Reborn since 2005

Chapter 129 An explanation for myself

On March 29, Yan Xin came to work again after a day of rest.

When Ellie passed by his post, she talked about the lyrics he posted in his diary and said, "You write really well. I never thought you were so talented."

When he said this, his eyes were filled with light.

Obviously, Yan Xin's lyrics amazed her.

It’s not that the lyrics are particularly amazing, but considering that Yan Xin is only a nineteen-year-old boy and a security guard who works for him, it is amazing that he can write such a thing.

Yan Xin felt a little embarrassed when she saw her, and said modestly:

"It's not really talent, it's just the accumulation of emotions in daily life."

"No, that's talent," Ally said. "Most people don't have the ability to express their emotions. If they can express their emotions so well, that's talent."

She looked at Yan Xin, feeling very happy for him, but also feeling a little inexplicably disappointed - such an outstanding person would definitely not be working as a security guard here forever, and would leave here soon.

Then I felt that my thoughts were quite selfish.

After getting rid of this thought, he said with a smile:

"You are so talented, it would be great if you could write a song for me in the future."

Yan Xin patted his chest and made a promise: "Don't worry, Sister Lili, as long as you want it, I will write it for you even if you don't eat or sleep!"

Isn’t it just a matter of copying a song?

The only difficulty is to decide which song to copy.

After receiving such a promise, Ai Lili's mood suddenly improved.

It doesn't matter when it is fulfilled, as long as there is such a promise.

At around ten o'clock that morning, Gu Ru came to Yan Xin's post. This time, her attitude towards Yan Xin was different from before. It was no longer just superficially polite, but she became much more respectful.

When he saw Yan Xin, he smiled and said, "I didn't expect that the property management company in this community would have such a talented person like you."

Yan Xin also laughed: "I just like singing and humming nonsense. I have no professional knowledge at all. I can't even read the musical notation. It's just the nonsense of an amateur, which makes Sister Ru laugh."

Gu Ru said: "But what you, an amateur, have come up with has been praised by many professionals."

As I spoke, I felt quite emotional.

She studied music herself, and also studied songwriting and composition, otherwise she wouldn't be able to sing out the tunes while listening to Yan Xin's acapella singing.

However, after studying music theory for several years, the things I create just don’t have any spirituality at all, and I can’t even impress myself, let alone impress others.

She was an amateur, didn't know how to compose music, and was tone-deaf when singing, but the composition she composed was able to impress her and her group of professional friends.

Really don't know where to start.

After complimenting Yan Xin a few words, the conversation got down to the topic. He said that he had asked his friends to help arrange the music, and that he would also let Yan Xin participate in it and give guidance on what should be done.

In this regard, Yan Xin said that he is a complete amateur, knows nothing, and will not participate in such professional things.

He still knew how much he weighed, so he could copy some things from memory and get the general outline.

But he really doesn't know anything about professional things, so it's better to hide his humiliation than go out and show off his humiliation.

In fact, Gu Ru means the same thing. From the recording of Yan Xin singing, we can analyze that he is a complete layman. It is not a good thing to let a layman teach an expert what to do.

But from a polite point of view, if someone creates something by himself, he should still have a look at it.

After being rejected by Yan Xin, she breathed a sigh of relief and said with a smile: "In that case, I will wait until the finished product is made and then I will ask you to listen to see if it can achieve the taste you have in mind."

Yan Xin also smiled and said: "That's okay. Please explain in advance that I can only listen. I can't do such things as giving opinions."

This statement made Gu Ru even more satisfied. She felt that this young man was not only talented, but also knew how to advance and retreat.

Yan Xin asked her curiously: "Sister Ru, are you looking for someone to write songs for you to create an album?"

Gu Ru nodded and said: "I have this idea. I have been a singer for several years. I want to make a record for myself, which can be an explanation for my career as a singer."

Yan Xin was stunned when he heard this - why did this sound like a curtain call?

He asked tentatively: "Explain? Sister Ru, do you not want to be a singer?"

Gu Ru smiled a little self-deprecatingly and said: "Yes, I have been singing for several years and I know that I can't do anything in this industry. Instead of wasting time in mediocrity, it is better to leave early and go to another place."

A life."

Yan Xin suddenly became depressed - he put so much effort into singing to Gu Ru because he wanted to use this song as a bridge to enter the industry, find more customers, and transfer the songs in his memory to

Sell ​​it and convert it into money.

But now that this person is about to bid farewell to the music scene, that means tearing down all the bridges. Wouldn’t it be a useless effort?

No wonder he had never heard of this singer.

It turns out that I was already thinking about quitting now.

"Why don't you persist?" Yan Xin said, "Maybe when this album is released, sister Ru, you will become popular."

Gu Ru shook her head and said with a smile: "I have been in the industry for a few years, and I have a good idea of ​​whether it will be popular. I want to make an album, so that I can have my own work before quitting this industry. In the past, I was on stage.

When I sang other people's songs on the show, when I left, I still wanted to have something to prove that I had been in this industry. This is

I'm not planning to sell the album on the market - I'm just an unknown bar singer. If I really want to release an album, there's no market for it, so I have to release one to get one. I just want to make two thousand copies.

, to give to relatives, friends, and some people who have supported me in various bars to prove that I have been in this industry."

When she said these words, she had a somewhat wistful expression on her face.

Apparently he is somewhat unwilling to withdraw from this circle.

Only then did Yan Xin understand why he had never heard of this female singer's name.

He is not a singer, he is just a bar singer.

Perhaps the only highlight moment was entering the top ten of a certain youth singing competition, and then walking around with this status.

Before, he thought this was a singer signed to a record company and thought he could use her to break into the entertainment industry.

Now it seems that I still think too much.

People have been singing for a few years, but feel that there is no future, and want to quit the industry, and then release an album at their own expense to say goodbye to themselves.

People collect songs not because they want to become famous, but because they want to give themselves an explanation.

This album is not ready to be released on the market, it is just given away.

This made his blood run cold.

(End of chapter)