Reborn My Name Is Kobe

I have entered the normal sleep stage from the meditative state without knowing it. After entering the sleep stage, I will have a dream. This dream looks like this:

Darkness, a completely void darkness, I was in it and felt waves of coolness coming from the surroundings. This coolness did not seem to come from the cold wind in the air, but more like a cold current that entered directly into my body.

I walked forward slowly, along a long and slender country path. This path gave me a feeling of déjà vu. The weeds around it were very deep, and it seemed that it had not been there for a long time.

People come to prune them, and it seems that no one has walked on this road for a long time.

A high-pitched voice called me. This voice came from the depths of darkness, but I knew that if I didn't follow this voice, I might be lost in the darkness. The only thing I knew was

The light source that can be perceived is from the moon above our head. This is a very, very round moon, and it is actually red. It is a blood moon.

The moon often plays a very important role in the cultures of all nations in the world, but in European and American cultures, the full moon is often associated with witchcraft, evil, werewolves and other supernatural powers. I was thinking at this time

Is this round blood moon the culprit causing this weird atmosphere around me?

My steps gradually slowed down. It was not because I wanted to slow down, because I was not moving fast before, but I felt as if a large amount of lead had been poured into my feet. There was no trace of lead at all.

I was able to achieve the speed I should have, and this feeling became more and more obvious, until I felt that I could no longer take even half a step forward.

"Who are you?"

I vaguely saw a red-haired woman appearing in front of me, but her hair was too long, completely covering the entire face in front of her. Facing her weird appearance, I couldn't help but feel a little strange all over my body.

A slight trembling, is it fear?

The red-haired woman turned her back, as if she didn't hear my voice at all, and then she seemed to be floating slowly into the darkness ahead.

It was at this time that I was able to walk again. Although the lead-filled feeling still existed, it was still disappearing little by little. At least I could barely keep up with my fast pace.

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This red-haired woman has been walking not far in front of me. The faster I walk, the faster she floats. The slower I walk, the slower she floats.

This is really strange. When I stood still where I was, the red-haired woman also stopped moving.

I didn't know how long I remained motionless, and I didn't know how long I wanted to continue like this. However, at this moment, she slowly turned her head around, and her hair had gradually spread out.

I went and revealed her somewhat weird face. With the help of the dim moonlight, I saw the owner of that face and felt that my blood flow became faster.

The owner of this face turned out to be Jessica's mother when she was young. Her appearance is really similar to Jessica's, but there is still a certain difference in her temperament. I don't know why she became like this.

Look, when I looked at her feet again, I found that she was not actually floating in the air. It was just the dim light that gave me some illusion.

"You, you are Jessica's mother?"

She didn't answer me, just turned around again, and then slowly floated forward.

I still felt that she was floating, and I didn’t know how this illusion came about. However, I didn’t stop this time. Instead, I followed her at a certain distance, wanting to know what she was doing.

Where do you plan to take me to?

Of course, I didn’t know that I was in a dream at this time. When you are really in a dream, you will only feel that everything is so real. You will not feel anything strange about everything around you. You will completely understand it.

Treat the dream as if it is what you are experiencing at this time.

The same is true for me at this time. I don't realize that this is actually just a dream of mine. Maybe it's because I have entered this dream at such a deep level that I can really clearly perceive everything happening around me.

Things, it really made me feel that I was actually experiencing all of this at this time.

Jessica's mother is getting faster and faster, and I can only increase my forward speed. This trail seems to extend infinitely forward. At least it has been such a long time, but I still haven't seen it.

At its end, what kind of scene will be waiting for me at its end?

To be honest, at this time, I actually still had a little expectation deep in my heart, hoping that Jessica’s mother could take me to a mysterious place and tell me what happened to her and Jessica’s father.

Provide me with some necessary clues to solve their mystery.

Now Jessica's mother is moving too fast. I gradually find that I can no longer keep up with her speed. I try to concentrate on keeping up with Jessica's mother's speed. I know that I should be able to do it.

Yes, maybe I need to run instead of just walk. When I really spread my legs and started to trot, Jessica's mother in front of me floated faster.

