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Chapter 150 Control is too strict

The red Mazda stopped and honked its horn twice. Yan Xin knew that it was Ai Lili who was coming, so he walked over, opened the door, and got directly into the passenger seat.

It was not yet seven o'clock at this time.

"Have you had breakfast?" Ellie started the car and said, "If you haven't, I have bread and breakfast milk here. You can make do with it first."

"Thank you, Sister Lili, I've already eaten." Yan Xin said while fastening his seat belt.

He also looked at Ellie and saw that he was fine and fastened his seat belt, which showed that his reminder was still effective.

When he checked whether Ellie was wearing a seat belt, Ellie also felt his gaze, and suddenly she felt a little unnatural, and she didn't know what she was thinking of, and her face turned a little red.

Yan Xin didn't notice it.

The weather is a bit hot to begin with, so it's understandable that your face will be a little red.

He also praised: "Sister Lili is so beautiful today."

Ai Lili felt a little embarrassed and said with a smile: "Really?"

"Really, very beautiful," Yan Xin said, "I don't like to praise others. I always tell the truth. Now I must say this with my conscience - Sister Lily, you are beautiful!"

But after a pause, he added: "Sister Lily, you would be more beautiful if you wore a skirt. A girl as beautiful as you should wear a beautiful skirt, so that you will look more beautiful."

I also added in my mind: "If you wear black stockings, you will be more beautiful..."

It's summer now, but Ellie still wears conservative clothes.

Needless to say, when I go to work, I wear a professional suit, and the shirts are all long-sleeved on hot days. I don’t wear a skirt, just slim-fitting trousers.

Now I go hiking on my day off. Instead of wearing the black and white professional suit, I put on casual clothes, light blue jeans and a white shirt.

Not to mention showing the legs, not even the arms.

Ai Lili has quite long legs, and she would look good if she exposed her legs, but Yan Xin has never seen her with her legs exposed.

Whether it's the previous life or this life.

Maybe it's because her mother's control is too strict.

In contrast, Yan Xin dressed much more openly, wearing a T-shirt and shorts, which exposed both her legs and arms.

Ai Lili thought of the dresses hidden in her closet, and felt a little depressed, but she still said, "I don't like wearing dresses."

"You can like this." Yan Xin said.

Ai Lili snorted and said, "Then I'll give it a try in the future."

But thinking about her mother gives me a headache.

Yan Xin also knew the situation at her home. He went to burn incense that day and was questioned even if he came back late, but it left a deep impression on him.

Then he asked with a smile: "Why did Sister Lili come out to climb the mountain today?"

Aili rolled her eyes at him and said angrily: "What other reason can there be? It's just to burn incense and worship Buddha. I told her that I dreamed of going to Baolin Temple to burn incense, and a Bodhisattva told me that I would have a bloody disaster next.

Only a Bodhisattva can help me resolve many disasters. Then she asked me to go to Baolin Temple to burn incense in my free time."

One thing her mother often instilled in her was that girls should keep their virginity. If they don't keep it, they will be despised in the future. After getting married, they will be looked down upon by others, and they will not even be qualified to marry.

I'm afraid that she will follow the bad people in society and ruin her chastity, which will make her look dead.

Although we have already reached the 21st century, she still seems to be a person who came from the 19th century. I don't know if it has something to do with her own experience.

Being on guard at all times, Ai Lili had no personal space, so it was not easy to come out.

Thinking of this, she felt depressed.

She had a quarrel with her mother over this matter before, saying that it was a feudal concept.

Her mother expressed her helplessness: "I also know that it is a feudal concept, and I also know that it is bad, but those rich people have that concept, so what can you do? Those who have no money are just casual.

But can you suffer along with people who have no money?"

"I can." Ellie said at that time.

"But, you are my only daughter, and I will have to rely on you for my retirement. Are you going to marry a poor man and take me with you to suffer?" Her mother asked again.

Then she couldn't answer.

Her mother's living standard is quite high. She needs tens of thousands of yuan for monthly pocket money. She always complains about being poor and her father doesn't give her any money.

With her current salary, she simply cannot afford to support her.

If she wants to maintain her mother's current living standard, she must either become a rich man or marry a rich man.

If she could reach her mother's standard of living, it wouldn't be enough to be rich, but she would be very rich.

So her mother introduced her to people whose families were very rich, or who were very powerful.

As for whether a person is good or not, that is not important at all, as long as he can bring a luxurious life.

She was also helpless.

It’s not like I didn’t fight in the early years, but I finally gave in. Gradually, this obedience became something engraved in my bones.

This time, in order to climb the mountain with Yan Xin, she could only find such a reason.

When I said this, I felt a little aggrieved. I looked at Yan Xin and thought: "If I hadn't gone hiking with you, I wouldn't have lied to others."

Yan Xin didn't know what she was thinking, so he smiled and praised: "You are so smart, you didn't come up with such a reason."

Then he asked: "Are we going to take pictures of you again today?"

"You can take it or not take it," Ellie said. "Anyway, I haven't used up the photos I took last time. Just choose a few unused ones and show them to her."

"Then when will you go home?" Yan Xin asked again.

"In the evening, just like last time, go back after dinner." Ellie said.

Yan Xin had some surprises: "Aren't you afraid that your mother will call you again to urge you?"

Ai Lili looked at the road ahead, was silent for a while, and then said: "Just say it! It's hard to go out for a day, you have to have fun."

Yan Xin was about to say hello to her, and then heard her add:

"As long as we can get back before nine o'clock in the evening, it won't be a big problem."

Yan Xin was speechless: "Isn't this too strict?"

Aili felt the same way, but she still explained: "She did it for my own good."

Even she herself didn't believe this.

But what can be done?

The person she's talking about is her mother. She can't say she's not her mother, right?

Whenever such a thought occurs in my mind, I will think of the scene when she was angry with her mother when she was young, and her mother cut her wrists and committed suicide, with blood flowing all over the floor.

That was her lifelong shadow.

Yan Xin sighed and thought to himself: "It's so pitiful."

There are also some regrets: "The song "Prison Bird" came out a little too early, otherwise, I could copy this song and give it to her."

(End of chapter)