Reckless Youth of Delinquency

Sometimes, campus is more cruel than society because it is a group of destructive but intolerant teenagers.

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You can view it as an autobiography, memory, novel, whatever, but don’t ask me if it really happened, that would make me feel extremely embarrassed.

When I was in junior high school, I was the most bullied boy in the class.

When answering questions in class, the moment I sit down, the stool will be pulled open by the classmates behind me, and then I sit down on the ground. The classmates in the class laugh, and even the teacher can’t help but laugh; sometimes the stool is not pulled away, and I He sat down with a sigh of relief, but jumped up hastily, with several sharp thumbtacks already stuck on his butt, followed by another roar of laughter.

During the evening self-study, all the classmates in the class were chatting, but the disciplinary committee member quietly walked up behind me, hit me hard on the head with the rolled-up textbook, and then scolded me: "Silly, don't make trouble." Okay?!" Amidst the roar of laughter, I just wanted to find a crack in the ground and crawl in. After class, I mustered up the courage to lift a stool and throw it at the disciplinary committee member, but all the boys in the class rushed up and beat me.

They never let me touch the football I bought for class fee. In the physical education class, I ran to the playground excitedly, but a fat man told me: "Let's do it this way. If a classmate agrees, we will take you to play together. How about it?" I looked at the classmates behind him and thought With mocking expressions on their indifferent faces, I walked away sadly alone. Later, the football was broken, and the monitor came to me: "My classmates said that you are the hardest player in football, so you have to compensate according to the price."

There are countless things like this. During the three years of junior high school, I was like staying in hell.

Looking back now, there must be something hateful about poor people. Of course, I myself also made many mistakes. The more they bully me, the more I want to blend in with them, walk on thin ice with caution, and interact with everyone with a smile, but in exchange I get more ridicule, bullying, eye-rolling, and exclusion from them... Every class There is always one person who is the most bullied in the world, and unfortunately, I play this role.

And the source of all this is just because of my deskmate, a fat second-generation rich man. Yes, that's the guy who took the lead in stopping me from playing football on the playground. It's my fault. I'm ignorant of the world and have been brainwashed by education. I do whatever the teacher says.

I am good at studying, but my deskmate is terrible at studying. During usual practice tests, he always wants to copy my answers. Now that I think about it, if he wants to copy it, I will copy it for him, which is a lot of meat. But I was stupid at the time and thought it was against school discipline, so I blocked him with my arm to prevent him from copying. So it's tragic. His family is very rich, and his parents are officials. He is also very popular in the class, and his classmates all follow his lead. He was the first to lead everyone to exclude me, and over time, it became the current situation.

It's useless to tell the teacher, she will ask me: "Why do people bully you but not others? Look for problems in yourself."

When I was in junior high school, I had a taste of human kindness. I walked alone to school and after school. I was alone in the corner in physical education class. No one was with me when doing activities. The girl I like can only watch from a distance because she refuses to even take a step closer to me.

At that time, I even thought about committing suicide.

Campus is cruel, even more cruel than society. This is a group of destructive but intolerant teenagers. Everything they do is done haphazardly without considering the consequences. The ruthless, violent and dark person I am now is inseparable from my experience at that time.

Day after day, what I hope most is to graduate early and enter high school. Our local town is a small town with only elementary school and junior high school. If you want to go to high school, you have to go to the city. I think that after I go to high school in the city, my classmates will all come from surrounding counties and towns, and I will be able to get rid of the current painful situation.

I studied hard, studied hard, and tried my best not to interact with anyone around me. I swallowed all their jokes, teasing, and insults. My grades got better and better. In the high school entrance examination, I finally ranked fifth in the school and was admitted to Chengnan High School, the number one priority in the city.

There were some twists and turns when getting the admission letter. The school called me and told me to pick it up from the teaching office. I couldn't find it when I got there. Even the teacher felt strange: "Where did those who were here just now go?" After thinking about it carefully, he added: "By the way, a few classmates from your class were also here just now." You can ask me if I got the notice for you as well."

I got chills all over when I heard it. The classmates in our class would never be kind enough to help me get the notice. If they really took it, it would only prove that they wanted to burn or tear up the notice. I pushed open the door like crazy and ran to look for them on the way back.

Our town is not big, so I quickly found their traces in the small square. There were about four or five people, including my deskmate, the fat second-generation official. In his hand, he was fiddling with an envelope, with the words "Chengnan High School" vaguely visible. I rushed over and yelled: "Zou Yang, return the notice to me!" He strode over and tried to snatch my notice away.