So I could only switch from jogging to fast running, but Jessica's mother in front of me was still a certain distance away from me. No matter how fast I thought I was already, the distance seemed not to shrink, but to slowly get closer.

expansion.

Finally, I lost track of Jessica's mother. Under the vivid moonlight, a small river appeared in front of me. The blood-red moon shadow was reflected on the surface of the small river, making it appear shadowy and very strange.

What should I do? Go down to the river and swim across it, stop moving forward, or go back.

No, I couldn't stop moving forward, let alone go back. Did Jessica's mother really float across the river? I didn't think much about these things, but jumped into the river with a plop.

I couldn't feel the biting coldness from the river. I thought it was because I was numb from the cold. It was difficult for me to swim directly to the other side of the river as the river washed me. I could only let the turbulent water pull me away from the middle of the river.

Some of the driftwood rushed together towards the unknown.

I grabbed some driftwood on the river tightly to prevent myself from sinking into the river. At this time, I felt that the red moon above my head seemed to be smaller. When I looked up carefully, I realized that the full moon was actually smaller at this time.

It is getting smaller at an extremely slow rate.

This situation turned out to be a blood moon lunar eclipse. I don’t know whether it was a total solar eclipse or a partial solar eclipse, but it is really incredible that so many weird moon phases appear together on one day.

I lay on the driftwood and barely managed to avoid sinking to the bottom of the river, but I had to find a way to stop and find a chance to reach the shore.

At this moment, with the only moonlight, I faintly saw a huge rock not far ahead. I had to use this rock to stop my drifting and then look for an opportunity to get to the shore again.

I finally seized this opportunity. After the driftwood hit the rocks and shattered, I tightly grabbed the gap between the rocks and tried to support my body so that my whole body would not continue to be hit by the turbulent river water.

Rush downward.

The rock surface was very slippery, probably because it had been soaked in the river water for a long time and was covered with sticky moss. But luckily there were enough gaps on the rocks for me to grab onto. I held on to these gaps tightly and tried my best to

Climb up the rock.

I don’t know how long it took, but I finally reached the shore little by little, holding on to the rocks. It seemed that I was exhausted. At this time, there was only a small crescent left in the full moon above my head.

I wonder if this is a total solar eclipse or a bloody total lunar eclipse.

The moonlight was very weak at the moment, but my eyes seemed to have adapted to the dark environment, and I could barely see the surrounding environment clearly.

The environment here is different from before. I originally thought it would still be a forest, but the river bank looks very bare. It seems that nothing can be seen except some weeds. Where is it?

And where is Jessica's mother?

I climbed up from the ground with many questions, and then suddenly found several rows of large and small footprints on the gravel ground. Several of the footprints were human, but I couldn't tell what animal the other footprint was.

Yes, it looks a bit like a dog, but such a big dog is rare. If the footprint is really that of a dog, then according to the proportion of the footprint, the dog must be at least twice the size of an adult German Shepherd.

Big.

I breathed a sigh of relief. At this time, the moon in the sky slowly became bigger again. Soon it would return to a full moon. However, the moonlight at this time seemed to be a little brighter than before, and it was not as bright as before.

I don’t know if it’s because my eyes have become more sensitive to light after adapting to the dark, or if the moonlight has really become brighter.

But the brighter the blood-red moonlight is, the greater the pressure it brings to people's hearts. Will I encounter some werewolves somewhere?

Speaking of werewolves, it reminds me of the footprints on the ground. Is it possible that those huge dog-like footprints are the werewolves after they turned into wolves?

If that's really the case, given the rumored ferocity of werewolves, I would be in very danger at this time.

I must find a way to get out of this dangerous situation, but there seems to be nothing around me at this time, and I don’t know the specific direction. I can only decide which direction I should go based on the general direction of the river and the general direction of the moon.

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At this time, I still don't know that I am actually in a dream, so I am actually very concerned about everything around me. This is related to my life safety. I don't think that I can fight against the werewolf who has transformed into a beast.

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In Western legends, werewolves are extremely evil and bloodthirsty creatures. Any unfortunate person who encounters them in the wild during the full moon is likely to be attacked by them. They may kill you while you are alive.

When the time comes, he will burst open your chest, tear out your entrails, and eat them in front of you.

