Reckless Youth of Delinquency

After the promise, we cleaned up and went to school together. When we arrived at the gate of Beiqi and Chenggao schools, we turned one to the left and the other to the back, and devoted ourselves to a day of study. Xia Xue is the kind of smart girl who knows how to play and learn, and she can be at the top of the class if she learns anything casually. I am the kind of diligent student who is quick to learn things, and I can still stand out in the class by memorizing things every day.

It's just that my rising star in the ordinary class of Beiqi can certainly not be compared with Xia Xue's ranking in the key class of Chenggao High School. In order not to fall too far behind, and in order to be admitted to the same university as Xia Xue in the future, I studied harder and even had to memorize words from my English book after class. Whenever this happens, Lu Xiang always yells: "Look, look, look. He was like that when he was in junior high school. He didn't know anything but studied. He read books all day long and didn't interact with others. He was completely He’s just a nerd! What’s the use of getting into the city’s high school? Aren’t you being bullied and having no choice but to transfer to another school?”

Under Lu Xiang's tireless efforts to discredit me, my classmates always looked at me with contempt. There are a lot of gangsters in this class, almost half of them. It is said that every class in Beiqi is of this size. But fortunately, there is no one like Zou Yang to take the lead. I just study hard and no one comes to trouble me for the time being. Although no one pays attention to me, it is quite interesting to be able to chat with Zhou Mo occasionally. Zhou Mo is indeed a cold beauty, and basically doesn't pay attention to others. She only said a few words to me. Maybe it's because she knows my details, so she treats me differently.

As for Lu Xiang, I really couldn't be bothered to pay attention to him. Even though he kept stroking my beard, he seemed to be able to tolerate it overall. For me, who has experienced the big winds and waves in the city, Lu Xiang's little tricks can't arouse my anger at all.

Xia Xue's father's case has not yet gone to trial, so I can continue to live in Xia Xue's house. To put it bluntly, since I transferred to Beiyuan No. 7 Middle School, except for tidying up the bed in the dormitory on the first day, I have never touched the door of the dormitory since then, and I don’t even know who is in the dormitory. It’s not that I’m a high-minded person. First of all, being with Xia Xue takes up most of the time every day. I really can’t even squeeze in a break to go back to the dormitory, and there’s absolutely no need to go back. Secondly, I have a crush on strangers. I have a natural sense of rejection, and my experience in the cage also taught me that I shouldn’t be too friendly to others, otherwise I’m asking for trouble and deserve to be bullied.

So I felt at ease every day after evening self-study, went to Chenggao to pick up Xia Xue from school, and then went home to live our happy and sweet life together. Although we had sex several times on the first day, we finally got over it, and we didn’t sleep on the same bed. She was still in the bedroom, and I was in the living room, jointly upholding the agreement of "after graduation."

However, lingering before going to bed is indispensable. Sometimes on the couch, sometimes in the bedroom. It always stops at the critical moment, either she chases me back to the sofa or I chase her back to the bedroom. Once in her bedroom, after lingering for a while and holding back, I was about to get up and go to the living room. Xia Xue grabbed me and said, "Let's chat for a while."

So I lay down, Xia Xue put her head on my chest, and said quietly: "I feel so guilty."

I asked strangely: "What is sin? We don't have that."

"It's not because of that." Xia Xue said, "It's Taozi. When I'm with you, I have you all to myself, and I always feel sorry for Taozi. Sometimes when I kiss you, Taozi's figure will flash in my mind. She sees When we are together and don't say anything, I must be so sad that I feel so sad. Wang Hao, Taozi has a very important position in my heart. I really treat her like my own sister. The thought of her being alone I cried secretly, and my heart felt as sad as if I had been stabbed with a knife."

After listening to Xia Xue's words, I fell silent. In fact, why shouldn't I? When I am lingering with Xia Xue, Tao Zi's face will flash in my mind. What's particularly shameful is that sometimes when I hold Xia Xue in my arms, I sometimes think she is a peach. Of course, it was just a fleeting image. Whenever this thought flashed across my mind, I quickly ordered myself to calm down and concentrate on being with Xia Xue.

I know I can't completely forget Tao Zi. That gentle little person is hidden in a corner of my heart, and will jump out from time to time to declare her existence to me. And most of the time, I think Taozi is sad. She has always been very good at hiding her feelings. She would rather hide in bed and cry quietly to death than come to me to express her feelings.

Taozi is quiet and quiet, without any fuss or disputes, but it always exists between me and Xia Xue. It is as soft and powerless as catkins in spring, but it can invade every corner unknowingly, making us unable to retreat and unstoppable. .

