Sand Sculpture Childhood Friends Are the Most Lethal

Small bridges, running water, river lights, fireworks...

Although Ayao stood in front of me and kissed me, I still felt the unreality of being in a dream.

Isn't all this really my dream?

"I love you." I murmured.

I have a lot of things to say to him, but now I can only say these three words that are easy to understand.

"I love you too." He said softly.

It is said that the voice can make a person pregnant. I originally thought it was nonsense, but at this moment, hearing his voice, I feel that my legs are weak.

If it weren't for him to hold my waist, I'm afraid I'm sitting on the ground now, right?

I leaned on him softly, listening to his strong heartbeat, and let out a contented sigh.

In the beginning, he was raised as a son, then as a brother, and finally he became a husband...

It's really good fortune to fool people!

I can't remember when I fell in love with Ayao.

It seems that after I realized that I was GAY, the content of the first spring dream was related to this child.

That was the first time I watched GV. It may be because of the excitement that I dreamed of the plot in GV when I dreamed at night.

I dreamed that I was being **** by someone. At the beginning, I was a backward entry. I didn't know who was doing me. I just felt very satisfied.

Later, I changed my position, but I couldn't see what the person who was doing me looked like.

I realized it was a dream, and I was very curious about what that person looked like.

Maybe this is his dream girl?

"Big Brother Yunfei, how can you be distracted at this time?"

I was shocked by this title, and when I saw that person's face suddenly changed to Ayao's look.

OMG? ! What a strange dream is this!

I woke up all of a sudden, lying on the bed panting, unable to return to my senses for a long time.

I was so wet below me, as if I had really had a big fight with someone just now.

Is the lover of my dreams Ayao?

I feel like I am crazy.

At that time, Ayao's height had just reached the position of my shoulders, and he was a child who had not grown up at all.

Even if I am hungry and thirsty, I can't attack a child, am I?

And rabbits don’t eat grass on the edge of the nest. I grew up watching this child, just like a brother!

I calmed down for a while and felt that I probably knew too few men, and circled the child all day, so I subconsciously substituted him into my dream.

With this thought, I walked into the legendary GAY for the first time in my life.

To be honest, the atmosphere inside is different from what I imagined.

There is no loud music, no messy lights, and no people who are crazy.

If not, there are no girls, this place is definitely a mecca for dating!

"Is this the first time?" the bartender spoke to me.

"I have been to other bars before, but the atmosphere is not so good." I said.

According to the experience of the rivers and lakes, in this kind of place, you can never show that you are a newcomer. Only the old guns can be like a fish in this kind of place.

I sat at the bar, chatting with the bartender one after another.

Although I didn't find a person who moved my heart, the bartender and I had a very happy conversation, like old friends who hadn't seen each other for many years.

"A little boy who came to GAY for the first time told me that he wanted to find a regular companion here. It's ridiculous to hear that." The bartender said while wiping the glass, "The one who came to this place Isn't it a time-honored one? Dew love is easy to find, a fixed companion...difficult!"

I felt an arrow in my knee inexplicably, but my face remained calm.

"What about marriage and divorce, let alone same sex?" I said.

"It's not easy for you to see through this." The bartender said, "How many people love to die because they can't see this clearly, and come here to drink and get drunk most of the night."

Now think about it, when the bartender said this to me, he must have never thought that I would be a frequent visitor to buy him drunk in the future, right?

It is said that knowing is easy and doing is hard, this is true.

I understand the truth, but every time I want to let go of this fruitless unrequited love, I always hesitate and constantly find all kinds of crappy excuses for myself.

I silently **** him to and from school every day because I am afraid he will be in danger. The child's safety awareness is so bad, what if he is kidnapped? What if you get hit by a car while crossing the road? What if you get entangled by a gangster?

Repeating a lie a thousand times is the truth. I kept saying this to myself, and gradually I agreed with this statement.

Until one day, I suddenly found that Ayao didn't go home directly after school, but was talking and laughing with a girl at the school gate, and then went to the print shop together.

I felt very uncomfortable in my heart, and almost wanted to rush forward and ask him why he didn't go straight home.

Did he fall in love early?

However, it seems normal for students to borrow information from each other, maybe I am too sensitive.

I tried to find an excuse for him, but I couldn't find the courage to show up in front of him and ask him who the girl was.

