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Chapter 314 Birth, Old Age, Sickness and Death

Gu Ru has been busy since before the Chinese New Year and has been busy until after the first lunar month.

She has enjoyed the benefits brought by her popularity, and the price of commercial performances has soared. Singing a song starts at one or two hundred thousand, and some performances require several songs, and the price is more than five hundred thousand.

It can be seen from the feedback at the scene and from the media that she has indeed become famous and has become a popular singer, realizing her original dream.

But after realizing the dream, something suddenly felt empty.

The thing that I have been chasing for more than ten years is suddenly obtained, and then I find that it is nothing more than that.

The sudden explosion brought her a lot of glory, but it also brought her a lot of trouble.

When performing in other places, you have to be careful when traveling. If you want to go to famous local places, you are told that you can't.

——She is a star now, and being recognized may cause trouble.

I enjoyed the dividends, but lost a lot of freedom.

Just such a daughter, with a very rebellious personality. She was able to leave her materially well-off family and work outside for more than ten years for her own dreams. Now she has strong financial capabilities. They have no ability to force this daughter to obey them.

idea.

It's just that it's not easy to say this to her parents.

But now, I suddenly feel the tremendous pressure from birth, old age, illness and death.

Then she said some unintentional words on top, which she felt was quite tiring.

Chen Li also drank some wine, but he drank beer. He shook his head to express his objection: "Don't pity the parents in the world. Not all parents in the world are so pitiful. Some parents are really not good. What they give to their children is not necessarily love."

, but hurt.”

The rest went into Gu Ru's stomach.

However, in the same period of more than ten years, her parents have entered old age from middle age, with gray hair on their heads and wrinkles on their faces.

The home now is no longer the same as the home before.

It was only after getting to know Yan Xin that I gradually got rid of that shadow.

If you don't come up with such a work, you really can't write it.

Yan Xin wanted to refute Chen Li, but soon thought of Aili's parents, and then Feng Xi's parents, and felt that what Chen Li said made sense.

Yan Xin has no contact with Chen Li's parents and doesn't know much about them. But from Chen Li's story, they seem to be quite biased.

Now I sing the song "Where Has the Time Gone" again, and I have a deeper feeling.

Her family runs a factory and doesn't make much money, but in normal times, she can earn hundreds of thousands a year, so her family is not short of money.

She only talked about having children, not getting married, because she didn't want to get married at all.

Liang Wei followed him and drank some beer, but not much. She pursed her lips and said, "That's it. Maybe they want to be nice to me, but they don't have the ability to be nice to me. I always feel that I don't have anyone else's family."

The children are happy.”

Liang Wei glanced at him and whispered: "You drank too much."

Her parents are old and no longer strong in front of her.

More than ten years have not left many traces on her body, but have allowed her to mature from her immature youth.

——If good music can be created, Gu Ru believes that Yan Xin will definitely create it, because Xingguang Yuna is his own company and he can make money through this.

This is indeed still the case.

"Mom, don't worry, I will finish this year at most, and then I will stop doing anything and just wait to have children, and I have to give birth to two more!" Gu Ru said.

He added: "When we have children in the future, we must not be partial or be unfair parents."

As for whether to get married or not, it is no longer that important.

If they are willing to have children, in their concept, they will have someone to rely on when they grow old and will not be alone, and they will feel relieved.

After returning home, it was natural to urge her to get married.

The reason why she didn't join the circle was because she heard some stories in the circle, and she felt that it was not what she wanted.

Not to mention Ai Jing, from the beginning to the end, she only regarded Ai Lili as a money-making tool, and she was not worthy of being called a mother at all.

Fortunately, she doesn't hang out in social circles, otherwise, there would be more people to make friends with, which would be even more tiring.

There have been no new works for several months, which proves that Yan Xin is not lying.

Her dream ends here.

She did not find it difficult to pursue her dreams in the past ten years. At that time, she had a goal and was motivated to move towards that goal.

