Secret Service Baby I President Daddy You Devil

[Extra: Han Ze’s Occasion 2]

Compared with other subjects, medicine is a very busy subject. I put on serious clothes, dyed my hair black, carried an ordinary student bag, entered the university that Ji Yu sacrificed for, and started a different life.

I have indeed changed.

Even at the opening ceremony, when I spoke on behalf of the freshmen, everyone thought I was that good.

I'm still the star of the school.

It's just that this situation is different from that situation, and I am no longer the former Mr. Han.

I began to slowly accept the existence of my stepmother. Occasionally, I would call an old man on the phone and call him daddy. I also reduced the number of times I drank, and only occasionally drank a small glass during important social gatherings to show that I was no longer greedy.

Ji Yu changed me.

This kind of life lasted for a whole year of college.

I used to be autistic and aloof, and didn't like living with people. Over the past year, I tried to change myself. I moved into a student dormitory, lived with three strangers day and night, slept and ate together, talked about everything, and thought about life broadly.

I thought there would be a second friend who could replace Ji Yu's vacancy in my heart, but I didn't expect that I didn't gain anything from this whole year of getting along with him.

There is a boy in the dormitory who has a special sexual orientation and likes men. He has been living in his boyfriend's house and rarely returns to the dormitory. Before the final exam, he rushed back with a large bag and a small bag on his back. He lay on the table and sighed, asking what was wrong.

, I found out that my boyfriend was going on a business trip for a month. He was afraid of being lonely, so he moved back.

I have always been open-minded and I am used to this kind of thing. I never talked about it much. I just smiled and said it would be over soon.

I can’t imagine what it would be like for two men to fall in love!

The day before the exam, all my roommates went to the library to read. I was sitting in front of the computer playing games, while this guy in the dormitory was on the phone with his boyfriend, making love every once in a while.

I was bored and accidentally listened to the content.

"When will you come back? No one will take care of you. I'm going crazy!"

It turns out that men can also be taken care of by men?

"What about my three meals a day? You prepared them all before!"

Three meals a day, bread, instant noodles and convenience store fast food, nothing can satisfy your hunger.

"I thought you had been in a car accident. I was so scared that I couldn't sleep at night and almost flew over to find you."

"Who wants you to be my man? No one can replace me, my unique man!"

He whispered, but I still heard him.

He paused with his fingers and looked at the game interface on the screen in a daze...

This year, without Ji Yu's care, I have almost gone crazy.

Three meals a day, no one knows my appetite better than Ji Yu. If he were here, he would definitely not allow me to eat junk food.

When I heard the news about his accident, I not only couldn't sleep, I even bought a plane ticket and almost flew to Venice to find him, but thinking about his parents' words, I finally gave up.

Ji Yu is not my man.

But to me, he is indeed a unique man that no one can replace.

I like Ji Yu. I commented like this.

"Han Ze, I made you laugh," an apology sounded in his ears, "It turns out that I used to be secretive, but he really didn't like to hide our relationship in front of others, and gradually, I became like this.

"

I shrugged and said I didn't mind, "You like him very much?"

He shook his head, "I would rather change myself for this man. I don't just like him, I love him."

It's not just like, it's love.

A few words suddenly embedded themselves in my chest, and I suddenly realized something that I should have understood a long time ago.

I love Ji Yu.

When I suddenly confirmed this information, I suddenly met Ji Yu.

During the final exam, because there were not enough classrooms, we and the Department of Financial Management arranged to take the exam in a staircase conference room. I arrived late and entered through the back door. After sitting down, I suddenly found a tall figure wearing a white short-sleeved shirt in the front row.

He looks like a clear-minded man like Ji Yu.

He sat in front of me to answer questions and was the first to hand in the paper. I only saw his profile and thought he looked like a man like Ji Yu.

When I finished my exam and left the examination room, I saw a man standing under the big tree in front of me.

He raised his head and smiled at me, raised his hand, "Han Ze."

It's really Ji Yu.

I didn't say anything, I walked forward silently, looked up at him, and countless thoughts surged in my heart...

How come you are here?

Where have you been this past year and you don’t know how to contact me?

How are your hands?

Didn't your parents stop you from returning to China...

I have so many questions to ask.

But when the words came to his lips, they turned into a cold and indifferent sentence, "I'm back."

