Self-discipline! Have you seen Marin Fandor at four in the morning?

Zefa’s eyes were as red as a devil, his voice was hoarse, and he even spit out saliva in excitement.
He grabbed Roy’s neck tightly, and his eyes, which had experienced countless vicissitudes, were full of pain.
yes,
Brat,
You go all out like this,
Does it really make sense?
Even the old man who has been watching silently beside me,
I can’t stand it anymore! !
Daily training, you make it feel like life and death;
Studying after class makes you feel like gnashing your teeth;
And this supposedly ordinary swordsmanship lesson,
In the end, you were lying in this hospital ward with injuries all over your body! !
Is it really worth it?
Self-discipline is a good thing,
But what about self-abuse?
Zefa gritted his teeth tightly, with a look of hatred for iron.
“I know,”
Roy suddenly laughed,
“Teacher Zefa, I really know.”
He looked at Zefa seriously, and said word by word.
“Actually, I also want to be like everyone else…”
He smiled very gently, calmly, and full of longing.
“Just take the class simply, those cultural classes that seem useless, you can slip away as much as you can…”
“When get out of class is over, I simply throw away the books and don’t even think about studying…”
“When you’re in a good mood, go to meet female classmates. It doesn’t matter even if the confession is rejected, anyway, the next one will be better;”
“When you’re in a bad mood, just run out with other students, play cards, gamble, gamble, shove and drink. It doesn’t matter if you win or lose, and it doesn’t matter if you’re drunk or not;”
“That kind of life is indeed very comfortable and comfortable…”
But I can’t help it.
The existence of the system makes it impossible for me to do whatever I want without restraint.
You can think of this,
But Roy couldn’t help shaking his head slightly,
Even if the system really doesn’t exist, is this kind of life really what I want?
Ask yourself,
Ask yourself from the bottom of your heart,
Even if this “damn” system never existed,
Will I really go around eating and waiting to die like this?
to be honest,
In fact, he already had an answer in his heart.
This is not his original calm, comfortable and peaceful earth.
This is another world.
Self-discipline alone is not enough.
This place is full of dangers,
Any pirate can take his life away.
Not to mention the four emperors of the new world…
Only self-abuse-like efforts can truly improve one’s ability to survive.
Even if I want to be a salted fish like everyone else.
But what Roy is afraid of is,
Then one day,
When you really need to have a certain ability,
to protect those who needWhen you want to protect someone,
just in case······
If I’m still as weak as I am now,
so what should I do now?
He may be able to ignore other people,
But what about my classmates?
Where is my teacher?
Even though it was only for a short period of time,
He has already bonded with other military academy freshmen.
It’s true that he is a time traveler, but he also has feelings.
And the military environment is the best place to cultivate feelings.
So,
He spoke,
She laughed more wantonly and freely, but in her mind, she recalled scenes from the past.
The originally extremely familiar picture, the picture of living on the earth, unexpectedly became strange and distant without knowing it.
And everything in front of him quickly became extremely clear and real.
“Teacher Zefa, let me tell you a few words from the bottom of my heart…”
“I come from a very distant place, my hometown is very peaceful and free,”
“Even if you don’t have the slightest strength, or even just a weak ordinary person, you can live a life without worrying about clothing and drinking…”
“The me before, in the words of the army, was a piece of trash waiting to die.”
“I can lie on the sofa all day and let others bring me drinks and food.”
“I have never been on a boat in my life, and I have never seen the sea with my own eyes;”
“I have never seen the magnificence of the sky, let alone the suffering of the world;”
“If there is no accident, I will live comfortably and mediocrely like this, and finally die…”
“Maybe in the end I can still find a wife who doesn’t care so much about whether I have money or a house;”
“She doesn’t need to be beautiful, she just needs to be good enough to me.”
“If you can give birth to a big white fat man and raise him safely until he grows up, it will be perfect…”
“And when I die, there may be a few old friends who shed a few tears at my funeral, and then bid farewell completely and never see each other again.”
“That was really an ordinary life…”
As the voice came out slowly, Roy could feel that the big hand holding his throat was gradually loosening.
“I used to think that grades are not important at all, they can only represent the achievements of my student days.”
“Later, I discovered that the achievements of people can actually be seen clearly from the very beginning.”
“Effort and self-discipline are a habit that will run through a person’s life.”
“Maybe I’m self-disciplined, maybe I’m masochistic, but it doesn’t matter at all.”
“The important thing is that I deeply understand a very simple truth…”
“—I may not be able to stand at that height ten years later, but at least…”
Roy’s tired eyes gradually burst into an extremely firm light.
“My current attitude determines whether I will be a waste that needs protection, or a character who can protect others in ten years’ time!”
Hard work, self-discipline, hard work,
Is it really useful?
Can it really overcome talent?
Roy doesn’t know,
Zefa didn’t know either.
Nobody knows.
But, it’s better than doing nothing, right?
Zefa stared blankly at the resolute Roy in front of him, then let go of his hand suddenly, and let out a long sigh.
“So you’ve decided?”
“Even if you use a method that is close to abusing yourself, do you want to become stronger?”
“Even if you end up covered in injuries, or even die, will you not hesitate?”
Roy smiled and nodded.
“yes,”
“Actually, there are not many reasons, Teacher Zefa.”
“If you have to find a reason,”
“That’s why I want to have a confident answer to the next question.”
He fixed his eyes on Zefa,
“If life ends here, do I…have no regrets?”
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This is not a peaceful country, but a sea of ​​chaos. Perhaps the most basic self-discipline alone is not enough.
Thank you for your suggestions. I may not reply to the book review section, but I will actually read it. I will work hard. .