She Quit the Air Bag

When people are tired, even if they can hold on, they will unconsciously show some marks on their faces.

Standing on the podium, Kochi Taku suddenly felt a little dazed. If not many students under the podium were staring at him, he would have reached out and rubbed his temples.

As soon as the voice stopped, the classroom seemed to be somewhat quiet. The courses taught by Takashi Kochi were very profound, and the students would not be able to keep up if they were distracted, so his classroom order was often very good, and there would be no teachers. If you don't speak, the whispering voices of the students are particularly obvious.

The classroom order he is proud of on weekdays has now become the last straw for Kochi Taku.

He couldn't hold back the gentleman's attitude of the past, and felt that the terrifying noise beside his ears struck again, and the buzzing didn't give him any breathing space.

Kochi Zhuo never thought that hearing the "voice" would make people so irritable.

It's only been a few days? He was exhausted, and his whole body was like a drained pond, leaving only the silt underneath.

It all started from the day my wife ran away from home with her son.

He didn't care about his wife running away from home, but the premise was that her departure would not affect him, but Ning Chuxia stepped on his thunder.

When she ran away from home, she was called a "zuo" this time, and she did things without considering the consequences, making the house a mess.

Kochi Taku couldn't stand it any longer, and his mother was sulking again, so he had to start taking the study himself, because there was no class that afternoon, and the time was just right.

After taking it for an afternoon, he felt that his waist was almost broken, and he could feel the pain in his muscles with the slightest movement of his hand. The most irritating thing is that even though he is so tired, his study is still so messy.

This is definitely not because he is slow in efficiency, but because there are too many things and he does not obey.

Let’s just talk about the books on the shelf. Kochi Zhuo had never been involved in it before, but Ning Chuxia even took away the catalogue she made by herself. Kochi Zhuo dismissed this, his wife who didn’t study hard at that time. Couldn't he be able to sort things out like a dignified professor who goes to the library every day? Still need to refer to her shoddy pamphlet?

Kochi Zhuo was full of self-confidence. He searched for some information, and made a classification plan according to his own ideas. He arranged the books one by one in front of the bookshelf with many grids. It's just the beginning.

The book that took him so much effort to line up could still suddenly collapse when he turned around and stuffed other books. When he was lucky, it still managed to stay obediently on the bookshelf and just lifted it up, but luckily When it's bad, yes, then it just falls to the ground and starts all over again.

I finally managed to reluctantly put in a box, and the problem came again. The height of the book is different, although it is clearly placed according to the letter, but how can I feel that I have obsessive-compulsive disorder when I read it horizontally and vertically? Moreover, some grids are not well planned, and there are only two books left. If you don’t stuff them, the books will not stand firm, and if they are stuffed, they will not conform to the classification logic.

Kochi Zhuo was exhausted and helpless. Seeing that it was already dark outside, his mother was knocking on the door. He could only stand up on the table, feeling the pain in his lower shoulders, neck and waist. When he was about to go out, he suddenly looked back. is in a state of ruin.

When he arrived at the table, he was greeted by his mother's cold face, and the dishes on the table were not as rich as they used to be, but simply fried a meat and a vegetable.

Kochi Zhuo is very familiar with such a low-pressure atmosphere. This is a common trick used by his mother. If he used to not mind coaxing his mother, but since his wife would not be able to persuade him to come back for a while, he would not be in a hurry.

He used to be unfamiliar with food. He swiped his chopsticks twice in the dishes. When he was still in his hometown, his father cooked a lot of the food at home. His mother was not greedy, and he had no pursuit of delicious food. Later, his father died of illness. When she arrived in City A, she never cooked again.

Mother Gao's family conditions are not very good, but she has inherited a random personality from her grandparents' generation. She doesn't have the habit of doing housework, but as long as she is given room to ask, she can be as critical as she can be.

Suppressing the disgust that came from nowhere, Kochi Taku reluctantly took two chopsticks and put the dish into the bowl, but he almost sent himself away after taking a bite.

