"this……"

"Yaya gave it to me, specifically to protect against some big perverts!"

An Xiaomi came back with a hot towel, watched Xu Zhimu playing with the electric shock baton, and said teasingly.

Xu Zhimu finally remembered that this white rabbit sticker belonged to that girl Bai Yaya.

An Xiaomi put a hot towel on Xu Zhimu's arm, and then took out safflower oil and rubbed it gently for him.

Xu Zhimu looked at An Xiaomi. The girl didn't seem to be sad or in any other mood.

It's like what happened today never happened.

It’s just that Xu Zhimu came here today just to talk to her.

This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! No more twists and turns, Xu Zhimu said, "Xiaomi, what happened today...I always feel like all my previous efforts have been wasted?"

An Xiaomi paused in applying safflower oil on him, and a hint of guilt and anxiety flashed in her eyes.

"No... wouldn't it be nice to do this? This way we can be the same as before..."

"But I don't want to be the same as before, and it won't be the same again. Xiaomi, isn't this what we have been looking forward to?"

"Zhimu, do you think I ran away from battle again?"

An Xiaomi asked him softly.

Xu Zhimu met her clear eyes, and then sighed: "The beating I received today was in vain."

An Xiaomi looked at his aggrieved appearance, slowly lowered her head, and kissed Xu Zhimu's injured arm gently.

Soft lips, like petals that have just bloomed, can soothe all pain in an instant.

"Don't be angry, okay."

An Xiaomi looked at him coquettishly, her big eyes blinking pitifully.

"You're stupid, you kissed the safflower oil you just applied."

Seeing her like this, Xu Zhimu really didn't know why he was angry with her.

"As long as it's yours, I don't mind it being dirty."

An Xiaomi stuck out her pink tongue at him.

Just saying this...Xu Zhimu couldn't help but want to interrupt.

"Okay, tell me more seriously."

"Take off your clothes first."

An Xiaomi suddenly wanted to lift off his clothes.

"???" Are you so eager to take action?

"What are you doing? I'm very serious today!"

Xu Zhimu spoke righteously and untied his belt.

As a result, An Xiaomi hammered him on the chest. Her face turned red and she gritted her teeth: "You want to die. I asked you to take off your shirt. Didn't you get hit on the back too?"

"Ahem, wouldn't it be easier for me to take off my shirt like this..."

Xu Zhimu coughed dryly and took off his shirt, revealing the red and swollen marks on his back from being beaten by the belt.

Because the back is where the force is applied, the marks on the back are the most serious.

"Uncle, he was too aggressive... Fortunately there was no bleeding, otherwise it would have been troublesome. Please bear with me, I will rub it for you..."

An Xiaomi's voice was trembling with distress. She slowly heated the safflower oil and then gently rubbed it on Xu Zhimu's back.

"Zhimu, I heard everything you said tonight...you are so disgusting~"

An Xiaomi said softly, with an unbearable smile in her voice.

"Although it's a little greasy, the fat meat is considered meat. I like it very much."

An Xiaomi was smiling, and Xu Zhimu looked at her expression and knew that this girl was deliberately trying to relieve her awkward mood.

"Okay, I'm not angry, but you have to give me a good explanation."

An Xiaomi slowly rubbed his back, and after a while, she said: "Zhimu, what happened today, even if I didn't say those words, can uncle, aunt and others really accept us?"

Xu Zhimu also thought about it and realized that it would be impossible to accept it within a short period of time.

"But at least we need them to know about us. Time will slowly get used to everything, just like we were strangers from the beginning to now."

"If this is the case, our goal has been achieved."

An Xiaomi took his words and looked at Xu Zhimu's stunned expression. An Xiaomi continued: "Anyway, our parents, uncles and aunts already know about us now... Uh-huh, if I don't say this today, what do you think we will do next?"

How long do you have to wait for another chance to have a good conversation together?

You said, time will get used to everything, but the premise is that we still have to live together. Only by doing this can we return to our previous life faster..."

"Excuse."

Xu Zhimu interrupted her directly, and the girl's soft little hands paused.

"An Xiaomi, we are childhood sweethearts and have lived together for twenty years. What is there about you that I don't know?"

Xu Zhimu raised his eyes and looked at him.

"…Why does it sound a little perverted?"

"Don't ruin the mood! Be honest."

"oh……"

An Xiaomi knew that she couldn't escape today, so she lowered her head, pursed her lips slightly, and then said: "Zhimu, actually I know your mood, and I also know that you have been preparing for today for a long time, and you have made the decision

Great determination, and I am very happy that you are so brave to tell your uncle and aunt that you like me, but..."

"But what, do you still want to sneak away alone?"

Xu Zhimu spoke, remembering An Xiaomi's leaving without saying goodbye in his previous life, it was like a nail.

"Xiaomi, I know you don't want me to feel sad for you, but for some things, leaving without saying goodbye is the greatest harm to the other person."

An Xiaomi lowered her eyes slightly. She looked at Xu Zhimu and touched the scars on his back.

