Since The Red Moon Appeared

Perhaps, some issues that cannot be chatted with others, and which are wrong as soon as they are chatted, can be said well in front of family members.

After figuring out this question, Lu Xin's eyes stabilized.

Riding his own motorcycle, he ran all the way to the vegetable market. Because he had a premonition that this family meeting would be a more important meeting, he also attached great importance to it. Of course, buy some good things and treat your family well.

What counts as a good thing?

Lu Xin bought a bottle of wine, 20 yuan, 53 degrees, and the label has not been stained.

Dad likes this the most.

Then, I wandered around the vegetable market, and finally, I bought a cake in the cake shop opposite the market.

Mom likes to eat this.

As for my sister...

After thinking about it for a long time, Lu Xin finally bought a box of high-end chocolates in the store next to him.

Price: seven yuan eight.

Lu Xin decided to take out a small piece first, and then give it to her little by little. After all, eating too much of this thing is bad for her teeth.

In addition to these, he bought a lot of vegetables. During the process of buying vegetables and negotiating prices, his mood became more and more calm, and even a little happy, until the end, he carried a big bag and a small bag, and he was driving. motorcycle, back to his home.

Putting on his apron, he walked into the kitchen. Under the watchful eyes of his father, he clapped for a while and brought out one dish after another.

It's strange that I seldom cook, but my craftsmanship is so good.

After turning on the light and setting up the tableware, Lu Xin sat quietly at the dining table, waiting for his family.

This time, the family also seemed to see Lu Xin's attention, and they didn't talk too much.

My sister quickly climbed down from the ceiling compartment, ran to the table and sat down, my mother also pushed the door and came in, talking and laughing, changed her shoes, and sat comfortably opposite Lu Xin , seems very satisfied with this table dish.

Father was the last to go to the table and sat down heavily, but he was very careful, and there was no sound when he pulled the chair.

Even the skinless puppy slipped out of nowhere and lay under the table, watching carefully.

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"It's been a long time since we talked together, and I don't think we can keep avoiding problems."

Lu Xin sat next to the dining table, and was the first to eat with a bowl. The family members next to him looked at him in silence.

The house seemed very quiet.

Both mother and father just looked at Lu Xin silently and did not speak.

My sister didn't click on that damn SpongeBob again...

The skinless puppy lay at Lu Xin's feet honestly, trying to wag its tail several times, but didn't dare to move.

"I do seem to have some problems..."

Lu Xin ate slowly. In the whole room, there was only the monotonous sound of his chopsticks hitting the plate when he was serving food:

"I remembered a lot of things, and I'm sure my memory is very reliable..."

"But I don't know why. When I look back on those pictures, I often feel that I see things from a third perspective..."

"There are times when I feel like I'm not who I am anymore. I know what to do, but I don't want to do it. There are times when I've done things and realized they shouldn't be done. , but I don’t want to regret it afterwards.”

"I like the current world, and I like the current life, but there are still times when..."

He paused and said his answer:

"Feeling disgusted."

"So, am I really a very problematic person?"

"..."

He stopped his chopsticks, looked at the family around him sincerely with suspicious eyes.

"Crack..."

The younger sister was short, only showing a small head on the table, and she met Lu Xin's sincere and emotional eyes. She didn't know what to say. She held the chocolate in both hands, took a crisp bite, and chewed slowly. He looked at Lu Xin strangely.

Father's face was also very strange, his expression changed a few times, as if he wanted to sneer and ridicule.

But in the end, he just poured a glass of wine and drank it silently.

The skinless puppy raised its head, looked around, and slowly lay down on the ground again, covering its eyes with its two paws.

The atmosphere in the whole room was a little subtle, and all the atmosphere seemed to be combined into one sentence:

Did you know?

...

...

"Everyone has a little bit of a problem..."

Only my mother, still with a smile on her face, said softly: "It's just that we are not used to telling others. When you grow up, you see more things, think about the world more, and there will be some cognitive problems. Change is normal in itself.”

"Yes."

Lu Xin nodded sincerely: "I think so too."

I saw a circle of family members, my sister who likes to climb the wall, a mother who likes to reason, and a father who loses his temper...

Yeah, everyone has a little bit of a problem.

I have never disliked my family members, and my family members are really tolerant of me.

After his mood eased a little, he picked up the meal and said seriously:

"But after serious consideration, I decided to cure myself."

"..."

Beside the dining table, the faces of the family members became even more strange.

The younger sister quietly looked at her father for the first time in the world, and her father also shook his head slightly at her in a panic.

The expressions of the two of them seemed to be a little helpless, and they seemed to say:

as long as you are happy……

...

Only my mother, who was still patient and gentle, said with a soft smile, "Then how are you going to heal yourself?"

Lu Xin was holding a bowl and eating slowly.

It seems that it is through this action that I keep thinking, and after a while, I slowly say: "I don't know."

Then he looked at his mother quietly and said, "Do you have any suggestions?"

"This issue is complicated..."

In this dim light, my mother slowly revealed a delicate smile and said, "There are many different explanations for the concept of cure, and some pollution is only superficial pollution. After erasing it, it returns to reality, no longer. affected by pollution.”

"For some pollution, pay attention to the bottom of your heart, and you need to hurt your muscles and bones to heal."