He can understand that the vegetables are overcooked or even rotten, and the oil is too much, but why can this plate of fried water spinach have such a... disgusting taste? As for the meat next to him, he no longer dared to put down his chopsticks, he always felt that there was a terrible shadow over it.

Like him, the expression on his face changed and his mother looked at each other. They both went to the kitchen and threw up the food in their mouths. Their stomachs were sour and their throats were full of bitterness, so they lost their appetite.

As always, the mother did not apologize, but hurriedly accused him with a black face, saying that he did not know that she worked hard to cook.

Kochi Zhuo was not used to his mother, so he threw away two plates of food and ordered takeaways from outside. He never allowed takeaways when his wife was at home. He only said that the hygiene conditions of takeaways were not good, which could easily cause adverse effects on the body.

The two finished their meals facing each other and got up at the same time, only to find that there was no one to clean up a messy table. They looked at each other, but no one wanted to move first.

That night, it ended with the defeat of Gao's mother. She had to compromise with the dishes and chopsticks to clean up. After returning to the room, Kochi Taku heard faintly the sound of broken dishes outside, but he didn't care to listen to it. The mess of clothes and quilts in that room was almost frizzy.

His book is warm in summer and cool in summer, and he didn't feel hot in the afternoon. Only then did he realize that the battery of the air conditioner's remote control was missing, and he couldn't find a fight after rummaging through the boxes. The battery was also ridiculed by the owner of the convenience store, saying that he was a rare customer, and was humiliated and thrown in front of outsiders.

That night, Kochi Taku felt as if he had returned to the past, an era full of imminent problems. He shoved all his things into the cabinet, closed the cabinet, and lay down on the bed to rest as if nothing happened. He was supposed to be so exhausted. He should have slept well, but he didn't get a good rest, and this state of not being able to get a good rest didn't just happen that night.

For the first time, the quilt covering his body began to run around, and his head was light and his feet were heavy. Later, after researching for a long time, Kochi Zhuo finally realized that it was Ning Chuxia who had loosened all the ropes that had been tied when he was putting on the quilt, so it was a little bit like this. As soon as he slept, the quilt inside began to flutter.

The quilt thing can still be ignored, but he actually suffers from a nervous breakdown. He wakes up at least two or three times a day in the middle of the night. He always feels that something is moving, but he can't find it. It can only be explained reluctantly that he is not used to the lack of a person on the bed, but this reason is difficult for him to believe.

The night of waking up again and again is finally over. After waking up, Kochi Takashi is faced with more and more troubles, and these troubles have almost never appeared in his previous life.

In the closet, shirts and ties hung neatly on specially-purchased hangers are casually squeezed into a ball.

The more expensive the shirt is, the harder it is to take care of. Kochi Zhuo never knew that the clothes his wife picked for her were so difficult to handle. He tried to use splashing water and a hair dryer to solve the unevenness, but he was still powerless and could only change. Dressing style Wear a casual top - but this one, it's also a little wrinkled, and it's useless to straighten it tightly.

He is used to eating Chinese breakfast, and he can't expect his mother to get up and cook a table of rice. He can only buy a soy milk fritter where the students buy breakfast.

After finally finishing the class or going home from the meeting, what appeared in front of him was the fast food packaged by his mother - his mother's words were cold and yin and yang: "Don't you think I'm not doing well? I just don't want to. Takeout is even better.” At first, his mother would wait for him to eat, but after a little night, when he came home, he could only see that his mother had already picked out a round of meals, and he had to warm it up by himself.

It was impossible to pour it into a pot for processing. Kochi Takuya simply and rudely chose a microwave oven. As a result, the plastic was so hot that it would melt in the next second, so that he fell directly and had several blisters on his legs. Of course, there is no consolation. Instead, the mother will complain about the mess in the kitchen.

The out-of-control life has not stopped yet——

The water pipe attached to the washing machine fell off the clothes, and the balcony was flooded with water and even entered the living room.

