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In the ward.

When An Xiaomi told the story about Ye Luojia and Xu Zhimu, the emotions between the two people were somewhat complicated.

After all, Ye Luojia is a special existence to them.

An Xiaomi's face turned pale. She looked at Liu Ningqing and said softly: "Sister Ningqing, actually I knew what happened between you that night in Binhai. At that time, I, like you, had a hard time accepting it.

, I also understand your despair and disappointment..."

Liu Ningqing knew what An Xiaomi was talking about. She fainted on the street that day. Later she found out that An Xiaomi felt that she was not in the right mood, so he followed her and finally sent her back.

That night, Liu Ningqing really felt that her sky was about to fall.

She is a person who never leaves a way out for herself. Until that day, she has never regretted liking Xu Zhimu.

She was more disappointed with herself. If...she could also help Xu Zhimu, maybe he wouldn't be like this.

It's been a long time since the incident happened, but every time I think about it, I still feel sad...

An Xiaomi looked at Liu Ningqing's slightly frowned brows, and she also knew that when Liu Ningqing found out about her and Xu Zhimu's affairs.

The damage caused to her will not be much lower than that of Ye Luojia.

"Sister Ningqing, I'm sorry. I know that apologizing is the most useless way, but if you don't say these words, I'm afraid I won't have a chance in the future."

An Xiaomi raised his head: "I also told Uncle Liu about the matter between me and Xu Zhimu."

Liu Ningqing's eyes trembled. In fact, she knew it just now when she heard An Xiaomi's excuse for asking Bai Yaya to get water.

An Xiaomi pulled herself away yesterday because she had something to talk to her father about.

And the only topic they need to avoid talking about is this matter.

"Actually, I originally wanted to keep this matter hidden. After all, if I didn't survive the operation, these things would disappear forever with me...

However, I know Xu Zhimu, even if I really didn't hold on, he would not pretend that nothing had happened. I didn't expect that at that time, it would be him and Sister Qingqing who would bear all the mistakes for me.

Forgive me for being self-assertive, but this is the only way I can think of, ahem..."

An Xiaomi said, and finally couldn't help coughing.

Liu Ningqing took out a handkerchief and wiped the corners of her mouth. With complicated eyes, she could understand what An Xiaomi did.

Just like she knew Xu Zhimu, Liu Ningqing also knew him very well.

No one can change the decision he made, not even her.

If you know that the ending is destined to be unchangeable, you will start to think about finding the best balance with the destined ending.

The broken windows theory is also a kind of human nature.

Perhaps even Liu Ningqing didn't realize it, but she had actually begun to adapt to the future of being together.

"You'll be fine..." Liu Ningqing comforted softly.

An Xiaomi smiled and shook her head: "Sister Ningqing, you are so kind... If it were me, I would choose you without hesitation.

Sister Ningqing, I was always reluctant to let him go before, but now that he has you by his side, I can feel relieved.

If God really favors me and allows me to survive the surgery tomorrow..."

An Xiaomi looked at Liu Ningqing seriously: "Then I also promise you that you will always be my sister Ningqing. If you are in trouble because of me in the future, then I will consciously leave. What belongs to you, I will not

Go fight for..."

As she spoke, Liu Ningqing stretched out a finger and gently touched her lips.

Liu Ningqing's eyes were gentle, and she shook her head gently: "We will talk about the future matters later. Let's put everything aside for now. I don't want to lose you as a friend. I want to live a good life."

Alive may be the most powerful word in Chinese.

An Xiaomi stretched out her hand, and Liu Ningqing took the initiative to hold her cold little hand, gently placing it in her palm to warm it.

"Thank you Sister Ningqing."

An Xiaomi smiled, her eyes flashing slightly: "Also, the matter of Xu Zhimu and Sister Jiajia...Sister Ningqing, I know you are very complicated right now, and I am not qualified to offer you any thoughts or opinions.

However, I only hope that you can stay with Zhimu forever in the future.

He likes me because we occupy each other's youth. Compared to love, we may really be more like family members. He and I are used to each other.

He and Sister Jiajia are like a key turning point in life. She is the most important person who brings Xu Zhimu's destiny to a turning point..."

An Xiaomi spoke softly, and Liu Ningqing's eyes also showed some indescribable emotions. She understood everything An Xiaomi said.

She also knew that whether it was An Xiaomi or Ye Luojia, their experiences with Xu Zhimu determined that they were tightly bound to Xu Zhimu's fate.

These are all advantages that Liu Ningqing does not have.

Therefore, this is also the reason why Liu Ningqing can accept them little by little.

"But, Sister Ningqing, you are different. If it is fate that Sister Jiajia and I meet Xu Zhimu, then you are the only one who Xu Zhimu will try his best to get."

An Xiaomi's last sentence was filled with a bit of envy.

