Royal Road Qingtian

【Wu Yuting article】

"How did you get pregnant? How could you get pregnant?! How is this possible..."

Touching my belly that didn't bulge at all, I was full of complexities at the time. I didn't know what else to think about other than doubting life. Obviously, Changlu and I...how could it be...

I looked up at the child's father, and sure enough, that face that was usually as cold as an exile's fairy was also full of astonishment at the moment.

This child is not in our life plan, but...

Quietly feeling the rhythm of life in my body, I thought, he is mine.

my child.

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The first time I was touched was the moment when he left the stomach and cried out with a wow.

At that moment, there seemed to be a bright light jumping in front of my eyes. He was the gift of life to me, my child, Xiaoduo.

This was a touch I had never experienced when I adopted Niannian.

Xiaoduo, that small, suddenly extra part of my life.

I was lying on the bed, looking at Chang Lu holding the limp Xiaoduo stiffly with his hands and feet, I was afraid that if one of them was not supported, the baby would be seriously injured. Also be careful.

Uncover the diaper, yo, it's wet! Accurate! My puppy is awesome!

Chang Lu has been able to wear an elongated face all his life, if those guys know about it...haha! Whoops, the baby's father glared at him, no, hold back, let him save face, at least he has to help take care of the child, right?

In the year after that, it was also the first time that I saw a pair of deep and dark big eye circles growing out of a long road that I could not catch my breath for dozens of days and nights.

Xiaoduo, my baby, do you know that even though your birth made some things a lot more complicated, mom and dad still love you, love you very much.

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The first time I secretly shed tears was the night when Xiaoduo tested his talent.

I will never forget the dazed and helpless look in Xiaoduo's eyes at that time.

Xiao Duo's talent is not outstanding, this is what Changlu and I expected, after all...

But Niannian is too good, and she has shown extraordinary talent since she was a child. For Xiaoduo, this has been a touch of pressure that cannot be shaken off from the beginning to the end.

I know, but what can I do?

This child doesn't need pity or sympathy.

So that night, I sneaked into Xiaoduo's room after he fell asleep, looked at him quietly, and wept silently. I know that Chang Lu is standing outside the door behind me, and I also know that he won't come in.

I will not let the children see my tears, well, yes, it does not help to create a majestic image of my mother, that's it!

The next day, as always, I picked up the little Dodo dog who was trying to stay in bed from the bed, and slapped his little butt twice. Seeing his blushing face, I knew it was okay up...

After all, he is the son of me and Changlu, how could he be so fragile?

What he was worried about was that our parents would dislike him because of his talent, but how could it be?

Life will still go on as before, my puppy, little ball, baby, mother will continue to bully you as always!

Well, should I tell him that I still have black history photos of him being coaxed into wearing skirts when he was three years old?

Ha ha!

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The first time I regretted it, not only regretted the mistake at that time, but also regretted that Nian Nian heard this.

Not siblings... If we can get closer in the future...

At that time, I discovered that a mother's selfishness will seriously interfere with the ability to judge the whole situation.

Yes, Xiao Duo is my son. I always want to give him the best, and I think he deserves the best.

But……

That night, it was rare for me to see Chang Lu so angry.

Yes, the gap in talent is destined to be like the difference between clouds and mud. My selfishness may not only drag Nian Nian down in the end, but may even ruin Xiaoduo.

If the two of them are really together, how many people will poke my back and call him a toad for wanting to eat swan meat; At the price of my baby?

And what about Nian Nian? Decades later, she still has a beautiful face, but Xiaoduo... Xiaoduo is already very old.

If there is no emotion, it is destined to be a shackle-like fate;

If you have feelings, seeing your loved one dying of old age and illness but being helpless, in the end, I am afraid that you will also face the end of collapse.

I know I was wrong, but Nian Nian seems to take it seriously...

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The first time I got angry was when I heard the gossip in Eggy's school, oh, and maybe the neighbors.

On that day, Gouda and I went to the school separately to find a teacher and neighbors to have a serious and good talk. Any child who works hard should not put pressure on himself, but also bear the pressure from the people around him. unnecessary harm to him.

Xiaoduo worked very hard, I know.

Except for his inexplicable wanting to sleep, at other times, he was always working very hard to cultivate himself, but... he didn't make any progress.

Both Chang Lu and I secretly checked Xiaoduo's body, but found nothing wrong. My intuition told me that there must be something we don't know, but... reality is reality.

I saw that child was working harder and harder in private, but the smile on his face was a little less, and my heart ached.

The reality that cannot be changed, probably, can only let him learn to face up to and ignore it.

His dad and I began to tease him intentionally or unintentionally, as if we disliked him for not working hard and only knowing how to sleep, but we never let him feel that we really dislike him and hate him.

Just kidding, you get used to it.

Later, when I saw how he was puffing out his mouth and whispering behind his back, thinking we didn't know him, I knew that my Xiaoduo had come out of the trough.

Although still lost, but no longer depressed.

But, mother's Xiaoduo, do you know how much mother hopes for you to become a talent, and at the same time, how much she hopes for you to be an ordinary person willingly?

This road is too bitter, too bitter, and too dangerous.

Once you really embark on the road of cultivation, it will be a life-and-death struggle. If you are lucky, you may be able to go far on this road, but if you are unlucky...

I was suddenly a little scared, afraid that in the future I might face the situation I least wanted to face, and I was afraid that I would go crazy.

However, Chang Lu and I cannot protect the children for a lifetime.

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Later, Xiao Duo finally broke through and embarked on the most painful and difficult path, but I am also proud of him.

I know that Chang Lu is also very happy, don't think I don't know, he secretly drinks a lot in private.

Over the years, even he has learned badly, hum!

If the young eagle is destined to take flight, then we two old fellows, let's pave the way for the children again.

Duoduo, baby, dog, puppy~ Do you know that mother loves you, loves you very much, but mother will never give up bullying you! My little baby, little toot, little egg...

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postscript:--------

(Followers from the Zuo Family, text version)

In fact, what I want to write is the softness hidden in the deepest behind some seemingly noisy families.

Not all ridicule and "dislike" are harmful, and not all strict management will be misunderstood.

Family members, sometimes the warmest thing is the tacit understanding that is understood in the bones.