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In the ward, Xu Zhimu stroked An Xiaomi's sickly and pale face.

This girl got up early this morning and came over to fold her clothes and quilt. She also walked on the red carpet at noon and has not really had a hot meal until now.

"Are you hungry?"

Xu Zhimu asked softly, opening the insulated lunch box on the table, and the delicious smell filled the air.

Liu Ningqing makes a bowl of seafood porridge, which is not greasy and nutritious.

After all, An Xiaomi suffers from chronic wasting disease and needs to eat meat to nourish his body. He can't eat big fish and meat. This bowl of delicious seafood porridge does make people more likely to have an appetite.

"Sister Ningqing did it, right?" An Xiaomi twitched her little nose.

"You can smell all this. My little nose is quite clever."

Xu Zhimu smiled and lightly tapped her little nose.

An Xiaomi wrinkled her nose, her weak eyes flashed with memories: "When we were in college, whenever you were not at home, Yaya and I would cook together with Sister Ningqing. As long as it was what we wanted to eat, Ningqing

Sister will help us make it..."

An Xiaomi said with a warm smile on her pale face.

Being able to find this kind of family-like friendship in a foreign university is like God's pity.

Xu Zhimu took out a bowl, tested the temperature with a spoon, then helped An Xiaomi adjust the angle of the hospital bed so that she could lean up, and then put the spoon filled with seafood porridge to her lips.

An Xiaomi looked at the seafood porridge and slowly opened her bloodless pink lips. A mouthful of hot porridge slowly flowed down her throat and seemed to turn into a wave of heat that spread throughout her body. An Xiaomi's weak eyes seemed to glow with some luster.

"Is it tasty?"

Xu Zhimu asked her with a smile, gently wiped the corners of her mouth with his hands, and continued to feed her.

"Sister Ningqing's cooking is of course delicious."

An Xiaomi chewed gently in her mouth, her eyes soft.

"That's great. I'm afraid I will never be able to keep up with Sister Ningqing's cooking skills in my lifetime. I will definitely be able to keep you fat and white in the future."

"Then take good care of your body. If you want to gain weight, we must gain weight together."

Xu Zhimu fed her another spoonful.

An Xiaomi leaned on the pillow, as if she had regained some strength. She looked at Xu Zhimu: "If I gain weight, will you still like me?"

"Then it depends on how fat you are."

Xu Zhimu smiled and gave an example: "For example, if you were as fat as Qingqing, I would definitely like you too."

Comparing An Xiaomi and Liu Ningqing, there is a sense of contrast between a young girl and a slightly mature woman.

Because An Xiaomi's figure is the perfect template for a young beautiful girl, light and slender, and she practices yoga all year round, every part of her body is smooth and delicate, without a trace of excess fat, but overall it is a little thinner

Sensual.

Of course, the main reason is that the girl's strength is still inferior.

Liu Ningqing is half a year older than Xu Zhimu, and taller than An Xiaomi. In the past two years, she has been studying food for Xu Zhimu every day, and she has been well nourished. Now her body is covered with soft and tender meat.

.

Being thinner where you should be thinner, and losing weight where you shouldn't be is an abnormal way of giving face.

There are always people who say that young people don’t know how good the royal sister is and mistake the girl for a treasure.

But Xu Zhimu said that they are all very good, and they are all annoying!

Of course, An Xiaomi knew what this bad guy was thinking. A trace of red appeared on her pretty face. She bit her neat white teeth and said, "What a beautiful idea you have! Others say that fat comes first with a fat face, and then with a big belly."

, I’ll be tired of you to death by then!”

"Just don't lose weight. I've also heard people say that thin people lose weight first... Anyway, a little steamed bun can't make a baby."

Xu Zhimu smiled and put another spoonful of porridge to An Xiaomi's lips.

An Xiaomi wanted to grin like a kitten, but she really didn't have the energy to fight with him at this moment, so she could only stare at him angrily.

"Okay, if you want to take revenge, you have to wait until you are in good health. Hurry up and eat."

Xu Zhimu smiled and put the spoon to the girl's lips and rubbed it.

An Xiaomi looked at him angrily: "Then I'll hit you in the future, and you can't fight back."

"I will never fight back."

Xu Zhimu nodded while still smiling.

But An Xiaomi always felt that he was a bit specific, so he still opened his mouth and ate the porridge.

After a while, most of the bowl of hot porridge was eaten.

An Xiaomi's pretty face finally gained some color, which made people finally breathe a sigh of relief.

Xu Zhimu took out a tissue and wiped the corners of her mouth, and then gently helped her adjust the angle of the bed so that she could lie down more comfortably.