Liu Ningqing was also stunned for a moment, and the scenes of meeting Xu Zhimu appeared in her mind.

From the first meeting, Xu Zhimu seemed to be working hard to manage the overall situation. While approaching her without leaving any trace, he also took care of her emotions, her life, her self-esteem, and her family.

In this life, Xu Zhimu paid the most to her.

Of course Liu Ningqing knew this.

An Xiaomi looked at Liu Ningqing and smiled weakly: "Sister Ningqing, sometimes I really envy you, but I also know that only you are worthy of Xu Zhimu's kindness to you.

If there really was a previous life, it was you who saved Xu Zhimu from despair."

As An Xiaomi said, Liu Ningqing's eyes dimmed a little.

In the last life...whether it was true or not, in this life, she really did not help Xu Zhimu very little. The more favor she enjoyed, the more uneasy she became.

Perhaps what she found difficult to accept was not An Xiaomi and Ye Luojia, but herself who looked so bleak compared to them.

But at this moment, An Xiaomi shook her hand slightly.

"Sister Ningqing, I know what your concerns are. You don't have the nearly twenty-year relationship foundation between Zhimu and I, and you don't have the ability to directly help him in his career like Sister Jiajia.

But you have given him everything you can give her.

Sister Jiajia and I both have advantages that are different from other girls, but what if we don’t have them?

If we were just ordinary girls, even girls like you, Sister Ningqing, who have experienced so many hardships.

I’m afraid we don’t even have the ability to take care of our own emotions.”

An Xiaomi laughed at himself, as if it were his own body, if it weren't for his family and Xu Zhimu who kept encouraging him.

I'm afraid I won't be able to hold on anymore, and I may make many decisions that I regret.

She looked at Liu Ningqing's gentle face, and her tone was both envious and relieved: "Actually, whether it's me or Sister Jiajia, we are always looking for spiritual support from Xu Zhimu, but you are the only one who has given him so much.

It is a spiritual salvation that no amount of money or time can replenish.

So I thought about it, even if I still choose to stay away from Xu Zhimu in this life, sister Jiajia has never met Xu Zhimu.

But Xu Zhimu will still live well.

However, he can't live without you, you are his spiritual support. People who have never fallen into despair will not understand the feeling of being redeemed.

Without you, he wouldn't be the Xu Zhimu he is now."

An Xiaomi held Liu Ningqing's hand and felt her palm tremble slightly.

These words caused endless waves in Liu Ningqing's heart.

She knew what An Xiaomi said, but her inner inferiority kept her from thinking about it.

People need encouragement and recognition. These words circulated in Liu Ningqing's heart and became the source of her courage to face the future life.

"Sister Ningqing, I don't know if I can survive tomorrow's surgery, but I hope that you and Zhimu will always be good to each other in the future.

He is stubborn and will stick to something he believes in. Only if you say it, he will really listen."

An Xiaomi held her hand tightly and said so much in one breath. An Xiaomi couldn't help coughing and her face became paler.

But her eyes were exceptionally bright, as if she had no regrets: "Sister Ningqing, please."

Liu Ningqing's heart was shocked. She looked at the girl in front of her and felt a soreness on the tip of her nose. She held the girl's cold little hand.

He stretched out his other hand and gently stretched out his little finger in front of her.

Liu Ningqing took a deep breath and revealed a warm smile that made people forget all their worries.

"I promise you, Lagou."

An Xiaomi looked at her stretched out fingers, and a knowing smile appeared on her pretty pale face.

"Lagou!"

The two girls' fingers slowly pulled together. The tips of each other's noses were slightly sour and the corners of their eyes were filled with tears. However, they both had reassuring smiles at this moment.

Let this cold and pale ward exude a faint warmth at this moment.

…

Night is gradually coming.

For the last dinner, Xiaomi will start surgery at noon tomorrow, so as long as this dinner is not a big fish or meat, or eats something spicy, it is totally fine.

An Xiaomi still looked very happy and kept talking about some usual interesting things at the dinner table.

But everyone at the dinner table really couldn't laugh anymore.

Xu's mother and Xiaomi's mother had been quietly wiping away tears. The more they looked at An Xiaomi's sensible and lively appearance, the sadder they felt.

"Mom, after my operation is over, I will also learn to cook from you!"

An Xiaomi seemed to have a particularly good appetite tonight and kept eating.

"Okay, when you get home, you will learn to cook from your mother. Xiaomi, you have been smart since you were a child, and you will definitely learn how to cook."

Xu's mother smiled, but her tone was still trembling.

A dull atmosphere enveloped the ward.

Dinner is over.

Everyone unanimously left the space in the ward to Xu Zhimu and An Xiaomi.

Xu's mother originally planned to make a bunk on the floor in the ward tonight and stay with An Xiaomi all night.