"I thought you would be pleasantly surprised!" He scratched his head and laughed, looking at me with surprise, "But you have really changed a lot, Han Ze."

I looked at his arm and said, "I heard that something happened to you that summer."

"There was a small problem." He moved his arms. "It's fully recovered now. It's fine."

"oh."

I said indifferently and walked forward, and Ji Yu followed.

nervous.

Very nervous.

Even walking side by side with him makes you very nervous!

shit! what happened to me!

"Han Ze, you seem to have lost weight," he said behind me, "Have you not eaten well this year?"

I felt sour in my heart, and suddenly wanted to see his expression when he asked me...

Unexpectedly, he stopped and accidentally bumped into his chest with his nose.

"Damn!" I cursed, rubbed my nose, and said angrily, "Why do you grow so tall in one year!"

He smiled warmly and said nothing.

I rubbed my nose and looked up at him, "Eat first, then talk in detail. I'm hungry."

I went to a small restaurant with him and ordered a table of dishes. He told me in detail everything about his year in Venice, saying that he didn’t want me to blame myself too much, so he deliberately hid the news. Furthermore, he had been

What I thought was that after my arm has recovered, I will come back here and continue to accompany me.

Later, he applied for admission in time and had no choice but to change his major. The exam he took now was counted as the entrance exam for the next semester, and he jumped directly into the second year of college.

Ji Yu will always be better than me.

"You seem to have changed a lot this year. Tell me about it." He said with great interest.

I hummed casually, "It's the same, nothing has changed."

The biggest change is that I discovered that Mr. Han actually likes a man, and that man is you!

After a meal and a pleasant conversation, after we left the restaurant, Ji Yu said goodbye to me and said, "Han Ze, I will bring a special person to meet you tomorrow."

I didn't say goodbye before, and Ji Yu never took the initiative to say goodbye.

I am inexplicably lost...

On the second day of the exam, we met in front of the school gate. Before I could say hello to Ji Yu, I saw a petite girl beside him, holding his arm, looking very intimate.

When he saw me, he pulled her to me and introduced, "She has been clamoring to see you, my girlfriend, Qi Huanhua."

I felt like I had been hit, my head was buzzing, and I was speechless when I looked at Qi Huanhua.

"It's different from what you imagined," Qi Huanhua joked, "Ji Yu said you were always special, but you're unexpectedly ordinary!"

"I was too young then."

I said casually and ate with them.

Qi Huanhua lived up to the meaning of her name. She was very enthusiastic and lively. She was holding Ji Yu's arm all the time, joking and teasing, without giving me any chance to interrupt.

There is something sad and sad flowing in my heart...

In my opinion, every move and every move in the loving scene between him and her was like a thorn piercing the depths of my heart, causing pain to the point of convulsions.

Before, I wasn't sure about my feelings for him.

Now it seems that it is love, deep love.

I, Han Ze, have fallen into Ji Yu's hands and cannot look back.

Campus life began again, and in the remaining three years, his relationship with Qi Huanhua became better and better, and they were inseparable. When they graduated, he even got engaged to her in order to promise her.

I chose the engagement ring.

My fingers are relatively thin, so I tried on the ring size in order to surprise her.

When he was with Qi Huanhua, he often liked to call me and said he was afraid that I would be lonely.

I didn't want to be a lightbulb, but I couldn't let go of the idea of ​​seeing him, so I just followed him again and again. I was bruised and bruised again and again, and I huddled under the quilt alone to lick the wounds at night.

At night, I often dream about the wonderful three years of high school.

He told me that when Qi Huanran kissed him, I dreamed of him drinking water from my cup for the first time.

He told me that when I was shopping with Qi Huanhua on my back, I dreamed that I was in a state of embarrassment after a fight and was carried to the hospital by him.

He told me that when Qi Huanhua proposed to live together in a rented house, I dreamed that I was so drunk that I fell asleep lying in his house and occupied his bed all night.

How great would it be if we could go back to the past?

If I could understand my feelings at that time, maybe I wouldn't have such pain in my heart every night. It hurts so much that my eyes get sore when I think of him and Qi Huanhua holding hands.

I just feel that I am becoming more and more useless.

Maybe you can't hide your love for someone. The boy who inspired me in the dormitory asked me privately if I had someone I liked. He also said that if I don't seize the opportunity to fight for it, I will lose what should be my own.