"Is my situation...serious?"

An Xiaomi suddenly asked.

"It's not serious. Don't think too much. The expert just checked it for you. You'll be fine."

Xu Zhimu covered her with the quilt and spoke in a calm tone.

But An Xiaomi smiled and shook his head: "Experts are here, how could it not be serious..."

Xu Zhimu paused for a moment, looked at An Xiaomi, whose eyes were filled with confusion at the moment, and gently tapped her on the forehead: "I'm usually stupid, but I'm so smart when I shouldn't be."

"I also hope that I can really be silly and carefree all the time."

An Xiaomi laughed, looked at the ceiling above, and murmured to herself: "It's so annoying to be in a place like this again."

"Then take good care of your body. After you take good care of your body, you won't come to a place like this."

Xu Zhimu held her little hand and sat by the bed to continue guarding her.

The corners of An Xiaomi's mouth curved slightly: "However, I am actually very happy to see you when I open my eyes this time."

The girl smiled sweetly, just like the scene when she went on a date with her boyfriend for the first time.

Xu Zhimu held her little hand, gently placed it on his mouth and kissed it: "I promised you, the first person you see when you open your eyes will be me."

An Xiaomi looked at him softly.

In fact, as long as I can see him, I already have a lot of courage in my heart.

only……

An Xiaomi then remembered something: "You are here...and where is Sister Ningqing?"

Today is his engagement. If he comes here at this time, if his engagement banquet is disrupted, then all the efforts today will be in vain, and Sister Ningqing...

"Don't worry, I came here just after the engagement ended. You see, she cooked this porridge just for you."

Xu Zhimu knew what she was worried about and comforted her with a smile.

An Xiaomi looked at the insulated lunch box on the table, her eyes flickering for a moment: "Sister Ningqing... you are really irresistible."

Xu Zhimu looked at her and decided to tell her what he had just talked to Liu Ningqing.

Telling her at this time may give her a little more hope for the future.

"Xiaomi, our matter... I have already told Qingqing."

When Xu Zhimu's voice fell, An Xiaomi's hand was squeezed tightly, and a pair of eyes that had just regained some expression widened.

"What did you say……"

"I have said everything I can, including what I once said to you. I will be responsible for you for the rest of my life."

Xu Zhimu stroked her slightly trembling jade hands.

An Xiaomi's heart seemed to be stirred up. In fact... she had thought about this moment many times.

She even thought about taking Xu Zhimu back to her at first.

After all, her relationship with him has lasted nearly twenty years and has been with him throughout her youth. As long as she confesses her inner concerns and truth, Xu Zhimu's character is impossible to let go of.

Moreover, Xu's father and Xu's mother had long wanted to treat her as their daughter-in-law. After nearly twenty years of companionship, she had already taken over this hurdle in the family.

Calculating it this way, she actually has a pretty good chance of winning.

It's just... when she thought of her medical records, it felt like a bucket of cold water had been poured over her whole body.

She didn't dare to bet, even if she really brought him back to her, if she failed to survive this test, Xu Zhimu would only be left with greater pain.

Therefore, she has never dared to hope.

She even felt that only she was not as willful, not as unreasonable, and not as bad in health as herself...

Liu Ningqing is gentle and kind-hearted and can handle both the living room and the kitchen.

He is the most suitable person to accompany him throughout his life.

Therefore, An Xiaomi has actually been preparing for the worst for herself.

But today, Xu Zhimu said that he told her everything.

An Xiaomi couldn't help but have a thin mist of mist rise in her eyes. She looked at Xu Zhimu's cheek so close to her, but she was biting her teeth. She couldn't even hit him even if she wanted to.

"Xu Zhimu! Are you an idiot?"

With a hint of sob, An Xiaomi sucked a breath of cold air into her throat and couldn't help but cough.

Xu Zhimu quickly calmed her down, dumbfounded: "Why don't you scold me?"

An Xiaomi's reaction now was exactly the same as Ye Luojia's just now. He felt that if An Xiaomi's other hand hadn't been hooked up to an intravenous drip, he would have punched himself right now.

An Xiaomi sobbed, her pale and pretty face covered with a flush of emotion.

"You, why do you have to say it now, obviously, obviously I might..."

An Xiaomi couldn't say the second half of the sentence.

"Because I promised you, and now it's time to fulfill the words I once said."

Xu Zhimu held her little hand tightly and comforted her emotions.

The promise made to An Xiaomi is actually very simple.

Xu Zhimu owed her a wedding, and even more so the rest of his life.

