Self-cultivation of the traveler of the world

Wang Xuebin once saw a post that describes loneliness. They divided loneliness into twelve levels, from shopping alone, watching movies alone, to seeing doctor alone.

In the past, he just looked at it and had no brains. Now, thinking about it, he was just a group of people who were whining without any illness and talking nonsense.

Now, he seems to be lonely never to eat and play alone.

That's called loneliness!

Loneliness is a kind of power, which supports him to live alone in a group and maintain this collective honor and decency, even if there is only one person left in this group.

The next morning, Gao Cheng was awakened by Wang Xuebin's sound of getting up. He leaned out and asked:

"What are you doing? Early in the morning?"

Wang Xuebin was tidying up his weight, which was thirty kilograms, and he came with full arms. He usually ran two five kilometers a day, ten kilometers every three days, and twenty kilometers a week.

Even if he finishes running with his physical fitness, he is still very tired.

It is true that he has strong endurance, but he is still made of meat and is still tired after running. It does not mean that if he has good endurance, he doesn’t know what it means to be tired. He still has to rely on perseverance to support him when he runs to the end.

"Training, today's training hasn't been done yet!"

Gao Cheng lay speechlessly on the bed.

"I asked if I could calm down for a while, are you missing that little training?"

Wang Xuebin nodded.

"What I lack is not training, but persistence. I dare not let myself slack off. I don't trust my self-control. I am afraid that if I relax, I will never get tight anymore. I can only use habits to restrain myself!"

As he said that, he jumped on the spot, adapted to the load and said casually:

"It's okay, don't worry about me, you can sleep for a while. I dreamed of being discharged from the army last night?"

Gao Cheng was shocked and sat up.

"How do you know?"

Wang Xuebin smiled.

"You shouted and screamed in the middle of the night, and you were crying so sad!"

Gao Cheng's face turned red in an instant.

"No...what..."

Gao Cheng talked for a long time without saying anything. Wang Xuebin looked at his flushed face, didn't make any jokes, and ran out.

Wang Xuebin was running on the playground, like a scene. Many people were paying attention to him, one was because of the adaptation of the 7th Company and he stayed behind, and the other was because of his training.

In the past, there were competitive people in the group who wanted to learn from him, and they ran with 30 kilograms on their backs, but they were injured. Later, fewer people learned from him. Only a few people who were progressing step by step persisted, but they didn't dare to carry this weight every day like him.

Wang Xuebin ran on the playground regardless of the matter. After a while, Gao Cheng caught up. Of course, he did not bear the weight. Even in the 7th Company, no one could stand Wang Xuebin's training.

"I'm with you. I'll do whatever you do in the future. Interior affairs, training, and military discipline are as usual, and I won't believe it!"

As he said that, he surpassed Wang Xuebin. Wang Xuebin ignored him, closed his mouth and tongue against the upper palate, breathed in three steps, and tried hard to experience the burning feeling in his lungs.

Seeing that he didn't reply, Gao Cheng ran with him and ran.

I sorted out my housework, trained, and everything was the same, as if I had returned to the days before the Seventh Company.

At noon, the two of them came to the Sixth Company for dinner. The two stood in the same row and yelled loudly. Today, Gao Cheng was there, and Wang Xuebin's tune was much more reliable than yesterday.

But the good times didn't last long. Just as the meal was about to eat, Gao Cheng received the order.

The regiment headquarters informed him that he would go to the regiment commander's office immediately, and the above ordered Gao Cheng to be promoted to the deputy battalion commander of the division's armored reconnaissance battalion.

Gao Cheng could not see joy in the head of the group leader's office, nor could he see anything else.

The leader looked at Gao Cheng and heard no objection, he was satisfied.

The two of them looked at each other silently for a while, and the leader spoke first.

"What do you have to say?"

Gao Cheng replied calmly:

"I obey orders."

The team leader smiled and said:

"You're a little wrong today? I thought you would ask if this matter is related to your father?"

"How could it be okay, but even if it is related, it's only that.

I just understood a truth these two days: not happy with things or sad with myself. I just understood another truth: no karma is karma, no picture is a picture."

"What's the meaning?"

"The most important thing is to do what you are doing first. This is what a soldier told me to understand."

"Is it Wang Xuebin?"

"Do you remember him?"

"You are the last two remaining members of the Seventh Steel Company."

"I have a request, and I want to take a few backbones to the armored reconnaissance battalion."

The leader laughed again.

"Tell me about your candidate."

"The first one, Wang Xuebin."

"There is no door. The 7th Company still has supplies, and Wang Xuebin is under the management of the regiment headquarters and guards the supplies."

"He shouldn't have done this at all, you must have other intentions."

The team leader smiled and did not comment.

Gao Cheng felt relieved when he saw this expression.

"Then, I want Wu Liuyi and Xu Sanduo."

"That's a tough guy, too."

The leader simply said:

"It's okay if you leave, you have to let me go. Don't even think about it. Is there anything else?"

Gao Cheng replied helplessly:

"there is none left."

"Then take care of yourself."