It should be normal for the brother to care about the emotional state of the younger brother, right?

Maybe after a while, this kid should come to me to ask me about the skills of dating. After all, he has never concealed anything from me since he was young.

Really... Do you have anything to talk about?

I suddenly realized that Ayao hadn't talked to me for a long time, and he always made excuses to refuse when I asked him out.

Did he notice something?

I felt anxious and didn't sleep well all night.

I thought that this child is also old, and that he can protect himself without following him every day.

It can be estimated that when it was time for him to leave school, I could not help but go out, standing in the same place and looking at him from a distance.

This time he was still walking with the girl, and the other party gave him a packet of biscuits.

Didn’t I tell him that he can’t just eat food from strangers?

This kid must have deceived my words!

The little biscuits looked dark, and I secretly prayed that the little girl would bake the biscuits and Ayao would spit it out after one bite.

However, the scene I imagined did not happen. Ayao seemed to like the girl's biscuits very much. After eating, he nodded and smiled at the other party.

Is it great to make small biscuits? I can do it too!

At that time, searching for recipes online was not as convenient as it is now. I could only ask someone to get an idea, and then after I bought the ingredients home, I thought about it myself.

It failed several times at the beginning, either the batter was too thin or the taste was too dry.

Finally, I baked out small biscuits that I could barely eat, and I happily gave them to Ayao to taste, but he looked disgusted.

"What they make is snacks, you are poison|pill." He said.

To be honest, the biscuits I made did not look good, but he didn't even want to taste it.

My heart is very bitter, but my face is smiling and joking, saying that he has forgotten his friends.

He looked a little ugly after hearing this, saying that he and the girl were just classmates who had a better relationship, so I don't want to talk nonsense.

Is it really nonsense? If it is nonsense, why is he so nervous?

He is probably afraid of me telling the news and tell his parents about his premature love.

Did we even lose this trust between us?

After that day, I seldom go to him again. I hang out with Zhang Yan's gang all day long, and occasionally go to the bar to get drunk and die.

Ayao rarely contacted me on the initiative, even if he encountered it on the road, it was just a polite greeting.

I thought the fate between us had come to an end like this, and since then we will go to each other in no time. Unexpectedly, I suddenly received a postcard from him in the spring of one year.

He said that when he saw the sakura, he suddenly remembered the scene when I took him to Yuyuantan when he was a child. He missed that time and missed the Arctic soda that I bought for him... Japan did not have Arctic soda, and there was no one to accompany him to see the cherry blossoms.

He didn't mention anything about inviting me to find him in Japan, but I looked at the little card he sent and cried and laughed, laughed and cried.

I thought I had forgotten him, but the other party just sighed casually, and I could no longer restrain my thoughts.

I really want to see him...

immediately! immediately!

When I calmed down, I was already standing at an unfamiliar foreign airport, and everyone around me was speaking a language that I didn't understand.

Fortunately, the translation software is powerful. Although I can't speak a foreign language at all, I still found Ayao's residence in Japan smoothly.

To be honest, I almost didn't recognize him at first sight.

This kid has always looked like a teenager in my mind, but he turned out to be taller than me this time.

In a daze, I felt that he fits perfectly with the image of the person in my dream.

"Ayao." I couldn't help calling him.

He stiffened, and then quickened his pace, as if he wanted to pretend not to know me, but he was held back by me.

"I haven't seen you for such a long time, have you forgotten my brother?" I tried to keep myself calm, but my voice was still a little choked.

I finally... saw him again...

Later, he explained to me that it was not that he did not recognize me, but that he felt ashamed of his current state of death, and feared that I would laugh at him.

"It's not too early for you to come, let me clean up the house anyway." He complained.

His room should indeed be cleaned up, it was messy everywhere, the floor was full of comics and magazines, and the walls were posted with posters of cartoon characters.

Did he completely release himself after he lived?

For some reason, I was suddenly a little happy.

Although Ayao didn't take the initiative to confess, I finally have the qualifications to help him keep secrets.

In the few days in Japan, the relationship between us seems to have returned to when we were young. The only difference is that I used to take him around and told him that it was delicious and fun. Now the roles between us have completely changed. .

He said that I have not changed at all, but I think he has changed a lot.

