Rules-based ghost talk game

Hello everyone, this is Panda and also the Endless Traveler.

I have stopped updating for more than half a month, and I have never officially told you the reasons and process. I will briefly talk about it here. At the same time, I would like to thank everyone who is still here for their support and trust in me~

In fact, it is just like the meaning of Chen An's third game "Happy Town" - "False happiness and real cruelty" these simple nine words are so heavy.

Words are difficult to express many things...but many things can only be understood by truly experiencing them.

In the first half of April, for two weeks, I was almost completely sleepless. Apart from daily meals, sleeping, and going to the toilet, I put aside everything and completely immersed myself in the topic of "how to write a novel."

middle.

In two weeks, I continued to study, research, and summarize. Based on the experience of this book of 560,000 words, I hope to make up for my mistakes, write better stories, and express the "art" I want to express. In these two weeks,

I wrote nearly 200,000 words of scrap manuscripts. The good news is that every time a "scrap manuscript" appeared, I could find my own problems and make corrections. I wrote nearly thirty chapters and made six outlines.

More than a dozen story lines, a dozen new ideas and attempts.

Write a manuscript, submit a manuscript, be rejected,

Write the manuscript, submit the manuscript, pass the manuscript, and then find that you won’t be able to write later,

Revise the manuscript, write the manuscript, be rejected,

Found the problem, corrected it, Found the problem, corrected it,

Constantly adjust your own cognition and structure, and continue to research and learn.

I almost worked up all the energy and fought tooth and nail not to admit defeat. I wanted to do what I wanted to do, and I had to do it.

After I reached a certain level of improvement, I practiced in almost hell mode for two weeks.

I gained the ability to basically see the flaws in my articles and the beginning, and I gained a better understanding and mastery of the so-called "Internet writing".

But the bad news is that it makes me despair.

I also discovered how much of a waste I am.

I can not do it.

I can't write.

I'm trash.

It's the kind of... you want to go up the mountain, and you try your best to walk on the way up the mountain, facing the confusion of the unknown road ahead, gritting your teeth, puffing up your breath, and gritting your teeth regardless of the wind, rain and the soreness of your legs.

I climbed to the top of the mountain with my teeth, and then I discovered...it turns out that going up further,

Need to be able to fly.

but me,

No wings.

At that moment, I wanted to cry, but in the end the corners of my mouth turned up, revealing a smile that was uglier than crying.

I tried many styles that I thought were rich in connotation and art, but I got the answer of "I can't understand." Indeed, the most basic thing about online writing is that it should be easy to understand, and other arts and connotations are based on this foundation and

On the basis of interesting plot, it is given sublimation.

I can write a beginning that can lead to a contract, but after the beginning, I don’t know how to start writing. I really can’t let myself write a mindless article. Because I don’t like it, I can’t do it. I can’t write it and I don’t want to write it.

The two points have the same proportion.

But this is not in line with the market.

Articles that are in line with the market and have the style, "art" and connotation that I like...

It requires higher writing requirements and plot structure support.

but me,

Can't do it.

This makes me feel desperate.

It's the kind of despair that comes when you realize how useless you are and can't change it, the kind of despair where problems can no longer be solved through hard work.

And this made me afraid.

I didn't dare to write anymore. I couldn't write anymore. I had a fear of writing because no matter how I wrote, I couldn't write it right.

Although there is no "right answer" to this, I find that I am always "wrong".

Looking back at this book, "Gui Xi" is the first book in my writing career. It is also a book of great significance to my writing growth. It is also the book that gave me you lovely book friends who have always supported me.

This book...

In the comment area, Qidian.com, QQ, and Baidu, I saw many voices of support, praise, and those that moved me... There were also many belittling, insulting, and pointing out various problems.

These all make me feel...

Fluctuations in mood.

This is my first book in the true sense, and it has to be my practice work. All I can do is try my best at every stage.

There was a slight confusion in the early stage, not knowing the rhythm and acting haphazardly in subsequent situations, various problems caused by insufficient thinking, and the unfamiliarity caused by the first attempt at such a style and story in the third volume, and the situation of piling up settings all the time.

, these are all problems I need to solve, but I really can't do it well the first time. It's also my first time trying...

The performance of this book is very poor. From the time it was put on the shelf until the end of the update, the average subscription was less than 140, and the new chapter subscription was about 50.

From a commercial perspective and a performance perspective, this is a book that has no reason to be written, and it is also the fundamental reason why countless authors have become eunuchs.

Coupled with my desperate state at the time, I simply couldn't write it down.

On the other hand, during the four months of writing this book, I have been thinking and typing with high intensity. I was thinking about the plot while eating and sleeping. In February and March, it was common for me to update tens of thousands of pages a day.

I have been relying on the breath in my heart to hold on, but after it was put on the shelves, I felt that daily updates turned into tasks. When a hobby turned into a job, the interest turned into a task that must be completed. This thing itself

It's changed.

As a result, I began to feel that this was a "burden" and an "annoyance", which also made me lose my original intention.

After a hobby becomes something that may bring profits, it is inevitable that things will change. Compared with other professional things, it is more obvious for intimate things like writing.

But, this shouldn't be like this, there should be other ways.

At the same time, I also started to think about why this was and what went wrong.

And because of the reasons mentioned above, this book has been temporarily suspended since mid-April, and I need to adjust.

On the other hand, it is also the bj epidemic, and some real things are hitting our heads, etc.

Over the past half month, the passion and despair of the past have gradually been smoothed away over time. I have also discovered many problems and gained a lot through intermittent attempts.

In other words, the influence caused by Xiaolong and Cuttlefish's books has been eliminated, and I have begun to embark on a path of gradually exploring and perfecting my own style.

I don't know what my abilities are now, I can only do my best.

But at least my mentality has been adjusted and I have regained my original intention.

So, between starting a new book and continuing to write this book, I decided to continue writing this book, even though there is no profit.

But that’s not the original purpose, right?

This time, it’s not for profit or work, just to complete this journey.

Just because you are here, just because there are many people who like and support this book.

so,

I'm back.

This time, I will get rid of many restrictions, such as blocking the so-called pure rule-based dungeons, and many, many things, well, but those who can see this must be a very small number of people, who cannot see it for various reasons.

If you go down, you won't be able to see here.

So I figured out, since everyone likes it, why don't I do it in a way that I also like.

Isn't the original intention of writing a book just for what you like, because you like it?

I will definitely not be able to make everyone accept it, even the great gods cannot do it. Therefore, what I have to do is really just calm down, make steady progress, think, and complete my own path.

Well, although the road ahead is unclear, I don’t know how far I can go.

But, here,

invite you,

with me,

Hit the road.

With us, the story continues.