Reborn: My Girlfriend Is A Paranoid

Chapter 32

Half an hour ago.

Girls dormitory.

Su Qianyi returned to the dormitory with a sullen face.

She sat in her seat with a bad expression on her face.

What Xie Shu said just now in the classroom...she heard it.

He said that kind of thing in front of so many people, and she didn't dare to stay in the classroom longer. She ran away before everyone noticed her.

Strange, obviously sad, obviously wronged, obviously she wanted to go up to Xie Shu to ask her clearly, why did she feel scared and ran away in the end?

What is she afraid of?

Are you afraid that if you ask in person, you will be treated coldly by Xie Shu?

However, Xie Shu has always been very kind and gentle to her, so she shouldn't have such worries.

Although she thought so in her heart, she then thought about how Xie Shu had turned a blind eye to her these two days. The reason in her heart still told her that if she asked Xie Shu in person, she would most likely be treated indifferently and ignored by him.

The best evidence is that she took the initiative to sit with him during the first class, and he ignored her.

In the second class, he changed seats and distanced himself from her.

Therefore, she was afraid in her heart, afraid that she would be embarrassed, afraid that she would be laughed at, there were so many people, and she couldn't afford to lose that face...

Su Qianyi resisted the sourness in her eyes. She never thought that Xie Shu would say such things in front of the public one day.

They've known each other for so many years, hasn't he always liked her?

He even accompanied her to a social event a few days ago.

Why do you say you don't like her now?

Wasn't he deliberately acting to attract her attention?

But then... why did he act as if he had really drawn a clear line with her?

So uncomfortable, so suffocating.

"Qian Yi, why didn't you wait for me? I don't even know when you left." An Tian just returned to the dormitory.

At that time in the classroom, she, like everyone else, looked curiously at Xie Shu behind her.

When she looked back later, she realized that Su Qianyi had left without knowing when.

She sent her a message but she didn't reply. There were so many people along the way and she didn't know where Su Qianyi was, so she could only go back to the dormitory to take a look.

An Tian who had just returned from climbing the stairs was still a little tired, and Su Qianyi was sitting at the table facing her, so she didn't notice Su Qianyi's strangeness immediately after entering the dormitory.

After she put down the book, she remembered what happened in the classroom, so she looked at Su Qianyi cautiously.

Her seat is right next to Su Qianyi, and you can see her profile when you turn around.

When she looked at it, she realized that Su Qianyi's eyes were red at some point, and she was holding back the tears.

She was startled and immediately walked over and whispered concernedly: "Qianyi, are you okay?"

Originally, Su Qianyi was fine, and she could hold back, but when An Tian asked, all the grievances in her heart burst through the dam in an instant, and tears also fell out.

In the past two days, although Su Qianyi often felt aggrieved and uneasy about Xie Shu, she always had hundreds of reasons to explain to herself that Xie Shu did that on purpose just to get her attention.

And every time she was able to comfort herself in the end and act as if nothing happened in front of others.

But this time, before she could comfort herself or make a disguise in advance, An Tian's caring words broke her guard.

The countless grievances really can’t be contained now.

She couldn't control it anymore and started crying. Her heart was broken and her heart was broken with tears.

An Tian gently patted her back to comfort her. He wanted to speak but didn't know what to say, so he could only accompany her silently.

Su Qianyi cried for a long time because she was worried that the other two roommates would come back and see her in her current state, so she quickly controlled her emotions.

After the tears stopped, she wiped them with a tissue, and then complained aggrievedly: "Xie Shu, how could he do that just now?"

An Tian sighed, it was indeed because of Xie Shu.

She opened her mouth to speak, but in the end she swallowed back what she wanted to say.

As Su Qianyi's good sister and best friend, An Tian felt that he should stand on her side and speak for her.

However, what can she say?

Call him a scumbag?

Please, Xie Shu is the most dedicated person she has ever met in her life. She has been by Su Qianyi's side for many years. Many girls are envious of Su Qianyi.

Now that he's tired of chasing people, what's wrong with not wanting to chase anymore?

"Xie Shu, what did he mean by saying that? Did he deliberately want to embarrass me?"

"He wouldn't have done that before. He would have considered my feelings before."

"He's too much..."

Su Qianyi sobbed softly, feeling that she had been greatly wronged.

An Tian listened for a while and finally couldn't help but speak.

"Qian Yi, to be honest, in fact, Xie Shu is really good to you. It is really rare to see a person like him who has persisted in love for so many years. He has been chasing you for three years and has not received any response. , no matter how hot your heart is, it will become colder day by day."

Su Qianyi stopped sobbing and looked at An Tian in confusion: "What do you mean?"