It seemed that he suddenly changed from a little boy who needed my care to a mature man.

The feeling of heartbeat becomes more and more obvious, and I can be sure that I am in love with him.

However, the deeper this love is, the more fearful I am.

He treats me as his brother, but I want him to **** me?

Just thinking about it makes me feel like a disgusting pervert.

Ayao is the only child in the family. Uncle Feng and Aunt Feng treat me very well, how can I let them cut off their children and grandchildren?

And this child is also a straight man...In the future, I will definitely meet a girl I like and marry and have children. All I can do is help him assist and wish him happiness with a smile.

I never thought that I would bend Ayao, the reason why I always teased him intentionally or unintentionally is entirely out of a selfish mentality.

Anyway, he will be someone else's in the future, so it's better to leave some good memories for yourself now, so that you can slowly savor it when you are alone in the future.

Ayao is very slow, and most of the time, I don't realize that I'm teasing him.

I told him that I was too scared to watch horror movies, and I didn't dare to close my eyes if he didn't sleep with me. He actually hugged a pillow to accompany me to sleep, and he patted me lightly to make me not be afraid.

The person I like is lying next to me. How can I fall asleep?

I didn't know what I was thinking, so I rolled over and rolled into his quilt.

I felt my heartbeat was so fast that I trembled slightly because of my nervousness and excitement.

"Don't be afraid, I am here." I heard him comfort me softly.

I don’t know if you have ever listened to late night radio. His voice at that time was like the MC on the radio, which tickles my heart.

I didn't know where the courage came from, so I reached out and hugged him.

"Have you had a nightmare?" I heard him ask.

I did not speak, but quietly felt the warmth of embracing him.

It may be that this posture made him uncomfortable. This guy hesitated for a moment and pushed me aside.

In order not to make him suspicious, I was obediently pushed away by him.

But for some reason, I always feel empty in my heart.

So I turned over and wrapped myself around him again, like a drowning man clutching a driftwood on the sea.

He tried to move, but I didn't let it go.

Only this time, let me hold you for a while...

I don't know if Ayao heard my heart, he suddenly sighed, then stopped moving, and only gently awakened me when it was about to dawn.

"Hey, go back to your own place to sleep and return the quilt to me, okay?" There was helplessness in his tone.

I suddenly became a little jealous of the man who married him later. Where can I find such a good-tempered person!

I opened my eyes and looked at him blankly, with emotion in my eyes.

"Wake up? Quickly give me a quilt, it will be frozen like a dog." He said, and reached out to reach the quilt I originally covered. "This quilt is not covered all night, it's chilly... you're afraid It's cold, let's cover my quilt."

I couldn't help but kiss him on the cheek.

"It's great," I said with emotion.

If I could do this more times, I would probably die without regret.

A Yao's expression was a little dazed in shock, and he didn't seem to understand why I kissed him suddenly. However, he quickly attributed it all to me being confused.

Sleeping confused? I didn't sleep all night!

He was always curious about what my little secret was, and I even had the urge to tell him everything.

I want to tell him that I am a gay, I want to tell him that I love him!

Fortunately, reason defeated sensibility, and I didn't say anything in the end.

In fact, if it weren't for my dad to force me to marry that day, I probably wouldn't let them know that I like men in my life!

The word homosexuality... just thinking about it is disgusting.

I think the biggest mistake I made in my life was that I drank too much that day and asked Ayao to go to GAY to find me.

This child has always had a good memory, and he will definitely find the place he has visited for the second time.

Sure enough, he found me the day I came out of the closet at home.

I don't remember exactly what I said, I only know that I told him a lot.

I was afraid that I would confess to him without knowing it, so I didn't dare to look at him directly for a few days, and even started to alienate it intentionally.

I was afraid that he would suddenly open up one day, and realized that I had been teasing him, and felt that I was a disgusting pervert.

Even the brothers who grew up watching him can do it. Isn't it a pervert?

"No matter what you become, there will be no change in the fact that you are my child."

Ayao's words seemed to give me a booster and regain my confidence in life.

I suddenly felt that I couldn't go on like this anymore.

Ayao has his life, and I also have my life.

I can't drag him down because of my selfishness!

There is nothing wrong with what he said... My presence has affected his dating.

I participated in the recording of "Super Designer" and tried hard to fade out of his life, but he kept pressing on.

