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Do you want to hear my story?

Cheng Fanmiao looked at Xu Zhimu and gently curved the corners of his mouth.

Xu Zhimu can probably guess what the story is.

Xu Zhimu didn't want to tell anyone about An Xiaomi in front of others. In fact, he just didn't want to expose his sensitive scar.

However, for Cheng Fanmiao, perhaps what she wants to say is also to reveal her own scars.

"Some things may feel better if you don't say them out loud."

Xu Zhimu spoke.

"If you don't say it, can those things not happen? If you don't say it, can those things not happen?"

Cheng Fanmiao smiled and looked at the dumplings in the pot that were gradually turning white and almost cooked.

She poked it a little with her chopsticks, as if talking to herself.

"I remember that after that man left me and my mother, my life fell into hell at that moment, and I couldn't see any light. I remember that at that time, I was just sixteen years old. In the eyes of others, I was still a very young person.

The favored little princess is just like your little childhood sweetheart...

Cheng Fanmiao used chopsticks to press a dumpling into the boiling water. There was no trace of sadness or sadness in her eyes. She even chuckled when she said the last sentence.

It feels as if it is someone else's story.

“At that time, I was taking expensive art training classes, buying one or two new clothes every week, and just having an afternoon tea cost other people a few days of living expenses.

However, everything changed drastically after that day.

Behind my mother's back, that person sold out all the company's shares, transferred all his property, and ran away with a coquettish vixen.

And it also left a lot of liquidated damages that needed to be compensated after the company's capital chain was broken.

My mother sold the house and everything she could sell, but it still couldn't fill the gap. The court seized all our things.

Overnight, we lost everything and could only spend the most difficult days under this overpass.

I also went from a little princess that many people envied, to a down and out ugly duckling overnight.

Not to mention art classes, I can’t even afford the tuition. I used to wear the same clothes for a month, but during that time I could only wear them again and again, and I could only wash them in the cold water of the river. One meal used to cost several

Afternoon tea, at that time, I couldn’t even afford to buy a meat bun, and I even didn’t even have a home..."

Cheng Fanmiao looked at the fire with a complicated smile on his lips.

She looked at Xu Zhimu: "At that time, my mother had a lot more white hair. In order to help my mother pay back the money, I put down my once proud figure and worked as a waiter or a dishwasher.

Do you know? When I went to work as a waiter, I met my classmates. Their expressions when they saw me working as a waiter, that kind of surprise and strangeness, I will remember in my heart forever."

Cheng Fanmiao finally gave a wry smile: "Later, there were suddenly many rumors about me in the school, and there were a few people who wanted to support me. After I scolded me and left, all kinds of rumors about me in the school began.

More.

Coupled with the tuition fees and various fees charged by the school, it was overwhelming. Later, I didn’t want to go to school anymore and sneaked out to work part-time.

It was the head teacher who told my mother about my truancy.

When my hair was a little gray and my face was tired, my mother pulled me out of the shop where I worked.

I didn't want her to have such a hard time, but she insisted that I go to school and said that I didn't need to worry about money.

But obviously, we don’t even have the money to rent the cheapest house.

My mother and I had a fight, and at that moment, all our pent-up emotions burst out."

Cheng Fanmiao looked at the frozen lake, with a trace of tears in the corners of her eyes: "At that moment, I walked into the water and really wanted to end this dark life. My mother jumped into the water and pulled me out crying.

When we got ashore, she slapped me and apologized to me while crying.

My mother was betrayed by the person she loved most and ended up on the street. Her hair turned gray from exhaustion. She was so stubborn that she never even said she was tired.

But she cried when she saw me walking into the water.

At night, I still caught a cold. There was no thick quilt, so my mother took off her coat and wrapped it around me. She was wearing a thin single coat and used the remaining money to buy cold medicine. As a result, she also caught a cold.

But the cold medicine is only enough for one person.

My mother put the medicine in my mouth, but I didn't want to take it.

We pushed a small piece of medicine back and forth, and finally my mother forced it into my mouth, and then I finally felt relieved..."

Cheng Fanmiao wiped the corners of his eyes and showed a silly smile.

"But my mother didn't expect that I bit off half of the cold medicine, secretly mixed it into the porridge, and then she drank it too.

And I also spent an extremely difficult night. In the middle of the night, half asleep and half awake, I even felt that I could no longer breathe, and many hallucinations appeared in front of my eyes.

