Reckless Youth of Delinquency

Yu Chengfei glanced at me and said: "You have been very soft-hearted since you were a child. Do you remember that autumn? We went to the back mountain to dig out bird's nests and planned to roast some sparrows to eat. We were lucky, and we touched one as soon as we entered the mountain. The nest. At that time, I caught two sparrows and found five cubs inside, which were just a little bit big." Yu Chengfei gestured with his hands and continued: "I was very happy at the time, saying that the cubs would be better when roasted. Delicious, each bite is very fragrant. But you said they are too pitiful, so you should not touch them, just take away the two big ones. I tell you it is useless, the cubs will be fine without the big ones to accompany them. Die. You took those five cubs home and said you wanted to raise them yourself. But within three days, they were all dead."

I lowered my head and remained silent. Yu Chengfei continued: "At that time, you were crying and wanted to bury them. I couldn't stand it anymore, so I snatched away the bodies and threw them all into the furnace. For this reason, you ignored me for more than a week. Later, I It took thirty glass balls to let you continue to play with me." He said while shaking his head.

"I know you mean I'm not ruthless enough." I said sadly, "But real people are different after all. I hate myself so much for not being able to protect them. When I think about how much they trust me, I... …”

"It's not easy to be the boss." Yu Chengfei said: "If you want to be the boss, something like this will definitely happen. Once you have achieved great success, thousands of bones will wither. If you want to reach the top, you have to step on the bones of countless people, not just the enemy's. Including friends.”

I shook my head: "I can't do it. I can't watch my friends fall." Yu Chengfei said: "Then do your best to protect the people around you." I asked: "How to protect?" Yu Chengfei said He waved his fist and said forcefully: "Kill everyone who may hurt your friends, so that we can truly nip it in the bud and minimize the probability of danger!"

I looked at Yu Chengfei blankly, my heart pounding. Yu Chengfei continued: "You have to remember that this world is dominated by the jungle. If you can't kill him, he will hurt you in turn. Instead of waiting for him to hurt you, it is better to kill him as soon as possible."

I took a breath and said: "Brother Yu, I admit that what you said is right. But I think I still can't do it." After all, the other party is also a living person, how can you just kill him? Now I'm good at fighting, but I don't necessarily want to beat the opponent to a certain extent.

"You have to know what kind of road we are taking." Yu Chengfei gestured and drew a particularly narrow path: "There are cliffs on both sides of this road, and the food is only enough for a small number of people. Want to go on this road?" When you are begging for food on the road, you must kick down the unnecessary people mercilessly, and you must use all means. Either you die, or I live."

I took a breath. If I were walking on such a road, a person with my personality would just be kicked down by others.

Yu Chengfei patted my shoulder and said: "If someone around me dies, I will do my best to avenge him, but it can't stop my determination to continue going. Even if I am the only one left in the end, I I will move forward without hesitation.”

I looked at Brother Yu blankly. This kind of wolf-like courage is something I am not born with. Yu Chengfei put his arm around my shoulders and said: "I have always known that you are not ruthless enough, so I don't want you to charge on the front line. Just leave things like killing people to Mr. Yuan and the others. As for what you say, tell me from the rear. Planning is enough." I smiled bitterly and said, "I think my brain is not as good as yours." Yu Chengfei said, "That's because you haven't fully unleashed it, and I know your potential better than anyone else. But now Forget it, you are already timid about this road, so just stay far away from us."

I didn't speak. In fact, that's exactly what I thought.

"There's no point in saying this." Yu Chengfei patted me on the shoulder again: "I just hope you don't have so much pressure. As the boss, of course you have the responsibility to protect the people around you. But the world can't be perfect. Even though I am as careful as I am, I still hurt a lot of brothers." He yawned and sighed: "There were actually more than twenty brothers in our circle before."

I said in surprise: "Where are the others?" Because there are only a dozen of them in sight now.

Yu Chengfei clapped his fingers and said, "Some are in jail, some are injured, and one...is dead."

I took a breath: "Dead?!"

"Yes, he died." Yu Chengfei said: "He died in a very serious fight. In the end, he didn't even know who the murderer was. The school hid the matter and refused to report it, so the public didn't know much about it. And The police didn't bother to take care of it, so they conducted a hasty investigation and it turned out to be an unsolved case. In the end, it was us who paid and took care of his funeral, because he was an orphan without a father or mother since he was a child. To be honest , the fewer people around me, the more ruthless I will be. Because I know that once I shrink back, all my former enemies will come looking for me, and they will only be worse off. So I can't shrink back, I can only bite the bullet and go forward. Go down."

