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Lin Yue followed Ruan Guan out of the dormitory and came downstairs to the boys. Several students from the Department of Architecture looked at them twice, wondering what happened to the department flower today. for different.

"Old Zhang, something happened to me and I need to leave school for a few days, can you lend me some money?"

Sure enough, Zhao Shiyong came to Ruan Guan to help wipe his ass with Tan Xiaojing's stomach.

"Look at your worried look, what happened?"

Ruan Guan's face changed several times, he hesitated to speak several times, but finally held back.

Seeing that she refused to speak, Lin Yue naturally would not say anything more: "Tell me, how much does it cost?"

"2000, it should be enough." Ruan Wan said with his head down. Not only did she not break up with her boyfriend who made someone else's belly bigger, but she also borrowed money to accompany that woman to have an abortion. This is naturally a very shameful thing.

"You wait." After Lin Yue finished speaking, he turned and entered the dormitory building. After a short while, he went back and passed a backpack: "There are 4,000 yuan in it."

"Old Zhang, thank you." Ruan Wan did not refuse him, took the backpack and said, "I will pay you back the money later."

Lin Yue didn't argue with her about money: "You really don't need my help?"

Ruan Guan shook her head, put her backpack behind her back, looked at him deeply, then turned her head sadly, she really wanted to tell him what happened, and she also wanted someone to comfort her, but for some reason, The words in my heart rushed into my throat several times, and she pressed them down again.

"Did Zhao Shiyong bully you?"

Ruan Wan shuddered, but quickly realized, looked back at him and said, "No."

Lin Yue asked again: "When are you leaving?"

"Tomorrow."

"In such a hurry?"

"Um."

"Then I'll take you to the station."

Ruan Wan thought of one thing and didn't refuse.

...

Zheng Wei, Li Weijuan and Zhu Xiaobei didn't know about Zhao Shiyong's matter, Ruan Wan kept this matter from all his friends and carried it alone.

The train station was very cold in winter, and the staff pushing the trolley sold roasted sweet potatoes on the platform. Lin Yue picked out two large ones for her, and handed her the plastic bag containing instant noodles, ham sausage, and pure milk.

"be careful on the road."

"Um."

Ruan Guan glanced at the train parked behind him, put the plastic bag on the ground, twisted the backpack behind his back, and took out a pair of gray woolen gloves from which his fingertips could be exposed.

"It's cold in winter, and it's easy to freeze your hands when you write code every day. I knit a pair of gloves for you. Try it out and see if it fits you well."

In the movie, she knits a scarf for Zhao Shiyong. Knowing that his hands get cold easily in winter, she also knits one for him.

"Thank you." Lin Yue said thank you, took it and tried it: "It's not too big or too small, it's just right."

Ruan Wan smiled gratifiedly.

At this time, there was only a small tail left in the queue for getting on the bus. She glanced at her watch and saw that the bus would start in less than five minutes: "Go back, I'm going to get on the bus." After speaking, she picked up the things on the ground and went Go to the carriage door.

Lin Yue watched her enter the carriage, then turned and walked towards the exit.

He didn't go back to school, he left the station and went straight to the ticket office to buy a train ticket to Zhao Shiyong's city the next day.

...

Three days later, at the railway station in Zhao Shiyong's city, Ruan Guan handed over the remaining two thousand yuan to Zhao Shiyong.

"Buy some supplements for Tan Xiaojing. The doctor said that she is physically weak and the operation will hurt a lot."

"Where did you get so much money?" Zhao Shiyong is very aware of Ruan Wan's family conditions. Her parents are both salaried workers, and their salary is just over a thousand dollars. Ruan Wan's monthly living expenses are less than 300 yuan. Now She paid Tan Xiaojing for the abortion, and she still had more than two thousand yuan in her hand, which made him suspicious.

Ruan Wan said, "Old Zhang lent it to me."

"Zhang Kai?" Last semester, he went to Jingnan University of Technology to find Ruan Guan. Zhang Kai invited him to dinner and gave him a set of Goatskin Band recording discs. In fact, Ruan Wan often mentioned this name in front of him.

"yes."

"Does he know what happened here?"

Ruan Guan shook his head: "I can't say this kind of thing."

Zhao Shiyong breathed a sigh of relief: "It's fine if you don't say it, it's fine if you don't say it."

"Shiyong, don't blame the past, don't make an example, you can do it yourself." Ruan Wan picked up the bag on the ground, and got on the train without looking back.

She walked very chicly and simply, but after passing through several carriages, she walked to the connection between the carriages and felt the vibration from the bottom of her feet. The walls wept silently.

Tan Xiaojing said she was mature, stable, strong, and tolerant. Doesn't she do that? Not to mention accompanying him to the hospital, Zhao Shiyong didn't even dare to appear in front of Tan Xiaojing.

But... someone has to do this, right?

Ruan Guan raised her head and cried for a while, tears dripping down her cheeks, a passenger who came to smoke at the junction saw her crying, and walked away in a daze, she quickly went to get a tissue in her pocket, trying to dry off the bruises on her face Tears, who knew it was empty, only then remembered that I used it for Tan Xiaojing when she went to the hospital with her in the morning.

