Reckless Youth of Delinquency

I thought that after all this time, Li Shanman would at least smile politely when she saw me. But I was wrong. Her attitude towards me was no different from half a year ago. She didn't even bother to look at me. This feeling of being ignored was undoubtedly more hurtful.

So I started to waver again about whether to go to the class reunion or not. I was thinking, is it necessary to attend a party organized by "a bunch of people I never want to see in my life" for a girl who doesn't even look at me?

I can imagine that at that party, I was sitting in the corner without a single friend, watching my former classmates drinking wine, exchanging cups and cups, talking loudly, and laughing happily. Of course they would also notice me, maybe during the quiet period. A few words of teasing me would become the lubricant to adjust the atmosphere. As the students burst into laughter, the atmosphere finally became lively again.

Yes, with my current strength, I can certainly beat up any classmate who speaks rudely. But then what? What was a good party was broken up by me? Does this make me proud and proud? It doesn't seem interesting.

I hesitated and hesitated like this until the evening of the fourth day of the Lunar New Year, when Zou Yang called my home.

"Wang Hao, you must come, I will find a way to arrange your seat next to Li Shanman!"

I held the receiver and didn't speak for a long, long time. Being able to sit with Li Shanman has been my dream for a long time...

"Wang Hao, it's settled. Tomorrow at 12 noon in the VIP Building Hotel, Rose Hall on the third floor, come early!"

After hanging up the phone, I lay on the bed, tossing and turning, and stayed up almost all night. I am not a very decisive person by nature, and I am even more hesitant on such matters. I can almost imagine how coldly Li Shanman would treat me after sitting next to her. Why should I put my hot face against her cold ass? After thinking about this, I decided not to go to the class reunion. Why would I be unhappy? So I slept soundly.

I slept until ten o'clock in the morning the next day, but somehow I got up and washed myself, changed my clothes, went out and took the bus, and went straight to Beiyuan City. Probably still feel unconvinced. It was already 11:30 when we arrived in Beiyuan City, and we took another bus to the VIP Building. It was almost 12 o'clock. The VIP building is indeed very grand, and it is still the most impressive building in the most prosperous Jiefang Street area. It is surrounded by various luxury cars parked around it. I walked into the VIP building. After asking about my room, the receptionist at the door took me to the elevator to the third floor. "This is the Rose Hall." The receptionist made a polite gesture, and I nodded and walked over.

Just as he was about to push the door open, he heard someone say: "Brother Yang, it's already 12 o'clock. Let's start dinner quickly. Don't wait for Wang Hao!" Then Zou Yang's voice came: "How can that be done? Wang Hao is also in our class. Classmates. Since it’s a class reunion, it won’t look good without anyone.” “Brother Yang, do you think it’s boring if Wang Hao is not around? Hahahaha…”

I pushed the door open and walked in. The noisy private room suddenly became quiet. This is a large private room that can accommodate four dining tables. The students are sitting at different dining tables. The table where Zou Yang is sitting is full of influential figures in our class, such as the squad leader, the entertainment committee member, the sports committee member, etc. Naturally, Li Shanman is also at this table. The private room was quiet for a while, and then became noisy again. No one welcomed me, as if I didn't exist. Zou Yang immediately stood up, pointed at the classmate next to Li Shanman and said, "Get up, get up! Sit over there!"

The classmate thought Zou Yang was going to sit here, so he immediately stood up and said, "Brother Yang, you told me earlier, come here quickly." Then he went to sit at the table next to him. But Li Shanman said with a smile: "Zou Yang, you have to sit with me, and you will have to help me stop the wine later!" There was a hint of coquettishness in her tone. Zou Yang is a well-known tall, rich... fat guy in the class, and the girls always treat him very well.

But Zou Yang trotted up to my side, pulled me to Li Shanman's side, and pushed me into my seat. This move stunned the students in the class, and they all looked at each other in confusion for a while. Zou Yang sat back to his original seat and said loudly: "The meal is ready, the waiter will serve the food quickly!" The waiter began to serve the food in an orderly manner, but Li Shanman's expression changed: "Zou Yang, what do you mean?"

"It's not interesting?" Zou Yang said with a smile: "Wang Hao doesn't have a place to sit, so he just arranges a seat casually."

Li Shanman said nothing more, but quietly moved the chair to the side, deliberately keeping a certain distance from me, with an expressionless face showing indifference. I had imagined this scene for a long time, so I felt very calm. I looked at Li Shanman and suddenly realized that she was not that beautiful. She was far inferior to Xia Xue, Tao Zi, and Zhou Mo Lai, and she was even worse than them in terms of dress. Taozi's plain clothes and bare face made her instantly stand out. Maybe it's because I didn't see much of the world when I was in Dongguan before. When I saw someone as pretty as Li Shanman, I became obsessed with it. hehe. I laughed to myself.