Halfway through the bath, I found that the shampoo and bath water were gone, and the key point was that I couldn't find a replacement bottle at home.

I just finished squatting in the bathroom, but when I looked up, I only saw a spare roll of toilet paper.

Rarely, my mother wanted to cook at home, but the natural gas suddenly ran out. After a lot of hard work, I found an inflatable IC card and asked customer service for a long time. Only then did I know that the card had no money to get a few stops away. Network recharge.

...

All the things that may be consumed are always used up so suddenly, and then I can't even find the replenished stock, so I can only buy it outside.

After tossing and turning, the room and study that were still not well cleaned are now only barely "seemingly" restored to the past, and the symptoms of waking up in the middle of the night are getting worse and there is no room for cure.

The hygiene and atmosphere at home have become bad together, and the mother will be able to touch the oil on the dishes he is washing. Kochi Zhuo has felt that other people's eyes are a little subtle. After all, people want to pretend that they order takeout every day Stupid is hard to see.

Seeing that the situation had reached this point, Kochi Taku, who could still swear by his harsh words at the time, hesitated.

He seldom took the initiative to hand Ning Chuxia the steps again and again, but the other party didn't answer the phone, and he always played all kinds of sounds on the other end of the phone that made people want to drop the phone. In the early summer, he couldn't just mute or hang up the phone.

Now as long as he feels that the surrounding environment becomes quiet, his whole person will become irritable, and his tinnitus and auditory hallucinations will continue.

But it's been so many days, Ning Chuxia still hasn't come home, as if he really wants to take his son outside for a long time.

The resentment in Takashi Kochi's heart was getting heavier.

His senses about his wife have always been complicated, and he vaguely feels that he can't face his current wife.

In order to concentrate on ignoring those noises, Kochi Taku did not waste time and continued to give lectures. Among the students who had been staring at him, Yu Mishuang was particularly conspicuous, so conspicuous that Kochi Taku was stunned for a moment.

——He can see the shadow of Ning Chuxia in Yu Mi Shuang.

——Innocent, like a treasure chest full of things, willing to take out everything that he has.

So beautiful that you want to destroy it.

Takashi Kochi himself knew how easily he could be tempted by such light, especially when the last light faded.

He knew exactly where Ning Chuxia's weakness was. There was no such thing as a one-night marriage for a hundred days. Since Ning Chuxia didn't want to have a good talk with her, it wouldn't be his fault.

Yu Mi Shuang, who had been watching Kochi Zhuo all the time, didn't have the time to reply to the message for the time being. Her eyes towards the professor were full of love and distress, and that feeling was no longer under the master's control.

Not long after it was turned off, the screen occasionally lit up, all of which were messages from friends coming back. During that free time, Yu Mi Shuang had been complaining about Mrs. Gao with her friends.

No, calling Mrs. Gao is a pity for Professor Gao, so she should be called Ning Chuxia.

She has seen everything about Professor Gao's state recently, and her heart was burning with anger.

Look at what has Professor Gao been tossed about recently? The personable man is now haggard and embarrassed. He is always strong in every class, but even if he is in such a bad state, he will never be perfunctory or angry with the students!

Thinking that a few days ago, I heard some classmates complain that Professor Gao is not as elegant as rumored, but rather sloppy, and when he gets close, he can vaguely feel some smell on his body.

Not to mention that Professor Gao is a researcher and a professor should he care about these external things, but shouldn't he blame Ning Chuxia for the situation that Professor Gao is encountering now?

It is said that there should be a good woman behind a successful man. What if a person like Professor Gao, who is obsessed with academics, is a little less capable of taking care of himself? There have been many more exaggerated scientists than Professor Gao throughout the ages.

Everyone is alive, but can everyone's time be the same?

Professor Gao's one hour is probably worth more than Ning Chuxia's twenty-four hours combined!