That is not my ideal way to die, so I first have to find a handy weapon. No matter how ferocious these werewolves are, having one in their hands will naturally make them more courageous, and they will be able to fight for their own.

Add a layer of insurance to your life.

But what are the things around you that can be used as weapons?

Merely thin branches or small stones cannot fight against the ferocious werewolves. According to legend, the werewolves after transformation can reach more than two meters in height and weigh several times as much as before the transformation. They have strong muscles and sharp teeth.

They have extremely fast reaction speed and amazing recovery ability. Ordinary weapons cannot cause fatal damage to them. After a short cut or stabbing, their bodies can recover at an astonishing speed.

There is only one substance that can cause the most fatal damage to werewolves, and it is silverware. No matter what kind of silverware it is, it can block the regeneration ability of werewolves and make their flesh and blood rot. Silverware is a fatal poison to them.

, can directly kill them.

But where should I go to find such a silver sword, or a silver dagger?

"Come here, come here quickly."

A strange voice sounded in my ears. The voice was melodious and melodious. It seemed very close and yet far away. The surrounding area was too dark, so I couldn’t determine the specific direction of the voice. However, it was still ringing, that’s all.

Repeatedly.

"Come here, come here quickly, this way."

I covered my ears, not wanting to hear this strange sound, but it didn't seem to be of any use. This sound could penetrate my hands covering my ears and directly enter my eardrums. This was really weird.

A bit too scary.

Darkness is not the most frightening thing, because we can slowly adapt to the dark environment, but the unknown will make us fearful. It is not until you adapt to the fear itself that stronger energy will burst out.

Do I have the power to defeat fear itself at this time?

Who cares, even though I don't know that I am in a dream at this time, I still become more fearless at this time, after all, the blood in my body does not allow me to be afraid because of these things.

When you are not afraid of fear itself, fear itself will fear you, so it left me and let me go. The most important thing is that I defeated it and drove it away.

A ray of fire appeared vaguely not far away. The moonlight at this time became more and more bright red and strange. It seemed that there was a sound of wolf howling. This ray of fire became my new hope. Maybe it was someone

The fire that comes from my house, I pray in my heart.

This firelight is much further away from my position than I imagined. I don’t know how long I have been walking forward like this. I just feel that time has really passed for a long time, but the firelight is still far away. I don’t know.

How far away.

At this time, another wolf roar came, which was so frightening. Fear struck my heart again. Maybe this time I couldn't drive away the monster of fear so easily. Fear seemed to be aware of me.

This kind of change began to laugh at me more and more unscrupulously, and the more I ignored it, the stronger it became.

Running was the only thing I could do at this time. No matter how far away the fire was from me, I had to rush over. I couldn't stop myself, I had to rush over.

Running made me forget my fear and gave me courage. The fire in front of me finally started to get closer and closer to my position. This was a battle of willpower, which made me know what it means to meet on a narrow road and the brave will win.

As the courage in my heart gradually surged, the fire began to float into the air on its own, and then flew towards me quickly. It turned out that it was not a fixed existence, and it turned out that it was not the fire of a certain hut.

It turns out that it can sense the courage in my body and is attracted by it.

When the firelight came to my side, I also saw several huge figures emerging from the depths of the dark shadows around me. Their sharp fangs and claws were frightening, and their sticky saliva dripped down their long beards.

The sound of falling to the ground was clearly audible, and my nerves were very nervous at this moment.

Fortunately, the firelight now landed one or two meters above my head. The light emitted by the flames effectively dispersed the surrounding darkness. The dark figures surrounding not far away did not dare to look towards me at this time.

I rushed towards me, and it seemed that they were also very afraid of the light of these flames above my head.

I stopped temporarily. Now the surroundings are full of dangers. I can only rely on the fire above my head to gain temporary safety. However, what should I do next? This is a very serious question. It is placed in front of me.

There are actually not too many choices.

To go, I must keep moving forward. However, the question of where to go is very worthy of my careful consideration. There is no destination, no hope, and no understanding of this endless darkness.

Of course, I can't really think about anything when I'm dreaming. I just rely on my own instinct to face the dream environment. In fact, everything around us seems very blurry in the dream, but you

There will be a fuzzy central sensory area in your brain that allows you to understand what the surrounding situation is like.