"Zhimu, I didn't mean to hide anything from you. If possible, of course I want to be with you forever.

But, with my own body, I don’t know if there is any hope or a future.”

An Xiaomi's eyes held some sadness, but also some helplessness and open-mindedness. She looked at Xu Zhimu and touched his cheek.

"Actually, even without Sister Ningqing, the two of us might not have such a bright future.

So with the appearance of Sister Ningqing, I can feel relieved. At least, you can be very happy even without me in your world."

An Xiaomi's words seemed to be truly relieved, but there was still some helplessness in his tone.

An Xiaomi would not say these words before, but now, she can finally say them without any concealment.

"Xiaomi, I said I would invite the best doctors in the world and provide you with the best hospitals. I will definitely cure you!"

An Xiaomi looked at his serious and even serious expression, but couldn't help but smile.

The corners of her eyes were slightly moist, but her smile was unusually warm. She said sweetly: "I believe you, but I also know my disease well. Even the best doctors and hospitals in the world cannot guarantee 100% success.

Rate."

"The odds are already very high, believe in yourself..."

"But I really don't want to gamble anymore, Zhimu, I know you want to compensate me and give me an explanation, but in fact you don't owe me. On the contrary... all of this is the result of my own willfulness."

An Xiaomi still smiled, and she poked Xu Zhimu's cheek: "Besides, I said from the beginning, I don't need you to give me anything, I like you, and you like me... I used to worry that if I didn't

Yes, you won't be able to accept it.

But now, you have Sister Ningqing. Even if I am gone, you can live a good life. I have put down the burden, but I am becoming more and more greedy... Just like in the beginning, I just wanted to stay silently

It's just around you..."

People are always becoming more and more greedy. For example, many people just want to know each other's name at first.

Moreover, people are not gods after all, and An Xiaomi is just a girl of eighteen or nineteen years old.

It's impossible to ask her to be as comprehensive as a saint. Young people won't do one or two stupid things.

An Xiaomi gently leaned against Xu Zhimu's ear, her sweet tone flowing between the two of them.

"Zhimu, you said if, when you started to change in your senior year of high school, I chose to leave you silently, wouldn't these things happen, and you wouldn't have to be so entangled, or am I just too greedy..."

Xu Zhimu turned his head, looked into An Xiaomi's watery eyes, stretched out his hand and pinched her cheek.

"Could it be that if you leave, these things won't happen?"

Xu Zhimu squeezed her a little harder: "Who in the world can say that they are not greedy? Since I have met you in this life, then don't even think about running away. Just run away after flirting. Don't you think you are a scumbag?"

Being pinched in the face and called a scumbag, An Xiaomi's cheeks were red, she felt a little unconvinced and felt guilty.

"Zhimu, if I can be as healthy as a normal girl, then I will definitely strive for our happiness. After all... I am the girl you have liked the longest in your life and who has occupied your entire youth!"

An Xiaomi said with a little pride that the thing she was most proud of was that she and Xu Zhimu were childhood sweethearts for nearly twenty years.

Xu Zhimu's entire youth was taken care of by her alone. This was an advantage that even Sister Ningqing did not have.

"Zhimu, if I say those words about being together with you today, it will be a hurt to both the family and Sister Ningqing.

If I am healthy, I will have enough time to compensate them slowly.

But my body is like a time bomb, maybe one day... I don't want to hurt them without even having a chance to atone..."

An Xiaomi finally expressed all her concerns.

It is inevitable for people to do wrong things, but if there is not even a chance to atone, then all that will be left is the harm to others.

This is unfair to the family, unfair to Ningqing, and even more unfair to Xu Zhimu.

Xu Zhimu looked at her. This young girl who had always been optimistic and cheerful was always preparing for the worst...

"Zhimu, do you still remember what I said to Uncle Xu today?"

An Xiaomi suddenly mentioned this again.

Of course Xu Zhimu remembered it and nodded.

An Xiaomi looked at him and hugged him gently: "If God can bless the success of the operation, then God agrees that we can be together. By that time, you can't get rid of me even if you want to!"

Xu Zhimu looked at her as if he had seen a day in his senior year of high school.

An Xiaomi raised her white neck like a proud swan and said, "You want me to be your girlfriend? Okay, I will promise you as long as you can get into Binhai University..."

This scene is so similar.

Only this time, it was the last gamble An Xiaomi made with his life.

Xu Zhimu looked at her blankly, and finally smiled a little: "I have been drawing cakes for others all my life, and you are the only one who draws cakes for me again and again."

"So... I'm still very special to you?"

An Xiaomi was even a little proud, but the slight accumulation of tears in the corners of her eyes still revealed her inner emotions.

Xu Zhimu looked at her and finally spoke softly.

"You always have been."

These few words fell in An Xiaomi's heart, and they seemed to plant seeds that could be reborn from the ashes.

Her smile is like a gardenia blooming in spring.

Live like summer flowers, dazzling and dazzling.