"But the real pollution cannot be completely removed. As long as there is pollution, it will inevitably leave corresponding traces..."

"You can even understand that in this world, pollution is everywhere..."

"It's like reading alone, or not reading, you will become two different selves."

"You can also understand that reading is a kind of pollution, and it is a kind of pollution at the cognitive level, because reading improves one's ability to understand, so it is no longer the same as before, which means that pollution has forever changed oneself. …”

"..."

After saying so much in one breath, she paused slightly, looked at Lu Xin with gentle and patient eyes, and said softly:

"So if you want to heal yourself, the most important thing is to understand yourself first..."

"You feel like you're having a problem, understand what's going wrong, understand it, and master it..."

"When you fully master this power, of course you will heal yourself..."

"..."

"Um?"

The father and sister were obviously a little surprised, as if they didn't expect their mother to say this.

Their eyes brightened, and they glanced at Lu Xin subconsciously, looking forward to Lu Xin's reaction.

"It makes sense, you really need to know yourself to be a human being..."

Lu Xin thought seriously about his mother's words, slowly digging the rice, and suddenly said with a smile: "But there seems to be another way."

"Um?"

Mom looked at him curiously.

"Mental pollution is essentially the spread of a mental illness."

"It's a certain trait that affects your own spirit and makes your own mental state go wrong."

Lu Xin thought seriously and said, "It's like the experiment of the Heavenly Kingdom this time. The dolls will completely clean up the pollution characteristics of those people in Haitian Kingdom from their bodies, so that they can restore their original state. state……"

"Then, if I clean up all the polluted qualities I have received..."

"Huh?"

Listening to Lu Xin's words, the younger sister and father raised their heads at the same time, their eyes were even a little horrified, and they looked at Lu Xin stubbornly.

The skinless puppy under the table also pricked up its ears and stared like a copper bell.

Mom didn't speak anymore, just looked at him quietly.

"So I decided..."

Lu Xin also suddenly stopped his mouth, as if he was seriously considering something.

After a few seconds, he muttered to himself, and slowly raised his head, his eyes were very firm.

When he was about to say the answer, his sister, father, mother, and even the skinless puppy all pricked up their ears.

In this empty old building, there seem to be some unknown creatures, listening carefully.

Facing the nervousness of his family, Lu Xin suddenly laughed and said, "I decided to face life more seriously."

younger sister:"……"

Father:"……"

Mother:"……"

...

Lu Xin met the gazes of his family and explained with a smile: "After all, I have been working in the special pollution cleanup department for so long, and I still know some basic common sense. Those who have been polluted will be cured of the pollution. There will also be some emotional problems, or depression, or sensory disorders, or auditory hallucinations and visual hallucinations with many sequelae..."

"This is a problem that even capable people can't solve, because their own spirits can no longer be balanced."

"The cure is also very simple..."

"It's clearly stated in our training courses."

"As long as you face life positively and optimistically, all difficulties will be solved."

He smiled and said: "So as long as I keep a good routine, a good life law, a positive and healthy attitude, a diligent and responsible work attitude, and face the world with a smile, then no matter what mental problems I have, I will be slow. recover slowly?"

"..."

The faces of the family members were obviously confused and a little weird.

He seemed to want to subconsciously put a smile on his face, but how awkward is this smile...

"Ding zero zero..."

At this moment, the phone rang suddenly, which seemed extremely harsh in this empty room.

The ringing came from Lu Xin's black bag, and his satellite phone was ringing.

The family looked at each other, and the younger sister suddenly jumped up and shouted, "I'm going to answer the phone for my brother..."

Saying that, he quickly climbed to Lu Xin's black bag, called out the phone, and pressed the answer button hard.

"Is Mr. Soldier here?"

Han Bing's voice came from the phone, and the volume was particularly loud in this room.

The family was silent, their eyes intertwined.

After a while, Lu Xin smiled and said, "I'm here, what's the matter?"

Han Bing seemed to be stunned for a moment, and then answered somewhat unnaturally: "There may be something that requires you to come to the Special Clearing Department tomorrow."

Lu Xin nodded and said, "Okay, what time is it?"

"nine in the morning……"

Han Bing replied, and then, as if hesitating, she asked carefully, "Mr. Shan Bing, are you alright?"

Lu Xin was stunned for a moment, then smiled: "I'm fine, why do you ask that?"

After a while, Han Bing answered cautiously, "It's so quiet over there, what are you doing?"

"Quiet?"

Lu Xin was a little surprised and smiled: "You heard it wrong, we are holding a family meeting, it is obviously very lively..."

"..."

Han Bing was silent for a while, and then smiled: "Okay, I won't bother you..."

"Please……"

She paused before continuing: "Say hello to my family for me..."

"..."

"She's really a very sensible little girl..."

Lu Xin motioned for his sister to hang up the phone, shook his head and smiled, then calmly looked at the surrounding family members.

It seems that I don't understand the family's reaction: "Why are your expressions so strange, did I just say something wrong?"

"Said it right……"

Mom was the first to react and applauded softly.

Then both the younger sister and the father let out a long sigh of relief, followed by a happy smile.

The skinless puppies under the table all whimpered.

The family atmosphere suddenly became warm, and the family members cast their trust and supportive eyes on Lu Xin.

"We'll all support you..."