Let's move on. I finally made up my mind. The black shadows around me gradually disappeared into the darkness. How many terrifying creatures like them were hidden in those areas that couldn't be illuminated by the bright blood moon.

This bright fire seems to have its own consciousness. It will walk in front of me, and then seems to want me to follow its footsteps, so I think it is guiding me on the right path.

, followed it again, but this time it was only one or two meters away from me.

When I carefully wanted to see clearly what was in the fire, another voice came from the fire. This was the voice of an old man:

"Young man, why are you here? This is not the place you should be. I saw that you have been following me before, which shows that your willpower is quite good, so I want to help you.

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"Um, are you a fire elf? I don't know why I'm here. Can you help me get out of this place?"

"Me, the Fire Elf? I don't know what kind of thing I am, and I don't know how long I have been in this place, but none of these are important. I should leave this place today.

Already."

"Leave this place? What kind of existence is this place?"

"This place, hahahaha, of course you know where this place is, but it's a pity that you are just a little forgetful."

"Am I forgetful? But I really don't know where this place is!"

"It doesn't matter where you are here, you just need to follow me, and I will find a way to take you out of this world."

I just followed this strange flame and walked forward. I never saw those black figures that might be werewolves along the way. I don't know if they have completely left or are more cautious and hidden in the darkness.

Waiting for a better opportunity to jump out and tear me apart completely.

Darkness is not actually the biggest enemy. Just as I have felt before, fear is the most dangerous and despicable enemy. It often appears when you are most helpless, and it quietly disappears when you are strong.

Hide, but when you feel weak, it will come out and swallow you, pulling you into the abyss, so that you can never escape the darkness.

I gradually seemed to understand something. This flame seems to represent the light and hope deep in our hearts. It has always existed, and it seems to have always maintained a certain distance from you. If there is no light in your heart, then this

The light of hope of the group representative will go away from you until you can never see it again.

Only when you don’t give up the light deep in your heart even when facing darkness and fear, will it come back to you and help you overcome those darkness and fears. This is hope. There is hope.

Hope is very fragile at times. If your heart is not strong enough, then this weak fire may be completely swallowed up by the surrounding darkness. But if your heart is strong enough, this flame representing hope will become

You guide the way forward and ultimately lead you out of this endless darkness and fear.

So to overcome these darkness and fears, the most important thing is to overcome our own hearts. No one can really help you in this endless darkness. Only when your own heart is strong can you attract people.

The light of hope and lead you out of the darkness and overcome fear.

Of course, these are the truths that I gradually realized after I woke up. At this time, I was still following the fire with a confused face, not knowing what kind of terrible things I would face next.

When I thought something terrible might happen, the terrible thing really happened. It was a huge python with a huge body. It was entangled in a big tree in front of me, and I had to walk through it.

Pass the area where the big tree is located, because gradually I have been led by the fire into a valley with towering rock walls on both sides. This seems to be the only passage, although I don’t know that this fire will lead me

Where does it lead, but now I have no other choice but to believe it.

The huge python was hovering above the big tree, and the firelight above my head became slightly brighter. This allowed me to barely see the big snake and most of the tree's body clearly. They were too huge, at least.

For me it's like this.

"Why are you here?"

An old and pale voice sounded. I looked around and didn't know where the voice came from. Suddenly I realized that the voice seemed to come from the big tree in front of me.

The python is there.

"Are you this big snake?"

"That's right, it's me. If you want to pass by me, you must answer some questions for me. If your questions satisfy me, then you can pass by without incident. If your questions don't satisfy me, then you can pass by without incident.

If you are satisfied, then I’m very sorry, you have to pay some price.”

"If I don't answer the question to your satisfaction, will you eat me?"

"Of course, I'm not really interested in eating your flesh. What I'm interested in is your soul. If your answer doesn't satisfy me, then I will eat your soul and let you stay forever.

Become my slave in this darkness."

I was a little surprised, and took a step back cautiously. Only then did I realize that the path behind me had disappeared at some point. I saw that the narrow valley behind me was closing at a speed visible to the naked eye. I had already

The possibility of retreating was completely lost, and the huge python in front of him had completely blocked the way forward.

