Save Tomorrow's Ark with Game System
Chapter 4 Before Dying
Rhode Island Medical Department, Psychological Counseling Room.
Valentine sat in a chair outside the consultation room and watched people coming and going around. From time to time, Rhode Island staff in white coats greeted him, and Valentine responded with a smile.
He was the first to enter the psychological test and it was over soon. Xing Yihuang and Raphael were still in the consultation room and were facing the problems. Valentine felt that it was too boring inside and ran out.
Moreover, some issues involve personal privacy, and it is not appropriate for Valentine to sit in the house. After all, the two sisters were waiting outside during his test.
"Hello, little girl, are you a new operator?" A vibrant voice penetrated Valentine's ears, and a medical officer in a white coat stood in front of him.
A pair of pink sneakers with round cat claws printed on it, which looks cute. The tight and thin calves are wrapped in white stockings. Combined with the sound Valentine just heard, he guessed that the medical operator was
Not old. Valentine slowly looked up and saw her white short skirt, shirt and long hair brushing through his eyes one by one, and finally his gaze was frozen on the girl's face.
Some baby-fat faces made Valentine want to reach out and poke her cheeks. The two big eyes seemed to be covered with stars, which looked very shining, and looked full of curiosity and vitality. The two triangular ears were
Her head was trembling, and there were two balls of hair in her ears.
A Philin tribe who looks like a rabbit as a whole like a rabbit is the first impression he gave Valentine.
There are so many Philin tribes in this world...
And are women so tall? This girl looks like the lowest, right?
"Hello, my name is Valentine. I am indeed a new operator and I am undergoing a pre-job test."
Valentine grinned and forced a smile, looking a little unhappy.
"Also, I'm a male."
This girl is the fifth person today to call him as a girl.
Don’t you guys look at the clothes I’m wearing?
"Sorry, sorry, I didn't mean it..." The girl touched her ears awkwardly. "I see that your appearance is really no different from that of a girl."
"Okay." Valentine put the diagnosis aside, stood up and spread her hands.
"Where is this girl's nearest gym? I decided to develop a muscle in an hour."
"In the period after I completed the test, I have been recognized as a girl by many people."
"It's okay, your memory in everyone's mind is stronger." The girl smiled, and the apology on her face was wiped out. "In this way, more people will notice that a new friend has come to us.
.”
"I don't think it's a good thing to be remembered by a doctor... It just means something is wrong with your health." Valentine rolled her eyes.
"I don't know your name yet."
Valentine is not so restrained to a familiar person, although he has always been a carefree guy.
"Ah, my name is Puppet, this is my code name. As for the real name..." Puppet blinked at Valentine and stretched out his right hand: "I will only tell my good friends."
The Ragdoll cat is the largest and heaviest one among cats. It has large eyes and round eyes, thick hair, thick limbs, long tail, and soft body.
Valentine felt that this girl had no condition except for her big and round eyes and height that matched the Ragdoll Cat.
"My code name is Valentine, the same as the name." Valentine gently held the puppet's right hand and quickly let go.
"My name is Amy, Brom from Victoria, and I'm glad to be friends with you."
Valentine was a little confused when he saw the mutton's bright smile. After coming to this world, he met the opposite sex, basically the cold-like kind of Xing Yihuang, and the only "outlier" Raphael gave people the feeling
It was also an unattainable feeling of being admired by people. At this time, a particularly cheerful and lively girl suddenly appeared in front of him, which really made Valentine's head, which was used to dealing with Xing Yihuang, was a little unreal.
"It seems that we have known each other for less than a minute, girls." Valentine frowned as she looked at the mutant's tiger teeth.
"We met, we are friends." The doll's tone was like a primary school student, looking at Valentine with big eyes, and the stars inside were shining with clean light.
"I want to know how old you are this year..." Valentine quickly closed her mouth before she finished speaking.
After two years in this world, Valentine's habit of talking only happened occasionally.
The country is easy to change, but the nature is difficult to change.
"I'm 19 this year and I'm already an adult." The Muppet heard what Valentine meant. "Not a little girl."
