go back?

The world in the book is like a dream to her.

When you wake up from the dream, the pain will disappear.

So, she didn't want to go back, didn't want to face Song Meilan, face Huang Cheng's death...

Thinking of this, the fire in her hand slowly approached the novel.

Ning Meng stared blankly at the lighter in her hand, and when the flames rushed to the novel, she felt relieved for a while.

freed.

Burn this book, so what happened in the past will never happen again?

But the next moment, she suddenly picked up the undrinked water next to her and poured it directly on the book.

The bottom layer of the novel was burnt black, which didn't affect reading much, but half of the cover was also burned. Ning Meng stared at the book and suddenly hugged it.

She can't bear to...

Even if those injuries were real, she couldn't bear it.

In this strange world, she has no relatives, no friends.

But these flaws exist in that world.

There is Huo Beichen, there is Ning Ke, there is Ning Wentao, and there is an unreliable brother... In the high school period in the book, when accompanying Huo Beichen in the stage of the college entrance examination, although she was very happy, she missed the world eight years later .

She really misses the minister who spoiled her to the core, the crazy girl who has no bottom line, the unreliable brother, and even... She faintly misses Ning Ke eight years later...

She looks forward to going back eight years later...

But now, she could vaguely feel that if she entered the novel world again, she should return to the moment when she was hit by Song Meilan and fainted.

But, when I go back, I have to face Song Meilan.

When Ning Meng was holding the novel in a daze, the doorbell rang.

She froze for a moment and raised her head.

Seeing that she didn't open the door, the people outside seemed to have already started banging on the door, knocking on the door and shouting: "Ning Meng, I know you are inside, open the door for me! You should pay the rent!"

rent?

This sound seemed to come from a distant memory, which brought Ning Meng back to his senses.

She rushed back to the bedroom, changed her clothes, and threw the burned clothes that could no longer cover her body into the trash basket, and then opened the door.

The landlord is an old aunt in her fifties. Seeing her open the door, she frowned and scolded: "You hide at home every day and don't go out. What are you doing sneakily? You must be doing something bad. Bar?"

Ning Meng looked stunned.

The landlord lives opposite her. There are ten houses in this building that are all demolition funds from their family. They make a living by collecting rent, so the two meet almost every day.

For the landlord, the person in front of him is just the tenant he met yesterday.

But to Ning Meng, even though it was only one day in the real world, it felt like a year to her.

Yes.

Eight years after she was in the book, after a few months, she stayed for more than half a year eight years ago.

Add it all up, haven't you seen each other for a year?

She only felt that the landlord in front of her was like her dream, and her expression became dazed.

After the landlord finished speaking, seeing that she didn't respond and looked at him with something wrong, he was a little scared, "Hey, what are you talking about? You can't really do something bad, right?"

"No."

Ning Mengnuo opened her mouth, her expression became a little dull, "What are you doing?"

The landlord's aunt hurriedly said, "Receive the rent!"

"Oh, wait a minute."

Ning Meng turned around, entered the room, picked up the wallet and took out the money she had prepared. She suddenly thought that she had already prepared the money before wearing the book. She planned to send it to the landlord today, but she forgot .

It seems that things in this world are already very far away.

She handed over the rent to the landlord, closed the door and looked into the room again. The "Chengfeng", which was about to be finished, had disappeared.

She sat on the sofa in a daze, and put the novel aside.

At this time, the editor of the publishing house called, "Mr. Lemon, it's like this. When will you finish the comic draft of that novel? The urging here is quite tight."

Comic draft...

Yes, she originally read this novel to draw cartoons for it.

She let out a "hmm", then rubbed her hair a little irritably: "I'll do it as soon as possible."

After hanging up the phone, she lay paralyzed on the sofa for a while, then stood up, opened the door and walked out.

She wants to go out for a walk to relieve her emotions. The things in the dream are not real, and she can't be so decadent and depressed.

She wandered back and forth in the community.

Uncle Zhang downstairs is cooking, and his wife is feeding the cat with a smile.

A young couple just came back from get off work, cuddling each other, flirting halfway, and a pair of good girlfriends, the two of them are eating a Mala Tang...

All the people around seemed to be smiling happily. Seeing this, a more intense sense of loneliness surged into my heart.

Ning Meng spent more than 20 years working hard to make money, had no time to make friends, and had no hobbies. After graduation, she stayed at home and didn't like to actively communicate with others. , I really don't have any other friends.