"It seems that I have no other choice but to try to answer your question."

"You're right, you really have no other choice. Of course, you don't need to worry so much. If your

If your soul meets the standards, then your answer will satisfy me. If your soul does not meet the standards, then no matter how you think about your answer, you will not be able to satisfy me."

"You mean to say that my end was already doomed from the beginning?"

"So to speak, so you just need to answer my questions truthfully. You don't need to use other tricks. Those things will not help you pass this little test."

I fell into silence for a while, and the ball of fire kept hovering above my head.

"Well, since you said so, just ask, and I will answer truthfully if I know."

"I will ask you three questions in total. These three questions are actually very critical to you, but you may not be aware of it. To put it bluntly, what I want to test is the depth of your heart that is hidden by you.

your true self.”

"Is it so powerful?"

I blinked my eyes slightly and looked at this huge python in disbelief. Its entire body was hovering above a big tree that reached the sky. The snake skin was constantly rubbing against the bark of the tree, making a loud sound.

Bursts of harsh sounds.

"Here comes my first question, do you know why you met Jessica?"

After I heard this question, I immediately fell into silence. I didn't know how to answer it. When you are in a dream, you can't really think. The answers you give are actually yours.

The answer prepared for you subconsciously in the brain, so when I recalled this fragment of the dream later, I understood what this snake hovering on the big tree really meant, and what it meant to the question I raised.

What exactly does it mean?

But in this dream, I could clearly feel that I had some thoughts on this issue, but in fact, the last words I said were not what I thought in my mind.

"Jessica and I must have some kind of special fate. I don't know why you know about Jessica, but she is indeed very important to me. Now the two most important things in my life are

One thing is basketball, and the other is Jessica. I don’t know why she appeared in my life, but I believe it is fate.”

"Hahahahaha."

The big snake didn't answer me directly, but let out a strange laugh. It was only then that I realized that this big python was a bit too human-like. This was really strange, but I didn't realize it at the time.

He didn't realize that he was actually in a dream.

"What are you laughing at? Is there anything in my answer that makes you laugh so happily?"

"Why I laugh doesn't actually matter. Well, you should think about what has happened to you since Jessica and you met. Don't you have any thoughts in your heart? Don't you think it's a little strange?"

After a long time, I recalled the three questions that the big python asked me in this dream, and I gradually understood something. This dream was exactly the subconscious idea deep in my heart. With the help of the big python,

It was brought up to me that maybe I have always had some doubts about Jessica's appearance deep in my heart. Although I tried hard to convince myself to believe her 100%, my subconscious will not lie.

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"I'm not surprised, okay? Why should I be surprised? I've already told you my answer. Please don't ask such very strange questions again. If you ask me again, just treat it as if it's yours.

The second question, whether you are satisfied with my answer or not, I can guarantee that these answers are my most authentic answers."

"Is this really the truest thought in your heart?"

"It's absolutely true, no matter how many times you ask me, my answer will always be like this."

"Okay, then I will ask you the second question. I hope you can think about the answer carefully before answering. This will be good for you and me."

"What's in it for you? I think you're really weird. As a python, don't you think your control is a bit too lenient?"

"I am such a python. Now that you have come to my territory, sorry, you have to abide by my rules of the game."

"Okay, okay, please tell me the remaining two questions quickly. I really don't want to waste time with you here anymore."

"My second question, please listen carefully, that is who do you think between Shaq and you can become the real future of the Lakers."

I originally thought it wanted to ask some serious question, but when I heard it asked such a common question, a smile appeared on my lips, but then I realized that something was not quite right.

, this question doesn’t seem to be that easy to answer.

Because this question is a bit of a provocation at first, neither I nor Shaq seem to be very good at answering it. Moreover, such a question with a very large room for maneuver can actually have a lot of interpretations, even if I am not sure about it.

There is actually no ready answer to this question.

So I fell into a long silence.

"What's wrong? You can't answer such a simple question? I think you won't be able to pass this place today."

The python's voice obviously contained a bit of contempt and gloating, which made me feel very uncomfortable after listening to it, but I really couldn't make up my mind to choose one on this issue.

