She Chooses To Destroy the World

When night was approaching, Corimo took Alice to stay in a featureless hotel.

Such a hotel is in line with Alice's needs, simple, cheap, and there is no fancy place to make her spend even a copper coin. Alice was very satisfied with this kind of accommodation, but Corimo seemed to be unable to recover, and his state was astonishingly sluggish, even if he seemed to be sleepwalking, it was not too much.

"You are absent-minded," Alice said to him. "You won't make any money by doing this as a guide."

Coremo nodded silently, and Alice suspected that he didn't even know what he was talking about.

She wasn't interested in talking to Kolimodo, raised her eyebrows and went back to the room.

It's always more convenient to live in a hotel room than at Corimo's. Besides, she spent the night at the bar table of the pub last night, soaked in the smell of wine and other strange smells. Alice took a moment to take care of herself, then she turned off the lights and started calling Circillian.

Perhaps because of the habit formed in the dungeon of Earl Rachel, Alice is more adapted to getting along with Circillian in the dark. In the dark, sometimes he will show a human-like figure, which will make Alice feel a little more real, knowing that he is really here.

After Alice called him, not long after, she saw a black silhouette sitting next to her bed.

"Kolimo looks too wrong." Alice complained to Cecilian, "Perhaps I shouldn't find such a guide."

"It's not entirely to blame him for this." Cecilian said with a smile in his voice. "When I revealed the Absolute World of Ideas to you the night before, he was peeking from the side. He has no such fragile spirit. The Dharma bears the reflection of the world of pure ideas...a little bit collapsed."

Hearing Cecilian's words, Alice became alert immediately:

"He saw everything that night?"

"Yes." Cecilian's tone was a little careless. "I didn't pay much attention at the time. I didn't realize that someone had peeped beside him until I put away the picture of the absolute ideal world. But he is like this now. It’s a price."

"Will he always be like this?"

"Ah, it's okay, the absolute world of ideas I showed you has been weakened many times, and he will probably return to normal in two or three days. As for whether there will be any sequelae... then I can't say for sure. Poor guy, seeing such a scene must scare him enough."

"Is it really okay to be seen by him in the Absolute World of Ideas?" Alice was still a little worried. "Kolimo is not a good person. I am worried that he will cause us some trouble."

"Human spirits are generally more inclined to forget the source of the stimulation when they are stimulated like this." Cecilian said, "I think we shouldn't have to worry about it."

"That's good." Alice breathed a sigh of relief. "Since I went to the east, things have been too weird. It really makes me overwhelmed and I don't know how to deal with it. It was the same thing the night before, and it was the same last night. Same."

Having said that, she looked at the shadow of Cecilian seriously.

"I seemed to have a dream last night." Alice said to him like this. "In the dream, you appeared in front of me, and your face was exactly what I imagined."

Having said that, she paused for a moment, as if she was going to look at Cecilian's face, as if she wanted to see the face she had seen last night from his face.

However, the room was very dark, and Cecilian had not completely transformed into a human being. She could not see anything, so she could only continue to say:

"Last night was really too messy, my mind was completely stirred into a pot of porridge, I couldn't understand the boundary between reality and dream... Now you still can't change the human face? What I saw last night, Is it you anyway?"

This was originally a question that could be answered in one word, but Cecilian lowered his head and remained silent, and only said aloud after a long while:

"sorry."

"Why do you apologize?"

"I shouldn't let you face Bacchus directly," Cecilian said. "A **** like Bacchus is uncertain and moody. Even other gods can't understand his thoughts, but you are just a mortal. It is too dangerous for you to face Bacchus directly in this way."

"I am not afraid of danger." Alice categorically rejected Cecilian's statement. "When you meet me in the temple for the first time, you should see what kind of person I am. I have made decisions for myself. , Is not afraid of anything."

"It's not the same thing." Cecilian's voice was always gentle. He stretched out his hand and stroked her hair as he did in the castle. "Of course I know you are not afraid. But I can't let you do something dangerous because of this. Things, gods shouldn’t be like this,"

"I don't care about doing these things. I'm not afraid of Bacchus or other gods. What I am really afraid of is other things."

"I know what you are afraid of." He stretched out his hand to stroke her hair, and deliberately skipped the question Alice asked him. "You are afraid that in a few days, when you get to the Frammel Mage Tower, you won't be able to do anything. Face your complete life experience."

