Reckless Youth of Delinquency

"Since this stimulation is so powerful that people can't accept it, how can they forget it?" I still don't quite understand.

"In fact, it's easy to understand." The doctor said: "Many unsatisfactory things will happen in everyone's life. Some of them will be forgotten soon, and some will always linger. No matter how hard we try, we can't forget them. All the time If you repeatedly torture your fragile nerves, and the complex emotions of being deceived such as shame, anger, grievance, etc. are entangled together, you will not keep wandering on the edge of emotional collapse. In order to prevent this creature from being too sad, the brain will Selectively forgetting these things is actually a kind of self-protection.”

I was inexplicably reminded of my miserable life in the three years of junior high school, and couldn't help but ask: "I also have some things that make me feel extremely uncomfortable when I think back on them. Why does my brain refuse to protect itself and let me forget it subconsciously?"

The doctor looked at me and said: "First, this proves that your brain can still bear this, and it is not a huge setback for you. Second, selective amnesia does not happen to everyone, but After encountering a huge mental stimulation, if it cannot be resolved in time, a mental breakdown may occur, which is what we call a nervous person."

I nodded, probably understanding what was going on, and asked, "Is there any way to restore his memory?"

"Of course there is a way." The doctor said: "Selective amnesia is not really forgetting, but the brain is just deceiving itself in an illusion. On the surface, it has forgotten the matter, but its shadow still exists. Usually he will even be affected by this incident, and even he himself can’t figure out whether that incident has ever existed. Over time, it becomes an unsolvable knot. It can be recovered after some psychological treatment, behavioral suggestion and other methods. Memory. But..."

The doctor raised his eyelids: "Since this incident caused him so much pain, it's better to just forget it. Why restore his memory?"

Qi Siyu nodded repeatedly: "Yes, yes, let him forget it. There is no need to recall it again."

When I thought about it, it was indeed the case. Since this incident caused Ye Zhan so much pain, it would be better to just let him stay as he is now and forget about it at all. However, it is not a very safe method, because Ye Zhan can often recall some fragments, and accidental stimulation from the outside world can also put him in greater pain.

"Of course, the best way is not to forget." The doctor continued: "The best way is to make him face what happened at that time bravely, no longer escaping from reality, no longer deliberately forgetting, and getting out of this incident will bring him It has a huge impact." At the end, the doctor took out a business card and handed it to me: "If you want him to recover his memory, you need to find a professional psychiatrist. My friend who returned from studying in France has a better experience in this field. Clinical experience may be able to help you.”

I took the business card. It only had my name and phone number on it, and everything else was blank. It was quite mysterious.

"Well, let's do that." The doctor looked at Ye Zhan and said, "After infusing this bottle of water, it's almost time for him to wake up. But it should be noted that his brain is still relatively fragile, so don't let him suffer any more in a short period of time. Stimulate, if there is anything that can irritate him, put it away quickly, otherwise there is a high possibility of recurrence." After that, he left the ward.

"Zhou Mo, you heard me." I said: "The doctor said that Ye Zhan can no longer be stimulated..."

"I understand." Zhou Mo nodded, walked to the bed and pulled Qi Siyu's arm: "Sixth sister, let's go."

"I won't leave." Qi Siyu held Ye Zhan's hand tightly: "I want to stay with him, and I will never leave him again."

"Sixth sister, calm down." Zhou Mo said, "Ye Zhan will be stimulated again when he wakes up and sees us. Do you want to see him become what he was before?" Then he pulled Qi Siyu up without any explanation and left, completely ignoring Qi Siyu. Sad look.

When he passed me, Zhou Mo paused and seemed to have something to say to me, but in the end he said nothing and pulled Qi Siyu out of the ward. "You should have a rest." Xia Xue helped me move a chair and put it next to the bed: "You are tired too."

Yes, I am indeed very tired, not only physically but also mentally. I walked over and sat on the chair, while Xia Xue sat on the bed, face to face with me. I looked at Ye Zhan's pale face and couldn't help but sigh. Xia Xue said: "Ye Zhan is so pitiful." I nodded and said "Yeah". Xia Xue added, "Qi Siyu is so pitiful." I nodded again and said "Yeah."

"Seeing what they look like now, I'm very scared. I'm worried that we both will also..." Xia Xue bit her lip.

My heart ached, and I took her hand and said, "I'm sorry, I'm too selfish. I won't do it anymore. We are indeed too young, and there are some things we can't bear." I held Xia Xue gently in my arms. , This girl should not be frightened anymore.

Outside the window, the bright moonlight shines in. I asked: "Aren't you going to study on your own?"

"Well, I'm not going." Xia Xue said, "I'll accompany you, and I can't bear to let you be so tired alone."