"I think the future of the Lakers will definitely be me."

"Okay, you finally made your choice, so here comes the third question, why do you think you are the only future for the Lakers?"

"Did I say I was the only future for the Lakers?"

"Otherwise, what do you think I mean by this question? I'll allow you to think about it for a while, but no matter how you answer this question, the result will be the same. I can easily tell the real meaning behind your question."

"So you have figured out the true meaning of my first two questions? Do you think I lied?"

"To be honest, you can't lie."

When I heard the python say these words, I suddenly felt a little strange. Why was it so sure that I couldn't lie about these issues? It wasn't until later when I recalled this dream that I realized that the python represented

In fact, it is another subconscious mind deep in my heart. I can’t lie to my subconscious mind. It already knows the answer to the deepest secret in my heart, and the process of asking me questions is more like

The subconscious reminds my conscious mind.

But what I have never been able to figure out is why I had such a dream this night.

In fact, I woke up from my dream before I could answer the third question. When I woke up, there was a chill all over my body, and there was even some faint sweat on my back.

You must know that my physical fitness is very good. Logically speaking, it is impossible for me to suffer from sweating while sleeping. In addition, I can't remember much about what happened in the dream just now.

Later, I don’t know why the situation and memory in this dream slowly came back bit by bit, and it was more real than any other dream. This process of disappearing and retrieving memories is very strange.

It's like there is such a small box deep in my brain. It intentionally stores the contents of these dreams and usually does not let my conscious mind know about their existence. However, for some unknown reason, under certain conditions,

These dream fragments stored in the subconscious mind will be slowly unlocked, and then the conscious mind and subconscious mind will gradually communicate and merge with each other, eventually creating a brand new me.

This process was actually completed unconsciously, so that I didn’t feel much during the process. The content of this chapter is actually more of my later memories. In fact, there may be something in this dream.

Some details were forgotten by me, or some details were biased. These are inevitable things, but later I also understood how this night's dream played a decisive role in my growth, and it also made me

Paying more attention to the development of my inner spiritual world has made me realize that there is a more powerful subconscious mind beneath my conscious mind, and that my true potential and secrets are hidden in the abyss of that subconscious mind.

Waiting for the day when I can have the courage to regain the strength buried in this subconscious abyss little by little.

Of course, this process is also very difficult. Maybe I don't usually show this difficulty on the outside, but this kind of inner tempering is indeed real, and this kind of tempering cannot be easily overcome.

As the saying goes, difficulties are like springs. If you are strong, they will be weak. If you are weak, they will be strong. If you want to overcome the terrible problems in your subconscious, you have to face them and face the abyss.

, let the abyss face you. Only by defeating it can you have the opportunity to rescue your true self from there, and can you have the opportunity to let others understand how powerful you really are.

In fact, in the timeline of my previous life, Kobe had a lot of willpower that was beyond ordinary people. It is said that the US military special forces also conducted a series of psychological willpower tests on Kobe, and the results showed that Kobe's

His willpower is even stronger than that of many top special forces soldiers.

This also fully shows that Kobe's success is not only achieved by physical talent or simple hard training. Behind this superstar aura, there is also the contribution of mental strength that is not easy to be discovered. Kobe attaches great importance to the deep understanding of his heart.

In the development world, he is always so taciturn, but he always uses actions to prove his efforts and strength. He always looks full of anger, but you must know that before he yells at you, before he

Deep in his heart, he has already roared at himself thousands of times. He hopes that you can have higher requirements for yourself like him, even if it is only one-tenth of what Kobe himself requires of himself.

Therefore, many people do not understand Kobe, saying that he is paranoid, and that he is too demanding. In fact, he is already very tolerant to others. Only if people truly see his cruelty to himself will they truly understand what Mamba Mentality is.

Mamba Mentality is not independence, Mamba Mentality is not madness.

The Mamba Mentality is not just the spirit of not admitting defeat.

The real Mamba spirit is first of all high demands on oneself, an almost harsh severity towards oneself, an uncompromising attitude towards one's own destiny, and a spirit of pursuing the ultimate in life. It represents not being easily satisfied.

And it's not just about not giving up easily.