Shanghai Jiamu

I didn't see Xu Jiamu again for the whole holiday. He traveled far and went to many places, and he spent a month visiting. When he finally came back, I started bouncing around the preparatory classes again.

On the day of reporting at the beginning of the school year, I was very nervous. Even if I usually behaved calmly, I was still afraid of joining a completely unfamiliar circle. Xu Jiamu got his wish and got into an ordinary school in Shanghai. His university report was earlier than me. According to him, there are handsome guys in his roommates. It doesn't matter, I only care about Xu Jiamu.

The head teacher hadn't come yet, and there was only a seat chart hanging on the blackboard. After I found a seat, I sat quietly. The students had already arrived, and I was even more nervous. The deskmate is my junior high school classmate, but I am not familiar with him, and I am not good at finding topics with others, so I secretly chatted with Xu Jiamu under the table.

Utopia: Uncle Tieniu, help! i'm so nervous

Huangfu Tieniu: Why are you nervous, it’s just a bunch of Chinese cabbage

Utopia: Didn’t you have any experience to pass on to me on my first day in high school?

Huangfu Tieniu: Don't fall in love, study hard

Utopia: Do you look very experienced?

Huangfu Tieniu: ...There is no need to mention the past

I know that it is impossible for a boy like him to have never been in love in high school, but I still feel astringent when I find out so suddenly.

I don't know what was on my mind, but I didn't want to follow his wishes.

Utopia: I don’t want it, I want to taste the bitterness of love

Huangfu Tieniu: Then I will teach you a trick

I pursed my mouth and was a little depressed, but he really taught me.

Huangfu Tieniu: You first find a handsome guy, and then rush up and hug him. If he wants it, you will earn money and get a handsome guy boyfriend. If he doesn't want you, you won't lose.

I couldn't hold it back, and burst out laughing, causing others to look slightly sideways. I was a little shy, but just in time the head teacher walked in, and I quickly turned off my phone.

Life is not painful, but after entering high school, I go to high school six days a week, and I have to go to self-study until half past ten every night. When I got home, I was already tired and paralyzed on the bed, and I spent more and more time chatting with Xu Jiamu. Less and less, he likes to send me photos of his meals late at night when I can get my mobile phone. I don’t know if the food in college is so good. Anyway, the pictures he sends are either hot pot or barbecue, and the occasional stir-fry is also Looks mouth watering.

Sometimes I would yell at him angrily, but he was not annoyed, only his hearty laughter came from the microphone, and I gradually calmed down in that laughter, and couldn't help laughing with him when something happened.

I think that was really the happiest time for me. There was no quarrel, I made true friends, and Xu Jiamu could laugh with me.

One semester passed too quickly, and the winter vacation was approaching in a blink of an eye. Xu Jiamu's plane was on December 30th. The plane was earlier, so I didn't have time to pick it up. And his family will also go, then I am not superfluous.

But I just wanted to see him.

On that day, I sat under the stage and enjoyed the performance. When my friend came on stage, I applauded desperately, and was even teased to participate in several games. The joyful atmosphere gradually diluted the disappointment of not seeing Xu Jiamu. But when I was happily watching the show, Xu Jiamu was taking the train alone with big bags and small bags, and I couldn't help but feel sorry for him. I recorded a few interesting programs and sent them to Xu Jiamu, hoping that he will not be too boring on the road.

It was less than six o'clock when I left the school gate, and I was chatting with Xu Jiamu with my head down.

Utopia: Are you there yet?

Huangfu Tieniu: Arrived early, my parents are away on business, I went home by myself

Huangfu Tieniu: Tsk young people, don't be cool and carry a schoolbag on one shoulder

I was about to say you care about me, but I was suddenly stunned.

How could he know that I was carrying my schoolbag on one shoulder?

I raised my head, and in the distance Xu Jiamu was standing at the entrance of the canteen and waving at me.

I looked at the boy who looked at me with a smile, his hair was cut short, he looked more energetic, and he was taller, he must be 185.

I walked towards him step by step, and I was already running, but the distance of tens of meters felt so far away.

During those tens of seconds, I only had him in my eyes. The winter days are short, and it is dusk now. The warm yellow light shines on half of the world and covers him. It's over for a lifetime.

"Why are you here!" I ran to him in surprise, grabbed his clothes and walked forward. If there were no classmates around, I would probably throw myself into his arms uncontrollably.

"My parents booked a restaurant nearby, and they came here as soon as they got off the plane. I came to see you when I was bored sitting alone." Xu Jiamu handed me the milk tea in his hand, as if every time I saw him, I would have milk tea to drink .

I was chatting with him while walking towards the hotel. If I were a puppy, I would have been happily biting his trousers and spinning around with my tail wagging non-stop. But I can only talk to him about the school's trivial matters, so as to suppress my overly excited emotions.

Xu Jiamu doesn't think I'm annoying either. I've already told him about some things on WeChat, but he still listens with a smile when I talk about them, and occasionally asks a few questions.

Ah, why is there such a good man,

I kept turning my head to look at him, the corners of my mouth couldn't be suppressed no matter what,

The road to the hotel is so short, it can't bear my longing.

I saw that his parents hadn't come yet, so I dragged him to chatter in front of the hotel.

"College life is so rich, but you haven't fallen in love?" Having said so much, all I want to ask is actually this one question.

I hid most of my face in the scarf, and waited anxiously for his answer, fearing that my leaked emotions would disturb him, and the little fur ball on the scarf I was holding was soaked with sweat.

"No, I don't like it."

I was so happy that I was dying, and I said to him again, 'You still want to find a fairy. '

Xu Jiamu laughed twice, his eyes sparkled when he turned to look at me, "Yes."

I looked at him suspiciously.

"The girl I like must be like a fairy." He turned around again, his hair turned warm brown under the sun.

It's hard for me to express my feelings at that time. There is a saying on the Internet called "A man is a boy until he dies", which is mostly used to ridicule some ordinary men, but I looked at his youthful eyebrows and eyes, and remembered that he would never The childishness of wearing a mask, at that moment, I felt that some people will really be teenagers forever.

Xu Jiamu was that kind of boy.

It was getting late, Xu Jiamu received a call from his parents saying that he had already got off the plane, and it was time for me to go home. I said goodbye to him, but he insisted on sending me to the station. I got on the bus and saw Xu Jiamu waving at me. Suddenly, I remembered the graduation ceremony of the third year of junior high school, but at this moment our positions were reversed.

After the last person got on the bus, the bus started slowly. I looked at his back when he turned around, and I felt a sense of courage in my heart.

"Xu Jiamu!" I opened the car window, and the smoggy blue scarf was blown away by the cold wind.

Xu Jiamu looked at me with puzzlement in his eyes.

"You wait for me! You wait for me in Shanghai!"

Before I could see his reaction, I closed the car. The car had already driven out of the station. The people in the car looked at me with teasing eyes. Only then did I realize what a bold thing I had done.

The scarf was tightly wrapped around me again, and I could feel my face burning hot behind the scarf.

The phone message sounded, it was Xu Jiamu.

"Okay, I'll wait for you in Shanghai."

I am waiting for you in Shanghai. At this moment, no words can be better than these six words.