I felt moved in my heart and pulled Xia Xue to sit on my lap. Xia Xue put her arm on my shoulder and said, "I want to ask you something, and you have to tell me honestly." I had a bad feeling in my heart, but I still said, "You tell me."

"Zhou Mo from Seven Dragons and Six Phoenixes...does he like you?" Xia Xue looked at me sideways.

"What are you talking nonsense about?" I blushed: "We are just good friends, don't be jealous."

"I believe in my intuition as a girl." Xia Xue said seriously: "Especially when facing female friends of their own boyfriends, the whole body's vigilance will be mobilized, and any trouble will not escape our eyes." Xia Xue said He pointed two fingers at his eyes: "You can't escape, you know?"

I think Xia Xue looks so cute now, and I couldn't help but kiss her on the face: "Baby, are you the Black Cat Sheriff?" I sang the theme song of "Black Cat Sheriff" unconsciously. came out: "The eyes are as wide as bells, shooting out lightning-like shrewdness, and the ears are as erect as antennas, hearing all suspicious sounds~" These are the only songs I can sing, and others include "The Sloppy King" ", "Calabash Baby" and so on, they are all theme songs of cartoons. I relied on these to make a living when I was a child.

"It's so unpleasant!" Xia Xue covered her ears, but still laughed: "It's the first time I heard you sing. It turns out it's so unpleasant." I looked like I was shocked: "From now on. No more singing."

"No, no, why don't you sing to me alone... No, no." Xia Xue shook her head: "You almost changed the subject. Zhou Mo must have fallen in love with you. Such a cunning person. This girl can actually endure being so cruel and scolded by you. If she had a normal temper, she would have fallen out with you a long time ago, and she might slap you with a big mouth."

"Nonsense." I said, "I was harsh on her and scolded her, but she didn't retaliate because she knew she had done something wrong. And she couldn't beat me, so she dared to fall out with me or slap me with her big mouth. , isn’t this seeking death?”

"Hey, are you so powerful now?" Xia Xue pinched my face and said with a smile: "You dare to provoke even seven dragons and six phoenixes, it's not easy, Wang Hao, this is the same person who was bullied by Zou Yang and didn't dare to Are you the one who fights back?"

Thinking of the past, I felt warm again in my heart. If it weren't for Xia Xue, how could I have the courage to resist? Maybe I am still a student who allows others to bully me. Looking at Xia Xue's eyes, I can't help but show a trace of affection.

"Xia Xue." I said very seriously, "I love you."

"Yes." Xia Xue said sweetly: "I love you too." Then she lay in my arms and said softly: "Wang Hao, I choose to believe in you, and you must be worthy of my belief."

"Yeah." I responded gently, and then went to stroke Xia Xue's hair.

"Of course, Tao Zi is an exception." Xia Xue straightened up and said with a smile: "I have thought about it, if when we grow up and the marriage law allows monogamy, I will definitely allow you to marry Tao Zi into the family. .”

I scratched Xia Xue's nose: "You little fool, what are you thinking about all day long?"

"Taozi is a good girl." Xia Xue held my hand and said, "I can't bear to have her marry someone else! I think only when she is with you can she make me less jealous. On the contrary, I will be very happy and feel even happier.”

I touched Xia Xue's forehead with my hand and said with a wry smile: "Xia Xue, don't you have a fever today? You are testing me on purpose."

"Really, really." Xia Xue said, "Taozi is so good to you. Didn't you fight with a bunch of people in Beiqi a few days ago? But Taozi and I were very anxious. I was anxious, but I There was nothing you could do, but Taozi asked her brother to transfer to Beiqi to help you. Brick disagreed at first, but Taozi cried hard and couldn't do anything to Brick, so she had to agree. The result was not too late. Transfer to another school and your troubles will be gone. Brick just gave up and cursed all day: 'Taozi is so good to Wang Hao, and Wang Hao, a heartless person, doesn't even know to come and take a look.' Hahaha..."

I was speechless: "How can you be so happy when I'm being scolded?"

"Haha, that's because I think Brick is right." Xia Xue shook her head: "Who told you not to go find Taozi."

I glanced at her and said, "You are just happy as you say. If I really did something to Taozi in front of you, I don't know how sad you would be! You are a typical idealist, The imagination is always too beautiful and the reality is too cruel.”

Xia Xue stuck out her tongue, acquiescing: "Then sing to me."

I sang "The Sloppy King" for her, and after I finished singing, I sang "Calabash Baby". When singing "Afanti", Ye Zhan's painful voice came from the bedside: "Brother... don't... don't sing I can’t stand it anymore. People’s singing is to cultivate their sentiments, but your singing is killing people.”

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