Something that belongs to you...

Has Ji Yu ever belonged to me?

There should be, in the past, when he was still my little minion.

My very own little guy.

At the graduation party, I was going to confess to him, and I made up my mind that even if he didn't accept it, I would at least do something that I wouldn't regret before we said goodbye.

Everyone left drunkenly, the music was over, and there was a lively party. I looked at Ji Yu who was about to drive away from a distance, and walked over quickly.

When I wanted to wave to call him, I saw Qi Huanhua. Ji Yu didn't see me, but Qi Huanhua saw me. She waved to me and pulled me into the car.

It became a threesome scene again.

In the end, my decision became impossible to implement. I suddenly felt lonely and sat in the back seat with my head raised and silent.

Ji Yu drove by a bar, which is a famous gay bar in this area.

Men walked out of the door in twos and threes, arms around each other, and many of them behaved boldly, including those who got drunk and kissed each other in the street.

Qi Huanhua frowned and clicked his tongue, "I can't stand men and men."

I raised my head and glanced outside the car, staring at the two men hugging each other in trance...

Ji Yu and I will never be able to do this.

"What's going on?" Ji Yu asked.

"Ayu, it's a shame that you've stayed abroad for so long and don't even know this." Qi Huanhua covered his mouth and smiled, praising his honesty and simplicity, "Two men falling in love like this are called homosexuals. It's disgusting. You men should

More annoying, right?"

Ji Yu looked at the two men and seemed stunned for a moment.

"Han Ze, are you right?" Qi Huanhua turned around and asked me.

I looked at Ji Yu. He seemed to be disgusted. He smiled weakly and said, "It's very disgusting."

Ji Yu glanced at me through the car mirror and said solemnly, "Yeah."

My heart sank.

Looking at his indifferent profile from behind, I silently asked myself, Han Ze, why have you secretly done things that disgusted Ji Yu in the past four years?

There was silence in the car.

I turned to look out the window, looking at the bright lights of the city, looking at myself reflected in the car window, and told myself ten thousand times.

Han Ze, you are disgusting, really disgusting, very disgusting, very disgusting, extremely disgusting, so disgusting that I can’t be disgusted anymore...

So, let’s give up on the confession or whatever.

Ji Yu and I parted ways. He took Qi Huanhua back to Ji's house, while I went to G City to continue my graduate studies and study medical skills.

During the past three years, I tried not to contact Ji Yu, and I tried my best to devote all my energy to medicine. During this period, I dated several men in order to forget Ji Yu, but unfortunately they all ended without illness, as short as two weeks.

If it takes as long as one month, they will definitely break up.

I always find high-sounding reasons, such as you don’t understand me, we are not suitable, you will find someone better, I don’t feel anything anymore... Men who have been broken up with are very confused and often leave a sentence of anger.

And go.

Don't love me as another person.

This made me understand another truth, the reason why love cannot last long is because they are not Ji Yu.

Three years flew by. I returned to Y city to inherit the family business. Time was very stable. As I grew older, I became mature and sensible. I no longer created any conflicts for the family. I respected my stepmother very much and treated the man who was the most unreasonable to me.

, and also called Dad.

Dad told me that my mother’s death was caused by a car accident many years ago. But when I was sent to the hospital because of a sudden illness and high fever, I got into a car accident on the way. Although I was very young at the time, I kept saying it was my fault and wanted to accompany me.

My mother went through suicide several times when she was a child because of seeing pictures of her and thinking of her.

In order to protect me, he had to lie and deal with my mother's affairs.

I would rather be hated by me than lose me.

When I heard the truth, it was the first time my dad and I had a long drinking conversation. When I finally apologized for being young and frivolous, my dad said that it was all over.

Dad also said that all my changes are due to Ji Yu. I will be grateful to Ji Yu throughout my life. He gave me the change.

I don't know if I can be grateful, but I know that I will probably never forget Ji Yu.

After all these years, my little sister is already twelve years old. Counting on my fingers, Ji Yu and I have not seen each other for nearly five years. The Han family hospital chain is booming. Finally, my father decided to build a hospital in Venice, Italy, and I will

Full responsibility.

I arrived in Venice in a suit and tie, looked at the beautiful sky and city, and smiled bitterly.

Will Ji Yu be here?

