Reborn since 2005

Chapter 72 A mother who is too controlling

After hearing Yan Xin's words, Ai Lili was silent for a while and then said:

"It's not easy for my mother. Over the past twenty years, her thoughts have been devoted to me. She has sacrificed a lot for me and regards me as her support for the rest of her life. If I don't listen to her, she will be very sad.

.”

Yan Xin said: "However, not everything your parents say should be listened to. Some words should be listened to, and some words should not be listened to."

"But if I disobey, the consequences will be serious." Ellie said.

"How serious is it?" Yan Xin couldn't understand.

"When I was fifteen or sixteen years old, I used to be very rebellious. I felt that my mother controlled me too much, and I wanted to go against my mother. Then...then..."

At this point, Ellie suddenly couldn't speak anymore.

After a moment of silence, he said:

"Then my mother slit her wrists...she bled a lot that day, and the floor turned red..."

Yan Xin's eyes widened: "Is it so exaggerated?"

Ellie didn't answer him, but her hands on the steering wheel were trembling slightly.

Obviously the scene in her memory had a huge impact on her.

Yan Xin thought about the scene he brought her into. It was indeed terrifying and beyond the psychological endurance of a girl.

He had some doubts in his heart: "Who knows if it was true that he committed suicide by cutting his wrists? After all, it is not impossible to fake it."

But this suspicion is difficult to raise.

Recalling the scene at that time, Ai Lili's voice trembled a little, and she said: "Fortunately, I was rescued in the end. If I hadn't been rescued, I... I would have been the culprit who forced my mother to death... I will never be able to do anything for the rest of my life."

It will be peaceful..."

Not only that he will not be at peace for the rest of his life unless he is rescued.

She had been rescued, and now she recalled the scene with lingering fear - she almost forced her biological mother to death.

This pressure oppressed her for several years.

After a while, he calmed down his emotions, smiled again, and said to Yan Xin:

"After that, I never had a fight with my mother. Although she was very strict with me, she did it for my own good. She was the kind of person who was willing to sacrifice her life for my own good."

"After that, I never rebelled."

"I listen to her and don't make friends who are not helpful to my future when I'm studying."

"I don't know what kind of people can help me in my future, so I didn't have a single friend in high school."

"I don't have any male or female friends."

"It's because I'm stupid, I didn't get good grades in school, and I couldn't get into a good university."

"There was no other way, so my mother asked me to study abroad again."

"Others think I am an international student who returned from overseas, which is great. In fact, I studied abroad just because I couldn't get into a good university. I went to a community college."

"During the years when I was studying abroad in college, my mother didn't trust me, fearing that I would become bad if no one took care of me, so she also followed me to study abroad. She really put all her thoughts into me."

"I studied abroad for several years at university, but I never made any friends."

"After returning to China, I originally wanted to find another job. After all, the reputation of being an international student still works, and others don't know that I actually went to a community college with poor teaching quality. I am willing to pay a higher salary than a famous domestic university."

to hire me, but my mother did not agree. She asked me to work at Fengxiang Property..."

"I knew she was doing it for my own good, so I came."

"She doesn't trust my eyesight and won't let me fall in love, but she really hopes that I get married as soon as possible. Almost every month, she arranges for me to go on a blind date with promising and capable people carefully selected by her.

.”

"But, I don't like those people..."

"I know she does it for my own good. Every blind date she chooses can make my future material life more secure. However, I really can't accept it..."

He obviously said it with a smile, but as he spoke, his eyes became moist.

Yan Xin didn't know what to say.

What Ellie said was that her mother was good to her, but this description made him feel suffocated.

Such a mother is so terrible.

Maybe Ai Lili really thought her mother was doing it for her own good, but Yan Xin didn't think so.

In his memory, after Ellie's car accident, the mother did not appear too sad, but more focused on fighting for her own interests.

She may have really invested a lot of energy in this daughter, and even put everything on the line.

But that was not for her daughter's happiness, but for her own happiness - including arranging blind dates for Ellie with so-called promising and capable people.

Yan Xin had no way of thinking that a mother who forced her daughter to use self-mutilation, a mother who asked her daughter to obey her opinion on everything, could be a loving mother.

However, he couldn't say these words.

I originally thought that as the illegitimate daughter of a real estate boss, Ellie's life should be quite happy, but when she heard her say that, she was not happy at all.

The economic conditions are good. I can live in a good house, drive a good car, and have no shortage of money.

But my personal space is so tightly controlled, I don’t have my own life, I just live for others.

Such a life is quite sad.

Ellie has never said these words to anyone else, and there has never been anyone who can listen to her.

After she said it this time, she felt like she was complaining to her mother, so she smiled again and said:

"Actually, my mother is a little more strict with me. She is very good to me in other aspects. She is mainly worried that I am young and inexperienced and don't know the complexity of society, and she is afraid that I will be led astray by others."

Yan Xin couldn't say anything, so he could only nod in agreement: "I can understand parents' concerns about their children."

But I still couldn't help but say: "But I have seen so many strict parents, but I have never seen one as strict as your mother."

Ellie thought to herself: "I haven't seen it either..."

I can only explain in a low voice: "Everyone is different, and every parent is different."

Today was originally a very happy day, but the final happiness was ruined by a phone call. Both of them were a little depressed.

Later, they didn't bring up the topic again.

The atmosphere was no longer the same as before.

The red Mazda drove all the way and encountered a traffic jam on the road, but it was not serious.

When she encountered a traffic jam, Ellie looked a little anxious. She was obviously worried that she would not be able to get home before 8:30 and would not be able to explain to her mother.

Fortunately, I left enough time, and when I finally went back, it was only 8:10.

The car stopped at an intersection, and Ai Lili said apologetically: "I should have sent you to where you live, but I'm running out of time today, so I can only send you here. I'll give you ten yuan."

, you can call back later."

The place where she parked was only half a mile away from the building where she lived. She didn't dare park too close for fear that her mother would find out that she was driving a man back, so she could only park here.

After finishing speaking, he also took out ten yuan to give to Yan Xin.

After being rejected by Yan Xin, he said with a smile:

"You don't need this. It's not far from where I live. I just need to eat and exercise after dinner, so I can just walk over."

Ai Lili forcefully gave it to him: "Take it, it's five or six miles away. It's too tiring to walk there."

Thanks to the book friend 2022 mantissa 070 for the reward.

(End of chapter)