After hearing what Yu Chengfei said, I was shocked. Yu Chengfei, who felt like he didn't care about anything, turned out to be under such great pressure. Especially the sentence "The fewer people around me, the more ruthless I will be" made me feel extremely shocked. After saying these words, Yu Chengfei lowered his head, presumably lamenting the bumpy road ahead for him.

Now, it seemed that it was my turn to comfort him.

I put my hand on Yu Chengfei's shoulder and called softly: "Brother Yu..." I wanted to say some words of comfort, but Yu Chengfei's head tilted down and he fell directly on my arm. He actually... fell asleep!

I silently picked him up and took him to the Internet cafe. Everyone knew what was going on and asked me to take him to Lao Zhang's room. Just halfway through memorizing it, Yu Chengfei said in a daze: "Lao Zhang, help me level up..." How long has it been since I still remembered this! I put him on Lao Zhang's bed, ready to say hello to everyone and leave, but Nan Nan called me out again. I thought Nan Nan was curious about what Yu Chengfei said to me, but Nan Nan said, "Mouse, what's going on between you and Zhou Mo?" I was confused: "Nothing happened. ?”

"Sister is not a fool." Nan Nan poked my chest and said, "Boy, don't be so sentimental, do you hear me?"

I could only nod my head, my face burning like something. Nan Nan added: "How have you been resting at home recently? Tell your sister which school you have chosen. There should be no problem with other schools except Cheng High School." I said, "I don't want to go to school yet." Nan Nan shook her head: "That's ruining a good seedling. Why do you still suffer from learning sickness?"

I said nothing, noncommittal. Nannan said: "Forget it, just rest first and tell me when you want to go to school."

"Um."

Back at the Internet cafe, Lao Zhang had already started to help Yu Chengfei upgrade. I said goodbye to the others and left with Zhou Mo. I have to say that after having a heart-to-heart talk with Yu Chengfei, I felt much more relaxed and I didn’t feel as depressed as before. Maybe it's because we share the same problem? After leaving the Internet cafe, Zhou Mo asked me where I was going. I said it's getting late, let's go have a meal first. The two of us randomly found a snack bar, ate Xiao Long Bao and Chaos, and walked out sweating profusely.

"Where to go next?" Zhou Mo asked me again.

I looked at the big sun in the sky and said, "Let's go see Yang Mengying."

Zhou Mo nodded. After driving for a few minutes, I suddenly said, "By the way, why don't you take Brick with you?"

Zhou Mo said yes and drove back to Chenggao. I asked her to wait at the door and then entered Chenggao alone. When I came to Chenggao this time, my mood was different. When I came here before, I always regarded this place as my hometown that I couldn't let go of. Now it feels like it's just that. Its status in my heart seems not to be as high as that of Beiqi. I don't know if I like the new and dislike the old.

I was lucky enough to catch up with get out of class, and the voice of "Brother Hao" was heard all the way. I nodded one by one, went against the flow of people, and came to the class where Brick was in the second year of high school. I saw Brick in the corner at a glance. He was reading a book meticulously. As expected, he had the crooked scarf tied around his neck, and his ever-changing satchel slung across his shoulder. There were also the words "Serve the People" on the satchel. I called out at the door: "Brother Brick!" Brick looked up, saw it was me, and rushed out.

"Wang Hao." Brick came to me: "Long time no see!"

"Yes, long time no see." I nodded: "Hou Shengshuo was put on trial today, so I'm here."

Brick's expression suddenly changed, he clenched his fists, and asked softly: "Has he been sentenced to death?"

"No." I said, "Eighteen years in prison."

I thought Brick would be furious, but instead he breathed a sigh of relief: "Eighteen years? Not bad. I'll wait for him. When he comes out, I will kill him with my own hands!" Brick is a very stubborn person, and He means what he says and I know he can do it. Brick then said, "Which school are you going to next?"

I'm a little confused as to why everyone asked me this question today. All I can say is: "I don't know yet, what's wrong?"

Brick said: "Keep playing, take me with you."

"Why?" I was even more surprised.

"I heard that people in the underworld don't pay with their lives for killing people." Brick said, "If I want to kill Hou Shengshuo, then I have to join the underworld."

Brick's logic is so straightforward, and no one can convince him, not even Tao Zi.

I smiled bitterly: "Let's discuss this matter in the long run. Zhou Mo and I are going to see Yang Mengying. Will you go?"

"Go!" Brick said immediately, and left immediately.