Sometimes I think too much and just leave, but my mother's crying cheeks always appear in my mind.

I know that maybe we don't care about life and death, but there are people who love you desperately.

From that day on, I made up my mind.

No matter what life will be like in the future, I will live well. This world makes me sick, but there are still people I love most in this world."

Gulu gulu...

The dumplings are constantly tossing in the hot water until they are completely cooked.

Cheng Fanmiao also picked up the dumplings on his chopsticks, which were steaming and fragrant.

In the cold winter, this small dumpling is extremely tempting and warm.

"Actually, the former Cheng Fanmiao is dead, and now I only live for the people who love me.

Many people are like this. They obviously have no hope for their own lives, but they still choose to work hard and stubbornly live for the sake of the people they like."

She picked up the dumpling, put it to her red lips, blew it gently, and then handed it directly to Xu Zhimu.

As Xu Zhimu listened, some pictures flashed through his mind from time to time.

In his last life, after An Xiaomi left, his life was also in darkness, and he even thought about getting over it.

However, the junior girl brought herself back from that edge.

Just like Cheng Fanmiao and her mother.

That was the only light in the darkness. Even though he was still trapped in the darkness, as long as he had this light, he never thought about getting over it.

Live stubbornly.

She looked at the dumplings that Cheng Fanmiao brought to her mouth, and he opened his mouth and ate it.

The dumplings just out of the pot are still very hot, and the soup is very hot in your mouth, but on this cold winter night, they are so warm.

"You don't have to tell me what happened, but I said we are all the same kind of people.

We have all brought our own beam of light to each other. As long as our own beam of light does not go out, those who rely on us will never give up hope."

Cheng Fanmiao looked at him, with a pair of fox eyes that lacked the cunningness of the past.

But extremely serious and determined.

Xu Zhimu was stunned. He chewed the dumplings in his mouth and looked at the girl in front of him who seemed to be his happy enemy.

Obviously the meeting between two people was the worst possible start.

But the two people also completed each other's redemption.

Xu Zhimu changed the trajectory of her life.

Cheng Fanmiao also untied the knots in Xu Zhimu's heart time and time again.

Moreover, no one else except her could handle this kind of knot, not even the elementary school girl and Xiaomi.

But this time, she used the method of revealing her own scars to tear apart the most fragile past in her heart, just to enlighten him in a way that she could empathize with him.

An Xiaomi's matter has always been like a huge stone weighing on his heart.

Although he always vowed to tell An Xiaomi that he would definitely cure her.

But after all, this disease cannot be cured with any amount of money.

All Xu Zhimu could do was try his best to maximize the chances of her surgery being successful.

Xu Zhimu was not afraid of spending money or trouble, but he was worried that An Xiaomi himself had lost confidence.

After all, she is just a nineteen-year-old girl. It is not easy to maintain such a mentality under such pressure.

There is no one in this world who is not afraid of death, and there is no one who is not afraid of making the one he loves sad.

In the past few days, everything An Xiaomi did seemed to be saying goodbye to him in advance.

Those photos she took, the snowman she had to build...

As she said, "But if it doesn't snow this year, I won't even have a dirty snowman."

They were all like thorns, piercing deeply into Xu Zhimu's heart.

Perhaps, the emotions An Xiaomi is feeling now are the same as the despair she faced in her previous life.

These things made Xu Zhimu feel a dull pain in his heart.

He didn't want to tell anyone these things, because he knew that telling them would only increase his troubles.

But Cheng Fanmiao, without knowing any information, still expressed Xu Zhimu's concerns.

"In this disgusting world, we are each other's beam of light. As long as our own light does not go out, those who love us will never lose hope."

One word after another, it just managed to dissipate some of Xu Zhimu's uneasiness and depression.

It's just that, Cheng Fanmiao used the way to uncover scars, the tingling feeling that brought back memories over and over again.

Xu Zhimu's eyes became softer and softer. He looked at Cheng Fanmiao and sighed softly: "You don't need to say this..."

"I know, but this is the only way I can empathize with you and help you."

Cheng Fanmiao smiled, took out a small disposable bowl, and helped him start filling the dumplings.

"Although I, Cheng Fanmiao, am not a good girl, I have always had a clear distinction between grudges and grudges. You helped me before, and I was just...repaying your kindness."

Cheng Fanmiao handed over the steaming dumplings, and Xu Zhimu held them in his hands.