Zou Yang flashed out of the way, and the fat man was quite flexible. He immediately raised the notice high and said with a smile: "Come and grab it. If you can grab it, it's up to you!"

Zou Yang is not only fat, but also tall. He is also a good player in basketball in our class. But I was thin and short, so I couldn't grab what he was holding. I was just jumping around like a clown, which made other people laugh. "Zou Yang, please give it back to me." I was about to cry. That notice was my only hope to escape hell!

"Haha, Wang Hao is going to cry!" Zou Yang tossed the notice around proudly, and the thin envelope jumped lightly in the air.

"Zou Yang, give it back to me." I begged in a low voice, trembling all over.

"Kneel down." Zou Yang suddenly said: "Kneel down, and I will give it back to you." Then, he bent down and stuffed the notice into the hole in the sewer, showing a ferocious smile: "Otherwise, I will let go of my hand. It's over." He held the notice with two fingers, and as soon as he let go, the notice would fall in.

"Don't..." I shook even harder, and tears finally burst out. At that time, I thought that if the notice was lost, I would have no hope of going to high school.

"Kneel down." Zou Yang's voice became colder.

The other students said nothing and looked at me with numb expressions.

The passers-by who came and went just thought it was children playing and paid no attention to the situation here.

Who can know the pain in my heart at this time?

I want to leave here, I must leave.

I said this silently in my heart, and then slowly knelt down with my legs.

The pain in my heart is naturally self-evident. This revenge must be avenged, and it will definitely be avenged. My fists balled into fists.

When I go to high school, I will have a group of brothers who are close friends in life and death. One day, I want Zou Yang to kneel in front of me!

I swore such a poisonous oath in my heart. Tears rolled down one by one on the clean ground.

"Hahahahaha..." Zou Yang laughed, and suddenly his expression froze, and he took his finger out of the sewer, "Where is the notice? I accidentally dropped it!" There was a hint of trace on his face. Flustered, it was obvious that even at such a young age, he could not bear the consequences.

I looked at his hand in shock. It was indeed empty, and the notice had disappeared.

My head felt like it had been struck by lightning. I was numb from head to toe. I had no reaction at all. I even forgot that I was still kneeling.

"Haha, I'm kidding you!" Zou Yang conjured a notice from somewhere, walked up to me with a smile, and slapped my face with the notice. "I'm impressed that you were able to get into Chengnan High School." Once, twice, three times.

I endured it silently. It was not the first time I had been beaten like this, and it didn't seem to hurt much to be slapped in the face with a notice.

Finally, Zou Yang got tired of calling me, put the notice on top of my head, and walked away with those classmates laughing. I looked at their backs and took the notice from above my head. My name was written on it, which made me feel relieved. I stood up slowly, my legs were numb and there were still tears on my face.

"I can leave here." I looked around and everything in this town was my nightmare.

Chengnan High School, I'm coming.

I didn't go out during the whole summer vacation. I was afraid that if I met Zou Yang and my former classmates again on the street, I would be insulted again for no reason. My parents also blamed me for not going out for a run more often, and staying at home felt like mold. Alas, how do they know my pain? But they were very happy when I was admitted to Chengnan High School. I usually get tired of staying at home, so I usually just hang around in front of my house and never run too far.

Sometimes I run into my neighbor Yu Chengfei, who is one year older than me and also studies in the city. However, he was very poor in studies and could only study at Chengnan Vocational and Technical College, which was across the wall from Chengnan High School. The two schools live next to each other, but their status is completely different. Since Yu Chengfei had gone to the city a year earlier, I asked him about the situation there and got familiar with it in advance to avoid being blinded later.

Once after chatting, Yu Chengfei said casually: "Wang Hao, if something happens at Chengnan High School, remember to find me."

I smiled all over my face: "Thank you, Brother Yu." But I didn't take it seriously. This happened to me many times. I was notoriously bullied in my class, and even the big boss at the school offered to take me on as a junior. I was very happy at the time, thinking I had found a backer, but the boss’s next sentence was: “Bring me fifty yuan tomorrow.” I was speechless, shaking my head and sighing. So I am a little wary of people who offer to protect me.

Besides, Chengnan High School is well-known as a key high school, what could happen? It’s too late for everyone to study hard!

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