Reborn I will never be a dog lick

(It is better to eat with the BGM "Those Years".)

The loudspeakers on campus, with their sizzling electric sounds, are always plucking the chords of youth in people's hearts.

It seems that at this moment, I have returned to the flying youth of high school...

"An Xiaomi, it's me, Xu Zhimu."

The magnetic voice echoed on the campus radio just like it did two years ago.

"Please forgive me for my sudden actions today.

It is said that confession should not be a charge of attack, but a triumphant song of return after victory.

But I'm sorry, I really can't wait any longer.

Therefore, I decided to speak out personally about this love letter that may be destined to have no results."

The beginning of the letter is almost the same as the confession I made during my senior year in high school, but it seems a little different.

I remember that at that time, Xu Zhimu was stumbling nervously, with a tone that seemed to despise death.

But now, Xu Zhimu's voice is filled with faint memories and sighs. This is not only a love letter, but also a summary of the late love.

The students present all raised their ears and listened quietly to the sounds outside the window.

An Xiaomi stood at the window, her white dress moving with the wind. The cold wind seemed not to be felt at this moment. At this moment, she just wanted to listen to this love letter again.

"To be honest, at that time, I didn't know what liking was, nor what love was, nor what it meant to be in love, and what kind of responsibilities I had to bear...

But, what I know is.

From the first time we met, when I saw that little, cute little girl who always blushed and hid behind adults.

I knew that I would never forget the name "An Xiaomi" in my life."

An Xiaomi couldn't help but smile. Yes, the two families met for the first time on that snowy night more than ten years ago.

The little Xu Zhimu came to him and stretched out his hand: "Sister Xiaomi, I will take good care of you in the future!"

From that day on, the three words "Xu Zhimu" accompanied An Xiaomi's life.

"No one is born knowing what it means to like.

But what I know is that every time I see you, I always feel very happy.

Whenever I see you sick and hospitalized, I feel heartache again.

When I see other boys trying to get close to you, I always feel like I'm jealous and I'm so sour.

I heard others say that if you like someone, you will be happy because of her happiness, feel disappointed because of her sadness, and also be in a hurry because the opposite sex suddenly appears next to her...

At that time, we didn't understand what "like" was, but we all agreed with every label and word about "like".

Although we are not in love, our behavior is no different from being in love.

We always ride bicycles to and from school together, eat together, and go shopping together. We are never absent from birthdays. Occasionally during the lunch break at school, you will subconsciously rest your head on my shoulder...

…

I remember that sultry summer, I was covered in sweat and my arms were sore from being pressed, but I still couldn't bear to move even half an inch. I smelled the faint fragrance of gardenia on your body, but I slept especially sweetly.

I still remember that when I woke up, you were carefully wiping the sweat from my forehead and gently pinching my arm. You asked me why I didn't wake you up.

I just blushed and scratched my head. I looked into your eyes. My heart was beating very fast. At that moment, I almost blurted out.

I said, because I'm... used to it.

Actually, what I want to say is, because I like you.

Same pronunciation, different intonations.

But in the end, I lost to the boy's shyness and missed an opportunity to express my love in person..."

Xu Zhimu's voice spread along with the radio.

An Xiaomi's thoughts were also pulled back to the past at this moment.

Xu Zhimu was talking about the days before the high school entrance examination in the third year of junior high school.

Of course she remembered how this guy's face was red.

What I'm used to.

Do you have a "habit" of pronouncing the "third tone" of a character?

Of course...it can only be "like".

Perhaps, even Xu Zhimu had forgotten that after An Xiaomi heard his trembling and nervous "get used to it".

An Xiaomi looked at him for a long time, finally smiled softly, wiped the sweat off his face, and twisted his arm again.

"Yeah, I'm used to it too."

However, Xu Zhimu, who was flustered at the time, did not hear it.

An Xiaomi’s “habit” is the third tone.

In fact, that time was the closest Xu Zhimu's confession came to success.

Because at that time, An Xiaomi had not really determined the severity of her health.

If Xu Zhimu really confesses his feelings at this time, maybe An Xiaomi will really agree...

An Xiaomi was holding the edge of the window with one hand, but the cold touch could not suppress her inner emotions.

There are really many things in this world that are just a little bit off... just a little bit off.

All the students in the room listened quietly.

What they envy is that most people's love letters are just some sweet and earthy love words, or some meaningless love song lyrics copied from nowhere.

But what about Xu Zhimu and An Xiaomi?

This is not a love letter, it is clearly a documentary about my own youth.

Love letters written with the past are better than thousands of sweet and weak words.

Some people use love letters to pray for love, while for some people, their life itself is the most romantic love letter.

The voice on the radio continued.

"I missed that confession, but I became more and more panicked. My failure in the high school entrance examination made me realize for the first time that there really was an invisible gap between us.

I don’t blame you, it’s my rebellious phase and my ridiculous and childish self-esteem.

