Sick Wife

Feng Xin took a shower, changed into her autumn pajamas, blowing her hair, and paying attention to the movement of the phone, her face was full of absent-minded thoughts.

In the past, when Tong Huai returned home, she would send her an emoji package to show her safety.

I was counting the time, and I got home no matter what, but I didn't receive any information from Tong Huai.

Feng Xin turned off the hair dryer, tied her long half-dry hair behind her head at will, flipped through her phone and was dazed, a little annoyed that what she said on the subway would be too sudden?

The two of them grew up together, and she never doubted that Tong Huai would have other thoughts for her kindness.

But even a passer-by like Fu Qinghe thought that she had to re-examine Tong Huai's feelings for her.

Of course she can pretend she doesn't know anything, continue to be a friend in a confused way, and maintain the surface, but she doesn't want Tong Huai to feel uncomfortable alone, and she doesn't want to be unclear with Tong Huai.

Tong Huai treats her well, if she gives other emotions besides friendship, then no matter how much she responds, it is an unequal emotional game.

The body that just took a hot bath did not let Fengxin relax, she felt guilty, and the picture of getting along with Tong Huai in the past was still clearly played in her mind, making her hesitant mood surged .

She is afraid of losing Tong Huai, and also afraid that Tong Huai will choose for her all her life.

Just as Feng Xin wanted to call Tong Huai, she saw that she was home, and the voice of a rider came from outside the door.

Tong Huai ordered a beef noodle for her, she retrieved the takeout, took a photo of Tong Huai and sent it to her, and after a few seconds, Tong Huai returned her usual emoji.

They didn't have any text communication, Feng Xin typed a few words in the input box, paused with her thumb, and finally deleted them one by one.

Feng Xin is upset, and a call has added firewood to Feng Xin's upset.

"Mom." She shouted warmly, her heart dangling, as if she had expected something.

The familiar caring and caring came from the phone, "Xinbao, are you off work now? The work was not going smoothly..."

I know that Feng Xin has recently interned, and the greetings there are related to work.

The tip of Feng Xin's nose was sour, she picked up a few questions and chatted, "Well, it's all good, I'm not used to it."

At that time, Feng Xin was the most vulnerable and helpless. She wanted to lick her wounds in front of her parents, but she was closed, so she could only come back lost and pitifully searched for the "murderer" Shang Congshu. comfort.

Obviously Feng Xin's parents used the wrong method. Not asking Feng Xin did not let Feng Xin give up Shang Congshu, but made the two girls depend on each other and keep each other warm.

After greetings in the past, their chatting at home ended, and this time Feng's mother didn't hang up.

The voice over there was a little softer, and he asked tentatively: "Xinbao, isn't it my birthday in two months? Xiao Shugang was still talking to me on the phone, what is my birthday, and she is going to be discharged from the hospital? I buy cake..."

Feng Xin was not too surprised, and said along the way: "Well, then I will pick up Cong Shu to accompany you on your birthday."

"What did you pick her up for?" Feng's mother's tone changed suddenly, and she sighed, "I asked Huaimei to persuade you to break up, why are you so stubborn? Yes, Xiaoshu suddenly If it becomes like this, it is too ruthless for you to shake your hand and leave. Isn’t it enough to be a friend? It’s okay to date. Mom doesn’t force you to find a boyfriend. You can change to someone else you like. Both men and women are fine, just normal people.”

In the past, Feng’s mother tried to persuade Feng Xin to get back on the right track every now and then. Now that this happened, how can she dare to make any more demands. Together, that's enough.

Feng Xin heard the same words as in the previous life, she frowned, and she had no appetite for takeout, "Mom, do you know how difficult it is for Cong Shu to use his mobile phone once now? She has to force herself to take medicines she can't understand, write a bunch of test questions, and behave obediently. She finally got her mobile phone and called you as soon as possible, just to tell you in advance that she wants to congratulate you on your birthday, and she is true Treat you with respect, how can you do this?"

Mother Feng is not a hard-hearted person, she knows that Shang Congshu is not easy, she doesn't want to hurt this girl, but she doesn't do it, the person who is delayed is Feng Xin.

She can't just watch her own daughter, her whole life ruined by a mental patient? It's better to let her be the villain.

"Xin'er, just listen to your mother's advice. Shang Congshu is not a good doctor. Even if she temporarily returns to normal, she will relapse in the future."

Mother Feng went to inquire a long time ago, and it was precisely because of her understanding that she even more disagreed with Feng Xin and Shang Congshu continuing to communicate, and then said: "You can accept a man who goes crazy and treats you The girlfriend who yells and beats people? Her mind has changed, she sees people and things differently from normal people, it will hurt you!"

It's not that she has never seen a mentally ill person, there is one in the town, wandering around outside during the day, scolding wherever she goes, talking madly at the door of other people's shops, not knowing whether it is hot or cold, Clothes are worn upside down in spring, summer, autumn and winter. It is not completely stupid to say stupid. At least remember the way home and know where home is.

What can I do? She thought that Feng Xin was talking about such a girlfriend, and she didn't know when she would get sick and run into the streets, and she couldn't stand it as a mother.

Feng Xin: "...Mom, go to sleep, don't think too much."

"Where can Mom sleep? Why can't you be more sensible, do you know that my dad and I haven't slept well for several days and nights because of this, what do you think you want? Are you going to **** us off you..."

"I don't want anything." Feng Xin didn't want to listen any more, she just wanted to do things from her heart, "Cong Shu told me that even if I lack arms and legs, I am a lunatic or a gray-haired old lady. , she will love me. What she can do, I can do too.”

Mom Feng didn't know whether to be angry or laugh. She is an adult girl, but because of three or two love words, she insisted on doing this? Is it so coaxing?

She scolded: "You are a three-year-old child? Do you believe this kind of words? Whoever falls in love is not a rhetoric, and will come with his mouth? If the person with mental illness is you, Shang Congshu may be run faster than anyone else."

Is there a cost to say this? There is nothing to pay, nothing to do, just touch the upper and lower lips together, how can there be something that cannot be said?

"I believe it." Feng Xin replied and repeated it seriously, "I believe it, I believe what Cong Shu said."

She walked into the bedroom, reached out and picked up Shang Congshu's favorite doll, sat on the bed, rubbed her face against the plush ball, trying to find the taste of Shang Congshu.

"Mom, don't you think I'm stupid too?" Feng Xin's eyes were uncontrollably moist, physically and mentally exhausted, "My classmates laugh at me, they call me nicknames, and are on the school forum. Call me 'Our Lady'."

Feng Xin really couldn't find anyone to say, although her ears were scolded by her mother, at this moment she was still like a child, trying to get a little comfort from her mother.

When faced with a choice, not everyone has to take the road full of flowers and facing the light. She wants to choose the one with business and comfort. The road is dark and it doesn't matter if there is no applause.