The cold dishes were served first. I picked up a piece of beef with my chopsticks and started eating. The sports committee member at the table was dissatisfied: "Wang Hao, why did you eat first?" He accused me that I shouldn't be the first to use the chopsticks, and that I should let a "respectable" person like Zou Yang do it first.

Wherever there are people, there are rivers and lakes, and rivers and lakes always have distinctions between superiority and inferiority. The campus is a world, the classroom is a world, the dormitory is a world, and the dining table is a world with strict rules. There is a set of unspoken rules for who uses chopsticks first, who toasts first, and who speaks first.

"What?" I deliberately pretended to be stupid and said, "Do I have to respect the Stove Lord first?" I picked up another piece of beef and threw it on the floor behind me, "Then I will respect the Stove Lord first and hope he will go to heaven. It’s a good thing, please keep the lower world safe!”

The people around me laughed, but I guess it wasn't because of my humor, but because they thought I was stupid. As expected, sarcastic words came from different positions: "Wang Hao, can you be more stupid?" "Wang Hao, you are stupid because of reading." "Wang Hao, why don't you kneel down and give me Kitchen Lord, do you want to kowtow?" "I've seen stupid people, but I've never seen anyone so stupid."

Li Shanman next to her also showed a look of disdain, and let out a heavy "hum" from her nose.

"There are no rules at all!" The sports committee member gave me a sharp look. Zou Yang immediately said: "What are you doing? We are all classmates and we are equal. Whoever uses the chopsticks first is different? Come on, eat and eat!" Then he gave me a wink, which meant that he would always "cover" me. mine. I raised my head and looked at the other classmates, and saw Sun Dafei, Zhang Weining, and Jiang Zirui all eating with their heads down without saying a word. There was also Lu Xiang, huddled in the corner, not even daring to raise his head.

"Wang Hao, you're late. According to the rules, you have to punish yourself with three cups!" The sports committee member attacked me again.

Zou Yang quickly said: "I'll do it for me." and went to get the cup. "No need." I stretched out my hand to stop him, poured myself some wine, and drank three glasses in a row. One liang in a cup, three liang in one gulp. The drink was actually nothing, probably because I was in a depressed mood. I felt very uncomfortable in my stomach, so I said, "I'm going to wash my hands." I got up and walked out the door.

He heard someone say from behind: "Brother Yang, why are you always protecting Wang Hao today?" Zou Yang sighed and said: "We are all classmates, don't always target him. I was not sensible before, but now that I have grown up, I hope you will too ..." I didn't hear the rest of the words clearly because I had already opened the door and walked out. The VIP building is so big. I walked around twice but couldn't find the bathroom. I felt a little dizzy, so I had to ask the waiter in the corridor for help: "Where is the bathroom?"

The waiter pointed to the side, and I looked up. The bathroom was right in front of me. I didn't know what I was doing back and forth. I went inside to use the toilet and came out to wash my hands by the sink. The washing area is for both men and women, and men and women are constantly passing by here. Not only did I wash my hands, but I also washed my face. I feel so uncomfortable in my heart that I really want to cry. I don’t know why I’m here. I know that no one is kind to me... Yes, I’m here to see Li Shanman. Thinking of Li Shanman's indifferent expression and move of the chair to the side, I felt as if I was being stabbed by several knives.

It turns out I still care, I can’t lie to myself. I thought I was calm inside, but actually I hadn’t started to feel sad yet. I think Li Shanman is not that beautiful. In fact, she subconsciously tells herself not to care about her so much.

Even if she just smiles at me politely, that's fine. As long as she treats me with the same attitude as other boys, I'll feel a lot better. Li Shanman's indifference was more terrifying than the ridicule of other students. I no longer like her, but the pain is still there. I threw the beef on the ground, saying that I wanted to pay tribute to the Stove Lord. I acted like a fool, but it turned out that I was trying to cover up my sadness. I washed my face desperately and pretended that my tears didn't flow out.

My head is a little dizzy. It turns out that it is really easy to get drunk when you drink when you are in a bad mood. I punched the water with my fist and water splashed everywhere. I put my head directly under the water pipe and rushed up, trying to wake myself up. After rushing for a long time, I raised my head and looked at the mirror in front of me. In the mirror, behind me, there was a person standing.

A girl with short burgundy hair was looking at me blankly from behind.

I thought I was dazzled, so I rubbed my eyes hard, but the girl was still standing clearly in the mirror.

My body became a little stiff, and I slowly turned my head and saw Zhou Mo.

We just stared at each other quietly, and the time seemed as long as a century.

"Wang Hao, what's wrong with you?" Zhou Mo asked gently.

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