An Xiaomi's eyes were complicated. In fact, Sister Ningqing might have already guessed what happened between her and Xu Zhimu.

But as long as this layer of window paper is not punctured, you can still live peacefully.

After all, my body may...not be able to hold on for much longer. As long as the day I leave, all of this can be treated as if it never happened.

They will no longer have to be embarrassed because of their own affairs.

An Xiaomi has made this plan countless times and made psychological preparations countless times.

Maybe this is the best way.

But when she looked at Xu Zhimu's gentle eyes, a glimmer of hope still surged in her heart. Tears kept rolling in her eyes and streaking down her pale cheeks.

"Why do you have to say it now...Have you ever thought that if I...I don't make it through, everything you do will be meaningless? You might as well be on your own..."

An Xiaomi was sobbing as she spoke. In fact, she was really happy when she heard Xu Zhimu's words.

No matter how much you promise, you still have to be realistic and realize it step by step.

Today, An Xiaomi was really envious when she saw Liu Ningqing wearing a white wedding dress and receiving everyone's blessings. When Xu Zhimu slowly knelt down on one knee and helped her put on the diamond ring that symbolized eternity.

Although she once said that she wanted a special wedding and wanted Xu Zhimu to give her a diamond ring that symbolized eternal love.

But she had already accepted the worst outcome of leaving alone and silently.

She knows that if you like someone, you will want to get everything about them.

His own existence has already hurt Liu Ningqing once.

If she can really hold on, she can spend the rest of her life making up for her little by little.

But what if you don’t hold on?

There was no way she could make up for the damage it caused her.

Instead of doing this, it is better to choose the best way.

That is to leave quietly, before hurting them...

"However, you are not a multiple-choice question in my mind, let alone a judgment question that needs to be made after weighing the pros and cons."

Xu Zhimu stared at her deeply and comforted her: "I know that you always regard the worst outcome as your final choice. You were like this last time, but this time... I am not as good as you want."

In the last life, An Xiaomi was like this. She secretly kept everything on herself. Even at the last moment of her life, she endured the pain and built the last snowman with herself.

This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! Even if he will be misunderstood by himself for the rest of his life, he is not willing to let Xu Zhimu be sad for the rest of his life because of missing her.

However, An Xiaomi still underestimated Xu Zhimu's love for her.

Xu Zhimu also did not expect that An Xiaomi, a little princess who had always been lively and unruly, would make such a choice for him.

In the last life, he had already missed it once. In this life, Xu Zhimu would never let go no matter what.

Xu Zhimu showed a smile. He approached An Xiaomi, gently stroked her cheek with his hand, and looked into her watery eyes.

"Anyway, now that I have poked the hole, you have to hold on well. Otherwise, wouldn't it be too unfair for me, a scumbag, to be scolded? Even if it is for me, you have to hold on well, okay?

?”

Xu Zhimu smiled and kissed her gently on the cheek.

This move cuts first and then plays.

Xu Zhimu is naive, willful and reckless.

But it made An Xiaomi's heart surge with uncontrollable love.

"You are a scumbag."

An Xiaomi sniffed and looked at him with her mouth pouted.

"Yes, I don't admit it, and I am still a greedy scumbag. I will never let you leave me in this life. As for the next life... I remember that some people made promises to me, don't you?"

Xu Zhimu showed his greedy face.

There were more tears in An Xiaomi's eyes, but the corners of her mouth couldn't help but curl up.

"I didn't...you remembered it wrong!"

"No, I remember that some people hung this wish on that wishing tree? Do you want me to pick it back for you?"

Xu Zhimu rubbed her pretty face, the memories in Neon were exclusive between them.

The bright fireworks that day illuminated the girl's beautiful cheeks and the tears in her eyes. An Xiaomi made her wish.

"Zhimu, in this life... I may not have a chance, but in your next life... can you choose me as your girlfriend?"

…

Those were memories between two people. Xu Zhimu gently wiped the corners of An Xiaomi's eyes, watching every detail of her cheeks, his eyes filled with endless tenderness.

"The next life is too far away. I love you right now."

The girl's pale cheeks were dimmed with layers of rosy color at this moment. Under the bright fireworks that day, the promise made by the two people seemed to be coming early.

Perhaps it can be said that there is no need for commitment between them.

The companionship for nearly twenty years has occupied each other's entire youth.

Companionship is the most sincere confession.

An Xiaomi's dim eyes were now filled with layers of luster, like a little firelight in the dark night.

"Bastard…"

An Xiaomi scolded him, but raised her head and kissed him.

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