Reborn since 2005

Chapter 386 Suddenly Thinking of You

Author: Hometown Three Thousand Miles

Gu Ru stayed at Yan Xin's house that day. Anyway, Yan Xin's house also had a spare house, so it would be no problem for her to stay there.

After dinner, a few people went out for a walk together. Without driving, they walked to the park nearest to them. They walked around until after ten o'clock before turning back. They passed by a barbecue restaurant and had a barbecue meal until after eleven o'clock.

go home.

In the next few days, Gu Ru lived at Yan Xin's place, but sometimes she would go to Xiao Yuan's place to sit during the day, and sometimes she would find a big tree in the community to sit under and be in a daze.

Every day she would go to the health center outside the community to get a massage - she didn't go there alone, she often took Chen Li and Xiao Yuan along with her, and sometimes called Yan Xin and Ai Lili there too.

She didn't dare to go alone.

Of course, these are all serious massages - unless they make special requests, we will not provide them with any improper massages.

They certainly won't make requests for special services.

This kind of life seems boring, but it also makes Gu Ru feel relaxed and leisurely.

There is no need to think about anything, no need to do anything, and completely empty yourself.

She thought it was good to be served with delicious food and drinks every day and to have friends as company.

In her words, it was like finally taking a breath of relief.

During this period of time, she was very tired from running around in various business performances. If she continued, she would almost collapse.

My physical condition is not good, and my mental pressure is quite high.

These days of recuperation allowed her to release the negative energy accumulated in her heart over the past few months. It also relieved her physical fatigue and her mental state became much better.

The originally pale and weak face gradually gained a hint of rosiness.

She did not choose to travel at the beginning because her physical condition was so bad. Traveling would not allow her to enjoy the beauty of travel, but would only make her feel more tired.

After resting like this for about ten days, Gu Ru felt that her physical condition had almost recovered, and then she proposed to go traveling together.

I don’t have a very clear destination, I just want to drive out and play by myself.

I didn’t pursue any 5A-level scenic spots. I stopped wherever I found interesting places along the way.

It doesn’t matter if it’s a scenic spot or not.

Anyway, as long as you have money, it’s ok.

In the end, there were five people who set off together.

Gu Ru, Xiao Yuan, and Chen Li.

Then there is the pair Yan Xin and Ai Lili.

They set out on October 27th, which was the weekend and Ellie didn't have to go to work.

The weekend before this, Yan Xin also went to the capital. The reason he gave was that he had to work on the e-commerce company, and he went to the capital to accompany Feng Xi for two days.

He also told Feng Xi that he was going to accompany some friends on a self-driving trip, which might take a month.

As for which friends they were, he gave two examples, one was Gu Ru and the other was Chen Li. The reasons he gave were that these two people had been working too hard during this period and wanted to go on a trip to relax their spirits.

pressure.

Both of these people have brought him huge financial benefits. They are good friends to begin with, and he will go with them regardless of circumstances.

Feng Xi didn't say anything more, and asked half-jokingly: "That Gu Ru, I've seen her before, she's quite pretty. Do you have a crush on her?"

Yan Xin denied it flatly, looking like he was insulted:

"What are you talking about? What are you talking about? She is more than ten years older than me. How could I fall in love with her?"

"More than ten years older, but pretty." Feng Xi said.

"Being pretty has nothing to do with me," Yan Xin said, "and the most important thing is that she doesn't like men."

"Ah?" Feng Xi was shocked.

In order to get approval for this self-driving tour, Yan Xin could only say this: "They are people in the literary and art circles who are more open-minded. I respect this and wish them well, but I cannot accept it."

Feng Xi looked him over: "You must not accept that bullshit open mind, otherwise, you will never get close to me in this life."

Yan Xin assured her: "You can rest assured that I will always be heterosexual and will only like the opposite sex!"

Feng Xi glanced at him and said quietly: "I thought you would say you would only like me forever."

"If you become a man, I won't accept it either." Yan Xin said seriously.

This is not a lie.

He doesn't discriminate against some things, but he really can't accept them.

Feng Xi actually yearns for this kind of travel that can be done at any time. She also has many places she wants to go.

But there is no way, she still has to go to school.

Not only do I need to go to school, I also need to take care of the company.

Such a large e-commerce company has now opened four online stores, and a fifth online store is already in preparation.

In addition, the acquisition of several factories is in progress. If the negotiations are successful, the company's supply chain will be more complete, allowing them to obtain cheaper products and become more competitive.

She needs to do many things.

A self-driving trip, and a month-long self-driving trip, is something I can only think about now.

Even during the winter and summer vacations, there won't be enough time to do such things.

No matter what, we have to wait for her to graduate from college and for her company to get on the right track and stabilize.

But it takes a long time to think about it.