Since you entered high school, there have been more and more people around you, and they have become better and better. Gradually, we seem to be drifting apart.

This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! The word childhood sweetheart gradually seems to have become a curse.

Yes, after all, one is the high-ranking school beauty of No. 9 Middle School, and the other is the famous rebellious tail end of No. 9 Middle School.

At that time, the whole school said that I was a toad who wanted to eat swan meat."

When Xu Zhimu said this on the radio, he was self-deprecating and trembling, but now, Xu Zhimu can talk with a relaxed smile.

As soon as he said this, all the students couldn't help but smile.

Yes, back then Xu Zhimu and An Xiaomi didn't look like people with the same style of painting at all.

Being a childhood sweetheart brought Xu Zhimu a lot of ridicule and ridicule.

They looked again at An Xiaomi, who was standing at the window.

An Xiaomi, dressed in a pure white dress, is like a princess transformed into a white swan. She is so holy and moving. It may be difficult to find a girl who is more beautiful than her in this world.

An Xiaomi's eyes flickered as she listened to Xu Zhimu's voice. When she was in high school, she already knew the condition of her body and the fate she would face in the future.

Therefore, she could only gradually distance herself from him.

“At that time, I was indeed confused for a long time.

I once said to myself, in the worst case, that's it. It's not like I won't be able to find a girlfriend in the future. It's just Xiaomi, so what if I don't have her?

So, I was so angry that I wanted to stay away from you, but every time I went to school, I would always see you pushing your bicycle at the door.

Every day when I am distracted in class, I always happen to see you staring at me.

Every time I receive an assignment, you are always the first to ask me if I have finished it.

Every time I go to the cafeteria to eat, I always happen to find an empty seat next to you.

Even every time I came home from school, even if I was left by the teacher to endorse me until dark, when I went downstairs to the carport, I would always see you standing in front of the bicycle and walking over by chance.

At that time, I always felt that we should be destined, and God would create so many coincidences for us to be together."

When Xu Zhimu said this, he paused slightly.

In my mind, I also remembered what happened between me and my junior sister, those coincidences...

He smiled and said meaningfully.

"However, I later figured out how could there be so many coincidences in this world.

We can always meet each other downstairs in perfect harmony because you have been waiting for me downstairs for a long time and don't want to miss the journey to school together.

We always look at each other during class, that's because you have been watching me quietly.

I am always the first person to ask when receiving homework, because I am afraid that I will be criticized by the teacher for not doing the homework, so that I can make up for it quickly.

In the restaurant, there is always an empty seat next to her, which is also reserved for me. Sometimes you will help me wipe the rice grains from the corner of my mouth while showing disgust.

There are too many things that I have ignored...

Behind the coincidences we encounter are the long-planned results of others.

It's those unexplainable loves that blossom and bear fruit quietly behind the scenes.

Sorry, Xiaomi, I just realized this now..."

After this heart-wrenching apology, An Xiaomi's body trembled slightly, her bright eyes shone with tears, and her heart felt sour.

In high school, Xu Zhimu suffered so many grievances, but An Xiaomi, who had been enduring pain and torture and even death notices, how uncomfortable would she feel?

Of course she also wanted to have a good relationship with Xu Zhimu, and of course she also wanted to agree to Xu Zhimu's courageous confession.

But, she really didn't dare.

She knew Xu Zhimu's temper. If she just agreed to him, according to his character, and she really left in the future, he would never fall in love with another person in his life.

For a girl who was just 18 years old at the time, she had no idea whether her choice was right or not, but for her, this was the best result.

The students didn't know what happened between the two people, but they still heard the sadness and the powerlessness they once felt.

At the same time, I can also hear the relief and hope now.

Tears flowed down An Xiaomi's cheeks, but she was still smiling.

This idiot...why did he only know this now?

In fact, I never thought about alienating him, I just used another stupid way.

It's like the confession Xu Zhimu missed in junior high school.

An Xiaomi also missed this confession in high school.

No one owes anything to the other. After all, they have always liked each other in their hearts. It can only be said that both of them have taken some detours.

"Xiaomi, I used to be too immature and rebellious. I always thought of myself as wanting to take care of you, but I couldn't even take care of my own life.

This love letter is the love letter I confessed to last time, do you remember the ending?"

Xu Zhimu suddenly shouted to An Xiaomi through the radio. That gentle voice made An Xiaomi's heart feel even more sour.

"An Xiaomi, Class 2, Grade 3, please agree to be my girlfriend!"

Before she could speak, everyone in the studio shouted out one by one, and the sound resounded throughout the campus.

Just like more than two years ago, Xu Zhimu's trembling voice was so exciting and bold. The moment the dean broke down the door, this voice of great courage echoed over the campus for a long time.

The tears on An Xiaomi's face were blown away by the wind, and the sound of shouting in the class brought her back to that hot and enthusiastic spring for an instant.

On the radio, Xu Zhimu took a deep breath.

