She is Nice and Soft

Chapter 89: Self-awareness

Su Qing held the hung up cell phone and put it in her pocket.

Zhang Yihan has been standing at the table, his face flushed, a little unnatural as if he was being teased.

 Just looked at Su Qing and said babbledly.

"Su Qing, let me take you to the infirmary. Your clothes are wet and need to be changed, otherwise you will catch a cold easily."

 Obviously he noticed something was wrong when he just met Su Qing.

Although there were not many people in the classroom, at this moment, the only remaining eyes were scanning towards their position.

 “I said it’s not necessary.”

Her voice was extremely cold, and she refused without even raising her eyelids. The girl's small porcelain face was hidden in the collar of her school uniform. She pursed her lips, packed up the textbooks on the table, and removed the already wet physics book. Place it on the table.

 Take out your notebook and plan to take class notes.

 Zhang Yihan did not give up. He was already sitting in his seat, looking at her, and then at the physics textbook she took out.

"Su Qing, are you angry...?"

 “When I was just in class.”

He was incoherent and didn't know what he was saying. When he saw Su Qing taking out his notebook, Zhang Yihan hurriedly took out the notes he had taken in class from his desk and put them in Su Qing's hand.

“Su Qing, these are the notes I took, you can read them.”

Zhang Yihan's eyes flashed with self-blame, "I'm sorry, it's all my fault for insisting on talking to you. Teacher Tang didn't mean it, so don't be angry."

When he said this, maybe there were not many people walking in the classroom now, which made the boy bolder. He put his palm on Su Qing's arm and shook it gently...

 In an instant, Su Qing stood up from her seat quickly, and then looked at Zhang Huiyi.

 “You apologize, I said it’s okay, please don’t disturb my study.”

The girl's temper was suppressed to the extreme. She pursed her lips and stared at Zhang Yihan, filled with indifference and displeasure.

Such a big reaction was obviously something Zhang Yihan didn't expect. He sat upright and his palms were already empty.

Su Qing didn't want to have such a stiff relationship with everyone, even if she wanted to ask hysterically, what did I do wrong? He insisted on talking to me, why was it me who went out.

 This made Su Qing feel a little disgusted with Zhang Yihan, but she suppressed her emotions very well and did not show any of it.

However, when Zhang Yihan wanted to touch her and comfort her, she felt that all this was like a joke.

 He is saying that it is his fault.

 Since he said it, she should forgive him, right?

Su Qing pursed her lips, and after a while, she slowly opened her mouth, without any expression on her face.

"Whether I am angry or not has nothing to do with you, but your every move now has clearly disturbed me."

She spoke every word. Her originally soft voice was now a bit deeper, and even her eyes were stained with deep black.

Su Qing like this made Zhang Yihan a little strange. There was even a flash of a young boy in his mind, and he felt that she and Jiang Sui were similar.

 How can a soft and waxy girl be similar to that boy...

"Su Qing, I..." Zhang Yihan didn't know how to speak. He didn't want to look at Su Qing's cold eyes and wanted to say something.

The sentence "I'm angry has nothing to do with you" sounded really hurtful to Zhang Yihan. In his stubborn mind, he simply thought that it was because of himself that Su Qing stood up in this class.

 Being self-blaming but not aware of it, feeling guilty but blind and ignorant.

why.

Because the initiator was Tang Lihui, but no one dared to take the blame, or at the beginning, everyone thought it was Su Qing's problem, which opened a shield of protection for the noble man standing on the podium.

Su Qing pursed her lips without saying a word and began to pack her things.

 The cramped dirt and ignorance in the space made her heart feel as cold as an ice cellar.

With her head hanging down, she could still feel the burning pain in her cheeks, so she carried her schoolbag and walked outside.

　　Without asking for leave or going home, Su Qing was hiding in the grass in a corner of the Wuzhen No. 1 Middle School campus.

Leaning against the wall, half-squatting, setting the phone to vibrate, staring blankly at the green leaves of the grass. At noon, those taking a lunch break were taking a lunch break, and those eating were eating. It was very quiet here, so quiet that there was no trace of anything. sound.

The semi-dry clothes were uncomfortable. Su Qing changed from a squatting position to a sitting position, with a schoolbag under her butt. She pursed her lips and stared at the recording on her phone without clicking to play it. Just watching so quietly.

She didn't record on purpose. It's just that after what happened last time, she started to be as vigilant as she was in Jiangcheng. As long as she was alone, she would record.

 Clenching her fingertips, one cannot imagine what is written in the girl's eyes.

The phone vibrated, and Su Qing's eyes fell on the information prompt on the screen of the phone. After clicking on it, she found that there was a photo inside.

The person inside couldn't be more familiar. It was Jiang Sui... He wasn't the only one. There was also a girl in a skirt standing next to him. She had her back on her back and couldn't see her face clearly. Su Qing's loose hair covered her face. The look on his face.

 Look at the sentence that lights up on the screen.

The most important thing for a person is to have self-awareness.

　　After deleting the text message, Su Qing emptied the trash can, rubbed her fingertips, and after experiencing deep divisions in her mind, she still called Jiang Sui.

 The only answer she got was the busy tone from the receiver.

　　　It sounded perfectly in her heart every time.

 She seemed to have never called Jiang Sui. This was the first time, but no one answered.

Su Qing hung up the phone and kicked the phone back into her pocket. Su Qing looked at the dense words in the physics textbook, frowned, and rubbed the center of her eyebrows.

 Tell yourself this over and over again.

Su Qing, you can do it, you can do it, you can do it.

 At noon, she worked on the questions in a masochistic style, as if she had been given a shot of chicken blood, until it was almost time for class.

Even during the self-study, I didn’t take a sip of water, I didn’t even raise my head, I went through the questions and checked the answers until everything was squeezed out of my mind, leaving only mathematical formulas and English words.

Su Qing did not stop until the school bell rang. After studying, Su Qing pursed her lips and looked at her classmates who were walking out of the classroom one after another.

 After a moment of hesitation, Su Qing still held her schoolbag with her fingers pinched.

Took a deep breath, and then headed in the direction of home. The sound of the phone vibrating in his pocket could not be ignored.

 The timing is just right.

It was Jiang Sui's call. Su Qing pursed her lips, lowered her head, and licked her dry lips...

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