Chen Li shook his head: "Not necessarily the majority."

She really didn't feel much about the warmth of her family. She just felt that that family was what bound her.

These words made Gu Ru very sad.

She and Ellie drank a bottle of red wine and finished it quickly.

More importantly, she knows exactly where her upper limit is, and she has already reached it.

Chen Li raised his glass and clinked it with her, drank it in one gulp, and said with a smile:

The only thing that can support her going forward is money.

But she has made a lot of money now.

She is luckier than those singers because she met a creatively talented person like Yan Xin.

When she was sweeping the graves of her grandparents, her mother said this to her: "When your father and I die one day, you will still miss us and come to visit our graves every year. But you won't get married if you don't get married."

After you give birth to a child... probably no one will come to clean up the weeds in this cemetery, right?"

When I was having dinner, I was clamoring for a drink because I was feeling depressed and wanted to drink to drown my sorrows.

Once while singing, I suddenly burst into tears.

Gu Ru was able to make such a compromise not because she was forced by her parents, nor because of their pleading, but because she was really touched.

Feng Xi's parents were very kind to Feng Chen, with complete fatherly and motherly love.

This time I went home and stayed with my parents for two days. I also thought about many things that I would never have thought about before.

No matter how hard you try in the future, you will never get to the next level, but will go downhill step by step.

After drinking too much, she started to talk a lot. She started talking about what happened when she went home a few days ago, about her parents urging her to get married and have children, and also talked about her thoughts.

Then I returned home the day before Qingming Festival and accompanied my parents to visit the graves.

With her current popularity, she could still get many commercial acting opportunities as long as she was willing, but later she couldn't stand it anymore and chose to give up those invitations.

Thinking about it now makes me collapse, and I don’t know what it will be like when I actually face it.

She doesn't need any material subsidy for her family when she goes home for a few days.

After returning to Yangcheng, I found out that she was the only one living in her house. Even Xiao Yuan had moved into the house she bought. She felt even more depressed. She simply didn't even go back home and stayed here with Yan Xin.

Chen Lidao: "How can I drink too much? Can you get me drunk with just this little beer?"

But now I see my parents are old and say such words in front of my grandparents’ graves, which makes me feel very emotional and makes me feel very sad.

"I feel the same way as you. I'm not as happy as other people's children. Well, I'm not as happy as my brother either."

If her parents had said such things to her ten years ago, she would not have taken them seriously.

It turns out that my parents have reached an age where they are thinking about what to do after death.

If it weren't for those songs, she wouldn't be able to reach this level.

Among professional singers, her skills are not top-notch, at best she is above average, and her appearance is about the same.

When she saw that scene, she felt sad.

She has been a singer for more than ten years, and she has to go to some social occasions, and her drinking capacity has also been improved, which is better than the average person's drinking capacity.

She said that she was still very busy and did not have time to talk about this. Later she also said that she did not want to get married and have children, but wanted to live a carefree life alone.

And she herself is in her thirties.

Now that I am willing to compromise, it is an unexpected blessing.

Yan Xin echoed: "What a pity for parents in the world! I was very rebellious for a few years and treated my dad very badly. I should have broken his heart in those years. When I think about it now, I want to slap myself in the face."

Growing old and dying were things that were far away from her and were issues that she had never considered.

But she didn't say it out loud.

She also complained a few words - she had to face such problems every time she went home, which made her very stressed and didn't want to go home.

At that time, she could only smile and comfort her parents: "I just said that I don't want children for the time being, but I don't mean that I don't want children for the rest of my life. Don't worry, I won't divorce our Gu family. And I promise you, if I have children in the future, I will

We must let his surname be Gu and pass on the incense of our Gu family."

Of course she knew this truth before, but at that time she felt that it was worth sacrificing some freedom in order to become famous.

Her mother is the shadow of her childhood, the shadow of her adolescence, and the shadow of her adulthood.

