Reborn My Name Is Kobe

During the halftime break, I entered a meditative state again. In the meditative state, I had some communications with Kobe's soul, and the main direction of these communications was actually related to basketball.

"When you play basketball now, I feel that you have improved a lot compared to when you first started playing. Have you noticed these improvements yourself?"

"Yes, of course I can feel my progress, but how should I put it? In fact, this progress is often based on some hard-to-explain foundations. All my efforts are actually

I have been moving in that direction. No matter how much achievements I have achieved before, I know that they are not enough. I cannot be complacent. I still have many things to do on the road of growth."

"Yes, I think you are really much better than many people in some aspects, including much better than me. Now I really think that you controlling my body is a pretty good thing.

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"Is that really what you think?"

"Yes, I do think so. Your current mental state is actually very powerful. At least in this aspect, you are really stronger than me, so don't treat me mentally now.

Is there anything I feel I owe? You are really better than me. Now I hope you can continue to work hard and reach a higher level. In this case, I will feel a lot relieved."

"If you really think so, then things are indeed pretty good. In fact, your physical talent is also incredibly good. Without your physical talent as a premise, no matter how hard I try, it will be meaningless.

So this is the most important point, and have you discovered anything new in my subconscious recently?"

"To put it bluntly, there are really many places worth exploring in your subconscious mind. You may not be aware of these places most of the time. The reasons are often not to blame you, but because of these things.

Sometimes you really should ignore it, and normal people should ignore it. It can even be said that ignoring these things is a better choice for you."

"What you said still surprised me, but it would be better if you could explain it more carefully. Now I really have no way to directly understand what you said. If I

It would be nice to have a chance to go into the subconscious and take a look.”

"You have actually entered your subconscious mind many times to see it, but you may not be aware of these situations sometimes. For example, when you are in a dream, many of your dreams are actually

It is a special reaction to some situations in the subconscious. I know you may not be so clear about this, but this is the fact."

"Really? I do feel that many of my dreams are really special. It's just that sometimes I don't really think about it that much. Now I can listen to you tell me what I am."

You can find something special in dreams."

"To be honest, you still don't pay enough attention to your dreams. Of course, you don't have much responsibility for this, because your dreams themselves are very fragmented. The most important thing is that normal people's

Dream memories cannot last for too long, I didn’t know you

Have you ever discovered that many of your dream memories can actually last for a long time? This in itself is not a very normal thing. It is for this reason that I think you can consider some issues carefully. Among them

The thing is you can definitely discover some very special places.”

"Indeed, I do have relatively long memories of many dreams, as if it was not just a dream at all, but something that happened to me at a certain time. In fact, it was really a dream.

It’s a very incredible thing, but at the same time it also makes me feel a little scared, so that sometimes I dare not believe it, dare not face it, even if it is true, but for me it is still

It’s not that pleasant.”

"I can actually take you to some of your dreams when you enter a meditative state. If you have such an idea, I can do it now. So do you want to go now?

Have you ever taken a look at some of your dreams?"

"After listening to what you said, I really have some very special feelings about my dreams. I really want to enter some of my previous dreams to have a good look and have a good walk.

Maybe I can really find some details in it that I haven't noticed before."

Then I re-entered my previous dream:

In this dream, Jessica and I came to the haunted house again, which was the manor built by Sir Faustin. Jessica and I walked along the path that her parents had walked.

Finally we arrived at the deepest part of the manor.

"Jessica, why is this manor so big? There is an extremely complex underground world underground. An underground tunnel of this size is really a bit abnormal."

I held Jessica in one hand,

The other hand was holding a flashlight. The surrounding atmosphere was very strange, so quiet, but there seemed to be some kind of sound echoing in our ears.

The road ahead seemed very slippery, and the ground seemed to be stained with a thin layer of oil. It felt like you might fall down at any time if you weren't careful.

By the light of the flashlight, Jessica and I saw some strange patterns carved on the stone walls of the surrounding passages. These patterns did not look like they were made randomly, but rather seemed to be made through some kind of specialized design.