"I have a carefree childlike heart when I am an adult, and I am very envious." This sentence is completely true. Valentine thinks that this girl is definitely the same as the snake slaughter box, innocent and charming.
If you lose your memory, you will be extremely happy in your childhood, and you will never be beaten by society even when you are an adult.
Think about him, Xing Yihuang and Raphael, which one has a tragic past? And the Rhode Island operators, when they were looking at their detailed information, Valentine always felt like he was watching a show.
A drama called "Les Miserables".
Let’s not talk about those who are infected with ore diseases, but also a bunch of poor children who have no wives, family, and hometown.
Some operators are even disliked by doctors because of their low star rating. In this way, they can still work happily in infrastructure every day. How heartbreaking...
"Then if you play Ark of Tomorrow in the future, I will let you have kokodayo all ten companies."
A humble voice suddenly appeared in Valentine's mind.
"Get out!" Valentine's heart hopped, as if the scene that made him suffer from photosensitive epilepsy appeared in front of him again.
"Aren't you going on vacation? How can you communicate with me?"
“It doesn’t conflict with going on vacation and communicating with the host.”
The system sounded again, and this time there were a few more dull explosions as the background.
Did this system go on vacation or go to war?
"I have a name. I will call me Jiao Zhengyu in the future. Don't call me the system. It sounds too ugly. Also, for me, fighting is also a kind of vacation. Is it so good to abuse vegetables that I feel so good?"
This time, it should be said that Jiao Zhengyu is completely unconcealed. After he finished speaking, the explosion filled Valentine's mind, and it was also mixed with the sharp sound of bullets rubbing through the air and the ignorance of it.
What language of help sound made him feel like he was listening to a war film with a complete loss of sound quality.
"Damn!"
Valentine shook her head, and the chaotic explosion disappeared in an instant, and the silence of the Rhode Island Medical Department once again occupied his auditory nerves.
"What's wrong with you?" Two small question marks popped up in the Tug's eyes.
"Well, mutants, I can call you that."
Although Valentine sometimes doesn't speak well enough, he is very polite in most cases. As for the communication with Amiya, he completely treats Amiya as an acquaintance. After all, before traveling through time, he
Did you know Amiya?
"Of course, you can call me Amy."
"First of all, please forgive my rude behavior and words just now."
"It's okay." The doll waved his hand, and the smile at the corner of his mouth did not disappear.
"So, do you have no job to do now?" Valentine's head tilted slightly.
"Hey?" The tutor was stunned for a moment and soon realized. "Yes, I forgot all the tasks assigned by the tutor. So see Valentine in the future~"
The mutton waved his hand to Valentine and trotted away. He looked at the mutton's back as he walked away, but never responded to her departure.
After the mutton disappeared completely in Valentine's sight, he sat back on the bench, leaning on the back of the chair, covering his face with his hands. On the chair next to Valentine, his psychology
The test diagnostic report is being placed there.
"According to icd-10, mild depression attacks (f32.0) have at least 2 core symptoms (depressed mood, decreased interest/loss of pleasure, insufficient energy/excessive fatigue), and at least 4 core and additional symptoms, moderate depression
The attack (f32.1) has at least 2 core symptoms, a total of at least 6 core and additional symptoms, and a total of 3 core symptoms (f32.2) has 3 core symptoms, a total of 8 core and additional symptoms. The patient currently has symptoms such as
: Depressed mood, lack of energy, psychomotor delay, self-blame, sleep disorders, indecision, suicidal concepts and other behaviors, the items are consistent with the severe depression attack."
Major depression.
Behind every smiling face there may be endless tears
Ten minutes ago.
Valentine sat at the desk, looking at the psychological test results in her hand and fell into deep thought. There were a lot of medical terms that she couldn't understand, but he could still understand the last few sentences in it.
"Severe depression?" Valentine put down the result and looked at the doctor in front of him. His brows were deeply frowned, his eyelids were raised and his eyes widened, with disbelief on his face.
"It's true." Garville raised his glasses, responding to Valentine's gaze full of wisdom and professional posture.