"I used to not understand what love was, and I probably don't understand it very well now either.

I used to naively think that as long as I have you and treat you well, it means I like you.

Now I know that I want to own and love not only you, but also your classmates, friends, family, and...our future children."

As the last sentence came out, everyone's eyes lit up. About the love in campus, we can only say some love words that last forever.

This chapter is not over, please click on the next page to continue reading! But it is rare to truly remember that loving someone is never just about loving the other person, but about loving everyone around them who cares about them.

An Xiaomi held her hands in front of her chest. Her little hands were cold at the moment, but her heart was so hot. She stared blankly at the radio speaker, as if looking into Xu Zhimu's eyes.

“We already missed so much back then, and now I don’t want to waste a single minute!

so!"

During the broadcast, Xu Zhimu took another deep breath, just like two years ago, when he broke into the broadcast room to give his last shout.

Everyone's heartstrings were lifted, and many people stood up silently, seeming to have become one of the protagonists of this youth story.

Yes, who didn’t have one or two people they liked during their school days?

The time in the classroom, when I returned to the seats in the classroom to get scolded by the people I liked, and those obscure mathematical formulas on the blackboard, I still miss them a bit...

The current sound of the broadcast was sizzling, and with the deep breath behind the microphone, the sound was particularly melodious and clear.

"An Xiaomi from Class 2, Grade 3, I, Xu Zhimu, I like you!"

The voice was the same as before, it was another cry from a young man for his confession that had not received any response.

"Okay! Promise him, promise him!"

“Brother Mu is awesome!!”

"An Xiaomi, I love you too!"

Below, various voices were mixed. Although they were all college students and had seen many tricks and expressed their feelings, at this moment, they all seemed to have returned to the past.

Everyone was excited, blushing and shouting unreliable heckles.

The school leaders looked on silently, shook their heads, smiled, and sighed...

An Xiaomi hugged her chest tightly with her hands, her tears couldn't help flowing, and she opened her mouth.

She knew that this time, she must not lose this opportunity again!

She opened her mouth, but the cool breeze filled her lungs with a stinging pain. She coughed twice, and her eyes suddenly saw the tall figure downstairs, wearing a suit and holding flowers.

An Xiaomi's whole body was trembling, and she looked at Xu Zhimu dreamingly as she came holding flowers.

Her eyes were filled with tears, and her heart was about to fly out. She answered for herself.

At this moment, everyone also saw Xu Zhimu who was wearing a suit from the window, and they suddenly became quiet again, looking forward to the next moment.

Downstairs, Xu Zhimu knelt on one knee. He raised his head, his deep and soft eyes looking at An Xiaomi at the window tenderly and expectantly.

It was like a young knight who had gone through all the obstacles and slayed the dragon, and finally came to the castle to propose to his beloved princess.

"Xiaomi, please, be my wife!"

The confession just now, the proposal now.

This second sentence is Xu Zhimu’s current wish.

In a daze, it seemed to be a reincarnation of the beginning and end of youth.

An Xiaomi's face was covered with tears at this moment, and her pale cheeks were filled with complexity, joy, and excitement... all mixed together.

The last fruitless confession has become an eternal pain in the hearts of both of them.

This time…

An Xiaomi had nothing to say. She looked at Xu Zhimu, who suddenly turned her head and disappeared from the window.

Just like, the last time...she turned around and left.

Xu Zhimu was slightly stunned, the flowers in his hands moved with the cold wind, and suddenly, the sound of rapid footsteps came from the stairs.

That pure white figure was holding up the hem of her skirt and walking on the cold ground. The cold wind around her was like thorns, which made her cheeks hurt.

However, An Xiaomi was walking very fast at the moment. She was like a princess in a castle. She was holding up the hem of her skirt and running through the obstacles to reach her knight.

Her weak body threw herself into Xu Zhimu's arms without hesitation, hugging his chest and crying uncontrollably. She raised her head, her eyes full of water mist gleaming with excitement.

She opened her mouth, and the cold wind felt like needles pricking her lungs, but she used her loudest voice and looked into Xu Zhimu's eyes.

"I do!!"

The girl's enthusiastic response hovered in the air and penetrated the entire campus.

"Silly girl…"

At this moment, Xu Zhimu couldn't help but feel sore eyes. The response of these two lives was finally complete at this moment!

"I said... well, if we meet again, I will hold you tightly..."

An Xiaomi's voice was weak, but it exuded unprecedented emotions. She stretched out her cold hands and gently touched Xu Zhimu's cheek: "Zhimu, I like you so much..."

Xu Zhimu trembled all over.

"Oh oh oh!!"

"Kiss each other, kiss each other!!"

"Xu Zhimu's confession was successful! My youth is back!"

At this moment, there was a roar in the studio that almost brought down the roof.

Xu Zhimu looked at An Xiaomi, and both of them smiled.

Lower your head.

Kiss deeply.