But then I thought about it, I would only put a greater psychological burden on Xiaomi, so I could only go back early so as not to affect An Xiaomi's rest.

However, Xu Zhimu did not plan to leave today, he wanted to accompany An Xiaomi.

He promised her and promised himself that when An Xiaomi needed him, the first moment she opened her eyes, the person she saw would definitely be him.

Xu Zhimu planned to tell Liu Ningqing.

But as soon as he walked out of the ward, Liu Ningqing gently tugged on his sleeve.

The two people came to a corner in the corridor.

"You... don't have to go back today. Just stay here with Xiaomi. She needs you even more tonight."

Before Xu Zhimu could speak, Liu Ningqing finished the sentence in a soft voice.

Xu Zhimu's eyes paused, looking at Liu Ningqing's expression, he moved his throat: "Okay, thank you Qingqing."

"You're not allowed to say thank you."

Liu Ningqing stretched out her hand and held Xu Zhimu's hand, her eyes as clear and gentle as ever: "I'll tell you about your parents, but you also need to pay attention to rest, you know?"

"Well, don't worry."

Xu Zhimu smiled and leaned over, kissing her gently on the forehead.

Liu Ningqing looked at him seriously for a while, then turned and left.

Xu Zhimu returned to the ward.

"Zhimu, you should go back and rest, you have been busy all day."

Xiaomi's mother said when she saw Xu Zhimu coming back.

Xu Zhimu shook his head and said with a smile: "I'm not going back today. I want to chat with Xiaomi for a while."

With that said, Xu Zhimu came to the bed and sat down, looking at An Xiaomi's pale and pretty face.

An Xiaomi looked at him with a bit of anticipation, but still blushed and said, "I'm fine, you can go back and rest..."

"Stop saying what you mean with your words. I will pester you tonight."

Xu Zhimu smiled and gently touched her cheek.

An Xiaomi's haggard cheeks finally showed a faint red color, she averted her eyes slightly and looked in the direction of her mother.

"Okay, okay, I know you are tired of looking at mom every day. Mom will go back with your dad today and leave the room to you."

Xiaomi's mother also smiled, got up and came to An Xiaomi.

She knew that the person An Xiaomi wanted to be with most this night was Xu Zhimu.

"But you also need to go to bed early and don't talk too late, you know?"

Xiaomi's mother explained carefully. Looking at An Xiaomi's haggard face, she reached out her hand to help her tidy up the hair around her ears.

He lowered his head and kissed his daughter gently on the cheek: "This is a good night kiss every day until mom comes back tomorrow."

An Xiaomi could not hide her trembling as she listened to her mother's gentle and playful tone.

"Well, I'm looking forward to the next goodnight kiss!"

An Xiaomi almost couldn't hold back the tears in her eyes, and she nodded.

Xiaomi's mother took a deep breath, suppressed the tears in her eyes, looked at Xu Zhimu and changed the subject with a smile: "Does Xiaomumu also need a good night kiss?"

"if you can……"

Xu Zhimu also knew that Xiaomi's mother didn't want the atmosphere to become too dull, so she just opened her mouth.

I felt that the girl's eyes were dark.

Xu Zhimu smiled: "You'd better kiss Xiaomi more."

Xiaomi's mother rubbed his head: "With you here, I feel relieved."

After saying that, Xiaomi's mother lowered her head and kissed An Xiaomi's other cheek.

Turned around and left the room.

At this moment, they were the only two people left in the ward.

Xu Zhimu breathed a sigh of relief, he had never thought about it.

He actually felt so bored one day when he stayed with An Xiaomi.

After all, we will face the final hurdle tomorrow...

"Hey! Why are you sighing? You really want my mother's good night kiss!"

An Xiaomi looked at him slightly lost in thought and pouted.

Xu Zhimu came back to his senses and said with a smile: "From now on, your mother will be my mother-in-law. Is it normal for a kiss on the face between family members abroad?"

An Xiaomi was not happy anymore and stretched out her hand to twist Xu Zhimu's ears, but she was really weak and didn't have much strength.

Instead, it felt like giving him a massage, and Xu Zhimu actually showed an expression of enjoyment.

This made An Xiaomi feel aggrieved: "Bad guy, even if it doesn't hurt, you won't cooperate with me?"

"Hiss... Ouch! Heroine, spare your life!"

Xu Zhimu immediately begged for mercy in an exaggerated manner.

"Hmph! I'll screw you to death, you pervert who likes young women!"

An Xiaomi's face turned rosy as she spoke. This was the most relaxing moment for her in the past few days.

Xu Zhimu, however, smiled and grabbed her little hand, looking at her with a somewhat amused look.

"No, I don't like young women, but every time I feel like I see you in the future."

Xu Zhimu stretched out his hand and gently poked her little nose.

"Took over my entire youth.

You must repay this debt to me slowly in the future."