In the end, she could only tell Yan Xin: "Be careful on the road, take more photos and videos, and send them to me on the computer so that I can feel your happiness."

The pitiful look made Yan Xin feel pity and promised her: "Don't worry, when we are free in the future, we will also take a self-driving trip. We can go wherever we want and play as long as we want."

A smile appeared on Feng Xi's face: "Okay, set the time for our honeymoon trip after we get married."

Yan Xin didn't know when they would get married, or even who he would marry in the future, but he agreed without hesitation: "Okay, it's a deal!"

Now he doesn't have any psychological pressure to say such things, he just blurts it out.

Whether the promise can be fulfilled is something that will be considered in the future. What he is considering now is how to maintain the current status.

It was important to inform Feng Xi about this matter, because he had promised Feng Xi before that he would have to come to the capital twice a month to accompany her.

However, the next self-driving trip may take a month, so he will have no way to accompany Feng Xi.

Therefore, this matter must be approved by Feng Xi.

Otherwise, it will be a violation of the promise, and it will not be easy to do business with him in the future.

After getting approval from Feng Xi, Yan Xin could prepare for the self-driving trip with confidence.

Chen Li took Liang Wei out last winter, driving all the way east and then turning north. They passed through more than a dozen provinces and cities on the way and spent several months wandering around.

He has rich experience in this area.

With his participation, a lot of trouble can be saved.

But this time the direction was different, they were going west.

They traveled in three cars in total.

Among the five people, only Madoka doesn't have a car.

Yan Xin and Aili drove a car, Gu Ru and Xiao Yuan drove in a car, and Chen Li drove a car alone.

On the 27th, the first day of the self-driving tour, they stopped in a small town that evening. There was a not-so-famous scenic spot near the small town.

They decided to go to that place the next day and spend the day.

We stayed in that small town that night.

While eating, Yan Xin discovered that Chen Li was not in a very high mood and drank two bottles of beer by himself.

After eating, they went shopping together. He and Chen Li walked at the back, and then asked Chen Li:

"What's wrong with you? Why do you feel like you're a little out of sorts? Are you worried about updating the novel?"

"No, I've been working hard on coding these days. I've already saved forty or fifty chapters in manuscripts. There's no pressure at all to update them," Chen Lida said.

"Then why are you unhappy?" Yan Xin was confused.

Chen Li hesitated for a while and then said with some embarrassment:

"Don't laugh at me when you say it..."

When Yan Xin heard this, he knew that there would be something funny that he would say, and he was already ready to laugh.

But he still said seriously: "Don't worry, you can say whatever you want, I won't laugh at you."

Chen Li hesitated for a while, laughed awkwardly, and said:

"I don't know what happened, but I suddenly thought of Liang Wei."

Yan Xin was already ready to burst into laughter, but when he heard him say this, he suddenly realized that it was not funny at all.

After taking a look at Chen Li's expression, he looked a bit sad, and it didn't look like he was lying, so he asked:

"I never thought about her before. Did you just suddenly think of her today?"

Chen Li nodded: "Yes, I have almost forgotten that there is such a person, but this time I went on a self-driving trip with you, I suddenly remembered the self-driving trip I took with her last year, and then I thought of her."

When he said this, there was still some confusion on his face.

Last year, Chen Li went on a self-driving trip. He and Liang Wei set off together and wandered around for several months.

This is his first time to travel, appreciate the beauty of this world, feel the beauty of this world, and also feel the beauty of money and youth.

In his memory, Liang Wei was present in these beautiful scenes.

By this year, Liang Wei had broken up with him and had not contacted him for several months. The traces of this woman in his world were slowly disappearing, and he even forgot that such a woman existed.

He had already adapted to such a world, but this time he was traveling by car, which suddenly reminded him of the woman he had lived with for such a long time.

Then, suddenly I felt a little melancholy.

In his world, women come and go, and countless women have changed.

However, it is basically a one-time event, and it is rare for it to happen more than twice.

Liang Wei is not his only woman, but she is the only one who has stayed by his side for such a long time.

She is also the only woman with whom he has seriously considered whether to spend the rest of his life with her.

Although he gave a negative answer in the end, at least he had considered such a question in his heart.

I have also imagined what it would be like for two people to be together in the future.

It's just that he feels that with his current conditions, he can live a more exciting life and shouldn't be tied to one woman for the rest of his life.

He wants to gain more freedom and experience more beauty in this world.

He also doesn’t want a woman who will tie him up emotionally and legally, and bring him material losses.

So he chose freedom in the end.

He wants that kind of unfettered freedom.

Then this woman disappeared from his world.

When Liang Wei first left, he even felt a sense of relief - finally getting rid of this woman, he could live a colorful life again.

For a long period of time, his life was indeed colorful, and the women around him changed one by one, all with young and beautiful bodies.

