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Ye Luojia and Liu Ningqing.

It can be said that they are the extremes of two personalities, but they are actually the same kind of person at heart.

Ye Luojia has an aloof and aloof personality, and is extremely difficult to get close to people around her. She has almost cut off all contact with her relatives.

But the inside is just the opposite, soft and delicate.

After his rebirth, many things happened because of Ye Luojia, Xu Zhimu's development was so fast.

Without her, Xiaomi’s surgery fee, the living conditions of the junior sister’s family, including everything Xu Zhimu now owns, would not have been possible in just one or two years.

In order to help herself, Ye Luojia endured stomach problems, braved the cold, put down her arrogant attitude, and even... she chose to hide some things from Xu Zhimu, silently shouldering the burden and contribution alone.

In this life, she devoted the most to herself, but Xu Zhimu spent the least time with her.

Since the last incident, there have been even more complicated emotions between the two people every time they meet.

Xu Zhimu once said that she was a rich woman who was cheated by him with a bowl of noodles.

A beautiful smile is worth a thousand dollars, but a bowl of noodle soup makes the heart happy.

There are only four words behind all this, willing.

But this willingness made Xu Zhimu always feel guilty.

And what about Liu Ningqing?

She has always been a weak person with a gentle personality. Even if she did something like that, she was not willing to scold Xu Zhimu.

Even though she was extremely aggrieved and sad, she still quietly helped Xu Zhimu's company clean in the middle of the night.

However, compared with Ye Luojia, Liu Ningqing could do very little to help Xu Zhimu, and even felt like a "slugger" everywhere.

All she can do is try her best to help Xu Zhimu take care of every little thing in work and life.

Company documents and hygiene are always kept spotless and in order.

No matter how late Xu Zhimu came home, she would always sit obediently on the sofa in the living room and wait for him to come back.

There is always a pot of hot tea and sweet and delicious meals at home.

But underneath her gentle character, she is as stubborn and tenacious as anyone else.

Her mother passed away, her father was sad and alone, and there were old and frail elderly people at home, as well as a young brother. She supported the family's burden with her thin shoulders alone.

Just being able to survive unharmed had already exhausted all her strength.

She couldn't give Xu Zhimu more because she had nothing to begin with.

The only shining points she had left that could shine and heat were all burning for Xu Zhimu alone...

Their personalities and destinies seem to be very similar.

Also since the death of my mother, my life has undergone earth-shaking changes.

It's just that the lives of two people happen to be at two extremes.

The rich eldest daughter of a large Kyoto family holds a silver spoon in her mouth.

One is a girl with low self-esteem who struggles to survive in a poor mountainous area.

Just like the two wings of a butterfly, perhaps the encounter between two people is also destined. Every time the wings flutter, the lives of the two people will overlap again and again...

When Xu Zhimu said this frankly.

Liu Ningqing's body trembled slightly. She thought of everything that happened today, and her mind seemed to have a tsunami hitting her mind all the time...

"Zhimu..."

Liu Ningqing nestled in his arms, but she always felt like she was about to be abandoned.

There was still that faint softness in her eyes, but this softness also hid firmness and seriousness.

She turned around, looked into Xu Zhimu's eyes, and lightly opened her pink lips: "We are going to get engaged soon. What on earth... do you think?"

What was Xu Zhimu thinking? He looked into Liu Ningqing's eyes. These eyes, which had always been gentle, seemed to see through all of Xu Zhimu's thoughts at this moment.

"Qingqing, I said I won't lie to you, but I also made a promise to her, and I can't break the promise."

Xu Zhimu stretched out his hand and wanted to gently hold her palm, but Liu Ningqing avoided it.

She slowly straightened up, and those thousands of words and thoughts all turned into one last cry and laughter at the last moment.

Tears flashed in her eyes, and she stretched out a hand and gently placed it on her chest.

"what about me?"

Xu Zhimu opened his mouth to say, but was interrupted by Liu Ningqing who shook his head gently.

"Zhimu, sometimes, I really don't know why you like me, and whether you really like me... You told me, you said, what kind of reborn person you are... You also said that you were a reborn person in your last life.

Like me."

Liu Ningqing said, with a complicated smile on her lips.