The product that comes out should represent some special meaning.

I stopped and asked Jessica to join me to see if the strange patterns carved on the walls had any special meaning. Sure enough, when Jessica and I looked at these strange patterns carefully,

, gradually I discovered that these strange patterns actually have special meanings.

"Jessica, we seem to have seen these patterns somewhere. Do you have any impressions?"

"I can't remember where we have seen this pattern before? Are you sure you remember correctly?"

"There is no mistake. We must have seen this pattern somewhere. Do you remember when we watched the movie that recorded your parents coming to the underground tunnels of this manor, were there any scenes of these patterns?

"

"No, I remember hearing it clearly. There were indeed no such patterns in the videotape at that time."

After listening to Jessica's words, I fell into deep thought, and seemed to begin to suspect that my memory was biased to some extent, but what was the root cause of this bias?

When I came back to my senses, I vaguely felt that the lines on the surrounding walls seemed to come alive. They were like little snakes, taking on a life of their own, and then kept swimming around on the walls.

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When I looked at Jessica, I saw that she seemed to have no reaction at all. Am I the only one who can see this?

I reached out and pulled Jessica's hand, and I couldn't feel the warmth coming from the end of her hand. Instead, it was wet and slippery, not like human skin at all.

I subconsciously stepped back and took a closer look at Jessica's hair, which had completely changed its appearance and turned into countless venomous snakes spitting out letters. They were entangled together and made a hissing sound.

I had a bunch of goosebumps involuntarily.

I was extremely frightened, and the snakes on the surrounding walls began to crawl along the walls to the ground. They were getting closer and closer. Jessica's eyes were shining with a scary red light at this time, which made me involuntarily watch it.

My heart felt numb. I instinctively avoided these snakes and began to prepare to escape from this terrible place.

My mind was in chaos. I almost lost my hand several times while holding the flashlight. If it fell to the ground, I was afraid that it would be taken away by these poisonous snakes. At this time, I recalled the slippery feeling under my feet just now.

Feeling it, I immediately understood that this was all mucus secreted by venomous snakes, in order to make it easier for them to crawl on the ground.

I don’t even want to think about why Jessica is like that. She looks very much like Medusa, the snake girl in ancient Greek legend who can turn people to stone through her eyes. According to legend, there is a snake above her head.

There are a lot of venomous snakes, and she herself is

A half-human, half-snake monster, with the upper body of a human woman and the lower body of a terrifying snake. It is somewhat similar to Nuwa in Legend of Sword and Fairy. However, this Medusa is too ferocious. If you look directly at her,

His eyes will be instantly petrified.

According to legend, Perseus used Athena's shield to reflect Medusa's own gaze, thus successfully turning Medusa into stone. However, why did my favorite Jessica become Medusa at this time?

What does Sarah look like?

I don’t know how long I ran forward desperately. Gradually, there were no traces of those poisonous snakes around, but the tunnel in front of me still looked like a bottomless pit. I had no idea what kind of terrible things would appear next.

The situation, this endless darkness is like the mouth of a huge monster, waiting for me to run into his big mouth.

However, it is impossible for me to stop moving forward. In the dream, I can't feel tired, but I can feel the despair, the despair wrapped in endless darkness, the despair after losing Jessica, and the despair about myself.

The despair of an unknown destiny, the despair of the terrible enemy hidden in the darkness.

But after all, there is still a trace of hope and light in the despair. The weak light of the flashlight in my hand has become the only reliance to lead me out of this endless darkness.

I never thought that darkness could be so scary, nor did I think that the light of this flashlight could be so dazzling. Sure enough, these weak lights can only show their value in darkness.

, if it is under the dazzling sunlight, this weak flashlight light will become eclipsed.

At this moment, I seemed to understand something. Just like us humans, we may not necessarily be able to demonstrate our own value in good times. On the contrary, it is only when we face difficulties or even desperate situations that we can be like this weak flashlight light.

Penetrating this layer of darkness, bringing a ray of hope and light, showing

Show your true worth.

