She is Nice and Soft

Chapter 104 I don’t deserve it

 There is a slight pain in the lips.

Jiang Sui then let go. It didn't take long, but the girl was panting slightly because she was not used to it, and her eyes were filled with a faint glimmer of water.

He didn't close his eyes either. He took in all Su Qing's reactions and looked at them inch by inch.

The girl's reddish eyes and the smell of grievance made him feel a little soft-hearted, but he was reluctant to let go.

 “Qingqing, good behaved.”

“I know you don’t like feeling forced, but I feel like if I don’t force you, you’ll keep running away. You never say you want my help with anything, and you don’t need me at all.”

 It's just that he has been inputting some things that he thinks are good for her.

She was like an outsider who could disappear at will. She never took the initiative to call him, never took the initiative to ask him, and even the girlfriend inspections and other things that he had heard others talk about before, he never met at all. .

Nothing at all.

She looked calm, as if he was the only one in the whole scene. This feeling made him very tortured.

He never even asked questions. Even though he could see that she had doubts and doubts, she always maintained the best sense of propriety and alienation.

Jiang Sui felt a little frustrated. He didn't know much about the steak. He just wanted her to be free in his little world without thinking about anything or doing anything.

 But she found that she was somewhat restricting herself.

“Jiang Sui, it’s not that we don’t need him, it’s that I think we don’t get along very well.”

Su Qing was a little weak and wanted to get up from his arms, but the young man did not intend to let her go. He just said a word of avoidance, which shocked Su Qing. He actually knew that he wanted to avoid.

 “Doesn’t match?”

 The young man repeated her words, as if trying to figure out something from her words.

"Yes, Jiang Sui, reality is not a fairy tale. You have your family, and I have mine. I have never wanted to transcend family status. Although I cannot be a match, at least I have to be able to talk about it. I am An orphan, my mother is unable to work, my family is very poor, Jiang Sui.”

This was the first time that Su Qing looked at Jiang Sui so openly and frighteningly.

"I…."

Jiang Sui suddenly wanted to say something, but was stopped by the girl's fingers. Her pink and pearl-like fingertips were placed on his lips.

“Jiang Sui, listen to me.”

Su Qing's voice was very soft, a bit ethereal, and her pupils were filled with a layer of fog that couldn't be cleared away no matter what.

 It is so rich and deep that one cannot even see the deepest part.

The feeling of being unable to touch, see through, and guess was deeply suppressed in Jiang Sui's heart.

His throat was itchy, and the lips touched by Su Qing were a little warm.

 Quietly, he listened to the girl talking without saying a word.

 Rarely, she didn't struggle anymore, as if she was talking about a digression, or talking about someone else's business, and that person was not herself at all.

"I still have a lot of unspeakable things that I can't share with you, or even let people touch. You're right, I'm escaping. I'm like a turtle or a hedgehog. I can't look at it with kindness. A lot of stuff.”

"The other person you mentioned was a photo I received. I was a little surprised. The first time I called you, you didn't pick up the phone, but you later told me that you were having dinner with Hu Yifan and didn't pick up, but that In the photo, the person eating with you is a girl. "

  ? !

First time calling?

Jiang Sui still remembers that time...

He couldn't help but tighten the waist of the person in front of him. He couldn't wait to explain. He couldn't help but want to tell her that it was definitely impossible, but he still suppressed it and listened to the girl in front of him speaking quietly.

 She looked at him, but it seemed as if she wasn't looking at him.

　　"Perhaps you will explain, or I will believe, that there is nothing wrong with you."

She told him what she was looking for, but Jiang Sui said that he didn't need such trouble at all.

 The young man's face was very calm, as calm as an outsider. This was what Jiang Sui couldn't stand the most. He kept indulging, but she was really sober.

Su Qing blinked her eyes and looked at the beautiful face in front of her. Her heart was trembling a little, and some sour bitterness was slowly spreading.

"Jiang Sui is none of these things. If I trust you enough, I will not misunderstand you."

"The point is not misunderstanding or not, but I don't have the energy or time to take care of these things at all. I just want to learn. You know Jiang Sui, I have a little bit of emotion for you, it's impossible not to, You also saw that I came to see you today. If I lied and said no, I might not be able to convince others. "

Jiang Sui's heart trembled as he listened. The thin girl was too light and had no weight. Her words were as weightless as she was, but they did hit his heart hard and made him Not even a cent can be ignored.

“Jiang Sui, the point is, any feelings that are exposed to wind and sun can be taken back, no matter what you want.”

“I cannot accept that this relationship, or this relationship, will have any negative impact on me.”

 What she said was really selfish. She was only considering all aspects of herself and did not take the young man in front of her into consideration at all.

Jiang Sui's heart felt bitter and swollen, as if his heart was soaked in bitter water.

Su Qing spoke straightforwardly, leaving no room for error. Her eyes were quiet, clear and emotionless, and there was no overly complicated expression on her face, only plainness.

At that moment, he was still immersed in the joy of her saying that she had feelings for him. It was just for a moment, and the joy was like being poured down by a basin of cold water.

 The sparks that were extinguished in an instant were not pitiful at all.

"So, you have feelings for me, but I've caused you trouble. Do you want to give up?"

For a long time, until both of them could only hear each other's faint breathing, Jiang Sui found his dry voice and didn't know how to speak.

 So this is her willingness to not need his explanation at all. Is this the reason why she directly puts an end to herself?

Jiang Sui's eyes dimmed instantly, causing Su Qing's eyes to flinch, and her fingers continued to tighten.

 “Jiang Sui, I’m not worthy.”

“It’s not that I want to give up when there are difficulties, but when there is a little difficulty or trouble, I want to give up.”

Su Qing seemed to know this clearly. She pursed her lips and drooped her eyebrows. She closed her eyes and turned away to look at Jiang Sui.

 “Su Qing!”

The young man roared, his anger boiling out uncontrollably.

 But he didn’t want to hurt the girl, so he could only tremble and tremble.

 “You can’t do this, you know!”

 (End of this chapter)