Gao Cheng had no choice but to leave, and when he reached the door, he couldn't help but turn around.

"If I leave again, Wang Xuebin will be left alone in the Gangqi Company."

The leader nodded.

"I know."

Gao Cheng didn't know what else he could say, so he could only whisper to bring the door with him.

Back in the company, Wang Xuebin was cleaning. Now he is the only one in all the sanitary areas. The workload is indeed quite large, but to be honest, besides these, Wang Xuebin couldn't find anything to do.

Gao Cheng walked to Wang Xuebin dumbly, lowered his head and didn't dare to look at him. He felt like a deserter, standing there silently, not knowing how to speak.

When Wang Xuebin saw him come back, he smiled and said:

“Are you promoted?”

Gao Cheng looked at him and nodded.

"Congratulations, leave now?"

Gao Cheng nodded again.

Wang Xuebin leaned the mop aside, put down the sleeves that he had rolled up because of his work and said:

"Let's go, help you pack up!"

He said that, he left first.

Gao Cheng felt very uncomfortable when he saw Wang Xuebin's appearance.

"I don't know what the team leader thinks, but I plan to ask my dad to help you."

"Need not."

Wang Xuebin, who was walking in front, had a simple answer. He understood what Gaocheng meant.

"If my dad knew there was such a soldier, he would definitely be willing to help."

Wang Xuebin turned his head and said:

"Everyone has his own path. For me, it is not a bad thing to experience. Don't interfere, wait for the order!"

"I'm not as good as you!"

This is not the first time Gao Cheng said this, but he was still shocked by Wang Xuebin's open-mindedness. Both of them knew how difficult it would be for the future.

Gaocheng didn't have much food, and he left all the food for Wang Xuebin. The division came down to greet his staff and soldiers to help him load the things into the car.

Gao Cheng stood at the company's door, looking at the empty camp, feeling very sad. He kept his hand on the back door. He wanted to say something, but he really couldn't find the words.

It was a bit strange to see Gao Cheng's decisive staff officer.

"Deputy Battalion Commander, let's hurry up?"

Wang Xuebin helped Gao Cheng open the car door and asked Gao Cheng to get on the car as soon as possible, but Gao Cheng was always hesitant.

Wang Xuebin also urged:

"Company Commander... It's not right that he should be the deputy battalion commander. It's time to leave, let's go."

"Just call me company commander!"

Wang Xuebin urged again:

"Company Commander, let's go."

"Wang Xuebin, I have been your company commander in the past few years, and I am your brother in this life."

Wang Xuebin smiled happily and brilliantly.

"Then my troops will not come in vain!"

Gao Cheng hugged Wang Xuebin, patted him on the back hard, and said in a low voice:

"Wait for me, my brother and others have been picking up vanguards. I will hand over your information and you must not be buried here!"

Wang Xuebin nodded without saying a word.

Gao Cheng returned to the car. The driver was very military. The car immediately started and left Wang Xuebin and Gangqi Company behind.

Wang Xuebin smiled and calmed down, and replied to the empty camp, feeling at a loss.

He picked up the mop and continued to clean it, sweeping it very carefully, leaving no blind spots.

He started a mechanical life, training books and cleaning every day. He had to go to the regiment headquarters to report to him two days later. He is now under the jurisdiction of the regiment headquarters, but no one in the regiment headquarters cares about him.

He practiced kung fu again, this time he wanted to combine kung fu with guns and create a melee kung fu that can use guns as weapons, either for anything else, or for passing the time.

He wanted to leave several times, but every time Nana asked if he was sure to leave the world, he would give up. No one had come to accept the camp of the 7th Company and the honors had not yet been seen again.

As life became slower and slower, Wang Xuebin won several honors for the 7th Company, a model of health. He cleaned the 7th Company more and more cleanly, and he worked hard every day.

He still eats in the Sixth Company every day, still sings every day, still out of tune, and the soldiers of the Sixth Company have become accustomed to it, from the beginning to the freshness, pity, and admiration now.

Once when I was reporting in the group, a clerk asked him if he was transferred to a non-commissioned officer. He agreed without hesitation and submitted an application at that time. The clerk asked him why, and his answer was:

"I have to guard the 7th Company!"

Since then, Wang Xuebin's name has become famous throughout the regiment headquarters.

One day, Xu Sanduo's father came to find Xu Sanduo and wanted him to go back. All the people from the Seventh Company in the regiment returned to the Seventh Company to help Xu Sanduo come up with ideas. That was Wang Xuebin's happiest day.

Later I heard that Wu Liuyi had even punished him for this, but Wu Liuyi had never said this in front of Wang Xuebin, and Wang Xuebin didn't ask, he knew that if he was Wu Liuyi, he would have done this.

Since that day, every weekend, comrades in the army would come to see him and bring him some snacks. The soldiers were not rich, and everyone bought them. Wang Xuebin stopped them, but they didn't listen and would still buy them.

As the days passed day by day, Wang Xuebin became stronger and stronger. It was not referring to the outside, but his heart. A force was nurtured in his heart, a force that could support him to overcome all difficulties. This force was called faith!