"But to me, whether you are a reborn person or not, or whether you had a previous life, has nothing to do with me!"

This was the first time Liu Ningqing spoke with a slightly angry voice.

Xu Zhimu's heart trembled when he saw Liu Ningqing bending down, their foreheads touching each other.

"I don't care what happened in my last life. It doesn't matter to me. I only know that in this life, the first person I like, the last person I like, and the only person I like is you!"

"Zhimu, you know, before I met you, the family was in the most difficult time. My grandfather was cut off by a sickle when he went up the mountain and had to be hospitalized. My younger brother had to pay tuition. I also had to buy study materials myself. The money my father sent me back

It’s simply not enough…

In order to save money, I took a part-time job and ate half a piece of steamed buns in two days. On the way home, I was caught in the rain again. I was cold and hungry, so I lay in the room in a daze. When my grandma found out, she cried and left the rest of the house.

I put the last piece of hard steamed bun in my mouth and chewed it, and fed it to me bite by bite. The chewed steamed bun was very hard to eat, but it helped me survive."

As Xu Zhimu listened, his heart felt like a huge stone was blocking his heart. He looked at the girl in front of him, who had always been gentle and always full of hope. The things he experienced when he was young might have broken down long ago for ordinary people.

A tear slipped down Liu Ningqing's cheek, but there was a smile on her face.

This chapter is not over, please click on the next page to continue reading! "That day, I really thought that maybe if I closed my eyes, I would never be so tired again in this life, but... when I saw my grandma crying

He hugged me and kept apologizing to me. When I saw Xiao Wu crying and saying that he didn’t want to go to school, I saw that my grandfather was just fixing his finger with a bandage. He was reluctant to go to the hospital to take painkillers and could only smoke.

The low-quality dry tobacco suppresses some of the pain, just to stop me from being so tired..."

"At that moment, I knew that no one in this world would ever struggle alone. There would always be someone willing to love you silently. I survived. Although my family was still suffering, I never gave up.

For me, the person I love is right in front of me..."

"I don't dare to bet, and I don't want to bet, whether I can have another life after I really close my eyes. I only know that in this life, because of my grandparents, because of my parents, and because of Xiao Wu, I

Live hard.

But since I met you, what I want is not just life, but a life I want to experience with you."

Liu Ningqing's face was already covered with tears, and the drops fell on Xu Zhimu's cheeks, and the corners of her mouth... were very salty.

"My body lives for my family, but my soul burns only for you."

Liu Ningqing slowly lowered her head, her soft lips were covered with crystal tears, and kissed her gently.

That bitter yet sweet touch is like Liu Ningqing's life, which is full of sadness. She has always brought light to others.

She suddenly bit the tip of Xu Zhimu's tongue, but in the end she was not willing to exert any force. In the end, she just lay in Xu Zhimu's arms sobbing.

Liu Ningqing, Liu Ningqing, you are really worthless, he is like this, and you are not willing to teach him a lesson.

Really worthless!

Xu Zhimu gently stroked her soft back, yes.

Whether or not she is a reborn person has anything to do with her.

It was he who provoked her on his own initiative, for the so-called redemption and possessive desire for treasure in his heart.

Xu Zhimu broke into her life and took all the positions in her heart without her being able to refuse.

But now, she wants to carve out another part of the position that originally belonged to her.

But the matter has come to this, if Xu Zhimu lets go now, it will only hurt more people.

"I'm just afraid that the reason why you got engaged to me is out of guilt or your so-called obsession in the previous life..."

Liu Ningqing raised her head, there was a trace of panic in her eyes, but she was also determined.

The moment Xu Zhimu closed his eyes, all his thoughts seemed to come overwhelmingly at this moment.

He opened his eyes and stared into Liu Ningqing's eyes.

"I don't deny that it was because of my obsession that you brought me the light in despair, so I greedily wanted to take you as my own. Later, after those things,

I have always felt guilty towards you, and I want to compensate you more..."

As Xu Zhimu said, Liu Ningqing's gentle eyes lowered slightly, and her hands spread out weakly.

"But I have really been looking forward to marrying you for a long time. There is never any love without reason in this world. In order to get the person they like, many people will use some tricks and even deception.

…”

Xu Zhimu said and smiled softly: "I don't deny that I have made many small calculations, but every time I make a calculation, it is to get closer to you.