Her potential is not that high, she just has a dozen good songs.

That kind of fatherly love is just that.

Her parents also heard that something was not right, but they did not pursue the details.

I still have some fear in my heart, fearing that my parents will leave me one day.

However, Yan Xin also told her clearly that all the songs she wanted to write have been written, and without the previous state of mind, she would never be able to create such songs again.

As for how to have a child without getting married, in modern society, there are too many methods, and she is not worried at all.

Slowly, I regained the feeling of home.

Ellie's father seems to be very kind to her, but he has always refused to give his daughter a status. If something goes wrong, he has to sacrifice his daughter to save his son.

Then asked Liang Wei: "How do your parents treat you?"

What her parents need more is her company.

With her current conditions, she doesn't need to rely on a man to live, she can raise her children by herself.

Thinking of this, he sighed and said to Chen Li: "Of course there are exceptions, but most parents still think about their children."

If those songs were sung by any professional singer, it is possible for her to reach her current heights, and there will be many singers who can surpass her current heights.

She went downstairs to the supermarket to buy two bottles of red wine.

It is of course better to get married, have children and live a normal life.

For the so-called dream, I have been at odds with my parents for more than ten years. In the past two years, the relationship has eased, but it is not very close.

Ellie didn't drink as much as she did. She drank half of two bottles of red wine at most.

Now I have no motivation and suddenly feel very tired.

If you calm down and think about it, it is actually a very scary thing - for someone of her age.

Then he opened another bottle.

When your parents are alive, you still have a home, even if you don’t return to that home very often.

A few days of companionship gave her a new understanding of her parents, and she gradually became more accepting of them from her previous rejection.

When her parents are gone, she will be alone.

She could make more money and have more choices by hanging out in social circles, but her need for money was not very strong, so she gave up hanging around in social circles and gave up the worldly sophistication that greeted her.

"But you are already thirty-two years old. If you don't get married and have children quickly, you will become an advanced mother in the future." Her mother said worriedly.

But having children out of wedlock, in the parents' minds, is better than not getting married and having children.

As he spoke, his eyes suddenly turned red, and he scolded himself: "I am really nothing, so selfish. In the past ten years, I have only been chasing my so-called dream, and I have been so quarrelsome with my family.

They have hurt me for more than ten years. At least half of the white hair on their heads is white because of me."

Now she has lost the motivation to continue chasing her dreams. When she returned home and met her parents, she realized that more than ten years had passed. Her parents had both entered old age and had gray hair on their heads.

But now that I have become famous and have earned enough money for retirement, I find that it is very boring to wear a mask and sunglasses when going out.

At this time, I had some doubts in my heart - how could Yan Xin, a young man under twenty years old, write such a feeling?

I've actually been feeling a bit depressed these past two days.

In order to increase her popularity and get a better performance price, she will participate in some radio and television programs and accept interviews from some media.

But he was quite harsh on Feng Xi, his daughter.

Liang Wei said: "Our country's policy is that we can only have one child."

Some parents are really bad.

She knew something like this would happen one day, but she didn't know how to face it.

Her parents stopped forcing her.

She is now over thirty, already thirty-two years old, and her thoughts are not the same as before.

Ellie thought of her mother and felt deeply convinced.

I already got what I wanted most, and suddenly I felt tired of this kind of life, and I no longer had much motivation to continue.

Yan Xin couldn't help but laugh.

She understands that her potential has been exhausted.

But in a few years, I will gradually let go of second and third children, and even ask you to have another child.

Things are impermanent, and you can see it here.

Chen Li muttered: "As long as I am willing, what if I have two children? Can't I afford to pay the fine?"

Gu Ru said with a smile: "I have thought about this problem. You can go abroad to give birth to a child and directly register with a foreign household. When you return to China, you will still be a foreign guest. The treatment will be very generous."

(End of chapter)