He looked at Cheng Fanmiao and then at the dumpling in his hand.

He was lost in thought for a moment, then picked up a dumpling and bit it in his mouth.

delicious.

"This kind of thing cannot be regarded as repaying gratitude. Thank you for your enlightenment. I feel better."

Xu Zhimu spoke to her.

Cheng Fanmiao squinted at him, and finally said with a smile: "Then I invited you to dinner and helped you with psychological counseling. Is there any reward?"

The atmosphere seemed to become lighter in an instant.

But Xu Zhimu knew that the things accumulated in this girl's heart were no less than his own.

"Whatever you want, just ask."

"Just talk?"

Cheng Fanmiao's eyes lit up.

"Except those who sell their bodies."

"Hey, that's so boring..."

Cheng Fanmiao looked disappointed.

Xu Zhimu laughed: "I know you. If I really agreed, you would run far away at the last moment."

"oh?"

Cheng Fanmiao looked at Xu Zhimu carefully with a pair of fox eyes shining brightly.

"You know me so well?"

"You also said that we are the same kind of people, so I am sure that you will not do that kind of thing."

Xu Zhimu nodded affirmatively.

Cheng Fanmiao looked at Xu Zhimu, but couldn't help but curve the corner of his mouth: "Yes, I do have a thief's heart but not a thief's courage. Thank you, Boss Xu."

As she spoke, she suddenly changed her tone, looked at Xu Zhimu and said, "Boss Xu, can you agree to my request?"

"Cheng Aiqing just said it doesn't matter."

Xu Zhimu listened attentively.

Cheng Fanmiao licked his tongue slightly, and after thinking for a moment, he finally said: "If I make any small mistakes that are unexpected by you in the future, you can't blame me, how about that?"

"That's it?"

"That's it, Boss Xu, you won't agree to it, right?"

Cheng Fanmiao looked pitiful.

"The little mistake you mentioned won't bring down my company, right?"

Although Xu Zhimu was moved, he also knew how outrageous some of Cheng Fanmiao's actions were.

"Don't worry, absolutely not. I'm really not interested in money."

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"I will never take the initiative to touch you. A gentleman's words are hard to follow! Is this alright?"

Cheng Fanmiao seemed to be able to compromise on everything.

Xu Zhimu always felt that it was a bit unreliable, but these conditions were added together.

At least my moral integrity can be preserved.

Finally he nodded.

While eating dumplings, the two of them had two glasses of wine and finished the bottle of wine.

The alcohol content of the wine this time was not high, and even Cheng Fanmiao was not particularly drunk.

Xu Zhimu took a look and saw that there was a bottle of wine in the bag Cheng Fanmiao was carrying, so he reached out to grab it.

But he was stopped by Cheng Fanmiao.

"This wine...forget it today."

Cheng Fanmiao took the wine aside, and his expression suddenly changed.

"Aren't you allowed to drink the wine you brought?"

"This bottle of wine is the best bottle in my collection. I originally wanted to celebrate the New Year with you happily, but looking at your current state, even the best wine has been ruined."

Cheng Fanmiao clicked her tongue, speaking confidently.

Xu Zhimu took a look and saw that it was indeed a good wine. A version of Chateau Lafite cost 20,000 to 30,000 yuan on the market.

"That's true."

Xu Zhimu smiled and shook his head.

"Whenever you can perfectly resolve all the matters in your mind, come to me and drink this bottle of wine."

Cheng Fanmiao shook the red wine bottle in his hand, with a hint of hidden emotion in his eyes.

Xu Zhimu looked at her and nodded after a long time: "Okay."

Finished eating the dumplings.

Xu Zhimu called for the driver and took Cheng Fanmiao back to the community first.

After waving goodbye.

Cheng Fanmiao looked at the remaining bottle of wine in her hand, shook it gently in her hand, and then looked in the direction Xu Zhimu left.

"Sure enough, it's still An Xiaomi's business... I'm so envious... Forget it, I'll let you go this time."

She took the red wine and looked at it under the street lamp. There seemed to be some sediment underneath the red wine.

The corners of her mouth slightly curved into a nice curve.

"But, you still don't quite understand me..."

"If I soak it in wine, will the effect be stronger next time?"

There was a faint smile on Cheng Fanmiao's cheeks, which was beautiful, but also had a trace of her own obsession and yandere...