If Ning Chuxia doesn't pay, it is wrong, it proves that she is not worthy of being Professor Gao's wife! This quarrel with Professor Gao affects his mood, even if it affects Professor Gao's status and reputation, it is a heavy culpability. If she can't accept taking care of Professor Gao, why did she agree to marry Professor Gao? There are many people who want to marry Professor Gao!

When it came time for people to ask questions, Yu Mishuang, who was so angry that his fingers holding the pen were too heavy and his knuckles hurt, finally glanced at his phone.

Fortunately, she has such a group of friends who share the same hatred as her. Every time she complains, she can get everyone's response.

[AAA: Surprised, your boss is too miserable, right? What kind of devil wife is this? He also took away the son of a man. Is this the legendary prince who took the emperor to order the princes? love love. 】

[Huge Jungle Sauce: So it is true to say that marrying a wife should be a virtuous one. It depends on whether your professor can be decisive and then cut it off. Otherwise, I am afraid that you will be disturbed by it. But from the perspective of law, you There may be some problems with the research results of the professor so far. This woman doesn't look like the type of divorce that means divorce. 】

[Obviously it's Bamboo: Wow, fortunately, you always understand your boss. You said it's too miserable that so many people can't explain the misunderstanding? If I were your boss, I would definitely not be able to bear it, but unfortunately your boss is a literate person. 】

Yu Mi Shuang nodded in agreement in her heart, and quickly replied to the message. The students in the school were too gossipy. She saw that someone was privately passing on whether something happened to Professor Gao recently.

When she accused other people of gossip, she felt a little guilty. In fact, if it weren't for the information that broke out one after another, she would have nowhere to know about Ning Chuxia's excesses!

How could she imagine that Professor Gao's wife could actually run away from home with the child and leave Professor Gao and his old mother at home regardless of the matter! In the post that she deleted as a privacy violation report, there were many photos of Professor Gao going to buy breakfast or taking clothes to dry cleaning.

Looking at the lonely and lonely figure of the professor in the photo, Yu Mi Shuang really wanted to give the professor a warm hug.

But although hugs can't be given, she can give others. Now Yu Mi Shuang wakes up early every day, packs breakfast and sends it to Professor Gao's house for morning exercises. Take Professor Gao to a restaurant that she thinks is delicious.

It's just that what she wants to do is more than that. She wants to clean up the house for Professor Gao, to take care of all the disturbances around Professor Gao, to...

Yu Mishuang's eyes were bright, and she remembered that she still had a lot of things she could do to help Professor Gao! It's not like she can't help anything!

...

At this time, the shopping mall is not noisy, and the children's movements can be seen just a short distance away.

Ning Chuxia unhurriedly drank the ice cream in her hand, her eyes following Gao Jinxing who was playing inside.

The vast majority of children are indeed angelic beings.

They have good or bad memories, are easily subconsciously reacted by fear, and are easily coaxed away by petty profits.

Ning Chuxia spent a good time with her son during this period of time, and she also witnessed little by little that the child became active.

Although he is still very sensible, he is as playful and playful as children of the same age. He understands the truth, but occasionally acts like a spoiled child with his mother in exchange for the few happy indulgences that belong to him.

For example, right now, he is eager to talk to his companions who are also in the amusement area. If Gao Jinxing was in the past, he would never have done it, because for him at that time, giving advice and initiative had become a challenge. With the punitive thing in mind and the fear of being rejected and scolded, he suppressed his desire.

Seeing her daughter keep looking at the play area, Ning's mother, who sat quietly for a while, finally couldn't help but say, "What are you talking about with Zhizhuo? We didn't object back then, so you must have him. Now we also recognize this son-in-law, and you start to be a demon again, how can you be so dissatisfied as a man?"

Ning's mother is impatient, and if the environment around her didn't allow her to get angry, she would have wanted to breathe fire directly.

Ning's father received a call from his son-in-law last night. On the phone, Kochi Zhuo hesitated and was forced to tell what happened during this time. He only said that he was sorry for making Chuxia unhappy, and then he felt helpless. Ask Ning's father and Ning's mother to help talk and make peace.