At this moment, a hand holding a tissue reached out.

She looked along that hand, her expression became complicated.

"I know it all." Lin Yue sighed: "I knew you would resist everything alone."

Telling him about the pain, Ruan Guan squatted down slowly, buried his head between his knees and wept.

Lin Yue walked over and patted her on the shoulder: "everything will be fine. In the future, if you encounter such a thing, don't bear it alone. Your room 308 is the one with the most thoughts, and you keep many things in your heart and never tell others. "

wow~

Ruan Guan put his arms around his neck and cried loudly.

No woman can remain calm after her boyfriend makes someone else's stomach big, and she is no exception, but she knows how to force herself, because Zhao Shiyong is such a person, he will never have his own opinion, and he has to ask her everything idea.

Ruan Guan's crying alarmed the passengers in the nearby carriages. A woman in her thirties with a child came over to check on her. Seeing the girl hugging the boy crying sadly, she didn't take it seriously. The three or four-year-old beside her The little girl blinked her bright eyes, looked at her mother, and then at the sad and tearful elder sister, then grinned and began to cry.

This state lasted for about five minutes, and vented all the grievances in his heart. Ruan Guan gradually regained his senses, let go of the hands around Lin Yue's neck, and wiped away the remaining tears from his eyes.

"Sorry, I didn't control my emotions well."

Lin Yue didn't say anything, and sat down next to her, took out the cigarette case in his trouser pocket, took out one and lit it in his mouth, and took out a can of beer from the plastic snack bag and handed it to her.

"Are you really going to forgive him?"

Ruan Guan didn't speak, but pulled the tab and gulped it into his mouth, drank it all in one gulp, and then coughed violently.

Lin Yue glanced at her and handed over another can.

"Well, actually... I'm also very confused. I don't know how long I can last." She took the can and said, looking at the receding white clouds outside the window.

Lin Yue took a puff of cigarette: "The School of Architecture likes your boys from the cafeteria to the girls' dormitory. Have you never thought about trying to let others into your life?"

"Aren't you the same? So many girls like you." Ruan Guan raised his head and took a sip of beer.

"Didn't I tell you? I have someone I like."

"and you……"

"She has a boyfriend."

In fact, he wanted to take this opportunity to confront her, but judging from the current situation, the timing is not yet ripe, Ruan Wan still has a little fantasy about Zhao Shiyong, she also knows that Zheng Wei and Zhu Xiaobei like her , if you say you like her at this time, it might put a lot of pressure on her, and it may be counterproductive. At present, the best way is to wait patiently for a while. Anyway, there are still several years before 2003, and there is plenty of time. As for men, they still have to focus on their careers. After all, few women would like guys who don't think about making progress.

"..." Ruan Wan lowered her head, does she like Zhao Shiyong? maybe……

As Lin Yue said, she is the one with the most thoughts in room 308. Zheng Wei, Zhu Xiaobei and Li Weijuan are very envious of her relationship with Zhao Shiyong. They have been lovers since high school, and they can maintain each other even if they are not in the same city when they are in university. She has received so many love letters and flowers, but she has never wavered.

Is this really the case?

Zhao Shiyong can have sex with Tan Xiaojing, who is not pretty, so she has no extravagant thoughts? Yes, but she is a rational person, she dare not think further, because Zheng Wei and Zhu Xiaobei are already like that, what can she do? Break up with Zhao Shiyong? To like the person who can bring her a sense of security with peace of mind?

She was melancholy for a long time, and finally chose to give up. Although she didn't want to admit it, the fact is that dating Zhao Shiyong is more of an inertia in her heart. She needs Zhao Shiyong's existence to weaken her growing affection for another person , remind yourself that you are a person with a boyfriend, and you can't get deeper and deeper.

But... But she didn't expect that there would be Tan Xiaojing between her and Zhao Shiyong.

She really hesitated for a long time between breaking up and forgiving, until finally, Nian Zai Zhao Shiyong did not hide this matter, she reluctantly persuaded herself to choose to forgive.

...

One month later, end of period

Zheng Wei came to the boys' dormitory building, when she opened the door of Room 315, she couldn't help being stunned for a moment when she saw the scene in front of her.

Mess everywhere.

But it’s not the mess of the past. In the past, the floor of Room 315 was full of cigarette butts, or snack bags, or just littered socks and beer bottles. What about today? Cardboard, wood, foam, and broken architectural models.

Xu Kaiyang wasn't too cold, squatting on the bed with bare feet, smoking a cigarette, the lingering green smoke covered his face.

Zheng Wei's heart skipped a beat: "What happened?"

The last time she confessed to Lin Yue was caught by Chen Xiaozheng, what would Xu Kaiyang think if that guy told other people about her liking to open up? Now it seemed that what she was most worried about had happened.

PS: Forget it, don't provoke Shi Jie, otherwise I will call you a scumbag again.