Thinking about it this way made her even more annoyed.

She found that she had a desire to return to the world of books.

Going out for a walk made this desire even stronger.

Do not.

She won't go back.

She took a deep breath, then forced herself to laugh.

In the following days, she lived a fulfilling and fulfilling life.

She asked the editor out for dinner, chatted together, and met other people in the comic studio, and slowly integrated into the surrounding environment.

She looked very happy, smiling every day, and seemed to always have a positive attitude, but no one knew that she would wake up crying every night.

As long as she fell asleep, Huang Cheng's death and Huo Beichen's despair would entangle her in her dreams, making her breathless.

After half a month, the editor couldn't help urging: "Mr. Lemon, you have finished drawing the rest of the novel, when will you start drawing the one I gave you!"

Ning Meng was stunned when she heard this.

During this period of time, she has been rejecting that novel, and the rest of the sketches are almost finished, but she has never opened that book again.

She took a deep breath: "Tomorrow."

Some things will eventually have to be faced.

That night, she dreamed again.

In the dream, there was always a voice calling for her, Mengmeng, Mengmeng...

But although she didn't want to wake up from the dream, she also didn't want to fall into the dream again.

She kept trying to keep herself awake, telling herself that it was just a dream, but when she woke up, the pain in her heart told her clearly that those feelings were real.

She stared blankly at the ceiling, and couldn't help but wonder, is she happy after all?

During this period of time, I ate supper with that group of people, ate Haidilao lively, and chatted and chatted with them in the group every day, but why was the sense of loneliness still so strong?

She put her hands behind her head, thought for a while, and then got up.

She ate first, then washed her hands, then set up the drawing board, and picked up the half-burned novel again.

She opened the first page, with Su Tiantian as the main visual content. She had read it once, but when she picked up the paintbrush, she had to reread it again.

Drawing comics requires chapters and mirrors, and the details are very complicated.

She picked up a pen and scribbled in the notebook, watching Su Tiantian slaughter all directions, and wrote down while complaining in her heart.

After reading this book again, the feeling of the whole person is different, because every character in it comes alive, even if it is just a passer-by, they have their own lives and faces.

This novel feeling made Ning Meng slightly stunned.

She looked back slowly, but became more and more amazed.

The few strokes written by the author present a real person in front of her.

She looked at it, and suddenly froze.

Her pupils shrank suddenly, and she stared at the book vigorously, a little in disbelief.

At the end of the novel, after Su Tiantian and Li Yichen dealt with various stumbling blocks on their growth path, finally Li Yichen's company gradually grew bigger and became an existence that could compete with the Huo Group.

Su Tiantian asked Li Yichen: "Should we kill the Huo Group? After all, one mountain cannot accommodate two tigers."

Li Yichen frowned and shook his head: "No need."

Su Tiantian was taken aback: "Why?"

Li Yichen replied: "Didn't you notice that since Huo Beichen and Ning Meng divorced, he has become depressed? I heard that he no longer manages the company's affairs, and just a few days ago, he disappeared .”

Su Tiantian was stunned: "What do you mean by disappearing?"

Li Yichen sat on the boss chair and leaned back, his eyes were a little dull: "I don't know, a person like him will always be a legend in the business world. Over the years, how many people want to get close to him, but he Those subordinates ignored no one. I heard that a few days ago, he divided the shares of the company equally among several people around him, including your stepdad. What does your stepdad have to do with him? "

Su Tiantian was stunned: "Ning Wentao has nothing else to do with him except Ning Meng? Could it be that he still misses his ex-wife?"

In the novel, Huo Beichen did not wait for Ning Meng eight years later.

Li Yichen waved his hand: "He has no feelings for this ex-wife, and I don't understand the details. I only know that after he divided the shares, she disappeared..."

After the words fell, a piece of financial news was suddenly broadcast on the TV: "According to reliable news, Mr. Huo Beichen, the chairman of the Huo Group, passed away in his villa this morning. It is very embarrassing. According to the employees of the Huo Group, Mr. He was cold and ruthless, like a working machine without emotion. He died suddenly in the villa without knowing what happened. His funeral was being held. According to people familiar with the matter, Mr. Huo was trapped by love and held a letter in his arms when he died. Letter, the owner of the letter is unknown."

...

Seeing this, Ning Meng clenched her fingers tightly.

Tears came out so suddenly.

She tightly covered her mouth, staring at this passage in the book in disbelief.