Valentine looked at Gaville's badge and once again confirmed that the doctor in front of her was the crocodile sister who was good at physical therapy.
Where did this sister get the glasses?
"And you know very well whether there are any symptoms mentioned above."
This sentence was like a heavy hammer hitting Valentine's heart, which made him suddenly shocked.
Depressed mood, lack of energy, psychomotor delay, self-blame, sleep disorders, indecision, suicidal concept...
If he had been in his previous life, he would definitely meet these conditions, otherwise he would not have traveled to this world.
A childhood that endured campus violence, his natural weakness and poor physique, and an unwise head made him step by step toward the depths of darkness. His sensitive heart was full of suspicion, and the sunny world was also dark in his eyes.
The high wall slowly builds up, and he surrounds himself. He no longer gets attacked by wind and rain, nor can he see the sunshine of the future. His parents have become his only motivation to survive, and every year and every day are like a machine
.In order not to let those parents and friends see the clues, he painted a smiling face on the high wall.
The past was like a storm rushing again, numerous and violent. Even though Valentine had vowed to look forward and forget the past, he still couldn't help but look at the memories that washed up on him hard.
The mask was worn when he entered high school. Valentine disguised himself as a carefree optimist, making jokes with his classmates every day, trying his best to disguise himself as a normal person. In the eyes of others, he probably
He is a naive man with a little straight mind and a good temper. Many people have become friends with him, but they are just friends.
No one knows what he really thinks. The words he says are false, even when facing his parents. In every moment and every second of his life in his previous life, no matter where he is, Valentine always
He could clearly hear every move he made and every trembling of his throat, just like a robot that had been rusted and had not been lubricated. He had thought about himself countless times
The meaning of living in this world is soon shifting your thoughts and putting your parents' image in your mind. Every time he feels that living is very tired and has no energy, he will forcefully dig out of his mind what his parents said.
Out, act as the driving force for Valentine to continue living.
This kind of life is undoubtedly painful and tormenting, wandering on the brink of collapse countless times, and saving himself countless times. After many times, I got used to it. At the beginning, Valentine would cry with her pillow, but in
In the past few years of his death, he could not even shed a single tear. He just felt a burst of pain in his heart and even wanted to laugh.
Ah, this feeling comes out again, what's the use? I still have to live well anyway. God really thought I would commit suicide.
Sometimes, he pursed his lips while smiling, his face as if it were a black winter.
Even so, his eyes were still dry and covered with bloodshot.
After coming to this world, Valentine thought things would change. In fact, it did happen. In the Battle of Bartmore, he abandoned his weakness, endured mental and physical pain, and put the emotions that were pressing on his heart fiercely.
vented. For a long time after that battle, Valentine was fantasizing what to do if Xing Yihuang and the Black Gloves team were both unconscious or not present at that time.
He really wanted to hammer the heads of those bastards into pieces, tear open their chests, pull out their intestines and ribs, and then pile up everyone's bodies and their internal organs,
Burn it clean.
So what if you feel disgusting when a knife cuts a person? Under the vent of pressure, people are demons who ignore everything.
After Butmore, Valentine faced the fork in life again and then chose the road according to her own ideas.
But everything that later proved that this choice was a mistake, at least for Valentine.
He overestimated his ability. Buttermore's victory made him feel the sunshine of life for the first time, so Valentine began to run and rush forward regardless of everything.
The ending is obvious. Chernobeller was captured, accumulated for two years, and destroyed.
Although Jiao Zhengyu enlightened him after that, it seems that Valentine has made no progress now.
He just kept swaying.
The high wall cracked, Valentine took the first step and fell in the second step. After he got up, he retreated into the high wall, and took another step under the guidance of Gorgeous Eagle The first step to the wall.
He was still in place, even though he had left the high wall.
Just like his thoughts when he first traveled through time, this life is easy, and it will continue. If it is difficult, then it will be like dying again and taking a few more steps.
But I was so dying that I never died, Zhengyu gave Valentine a wish to give him a chance to return to the earth. Valentine's heart, who was about to die, came back to life again. He had a life goal and felt it again. The pain of life.