What Cecilian said was touching Alice's heart. She was silent for a while, and then suddenly spoke:

"When my mother was alive, she always wished that I could get married smoothly, be a housewife, have a few children, be a believer of Fogner, and spend her life in peace. She herself was a believer of Fogner, and failed. Marriage has always made her feel bad about her. She thinks she has betrayed her own god, so she has been trying to compensate. In her opinion, letting me believe in Fergna is part of her compensation to the god. But I Unlike her, I would rather die than have a relationship with Fergna."

"You are brave," Cecilian said softly to her, "few people are as brave as you."

Alice ignored Cecilian’s evaluation and just continued:

"About my father, she would never mention anything, she would not tell me a word. But I think I should go find him, I want to know what kind of person he is, between him and my mother What happened? This incident is closely related to me. Only after knowing this can I feel complete. But I am very nervous and very scared. I have imagined many possible scenarios, and the more I think about it. The more I am afraid. I'm afraid I can't bear the answer, so...can you give me a little hint before I find the answer, and let me know what exactly I'm going to face?"

She looked at him hopefully, and unexpectedly, Cecilian shook her head:

"I can tell you the history of the past, and also help you analyze the 10,000 possibilities that will emerge in the future. But I can't tell you what kind of person your father is, whether he loved your mother, whether he knows you Is it possible to love you? These issues are in the domain of mankind. Even gods cannot intervene. Even gods cannot see all of these things clearly. Gods are not good at these things. If I insist on breaking through these things The rule is that if you have to tell you an answer based on your own judgment, it will bring misfortune. For such things, you must find the answer yourself."

"Maybe you can't," she said suddenly, "but Arne is the **** of eros. She controls the eros of human beings. Does she have the ability to help me see that person's heart clearly?"

Cecilian shook his head again:

"Eros is only a form of appearance, and there are many kinds of substance hidden under Eros, even the person involved can hardly explain it, even Arnie can't grasp it. Therefore, although she bears the name of Eros, Can only be reduced to the **** of prostitutes in the eyes of people Another mystery. Most gods are not interested in understanding, and there is no way to understand."

"But you know me."

"Yes, I know you." Cecilian agreed. "Our relationship is different."

Circelian took her hand and clasped her fingers:

"Don't worry, no matter what answers you get in the Mage Tower, those are just your background stories and have nothing to do with you. You become the person you are now, completely out of your own choice."

Cecilian's words more or less comforted Alice, allowing her to stop thinking about it for a while, but it also made her turn her attention to the question Cecilian skipped deliberately just now, and asked again:

"Speaking of choice... is that you who appeared there last night?"

Cecilian did not expect that she would suddenly change the subject to this point. He could no longer avoid it, and could only answer honestly:

"Yes, that's me. Bacchus turned the tavern into a completely different area from the present world, giving me the opportunity to appear in the form of a human."

"Why didn't you answer me just now?"

"How should I put it?" There was a little regret in Cecilian's voice, "I hope my first appearance in human form can be more formal, better-looking, and unforgettable. Not the previous Go and clean up the mess left by my own wrong instructions. I hope you can meet my human form for the first time in a sober state and leave a better impression... In short, our first official meeting should have passed Careful design, it shouldn’t have been that way."

Cecilian's attitude to answer this question is actually very serious. But his tone was too annoying, almost pitiful. Alice couldn't help laughing after hearing what he said.

She laughed for a long while, and Cecilian sat opposite her and said nothing. If he can have an expression now, he must be embarrassingly cute.

"It's okay." When Alice finally finished laughing, she said to him, "I will completely forget what happened last night and pretend that it never happened. When you can always appear in human form in the future, Come and give me a perfect surprise... Is this okay?"

Cecilian didn't speak, perhaps he felt that this compensation method was a bit too foolish. If he can show his expression, Alice is willing to use all of her property in exchange for the opportunity to see his current expression.

"I promise you." Alice raised her right hand and said vowedly.

When she put down the right hand raised to swear, she took the opportunity to put her hand on his shoulder, and the other hand hugged his neck. She felt his body become stiff under her movements, and the reaction was no different from that of a human being.

Although it looks like a dark shadow, the touch he feels is similar to that of a human... This is really great.

Alice thought so, pressed her lips to the position of his lips, and gave him a light kiss.

Alice had never kissed anyone else, only that his lips were soft and the taste seemed good.

She touched and left, her face was already red and feverish, but fortunately, it was dark enough that Circillian could never see her face.

But her attitude is always very serious, and her tone is also very serious:

"It's so agreed."