His phone call caused Ning's father and Ning's mother, who were going to sleep, to make trouble again. The couple started quarreling after discussing a few words, accusing each other of not setting a good example for their daughter, and resolutely refused to take over this pair of daughters. Marriage has an impact on the pot.

But in the end, the two of them struggled a bit, and decided to let Mother Ning represent her and let her persuade her daughter. Father Ning naturally wanted to come. After all, he was always muttering about Mother Ning's persuasion ability, but he was afraid that he was a persuasion after all. Man, if it is inconvenient to say something to him, my daughter is embarrassed to say it.

Ning Chuxia looked at her mother with a half-smile, "Mom, who gave you the illusion that I was living well?"

She looked at the mobile phone that Ning's mother put on the table and buckled upside down, and she occasionally touched the mobile phone with a guilty conscience. Don't ask, it must be Ning's father on the other end of the phone.

Ning's mother will come, which must be Kochi Zhuo's trouble.

Ning Chuxia felt happy instead, what does this mean? This shows that Takashi Kochi can't stand it anymore.

Ning Chuxia knew that Kochi Zhuo didn't like to collect things. When he was about to leave, he pulled out several old electronic devices that had been replaced at home, and hid them in the visual blind spots on weekdays, such as the top of the wardrobe and the bed. depressions in the bottom, gaps where the bed and wall fit, etc.

Now every night, these devices will ring in sequence, but the sound is very muffled. Unless Kochi Zhuo is still asleep, I am afraid that he will only feel that he heard it wrong. Although these alarm clocks Ning Chuxia have turned up the sound very loudly, But I also chose the shortest part, making sure that when Kochi Takashi woke up, nothing happened.

Not to mention the other tossing, everything was carefully selected by Ning Chuxia. The higher Mama Gao and Gao Zhizhuo demanded of Ning Chuxia, the more "waste" they would be made. Ning Chuxia estimated that the hydropower Both Fei had to struggle to figure out how to pay online, after all, this was an area they never paid attention to.

"You, what's wrong with your life?" Ning's mother was stunned when asked, "Zhizhuo has culture and ability, and is reliable, gentle and elegant, and never loses his temper. You have to find a fairy to be happy?"

Speaking of this, Ning's mother also forgot the existence of the mobile phone, and couldn't help but start complaining: "Look at your father, he is so grumpy and stubborn, he never knows how to listen to other people's opinions, how good is Zhizhuo in this regard? Chuxia, I Tell you, don’t be influenced by outsiders, the divorce rate is high now because you young people always think that it’s no big deal to separate and combine, how can you think like this?”

Ning's father on the other end of the phone was very angry when he heard this, but he still chose to be patient.

"Well, it's fine if we don't quarrel? Mom, do you know what I'm going to do at Gao's house?" Ning Chuxia calmly stated her day's schedule, "Yes, mom, you and dad, even my friends. From the perspective, I just stay at home and do nothing, and occasionally go out for a few strolls on weekdays. It looks carefree, but this job of mine is open all year round, and the commute time is uncertain and the workload is Never light."

"I know you want to say that you did more in the past, but Mom, times have changed, do you think it's easy for the nanny and aunt we hired? You don't, but you think I can't bear hardships, this is Why? Because this is my home, I should pay, so there is nothing to complain about, is it?"

Ning's mother couldn't nod her head, she felt right and wrong.

"But Ko Chi Zhuo is tired from work, he can say that he is tired, he can ask me to be considerate, but what about me? Even if I say that I am tired in front of you, you will all say that I should not dislike it, but Mom, have you forgotten that you It will also say that you are very hard and want us to be considerate of you, why did you feel wronged at that time, but now you use such a standard to demand me?"

Ning's mother was silent, she could not refute the key to her daughter's pain.

In fact, the Ning family started to hire a nanny many years ago. Apart from helping the family with the housework when she was a child, she basically devoted herself to studying when she was in middle school and high school. When she married Kochi Zhuo, she wanted to work on her own. , Ning's mother never felt wrong, after all, she always subconsciously felt that there was nothing wrong with doing some work.

