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　　 When Xu Tongdao came to the bedroom after taking a shower, he saw his brother Xu Tonglu already sleeping on the bed as soon as he entered the door.

　　 His house is not very big, including the main room, there are only three earthen huts, the east is his parents' bedroom, the west is this...the middle is separated by a "wall" with bamboo and green leaves, dividing the whole room in two.

　　 His younger sister Ge Yuzhu lives in the inner room, and he and his brother Xu Tonglu live in the outer room. The two brothers have slept on the same bed since they were young.

　　Xu Tonglu sleeps in the bed, he sleeps outside the bed.

　　 The light was still on in the room. When Xu Tongdao came in, he saw his brother Xu Tonglu sleeping motionless in the bed.

"Fell asleep?"

　　 He asked faintly.

　　 Xu Tonglu didn't respond, and seemed to really fall asleep.

　　 But Xu Tongdao knows that the kid must be still awake, but because he just choked his neck, this kid is sulking with him now!

He closed the door at random, and Xu Tongdao subconsciously touched the trouser pockets on both sides. Before rebirth, he had smoked for many years. Whenever he encountered things, he would smoke habitually. This is a psychological dependence, but at this time it is naturally After touching it, he has no smoke on his body now.

　　 smiled faintly, Xu Tongdao sighed, walked over, sat down on the edge of the bed, and looked at the younger brother who was pretending to be sleeping in the bed with complicated eyes.

　　 The two brothers are only one year apart. They grew up in the same bed and grew up in the same bed. Naturally, they have a deep relationship.

　　 But the experience of those years before rebirth...

　　 makes him feel very complicated about his younger brother.

　　 He knew that his brother was not bad in nature. The main reason why Yuan Shikong went on a crooked road and ended up tossing himself in jail for three years was mainly because of his dad.

　　 The father who eloped with his big aunt... Not only was he very irresponsible, he also made the whole family unable to raise their heads in the village.

　　 Not only can they not lift their heads in Xujiacun, but also in front of all their relatives, and in front of all the classmates and friends who have heard of this incident.

This feeling of shame makes Xu Tonglu, who has been arrogant and arrogant since he was a child, unbearable. Xu Tonglu, who has been awarded certificates every year since elementary school, has always been proud, but since his father eloped with his eldest mother, everyone sees it. The look in his eyes seemed to be watching a joke. Many people pointed and whispered behind his back, even more exaggerated, and even sneered in front of him.

　　 Such an experience, he Xu Tongdao has also suffered a lot.

　　 The only difference is that Xu Tongdao's heart is not so proud, and his heart is deeper, so he can bear it, but his brother Xu Tonglu obviously can't bear it.

　　 So in the original time and space, Xu Tonglu's temperament changed drastically. He didn't listen to anyone. No matter who talked to him, he was very impatient. He lost his thoughts and fell very quickly.

　　Xu Tongdao hates his father very much in his heart, but he always feels sorry for his younger brother Xu Tonglu. He hates iron for not making steel.

　　 My sister is sleeping with her mother in the east room tonight, so he and Xu Tonglu are the only ones in the west room.

　　Tongdao Xu thinks that tonight is a good time for him to make friends with his brother.

　　 Although he is not confident that he can change his brother Xu Tonglu with one heart-to-heart relationship, he still wants to try.

　　 He really hopes that his younger brother can be quick and sensible, and hope that he can continue to be motivated.

　　 "Xiaolu, I know you are still asleep, shall we talk?"

　　 Xu Tongdao looked at Xu Tonglu who was motionless, and started talking.

　　 But after he finished saying this, Xu Tonglu in the bed still didn't respond, and seemed to be asleep very well.

　　 Xu Tongdao was not surprised, this is the style of his brother Xu Tonglu.

　　 So, he started talking to himself.

　　 "Our dad has no sense of responsibility, he ran away, it is already a fact..."

　　 "Xiaolu, in this world, we can choose many things, but what kind of parents are there... we can’t choose. This is fate! We can only accept."

　　 Xu Tonglu in the bed is still unresponsive.

Xu Tongdao sighed softly, leaning against the bed, half-squinting his eyes and continuing, "I know that such an old man on the stall makes you very angry and embarrassed...Me too, but what can I do? Difficulties, we can only face it!

　　 It's like a person who accidentally fell into a cesspit, yes! It's embarrassing to fall into a cesspit, but it's a path... If you don't crawl out of the cesspit because it is embarrassing to fall into the cesspit, don't you feel even more embarrassed if you end up drowning in the cesspit? "

　　 Having said that, Xu Tongdao glanced at his younger brother again, but Xu Tonglu still had no response.

　　 The metaphor of "dung pit" didn't excite this kid, which was a little bit beyond his expectation.

　　 This is to carry on pretending to sleep to the end!

　　Xu Tongdao smiled faintly, looked up at the Cang Ye on the roof, and continued: "Xiaolu, we are brothers! Brothers of a compatriot, you say! Since childhood, have I beaten you?

no?

　　 Have you ever thought about it, why did I do it to you tonight?

　　 I know, you must still be angry with me now, and even want to suddenly get up and put me on the bed for a beat, I know, you must think so.

　　 If you really want to beat me, get up and beat me! I promise not to fight back.

　　 But... As your brother, I hope you can restore your normal heart as much as possible, and then continue to study hard. I know this is difficult, but this is not the reason why we are willing to fall! Because...because we are the pillars of our family now! "

　　Speaking of which, UU reading www.uukanshu. com Xu Tongdao still did not hear his brother's response.

　　 Maybe my brother is really asleep.

　　 But at the end of Xu Tongdao's words, he didn't want to stop there.

So he paused, and continued: "Our dad is an irresponsible scum! We can't learn from him! Our brothers must fight for each other. Even if it's not for ourselves, we have to consider our mother and Yuzhu, what do you think? ?

Xiaolu, you must listen to what your brother said. Don’t fight with me about making money. I’m older than you. Don’t say one year older. Even if it’s a day older, it’s older than you. So, I don’t have any trouble. Earlier, you didn’t need to think about making money. Your task was to study hard, and it’s best to get admitted to university. Let’s stand up! Can't be looked down upon for a lifetime! "

　　 Xu Tongdao's words are finished, but the younger brother Xu Tonglu in the bed is still motionless.

　　 At this, Xu Tongdao glanced, looking a little disappointed.

　　He really hopes to persuade his brother.

but…

　　If he had turned his head and glanced at Xu Tonglu's face at this time, he would find Xu Tonglu, who had been motionless, had tears on his face and bit his lip tightly.

　　 Disappointed Xu Tongdao stared at the Cang Ye on the roof in a daze. After a long pause, he finally sighed again, got up and undressed and went to bed, then turned off the light to go to bed.

　　...

　　 The next day was light, Xu Tongdao got up early, went to the kitchen to get a shrimp rake and fish basket, rolled his trousers, bare feet, and went out to fish.

　　 Life is not easy at home now. Since there are fish in the field, he doesn't want to waste the opportunity to get some fish home and add a dish.

　　 If there are more, I can sell it for some money to supplement the household.