Since I Was a Special Soldier

　　 Although Jiang Yanhai is in good spirits, he is also very tired on the surface.

The fishing boat quickly left the pier and sailed on the sea. The Silver Fox and the others were obviously relieved and went on the sea, and there were no marine police boats around, which means that everything went well for them. According to As far as the current progress is concerned, they can reach their goal within three or four hours.

　　 In fact, after they entered the high seas, everything went relatively smoothly.

"Why do you want to be a spy?" The ship moved forward steadily for about twenty minutes, and the distant coast and dock became very small, even invisible, and there were almost no ships around them, Jiang Yanhai suddenly Spoke up.

　　Silver Fox, they have already begun to rest, but even if someone is resting, there is always someone staring at Jiang Yanhai.

Yinhu was stunned for Jiang Yanhai’s sudden questioning, but he knew that Jiang Yanhai was not asking him. After hesitating, Yinhu ignored him, because he and the middle-aged man didn’t know each other before this mission. knowledge.

The middle-aged man who was sailing turned his head and glanced at Jiang Yanhai, then turned his head back and said faintly: "Academician Jiang Ling, right? I have seen you on TV, and I know that you are that kind of true genius. I don’t know if you understand, but I can only say that there are some things that I can’t choose."

　　 "There is no choice in this world." Jiang Yanhai looked at the middle-aged man's profile and asked.

　　 The middle-aged man smiled on his face, then shook his head faintly: "It's not that simple. There are some things. Once you have curiosity, or if you do, you can't get out of there in this life."

"When my wife and I were in their twenties, this was already the case. The two of us didn't love each other. We just got married because of the same identities and the same tasks, so we depended on each other and lived together. "

　　 "Slowly, our days became plain, everything around seemed to be back to normal, and we lived a normal life like ordinary people. Later, we had children, which was inevitable."

　　 "So far, in the past twenty years or so, I have basically not performed any tasks. Many times, both of us wonder if we had a dream when we were young."

"But some of the information that appears in our hands from time to time, some contact information, and some extra money in our bank cards tell us that all this is not a dream, but it really happened. The reason why we have been so ordinary. For more than twenty years, it's just that some things are not worth using us." Middle-aged men don't seem to care to talk about these things at all.

　　 What he said was very straightforward. Even the Silver Fox and the others listened silently and did not refute it, or that they are actually well aware of such things in this industry.

　　 Not every spy is tall, like James Bond, and not every agent is like Ethan Hunt.

In other words, the existence of those people like Ethan Hunt, James Bond, Jason Bourne, etc., they have such vigorous actions, behind them are countless ordinary spies like this middle-aged man. Supporting.

　　 They are all so ordinary.

　　 "Have you ever thought of surrendering?" Jiang Yanhai asked thoughtfully.

　　 There was another smile on the corner of the middle-aged man’s mouth that he didn’t know if it was bitter or relieved. He said faintly: “I thought about it, not just once. For a few years in my thirties, my wife and I thought about it more than once.”

　　 "It's just that the children are there, what can we do? And this line does not mean that you can surrender if you want to."

"To be blunt, we have always been deceiving ourselves and others. We all have a chance to hope that we have been forgotten, or that we will not be used in this life, or that we are already 60 or 70 years old when we are used. At that time, what can be the result no matter what?"

"In fact, we all understand in our hearts that forgetting is impossible to forget, and such things, to put it bluntly, surrendered, they have to eat for more than ten or twenty years in prison, even if they don’t have children, and they have spent more than ten years in prison. Life is better than death."

　　 "What's more, if we come out, we will be wiped out by people, such as people like Silver Fox." The middle-aged man's eyes never left the sea in front of him.

　　 "Why did you stick to it? Believe it?" Jiang Yanhai looked at him.

"Faith? Hahaha." The middle-aged man picked up a cigarette from the side console and put it in his mouth, then lit it, and said in a calm tone: "Speaking of which I am not afraid of your jokes. I believe in socialism now. My faith. It’s no different from your beliefs."

Jiang Yanhai paused and did not continue to inquire, while Yinhu and the other two men also heard it~www.wuxiaspot.com~ but they didn't say anything when they heard it. There were some things that hadn't been experienced, so they didn't speak. right.

　　You cannot understand from the perspective of others.

　　 "Why? I don't believe it." When the middle-aged man saw Jiang Yanhai, he didn't ask, thinking he didn't believe it, and asked with a smile.

　　 "Believe, why don't you believe it." Jiang Yanhai suddenly smiled and nodded.

　　 "Although you have many achievements, Academician Jiang Ling, you cannot understand your age." The middle-aged man shook his head.

　　 "There is nothing incomprehensible, understandable." Jiang Yanhai nodded. "Everyone has been young, and young people will make mistakes. No one has to pay for their own mistakes. As for whether this mistake is big or small, it depends on us."

　　 "Your circle, like that sentence, people are in the rivers and lakes, and they can't help themselves."

　　 The middle-aged man turned his head and glanced at Jiang Yanhai. It took a long time before he smiled and said: "To be honest, before sending you off, I thought about whether to take this opportunity to surrender and make atonement, because I know the importance of you."

　　 "Then why didn't you choose this?" Jiang Yanhai looked at him and asked.

　　 "You are timid, people live a long time, they have more worries about life, and they are always lucky, and their courage is getting smaller and smaller." The middle-aged man said calmly.

　　 Jiang Yanhai smiled, stopped talking, and the cabin immediately became quiet again.

　　 Far away from the coast, although today is calm, the waves are not small, the boats are undulating, and the speed of the fishing boats is not fast, but all of them are not in a hurry, including Silver Fox.

　　 Everyone is waiting for the most critical time, for example, based on a certain amount of time, they will soon leave the open sea.