The routine is true, the fact that I like you is also true, and the fact that I want to marry you is the most serious decision I have ever made in my life."

Xu Zhimu looked at her.

Liu Ningqing listened quietly, tears rolling down her lips and falling on Xu Zhimu's lips.

The bitter taste mixed into the hearts of the two people.

Liu Ningqing's lowered eyes regained some of their energy at this moment.

She looked at Xu Zhimu for a long time before showing a slightly bitter smile.

"But why...it's people like you."

People like you...

If Xu Zhimu is just a pure scumbag, if that Ye Luojia has a stronger attitude.

Maybe Liu Ningqing can really toughen up and make another decision.

But unfortunately, this scumbag was so gentle, and he arranged almost all of her life perfectly.

There are so many girls around him who have better conditions than her. He has already got himself and there is no need to continue to care about her feelings.

But unfortunately, he still chose himself.

And that her... Liu Ningqing hoped that she could stand up strongly, so that he could argue with her.

But she happened to do these things again.

Liu Ningqing already knew that her first illustration job was deliberately arranged for her by someone she sent.

Behind every step of Xu Zhimu's success, there is her shadow. She also arranged his father's fish stall.

Even Xiao Wu's school, this house... may have had her help.

No matter if she's just trying to make amends or atone.

But she knew that without her, Xiao Wu might not be able to find such a good school, his father wouldn't be able to find a job he likes, and this family... might cease to exist.

She doesn't know now how she should think about this matter.

Even if she hates him, she can't even hate him.

"asshole!"

Liu Ningqing lay in Xu Zhimu's arms. She raised her fists and kept beating him, but she was still reluctant to use too much force.

"I'm a bastard, I'm a bastard..."

Xu Zhimu hugged her gently and slowly stroked her soft back.

asshole.

This sentence may not be considered a curse at all.

But it was Liu Ningqing who was willing to say the most serious words.

She used her weak fists to beat Xu Zhimu's chest for a long time.

At the end of the beating, it seemed as if he had no more strength, so he softly lowered his little fist.

She lay quietly in Xu Zhimu's arms, her expression invisible.

"Dong dong dong..."

Suddenly, another sound of beating the chest sounded again.

Liu Ningqing finally slowly raised her head and saw Xu Zhimu beating her chest with her hands.

It seemed that she was replacing her actions just now, and she was using a lot of force.

"What...are you doing..."

Liu Ningqing still suppressed her emotions and defending him had become a subconscious thing in her heart.

"I will continue to teach this scumbag a lesson for you. He deserves a beating for making the girl he loves so sad."

As Xu Zhimu spoke, the fist continued to beat his chest, making a loud banging sound, and his tone of voice was a little unsteady.

"Who asked you to hit him!" Liu Ningqing grabbed his hand and opened her eyes slightly, feeling angry.

Even though she suffered such a huge grievance, she didn't want to bear it.

Liu Ningqing was not willing to get angry with him, but Xu Zhimu just punished herself a few times.

But she felt distressed and blamed him.

In her heart, Xu Zhimu is even more important than herself.

The more this happened, the more Xu Zhimu felt that he had hit himself too lightly.

Liu Ningqing grabbed his hand, and the two looked at each other silently for a long time.

Liu Ningqing finally spoke slowly.

"Zhimu, I just want to know, if one day comes...you must make a choice, what choice will you make?"

Liu Ningqing has asked this question once before.

It’s just that last time, Xu Zhimu’s answer was not very good.

Xu Zhimu stretched out his hand and gently touched her cheek, his eyes filled with reminiscence.

"You told me last time that to you, I am not a multiple-choice question, but an essay only about me.

In fact, to me, you are not a multiple-choice question or an essay.

It's the seat number of the exam, the exam paper that belongs to me in this life. It's because of you that I am qualified to sit down and answer the questions.

Therefore, without you, my life would be a useless answer sheet.

You are not a choice, but the premise of everything. The reason why I am Xu Zhimu is because you are my Qingqing."

Xu Zhimu's voice also had a slight tremor, but it also carried an unshakable seriousness.

Liu Ningqing's body trembled slightly, and she was lost in thought for a long time.

"asshole……"