The Growler's money did not make him feel happy. He should have insomnia and should feel uncomfortable. This is also the reason why he can easily accept the fact that he has become a poor man in one second.
Being loved by the angel sister didn't make him happy, or even made him feel strange. What kind of person he was after being with him for a year, doesn't she know? Why did she still have to be by her side?
This appearance and powerful ability can make him happier. At least superpowers are something Valentine has been dreaming about, although this is not the kind he wants.
But if you are happier with severe depression, isn’t it depression? Can you do a question to change the fact that you fail?
Valentine put the diagnosis on the table and her head sank.
"I don't know what you've ever encountered, but there will be no depression in Rhode Island."
"Will I be fired?" Valentine smiled, reluctantly.
"No, you are already a Rhode Island employee, we will be responsible for you to the end." Gaville's tone was rare.
"We have not given up hope for ore disease. Can a depression make us give up an excellent operator? Don't joke." The serious tone was once again distorted.
"Thank you." Valentine's voice was soft.
"If possible, I can come to me often to talk to you in the future. The title of psychological counselor is not something I am self-proclaimed."
Are you physically corrected by your staff? If you feel depressed, I will knock your head?
Valentine thought about the scene and couldn't help laughing.
"Ha, you can still laugh and show that you are not the kind of patient who is terminally ill." Garville closed Valentine's diagnostic results interface.
"After all, a dark cloud should be floating above your head, the kind that will thunder. The face should not be so normal. Frequently crying is a phenomenon that is consistent with the condition."
Gaville lowered his head and observed Valentine's face carefully.
"You should have suffered from depression a long time ago, and for some reason those suicidal tendencies did not defeat you and allowed you to live well."
I've died once, sister...
Valentine was powerless to complain.
"And your condition has begun to improve, or it has been improving all the time, but it is just very slow. This world has caused you to care about more and more, right?"
Garville glanced at the door of the consultation room. Outside the door, Xing Yihuang and Raphael were waiting.
"Time will heal everything, no matter how serious the wound is. When more things you like start to increase, and when you have no time to be compassionate, congratulations, you have already walked out of the shadow of depression."
"Be strong, your past performance may be looked down upon, but that is the past after all. You were dead, you are now transforming, and you will usher in a new life in the future."
"Thank you." Valentine nodded to her and once again expressed her gratitude.
"It's time to go and call them in."
"Okay." Valentine stood up and was about to turn and leave when he looked at Gaville again.
"Dr. Garville, can I ask you a question?"
"What?"
"Are you... really a psychological counselor?"
"Why, don't it look like it?"
"No...I'm just a little surprised that there will be Adakris who will become a doctor."
"Then you are questioning my medical skills." Garville held the staff next to her.
"Goodbye, Doctor Garville." Valentine looked at the spikes and edges at the top of the staff and swallowed, leaving the psychological questioning room like wind.
The wound will always recover itself, but it will take time
The psychological tests of Xing Yihuang and Raphael were soon over. When asked about the results, they both said that they had no problems.
"Where are you?" Raphael glanced up and down at Valentine, but did not see his diagnosis.
"What's the problem?" Valentine didn't say his own result, and just made excuses.
"The actual test site is elsewhere, please come with me, three." A Rhode Island Operations Department operator signaled them to follow.
Valentine and the other two nodded, followed behind him, preparing for the upcoming practical test.
Shortly after they left, a Walper Medical Officer opened the door to the psychological counseling room.
"Miss Garville, you're sucking here again." The medical staff member who pushed the door opened and looked helpless.
"No, I'm on duty for you." Garville quickly stuffed his phone back into his pocket, looking innocent.
"No one came when I went out, right?" Walper took off his white coat and hung it on the hanger at the door.
"Yes, then I treated it with a staff." Garville stood up and gave up his seat.
"Ah?" Walper settled in place.
"Just kidding, who will have mental illness? Under the high benefits of Rhode Island, even severe depression will recover, even those guys can't do it even if they want to commit suicide. A lot of work is waiting for them.
”
"Gaville!"
"Oh, don't pinch my waist... itchy hahaha..."
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