"Have you ever thought that if Xie Shu persists for three years, he will feel tired?"

"tired?"

"Well, I felt tired, so I wanted to give up."

"You mean, Xie Shu, he really..."

"I really don't plan to chase you anymore. He just told the truth and had no other intentions." An Tian completed the rest of her words for her.

The air was quiet for a while, and then Su Qianyi said in a trembling voice: "No, Xie Shu won't..."

"Qian Yi, three years is really a long time. Even everyone will feel tired."

"No, he won't. We have known each other for six years and have been together all the time. We are in the same school, class, and major..."

"Six years!?"

An Tian discovered Hua Dian.

This university has only been three years, how can Su Qianyi say it has been six years?

Su Qianyi sniffed, stopped the crying that came up from behind, and nodded.

"I have known Xie Shu since high school, and we have been together often since then, and later we applied for the same major in the same university."

An Tian was shocked when he heard this: "Why didn't you say that before?"

"You didn't ask."

"Okay, let's not talk about this first."

An Tian quickly calmed down, and couldn't help feeling a little admiration for Xie Shu in his heart, and at the same time, he was even more puzzled, and began to ask Su Qianyi one question after another:

"Shan Yi, it's been six years since high school to university. Seriously, after chasing Xie Shu for such a long time, no matter how cold-hearted people are, they will be moved, right?"

"I'm curious, why didn't you promise him?"

"I don't know about your high school, but the university Xie Shu has confessed to you many times, but you refused every time."

"Don't you like him? Then why do you want him to stay with you by default? Why don't you just keep them away from you like you do to other boys?"

"If you like him, why do you refuse his confession again and again?"

A series of "why" came down and directly silenced Su Qianyi.

why?

Because...it's always been like this?

He confessed that she refused, and then continued to get along as if nothing happened.

From the first year to the third year of high school, they have always been like this, just... get used to it?

She is used to Xie Shu staying by her side.

Get used to him being nice to her.

Get used to the feeling that he cares about her everywhere.

got used to......

Over time, it seems that these things have become a matter of course.

It is also because of the long time we have been together that she never thought that Xie Shu would leave her one day.

She felt that Xie Shu would always be with her, treat her well, always...

Su Qianyi stayed silent for a long time.

An Tian didn't know what she was thinking, and continued: "Qian Yi, you can't always take other people's sincere dedication for granted, love is a matter between two people, if you like Xie Shu, you can't keep silent like this Go on, you need to respond to him."

"I do not like him!"

"Then why did you cry again when he said he would never chase you again?"

"I...I just think it's a bit too much for him to say in front of so many people!"

An Tian looked at Su Qianyi who was still talking hard, and sighed again.

After a pause, she continued: "I saw Xie Shu send off the girls back to the dormitory last night."

Su Qianyi's pupils trembled, and she suddenly turned her head to look at An Tian: "Who?"

"I don't know, I didn't see that girl's face clearly."

Su Qianyi's hands on her thighs were so tight that she didn't even notice that her nails were digging into her flesh.

Xie Shu ignores herself these days, is it because she likes other girls?

No, it's impossible!

How could he fall in love with other girls?

Shouldn't he be by her side all the time?

How can he like someone else?

An Tian saw Su Qianyi's expression of being in extreme pain but still trying to endure, a trace of helplessness flashed in his eyes.

Now she finally experienced the feeling that the authorities are fascinated and the bystanders are clear.

He obviously cared a lot, but he didn't want to show it.

What is it for?

face?

Although he didn't understand Su Qianyi's thoughts, as a good friend, An Tian still tried his best to help her find a way.

"Qian Yi, I think if you are reluctant to write Xie Shu, you'd better take the initiative?"

"Who can't bear him?"

An Tian ignored her stubbornness, and continued: "It's okay to take the initiative for the person you like. Think about it, Xie Shu used to be for you, and never cared what others said about him."

After finishing speaking, she didn't go to see Su Qianyi again, but got up to change her shoes, then went to bed, took out her mobile phone and played games.

She knew that Su Qianyi should let Su Qianyi think about it in the following time.

It's up to her whether she wants to keep her or just leave it at that.

All she could do was give her advice.

After An Tian went to bed, Su Qianyi also remained silent for several minutes.

After calming down a little, she went out and washed her face to wash off the tears on her face just now.

Entering the dormitory again, she also went to bed.

Hiding behind the bed curtain, she turned on her phone, clicked into vx, her eyes lingered on Xie Shu's name for a long time, and finally clicked in.

Su Qianyi: 【Xie Shu, what are you doing? 】

no reply.

Su Qianyi: [Are you busy? 】

Still no reply.

Su Qianyi: 【Shall we play games? 】