In the novel, Huo Beichen only appeared once when he was divorced, and never attracted the attention of readers. This line of dialogue is undoubtedly telling everyone that Li Yichen's company will never be rivaled again.

Therefore, Ning Meng never paid attention to this detail.

But now I can see...

She told Huo Beichen that after waiting for her for eight years, she would go back.

It also took eight years to make him gradually forget the meaning of pain.

But I didn't expect that it had been eight years...he still hadn't forgotten her, and even committed suicide.

Why is he so stupid! !

Ning Meng was crying unbearably. She suppressed her tears and frantically flipped through the book, wanting to see the details of Huo Beichen's funeral...

But the author didn't have any description, but on the second day, it was Su Tiantian who said something bad to Li Yichen: "Do you know that there is a famous cartoonist named Lemon? She published "Chengfeng" sold abroad. Several million copies, she also spent a comic "Huo Shao's Wild Girl", which is said to be about her love story in high school."

Li Yichen asked: "What?"

Su Tiantian opened the mouth and said: "She was found to have committed suicide in the villa this morning. After the news of her death was released, some people said that she had severe depression and had been taking medicine for treatment. She had committed suicide many times over the years. And the most interesting thing is that her comic "Huo Shao's Wild Girl" tells the story of Huo Beichen and her first love. At the end of that comic, one of their classmates named Huang Cheng died, so the two of them We broke up, one went abroad, the other stayed, and the two died one after the other, and everyone said that they were dying for love."

...

...

Martyrdom... Depression...

Ning Meng tightly covered her heart.

That is rather! !

Unexpectedly, not only Huo Beichen committed suicide, but even Ning Ke...

Ning Meng stood up abruptly. She pointed at the novel and cursed, "What kind of shit plot! Author, you got kicked in the head by a donkey!"

Her voice was choked up, and she continued to curse: "As for your IQ, the author, you should really be sent to the research institute, so that experts can see how it lowers the intelligence of people on Earth!"

"What nonsense, what logic? How could Huo Beichen and Ning Ke die? They can't die!!"

"..."

She cried and cursed, until the end, her throat was dry and cracked, until she lost her strength, she fell to the ground, and shouted in a hoarse voice: "Why, why don't you let me wear it in the book?..."

She wants to go back, she will never escape again!

However, there is still no way.

——

Five years passed in a blink of an eye.

During the past five years, neighbors and landlords all said that Lemon, a well-known cartoonist who lived in that house, was actually a lunatic.

She was cursing a novel every day, and she would scold for hours every day until her throat cracked.

But what followed was her growing fame. Her comics sold over ten thousand, over one hundred thousand... Her comics were changed into anime by a well-known company...

She was paid handsomely, but she gave all the money to charity, and for no reason, she gave a fee to the singer and star Lin Qiaobai (Lin QB), and said that he expropriated his song "Wrong Love" Song copyright fees.

But! She never used it at all!

But given her eccentric temper and lack of communication, the matter remains an unsolved mystery.

This day, Ning Meng finished drawing the manuscript, and as usual, she looked at the novel that she was flipping so hard that it was about to rot.

five years.

She is a full 26 years old.

In their small place, she was about to become an older leftover woman.

And over the years, she has gained both fame and fortune.

People introduce her to boyfriends every day, and even Lin Qiaobai wants to pursue her, but she refuses them all.

Spending days and nights in her room drawing pictures, she can no longer tell what is real and what is fake. Even the time when she used to wear books seems to have become a dream.

But she knew that the world without him was a different place to her.

She stayed up all night again and finished a comic.

This cartoon will become a shocking work again.

But she was not happy at all, as if those things had nothing to do with her.

The moment she stood up, there was a sudden darkness in front of her eyes.

Before she fainted, she saw the novel she had scolded for five years, and finally released a ray of white light again.

Her eyes widened, and the pupils slowly expanded.

She is going back?

She is going back!

She is ecstatic!

At this moment, a thought suddenly flashed in her mind.

He waited for her for eight years.

And she, in another time and space, also waited for him for five years.

She finally waited until the way home.

Cough cough, this arrangement may be considered cruel to some cuties, but I am a person who pays attention to the fairness of love, so I have the setting of waiting for five years. Well, I will meet Master Chen tomorrow! ~~ The original novel is a novel that has not been adapted by the heroine~~ This is how our article is set, so don't think too much about it. The more you think about it, the more chaotic it will become. Just read it simply. Just a short article~ Mememe! See you tomorrow~~

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