I can't figure out what he meant.

Did he take me as a kid? Or take me as the object of pursuit?

That day he deliberately drank the legendary "lost wine" for me and kissed me.

I thought he wanted to communicate with me in depth. Although I was a little shocked, I did not refuse, but he left without looking back.

I think he was testing me, right?

Obviously, I didn't pass his test... He didn't even give me an extra look.

In the new round of challenges, the model I chose is still his rumored girlfriend.

It is the original sin that I fell in love with him, so if I treat his future girlfriend a little better, can I atone for it?

Having said that, I originally hated the little girl named Wen Miao a little bit, but after contacting her a few times, I felt that this little girl was pretty good.

Not ugly in appearance, and simple in character, much stronger than those coquettish **** outside.

Anyway, there will be others without her. If Ayao is with her, I am not unacceptable...

The little girl seemed to trust me very much. She always asked me something related to Ayao, and I almost answered every question.

"Little brother, you know the boss well." The little girl once said inadvertently, "Will you keep crushing on him?"

My crush on him is so obvious that even irrelevant passers-by can see it?

I was sour in my heart, but still raised a smile and denied: "How come? We are all men..."

"It is easier for people of the same **** to have true love." The little girl said, "I think you are quite suitable."

I pursed my mouth, turned my back to adjust my mood, and then picked up a lipstick from the dressing table.

"Your makeup is out of order, let me fix it up for you."

The little girl opened her mouth obediently, just like a cute porcelain doll.

At this moment, I suddenly felt a chill behind me, and turned my head to look at it. It turned out that I was standing not far away and looking at it coldly.

I feel a little uncomfortable in my heart.

He had never put such a cold face on me before...

"What are you doing?" He said sourly.

"Put on lipstick." I said, "Don't worry, the sun is bright in broad daylight. With so many people watching here, I won't treat your little girlfriend like that."

He didn't speak, but glanced at Wen Miao.

I felt Wen Miao shudder.

This guy really doesn't know how to fall in love... How many times have I told him that a girl is a delicate flower and she needs to hold it in her palm for care. He will scare others when he doesn't move, and sooner or later he will have to scare the girl away!

I want to teach him some love experiences, but he doesn't seem to bother to listen to my nonsense.

Think about it, too, a **** who has been single to the present, what qualifications does he have to tell others about the "Love Sutra"?

Having said that, I am really a duplier.

Obviously, I had already said that I would like to bless Ayao, but when I heard that Uncle Feng announced the marriage news, I still felt black.

All this is too fast, I haven't made enough preparations yet!

I went to the vending machine in despair to buy a drink, but when I turned around, I accidentally bumped into someone and poured all the drinks on the other person.

"I'm so sorry..."

"Why don't you feel tired, is it too tired?" the other party asked.

It's Ayao's voice! How could he appear here?

I raised my head in surprise, unable to speak for a long while.

I don't know what to tell him.

Say congratulations?

Sorry, I can't do it so magnanimously.

"Did you receive the flowers I gave this morning?" he asked.

flower? Of course I received...

But what is that? A consolation prize for losers?

Although I like him, I like him so much that I don't even have dignity, but I haven't been humbled to this point!

I don't need him to pity me!

Back in the room, I remembered how he was at a loss just now in the hallway, his chest seemed to be blocked by a large stone, which made me unable to breathe.

I even had the illusion that he might not know it.

But if he didn't reveal the slightest words, would Uncle Feng say that?

Now that the whole world knows that he has a fiancée, I am still kept in the dark as his childhood.

Does he think I'm the kind of person who can be entangled?

To be honest, I don't have any passion for creation, but the competition is still going on and I have to walk into the workshop.

I feel like I'm going to lose this time because I am absent-minded no matter what I do, thinking about Ayao in my head.

Thinking about it, I even had auditory hallucinations.

I seem to hear the Yuanchewer beast meowing.

"Look! There is a little yellow cat!" I heard a girl shout like this.

Everyone stopped their work one after another and gathered around to tease the cat.

I did not approach, but subconsciously called out "Essence Devouring Beast".

Even though the little thing had a conscience, he recognized my voice instantly, rushed to my front, and climbed up along my trouser legs.

After only a few weeks, the weight of the bitter beast has increased a lot, and it almost took my pants down.