How are he and Qi Huanhua doing? They must be getting married, but why didn't they notify me? Maybe it's because I deliberately changed all the contact numbers and moved, just to prevent him from finding me.

.

What was even more scary was hearing the news that he and Qi Huanhua were getting married.

After getting off the plane, my father called and said that the main partner investor of Venice Hospital would come to pick me up and asked me to wait at the airport.

Then, I met Ji Yu again.

He seems to have grown taller again. He wears the same suit and tie as me. His handsome face is tougher, his gestures are mature and steady, his walking posture is very good-looking, his steps are steady, and there seems to be a little more in his grin at me.

Experience.

"Han Ze!" He walked up to me, took the box for me, and said, "Is it unexpected?"

Accident!

I sat on the chair and looked at him, my face pretending to be surprised, and my tone pretending to be joyful about meeting again after a long absence, "Why do you always follow me like a little minion!"

"I haven't seen you for a long time." He grabbed my shoulders and lifted me up. "I couldn't find you, so I had to use a little strength to find you in Venice."

His hands were very big, and he lifted me up in one fell swoop. He grabbed my arm and walked forward.

I frowned and swatted his hand away, "We two grown men, don't fight!"

"I forgot about you and the annoying one." He smiled awkwardly and let go of me. "Get in the car and I'll take you to meet a very special person."

Here we go again. You want to take me to meet someone again, someone special.

"Wife, or new girlfriend?" I asked, "As long as you don't tell me that you are a man."

"I broke up with Huanxi." He shook his head impatiently. "Now I have neither a wife nor a girlfriend. The man I want to take you to meet is indeed a man, but he is not the kind you hate the most."

"When did I say I hated it..." I muttered in a low voice, but he didn't hear clearly and turned to look at me, "What?"

"nothing."

It is undeniable that I was very happy to hear that he was single.

He took me to see a man with an extraordinary appearance, the boss of the MZ organization. He had strange red eyes and the ability to predict. He was missing a right leg and was extremely weak. He had to take medicine every day to maintain his normal daily routine.

Ji Yu's family business has been declining in the past two years. By chance, he met this man named Nangong, and with his help, he was able to maintain the family's power and join the MZ organization founded by this man.

I have heard a little bit about the mz organization, it is a world of rich people.

Ji Yu said that he wanted to invite me to join MZ and be responsible for the physical conditioning of the boss. MZ would also provide corresponding support in the Han family's hospital business.

"Han Ze, please think about it..." Ji Yu was still consulting, so I nodded in agreement.

One, it’s such a big thing, there’s no need not to agree, and two, I miss Ji Yu so much.

In Venice, I started working with Ji Yu and tried hard to hide my feelings.

Once when I was on a mission, I even ran to the boss's room to take refuge in order to avoid sharing a bed with Ji Yu in a narrow room, and was beaten to death by the boss.

In the past few years in mz, ​​I have experienced various difficult and dangerous tasks, which has also made me change a lot.

Although someone in Ji Yu's family has been arranging blind dates and urging marriage, he always shirks it. The same is true for me, and I slowly learned a way to get along with Ji Yu peacefully.

Maybe, I am not a pure gay, because I have no feelings for other men, but only Ji Yu.

I have never had any feelings of being attracted to such a perfect man as my boss. For Ji Yu, one look or one action from him can make my hopeless heart flutter for a long time.

I really do become more innocent as I get older.

During this period, I also did something wrong. Ji Yu was accidentally drugged during a mission in Africa. When I diagnosed him, I carefully concealed it and said it was other symptoms. I dispersed the others and stayed alone with him in a dilapidated house.

I also want to find a woman to give him the antidote, but I am very selfish. I have been in love with a man for more than ten years. I want to hug him once and tell him that I like him, and smell him when he is unconscious.

, remember the feeling of being owned.

Ji Yu was very rough, and because of the traditional Chinese medicine, he did it to me several times. I lay on the bedside, enduring the pain, and wanted to cry.

It is very embarrassing for a man to cry, but when he was inside me, for that moment, my whole body trembled and tears burst out.

Ji Yu, the man I have always longed for.

Only at this time can I dare to stay by his side cautiously and stay by his side in the way I most expect...

Sleeping in each other's arms is still a luxury.

Not wanting to be discovered by him and detoxifying himself, he hurriedly put on his clothes, escaped from the troubled area alone at night, got on a plane, and left.