So I will not give up, nor can I give up. In this endless darkness, I will fight it to the end. No matter what is hidden at the end of this darkness, either they will continue to hide it, or as long as they dare to show up

I feel like using this seemingly weak light to challenge them and defeat them!

The road ahead is still extending forward, but I seem to vaguely see a little light coming from the darkness. What will be waiting for me at the end of the darkness?

However, when I moved towards the faint fire, there seemed to be some strange rustling sounds starting to come from beside me. I didn't know what these sounds meant, but I was sure it wasn't anything good.

, this is an intuition, right? Can anything good exist in this dark underground tunnel?

"You're here? It's much later than I thought."

A deep and distant voice came from deep in the tunnel, but its specific direction was not clear. It seemed like it was in front, it seemed like it was behind, it seemed like it was on the left, it seemed like it was on the right. This returning voice made me

Goosebumps once again crawled all over my body.

"Who are you? How did you know I was coming here?"

My voice was trembling a little, and I didn’t know why I felt unreasonable fear of this voice at this time. It seemed that this fear came from somewhere deep in my heart, as if I had heard it somewhere before.

Regarding the call of this voice, it brought me some extraordinary memory of fear. Who is it?

"I, I am your fear itself, do you believe this?"

"If you don't believe it, how could I believe your nonsense? How could my fear itself stay in this place? I have never been here."

"Do you really not remember that you have been here? Do you really not remember that you left me in this deep and dark underground tunnel? Do you really not remember everything that you experienced here? Do you think

Can you get rid of me forever by throwing me in this dark underground tunnel? How naive you are! Look, don't you now?

Are you back? Don’t you have to face the fears you have experienced again? Do you think forgetting can solve all problems? No, even if you forget the past, you will still come back here again and again, because

Me, because I, as your fear, am waiting for you here, you will never be able to get rid of your own fear!"

This terrifying voice is getting closer and closer, as if it is ringing next to my ears, and it seems as if every word is piercing into the depths of my heart. They are like dull knives, cutting one by one.

This feeling is terrible, affecting my spirit and soul, and I have no way to resist, I can only let this pain spread.

"Stop it, I remembered, I remembered, you are indeed my fear itself, I also remembered why I left you in this place, you are right, I really shouldn't leave you

Stay here, but if you don’t stay here, where can you go? You belong to the darkness itself. If you don’t stay in the darkness, where can you go?”

"I am your fear. If you don't take me with you, you will be incomplete. If I don't follow you, I will be incomplete. Don't you understand this simplest question? Do you think that abandoning fear itself can

Get rid of fear? You are wrong. Fear cannot be abandoned just because you want to. You can only temporarily abandon it.

I will remain here forever, and you will keep returning to this scene to feel the original fear, because I am trapped, and you yourself will also be trapped. If you don't let me out,

That means not letting yourself out, do you understand? The person trapping you is no one else but yourself!"

This terrifying voice kept echoing in my mind, making me almost out of breath. It was difficult for me to support this strong pressure, and I fell to my knees on the ground. I tried my best to hold him

In my head, countless chaotic pictures appeared in my mind.

At this moment, my fear seems to have returned to me, but I am not as scared as before.

"Look, isn't this a very simple thing? Now you should understand one thing. Facing me and facing fear itself is the key to solving the problem. Avoiding me and escaping fear itself will only make you

Becoming weaker, even though I am your fear, I am not

I am not your enemy. On the contrary, I am actually your good partner. If you can understand this truth one day, then you will truly discover my value and power, and you will also understand what I said at this time and what I have done for you.

I believe you will understand what you have done one day.”

These voices rang in my mind, each one was so clear and so heavy. I held my head tightly with both hands, trying to clear it all out of my mind, but

I couldn't do all that, it was too powerful, I couldn't defeat this power, and eventually I lost consciousness.

What does it mean to lose consciousness in a dream?

I was speechless. Although I wanted to refute her words, I took them back as soon as they came to my lips. It seemed that even if I won her refutation, it would not do me any good. It suddenly occurred to me

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