I quickly reached out and hugged it in my arms.

Why did the little guy appear here? Ayao brought it here?

I reported a fake to the program team, and went to Ayao's room with the bitter beast, but knocked on the door for a long time without responding.

Isn't he in the house?

Suddenly I was a little panicked, and quickly took out my mobile phone and called him.

The prompt sounded several times, and when I wanted to hang up and dial again, the call went through.

"Hey?"

He sounded a little tired, and his breath was a little unstable.

Is something wrong?

I asked him where he was, and he said he was in the yard.

What are you doing in the yard this night?

I hurried to look for him in the yard. This guy sat on the bridge with his legs hugging his legs like a pitiful little man, looking up at the sky at a forty-five degree angle.

I thought he had something on his mind, but I didn't expect him to confess to me.

I don't know how to answer.

Reason tells me that I should refuse, but sensibility makes me agree to the other side.

I had a crush on him for so long, and now he has finally confessed to me, what can I hesitate about!

I opened my mouth and just wanted to agree, suddenly I thought of my parents, and then of his parents.

I have been kicked out of the house, but Ayao can't end up like me.

"I... can give you a chance." I said.

I felt that my rhetoric was like a shameless bitch, but Ayao seemed very happy, with a smile on the corners of his eyes and eyebrows.

Ayao is usually called a big brother, and he has almost no weaknesses. Only in the matter of feelings, he is as naive as a child, and he is willing to believe whatever others say.

I sometimes worry that this child will be deceived into doubting life!

Although I promised to give Ayao a chance, I didn't take this matter to heart at the beginning.

In my opinion, this child is just on a whim, and he will forget about it after he gets busy for a while.

Which young man does not like to play? It is better for him to come to me than to find the messy people outside.

Facts have proved that I was wrong, this kid is actually serious.

He not only clarified the rumors on the Internet, rectified various CPs, but also took me to confess with my family...

My head was dumbfounded the moment I walked in.

Obviously we should sing and play together, but from beginning to end, it was only Ayao who was performing a one-man show.

He took all his faults on himself, and when my dad was about to hit me, he even rushed forward and gave me a punch.

I don't understand why he did it for this purpose. He said it was because of loving me.

Because he loves me, he doesn't want to hurt me a little...

He doesn't want to hurt me, so why do I want him to hurt?

In this way, I went to find Uncle Feng and my dad again.

Even if they want to kill me, I have to tell the truth!

I told them that it was Ayao who I liked first, and then I told them exactly how I liked him.

I cried as I talked, but in the end I couldn't make a sound.

I thought that such distorted and perverted emotions would usher in their stormy reprimands, but I didn't expect them to just sigh heavily.

Uncle Feng told me that in fact, Ayao's love for me is also true.

He told me the content of the conversation between Ayao and him in the study that day.

I didn't expect this child to have such a deep affection for me!

"You have already bent the people, and it is not easy for us to break them back." Uncle Feng said, "Let's live a good life, it's not easy to be in love with each other."

"If your kid dares to bully Ayao, be careful that I take your skin off!" My dad still blows his beard and stares, but he obviously accepted the feelings between us.

With the consent of both parents, a big rock in my heart finally fell to the ground.

Originally, what I planned was a bungee jumping confession, but so many people were watching at the time, and the confession couldn't be said in the end.

Ayao accidentally discovered the confession message I left on his wall a long time ago, but that was my confession at the beginning of the year, not the current me.

How do I confess now?

Under the advice of my parents, I chose the most straightforward method and confessed in person on the day of the challenge.

To my surprise, Ayao actually thought of going with me, and chose to confess that day.

Our two routines are basically exactly the same! It really deserves to have grown up together since childhood!

This is probably the most beautiful coincidence in the world, right?

The author has something to say: Do you still remember the "FourLoko" (FourLoko) that I bought at a convenience store before being sealed?

Today I made a can of alcohol by myself. The taste of alcohol is really not strong, but it is easy to have the illusion of being drunk, such as rapid heartbeat and confused head.

Hmm... It's obviously only 14% alcohol, but it feels like drinking two mouthfuls of Erguotou

SO [Key Points] Girls must not drink FourLoko by mistake when they go out

If someone takes this wine for you to drink... well, you should reposition this person’s attributes