"I... I told Zhi Zhuo about this! I'll pay your dad to get you a nanny!" Ning's mother was almost told to change the subject.

"Don't I have the money to hire a nanny? Isn't the house that my family bought me renting out all the time? I don't have no money, Mom, you came to ask me why I don't know Xifu for him, but have you thought about it, what is it? Will it force me to leave?"

Ning's mother murmured, "What is it?"

She felt that she was a little embarrassed by her daughter's words. If it wasn't for the children who were going to get divorced, she would have scolded people directly according to her personality.

But just because she listened to this, she also felt that something was wrong. It seemed that after her daughter got married and had a child, she began to use another set of standards to demand her daughter. When a mother is a mother, you have to take responsibility and cannot be willful. She said so confidently at the time, but at this time she was a little shaken.

"Do you know that I'm not happy at all? In their house, if I do something wrong, they will give me a cold face. I'm like air in that house, and no one talks to me..." Ning Chu Xia took out her phone and showed her mother that she and Takuna Kochi were almost always a record of her humble apology begging for forgiveness.

The chat records were quickly swiped, and seeing her daughter's long-term apology, Ning's mother's heart was aching: "Why don't you tell us?" The distressed words blurted out, and reason immediately returned to the cage, "But you are making trouble. Shouldn't we think about Xiaoxing? After we become parents, we have different responsibilities, you have to..."

The reason for her persuasion was sentence after sentence, and after thinking for a long time, she went around to herself: "Look at me and your dad, we have been noisy for so many years, why don't we get a divorce? It's not for you? If it's not for you , we separated a long time ago, but you see, we didn't get divorced until you were who we are now, you can have a background with both parents, and you can get our love at the same time..."

At the end, she couldn't help herself: "Who is not sad in this world? Who is easier to live than anyone else? Isn't it just fooling the past? In early summer, no one can be good, Zhizhuo has him What's wrong, but this is not a reason for divorce, right? Do you think you want your son to be a child without a father?"

Mama Ning spoke with sincerity, and felt that she was back in the past. When she said that her eyes were a little sore, she suddenly fell silent when she met her daughter's bright eyes.

"So Mom, you have endured for me for so many years, are you happy now?"

"I, I'm happy, I see that you can find a good partner and live happily..." Ning's mother was dumbfounded again.

"You know I'm not happy, don't you? I wasn't happy before, and I'm not happy now, and if this marriage continues, every day in the future will still be miserable. You are arguing hysterically for the sake of It's very painful for me to be together with you, but I'm a drag on your life, don't I feel guilty for making you have to struggle in pain?"

"Mom, is all the happiness you just said about seeing me happy and happy, not my mom being your own happiness? What about Dad, is he happy? Even now... I'm worse than ever , it turns out that such persistence will not bring any benefits.”

Ning Chuxia once again looked at the son who had been sweating with his playmates and said softly, "Do you remember what Xiaoxing used to be? You thought that Kochi Zhuo and his mother would treat me like this. Are you gentle with Xiaoxing? Yes, they don't look like you are arguing and scolding at every turn, but they don't say a word and just treat us like air."

"I know how heavy the burden of not getting divorced because of you, why did I never want to tell you before? Because I don't want you to quarrel because of me, and I don't want you to think that you sacrificed so much in exchange for an unhappy one. I."

Ning Chuxia looked at her mother, stretched out her hand and held her hand: "But Mom, I not only reluctant to let you feel sad, I also don't want Xiaoxing to suffer like me, I know you like to say that people in your era can't do anything. If it is broken, it will be thrown away, but it will be repaired, but sometimes this thing can’t be repaired well, and if you try to keep it, it will only ruin your life.”

...

Kochi Takashi sat in the study waiting for a call, his eyes lit up when he saw the lit phone screen, and he smiled slightly.

Isn't this still a compromise? Why make such a fuss.