"Wang Hao." Xia Xue added: "You haven't visited Taozi for more than ten days. Why don't you go and talk to her tomorrow. I always feel that she must be very sad now. I am very worried and worried. She, but dare not go to her. The person with you now is me, and I am always afraid that appearing in front of Taozi will make Taozi even more sad. "

I looked at Xia Xue and asked, "Won't you be jealous if I go to find Tao Zi?"

Xia Xue shook her head: "As long as I can't see it, it doesn't matter. Of course, even if I see it, it doesn't matter. I know Taozi won't do anything. She knows you are my boyfriend and will never do anything inappropriate. thing."

I nodded, Xia Xue really knew Tao Zi very well. As long as I have a girlfriend, Taozi will never let me do anything to her. Even if she touches her hair, she has to think about it for a long time before reluctantly letting me touch it gently.

I said hesitantly: "What if Taozi is slowly trying to forget me, and I appear in front of her rashly, making all her efforts in vain? Then I would be guilty of a big sin. I might as well not see her." Woolen cloth."

"No." Xia Xue said: "It is impossible for Taozi to forget you. I can see that she loves you more than me, not less. Taozi is the kind of person who will love you for the rest of his life as long as he falls in love with someone. Girls who are all dead set.”

I became even more silent after hearing this. Does this ruin Taozi's life? Seeing my expression, Xia Xue also said sadly: "It's over, it's over, my guilt is even heavier. What will happen to Tao Zi when we get married?"

I endured my heartache and said, "Xia Xue, how about you introduce a good boy to Tao Zi, maybe she can change her mind."

"Are you willing?" Xia Xue suddenly asked.

I was silent again. How could I give it up? I always feel that Xia Xue is mine, and so is Tao Zi. But this idea can only exist in my mind. I know that this is unrealistic and impossible to achieve.

Xia Xue added: "I can't bear to let Taozi marry someone else. I think no one can be worthy of her except you."

"Ah?" I found that Xia Xue was conflicted, I was also conflicted, and maybe Taozi was also conflicted. The three of us have fallen into a state of completely contradictory mixture, and we have been entangled in it for the rest of our lives.

"Do you remember Brick's proposal that day?" Xia Xue added: "He said that we should all be with you. At that time, I thought it was ridiculous and absurd. How could this be possible? Either you are with Tao Zi, or you are with me. Together, this is beyond doubt and indisputable. But then I thought about it, maybe if we both follow you, it can alleviate the sadness in my heart and make the three of us less painful..."

I looked at Xia Xue in surprise, not expecting her to have such an idea.

"Oops, ouch." Xia Xue slapped her head: "What am I thinking about? Of course love is one-to-one, how can I be willing to share you with others? But sometimes I feel that if it's Taozi, That's all right……"

"I think you are completely crazy." I nodded Xia Xue's head: "What are you thinking about? How is it possible?"

"Yeah, how is that possible?" Xia Xue hugged my neck: "If only we lived in ancient times, you men would be able to marry one more wife. But if it were really ancient times, you and Taozi had already married, so it would be considered a marriage. A real couple."

I know that Xia Xue's thoughts are only temporary. She felt sorry for Taozi and couldn't see Taozi being sad, so she said such strange things. She had already said that the three of us had fallen into a mixture of contradictions.

"By the way, what happened when you and Taozi went to court?"

"Hmm..." I hesitated for a moment, but then told me exactly what happened that day.

"Taozi has a good brother." Xia Xue said: "Brick is a very good person. We used to eat together, and he always protected the two of us, lining up for meals, etc., and never let us interfere. I am very I envy Taozi to have such a brother."

"Actually, Brick treats you as his sister." I said, "There's something you don't know yet. I was acquitted that day, and Brick asked me to make a choice. I chose you, and Brick was so angry that he wanted to take out Brick came to take a picture of me. Ye Zhan asked him what if I chose Tao Zi. Brick said he would take the picture because Xia Xue is also his sister."

After hearing this, Xia Xue grabbed her head with both hands: "Ah ah ah ah ah ah what should I do? This makes me look so selfish. Brick and Taozi are both so good, they always think about me, but I just want to monopolize you. , I feel so guilty..."

I smiled, took off Xia Xue's hand, and held her in my arms: "Don't think so much, love is inherently blind and selfish. Although I also feel guilty, I feel that this is the only way. There is no such thing as the best of both worlds..."

"No, no, no." Xia Xue said pitifully: "Wang Hao, you go find Taozi tomorrow, otherwise I will die of guilt."

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