As long as he pays a small amount of money, he can get what he wants.

He doesn't care whether the soul is interesting or not.

What he needs is a young and beautiful body, and what he needs is to release his lust.

He liked this exchange very much.

It will not bring him any fetters or any trouble.

He thinks he is very happy, and he thinks this is the best way to open up life.

It's just that this self-driving trip suddenly reminded me of the self-driving trip last year and every moment of the two of us being together last year.

Within those beautiful scenery, there are beautiful people.

A woman who had been with him for so long and then suddenly became silent.

I felt inexplicably sad.

Those places that two people have been to, the memories that two people have together, without one person to recall, suddenly it feels like the memories are not complete.

When I think back to that time in the future, I'm afraid I will feel very melancholy.

——During the period of separation from Liang Wei, he had no time to recall. He was just coding, enjoying life, and changing the female companions around him one by one.

This time when he opened the box of memories, he suddenly discovered that in his memory, in what he thought was the best time, there was the figure of such a woman.

The woman has left.

But that woman still existed in his memories, and she existed in his best memories.

After the two broke up, in a few months, there were countless women around him.

But he couldn't remember any of those women.

I can't remember my name, my appearance, or my personality. I can only vaguely remember that they were all young and beautiful bodies.

However, he could not forget Liang Wei.

Just because I haven't thought about it for a long time doesn't mean I forgot.

When I opened the box of memories, I discovered that the figure of that woman was so clear in my memories.

The woman who has been with him for the longest time.

The woman who accompanied him during the most beautiful time.

The more I think about it, the worse it feels.

Driving all the way here, looking at the scenery along the way, I was thinking about what would happen if Liang Wei sat in his passenger seat at this moment.

——Maybe he had this idea just because he was lonely, just because in this team of five people and three cars, he was the only one driving a car alone, which made him think of the person who had been with him the longest.

Time woman.

But no matter what the reason was, he really missed Liang Wei that day.

During lunch, he even thought about calling Liang Wei.

However, when I dialed the number, I got a message saying that the number was out of service.

He had Liang Wei’s QQ account, but it was blocked.

I knew that the four people traveling with me all had Liang Wei's QQ accounts and had not been blocked. I wanted to ask, but I was too embarrassed to ask for fear of being laughed at by them.

At this time, Yan Xin asked. He hesitated for a long time and spoke his mind.

Then he asked tentatively: "Do you still have contact with her now? Do you know what her situation is now?"

Yan Xin shook his head: "After you broke up, I didn't contact her. I just heard from Lily that she returned to her hometown and said she wanted to start her life again."

Chen Li's face turned a little ugly when he heard the words "re-living a new life" and asked, "Did she find a new man?"

Yan Xin glanced at him and knew what he was thinking, and couldn't help but said: "She wanted to marry you, but you refused and the two of them broke up. She wanted to find a man to marry. Isn't that normal? Even if

I haven’t found one now, but I will definitely find one in the future. You won’t tell me, you don’t know the result, right?”

Chen Li sighed: "You are right, this is bound to happen."

Yan Xin smiled: "You guys are not thinking about being with her again, are you? Let me tell you, there is no regret medicine in this world. If you dump someone, they may not always stand in the same place.

She is waiting for you - she is also quite good, not the kind of girl that no one wants."

"No," Chen Li shook his head, "She wants to get married, but I don't know how to get married, so it's impossible for us to be together."

"Then you are now..." Yan Xin was a little confused.

"I just think of her," Chen Li said honestly, "I want to know how she is doing now and whether she is doing well."

Yan Xin thought for a while and nodded: "I can understand it. After all, we have been together for such a long time. Even a stone can have some feelings, let alone a human being?"

"Would you like to ask me about her current situation?" Chen Li looked at him with some expectation in his eyes.

The three women walking in front entered a clothing store, and Yan Xin also stopped outside the store door.

He slapped his mouth, took out his mobile phone, and said, "Okay, let me ask you something."

I opened QQ, scrolled down the friend list for a while, and finally found Liang Wei’s QQ account and sent her a message:

"Sister Wei, are you there?"

After sending it, he said to Chen Li: "I sent the message, but I don't know if she will reply to my message. I can't give you a guarantee."

"I can understand this," Chen Li was open-minded, "Do your best and obey fate."

After waiting for a few minutes, the other party finally replied:

"I'm having breakfast, what can I do?"

After seeing this piece of information, the two of them looked at each other, and then looked at the surrounding environment, feeling quite incredible.

It's obviously evening, what's for breakfast?

Yan Xin asked: "Have breakfast? Did I read it correctly? Isn't it at night now?"

After a while, Liang Wei sent a message: "I am in the United States now. It is night over there, but it is still morning over here."