Reborn: The Godfather Has Fallen For Me

Shen Xiaoxiao felt that she had never talked about feelings with 19, and they were also surrounded by children, business, or other miscellaneous things every day.

But when she suddenly heard 19 talking about these things with her, she was really confused for a while, but she had to admit that what 19 said was right.

In fact, she discovered a long time ago that there are some problems with the way she and Yan Kuan get along. When they had no children before, the two of them would fight, you would fight, you would try, and I would hide. Even if there were conflicts, they would do it directly. All the conflicts and so on were pressed down, thinking that they were gone, but at a certain moment, they suddenly broke out.

Otherwise, they wouldn't have separated for three years because of this. Of course, there were many other reasons for their separation.

But if it wasn't for her lack of confidence in Yan Kuan, she wouldn't have taken her child to hide for three years.

This is not something that can be said and done.

Originally, she also thought that Yan Kuan couldn't be forgiven so easily. After all, there are many injuries, and I can forgive you if you don't say sorry.

It's not that you and I can solve it on the bed after making love a few times, and it's not that you get hurt and my heart hurts, so we can just run aground.

neither.

There are some problems that have existed in the first place, but have not been solved at all.

Yes, I feel sorry for you being hurt, and I am even more anxious if you have an accident. I wish I was the one who got hurt.

But these are all because of my love for him, but these loves are not used to show squandering, not to hurt wantonly.

Perhaps when your life is threatened, you will find that all these small problems are not problems, but when you become smooth, many problems that you thought you could ignore still exist.

Shen Xiaoxiao admits that she doesn't know how to fall in love and how to maintain the relationship between them.

Both of them are crossing the river by feeling the stones and learning little by little.

It's not that this layer remains the same, she can't deny Yan Kuan's efforts and some changes, but she is also changing and learning.

It's just that there are many things that must be taken seriously, especially when Yan Kuan is himself.

I have to admit that the several conflicts were not all because Yan Kuan was in his own hands and told her after everything was settled, but by then it was too late, and many misunderstandings had already been caused.

A lot of damage was done as well.

Therefore, what 19 said actually makes sense. Although she doesn't need flowers or sweet words so pretentiously, she needs communication more, real communication.

"Then what do you say I'm going to do?"

"Enjoying your own life is the premise, knowing how to protect yourself is the premise."

"To be straightforward?"

What happened to this 19 today?

"Besides Huang Yueyan, do you have other friends? Do you have other interests besides career? Besides, are those careers what you want to do?

Xiaoxiao, I hope you can occasionally let go of your hatred and live the life you want to live, the life of an ordinary girl.

Even if you know that you are not ordinary, it does not mean that you cannot be ordinary. "

There is another sentence 19 that I didn’t say out loud, you should enjoy the present time even more when you are in the dark, don’t worry about those things, just talk about love, even if you are married, you can still enjoy the fun of love.

Find something to do that interests you, and don't let yourself regret it later.

However, 19 wanted to say these words, but he didn't say them out of his mouth. However, he had a tacit understanding with 19 for many years, why didn't Shen Xiaoxiao hear the subtext from his hesitating words.

19 doesn't want her to meddle in Jiang Haoran's affairs.

"I understand what you mean, I will learn to change."

"Learn to change, then let me ask you, is there anything you want to do?"

Want to do something? Shen Xiaoxiao thought about it, but it seemed that there was not.

Really not. When I was in the club in my previous life, the most thing I thought about was returning home, going home. Later, when I returned to Huaguo, I thought about how to win the favor of Pei Li and the Pei family. After knowing the truth, I thought about it. She was thinking about how to avenge the Shen family, and in the end she was imprisoned. At that time, she was thinking about how to escape.

She really didn't have anything she really wanted to do in her previous life.

And this life, this life doesn't seem to have changed much, it is also returning to the country for revenge and revitalizing the Shen family.

Of course, there will be more to raise two children, she really never thought much about herself.

"Then what, this hobby doesn't come right away."

19 glanced at Shen Xiaoxiao unapologetically, and said helplessly:

"You are really good enough. Look at other girls, they either like to go shopping, or like flowers and plants, or like pottery, dance, too much. Don't you have anything you like?"

When Shen Xiaoxiao heard what 19 said and refused, she felt a little despised in her heart. She really didn't seem to have any hobbies, did she really have such a failure in her life?

Thinking back to when I was a child, and thinking about some of the dreams I occasionally had in the past, Shen Xiaoxiao exclaimed:

"Yes, I know what I want to do. I want to learn how to cook. Both Dabao and Xiaobao said that they have never eaten anything other than white porridge. If I learn it, they will be very happy. I want to learn how to make their favorite fried chicken wings, Yan Kuan's favorite braised beef brisket, and your favorite fried pork with pickled vegetables, and..."

Shen Xiaoxiao was so happy that when he turned his head to look at 19, he was stared at 19 embarrassingly, didn't he let him say it? Doesn't learning how to cook count?

"I'm really convinced by you, just learn to cook, there's nothing else?"

"Hehe, it's not that there are none, it's just that it's unrealistic to say it now."

"What is it, how do you know it's unrealistic if you don't tell me?"

Shen Xiaoxiao smiled, looked into the distance, and said lightly:

"I want to go to various places, not the foreign ones. I just want to go to various places in Huaguo. You don't know, when I was locked up in a club when I was a child, what I thought of most was home, the motherland. Hehe, at that time Thinking, if you have the chance, you must visit the mountains and rivers of Huaguo.

Although I know it's unrealistic to visit the whole world, but I just want to walk through the mountains and rivers of Huaguo, which is very good.

It's just, hehehe, with my current body, I'm afraid I can't even get out of the capital..."

Indeed, after Shen Xiaoxiao returned to China, her tendons in her hands and feet were broken, let alone traveling, her limbs were sore and sore after walking a little farther, let alone enjoying life and traveling, even taking care of herself question.

So these are just wishes buried in the depths of myself, and it is impossible to realize them at all.

And in this life, with hatred, children, and now Yinhualei, I am afraid that these things will not be realized in this life.

Hearing what Shen Xiaoxiao said, 19 quietly cut off the call button, and said to Shen Xiaoxiao:

"Just want to travel around the world, let alone Huaguo, let's go, take you to a place..."