Since The Red Moon Appeared

"what are these?"

Seeing the rows of handwriting jumping into his eyes, Lu Xin had a very complicated emotion in his heart.

Perhaps, there is not only the hatred and nostalgia in my heart because I saw the old dean's handwriting again, but also the doubts caused by this inexplicable transcript, and even, there is something I vaguely understand literally... …horrified?

And when this kind of complicated emotion appeared on Lu Xin's face, her mother was also looking at the transcript seriously, her brows were slightly wrinkled, she was puzzled for a moment, but she soon became surprised. At the end, a slightly surprised expression appeared on her face, as well as her admiration for the old dean, as well as some unbelievable worries and doubts.

"What is this?"

The younger sister and father looked at Lu Xin with both heads, a little disappointed, and then looked at their mother at the same time.

Mom obviously dislikes these two ignorant people.

He just shook his head slightly, looked at Lu Xin who was staring at the scroll of paper in a daze, and said, "Do you understand?"

Lu Xin was silent for a while, then shook his head slightly.

Then, he also raised his head and looked at his mother, with a questioning look in his eyes.

Mom looked at these three ignorant guys and whispered: "No matter what your attitude towards that person is in your heart, but sometimes, you can't help but admire him, as a person, he really is In some places, it's just too amazing."

Lu Xin, his sister and father, the three of them looked at their mother, and their expressions were still a little confused.

Mom shook her head helplessly and said, "What did the girl say to you when she left?"

Lu Xin was slightly startled, and said, "She seemed to say something, but I didn't expect that I could pass...'Trial of Consciousness'?"

As he spoke, he lowered his head, above the scroll, the temptation of consciousness, ranked fourth.

There is no grade after this, just a question mark.

This may indicate that when writing this transcript, the old dean didn't know what to fill in the back?

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"You didn't think about it, why did she give it to you at this time?"

Mother looked at Lu Xin's puzzled eyes and asked softly.

Lu Xin shook his head happily.

Mom took a deep look at Lu Xin and said, "This may be because it's useless for her to give you this report card before the result of this matter, so it's only a test for this fourth place. , it will be given to you only after you have completed it."

"So, in this incident, you have completed the task they call the 'Trial of Consciousness'..."

Hearing her say this, Lu Xin's expression still didn't change.

But the father and sister seemed to suddenly understand something, and glanced at Lu Xin secretly.

After a while, Lu Xin said softly, "What do the others mean?"

Mom's eyes swept across Lu Xin's face and said:

"The others have already achieved results, which naturally means that you have passed the trial."

"..."

Lu Xin fell silent again and slowly recalled.

I have already passed the trials, so what are these trials related to?

Maybe you understand that too?

During this process, his mother did not disturb him, and even shook his head at his father and sister.

In fact, they have already guessed the content of the previous trials.

Trial of life.

The deeply contaminated child was discovered by the research institute, and then under impossible circumstances, a series of complicated operations and various experiments were performed on him. In the end, in a situation that was recognized as impossible to cure, miraculously. cured him.

This is a child who has been through the trials of life and death from the very beginning.

Painful trial.

The group of children who tried to escape in the orphanage faced the cruelest scene they had ever remembered.

Either blood or fire.

Or some screams lingering in the ears for a lifetime, those are pain and torture that even adults can't bear, but such pain and torture have indeed changed some things permanently, making the development of the situation, Not so desperate anymore.

Trial of desire.

Step by step, I became familiar with the work of the Special Clearance Department, and became a qualified Special Clearance Department staff step by step. Then, in the process of dealing with the happy town incident, I saw the group of people who have died and still have to take responsibility. The suffering souls collected in the Museum of Calamities gave sympathy, and after that incident, finally had the idea of ​​​​protecting the city...

Even the doll was persuaded by him.

How can you say that protecting a city is not a desire?

As for this trial of consciousness...

Whether it is mother, father, or sister, they all know what happened to Lu Xin just now.

Even they were worried when they saw that the situation was so serious. They were not sure whether Lu Xin would be completely affected by that strong and terrifying divine power, which made him really have a cognitive illusion. It is possible to really think of yourself as a god.

But the strange development of the situation made Lu Xin react at the end. He was really just Lu Xin...

And special pollution cleaners (part-time) of the Qinggang Special Clearing Department

and children in harmonious families

And, the orphanage child who hates No. 7.

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The contents of these kinds of trials can be easily understood after a little association.

However, the family members have a tacit understanding and did not discuss these matters in the open.

So, they all naturally thought of another place.

"That old man is a bad guy..."

The younger sister said: "That woman is also a bad person, I don't like her..."

"Hehe, what trials are not trials, what does he think of us?"

Father sneered: "Does he think he is the god who controls everything?"

Even my mother seemed a little disdainful: "He is indeed very confident and dares to send this kind of thing over..."

After the family showed their sneers at the same time, they said, "Look at it, what's behind..."

Trial of strength.

Trial of the heart.

God's Trial?

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The whole family looked at these questions and fell into contemplation: If every trial was a fate that Lu Xin could not avoid when he was very young, then the last three trials would What content do they correspond to each other?

Even they really dare not take these topics lightly.

Because from the previous point of view, each of those things really had a great impact on Lu Xin.

Transcripts often represent evaluations and expectations.

Then, if this report card specially sent to Lu Xin represents the expectation of the old dean...

What does he expect in the end?

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After thinking for a while in silence, Lu Xin said softly, "It's all meaningless things."

"If you want to know, then when you find him, just ask him directly."

"The Lunar Eclipse Research Institute promised me that I would find him. Maybe I should urge them to work harder."

"As for other things, it's just his wishful thinking."

"..."

This sentence seems to set the standard for this conversation, even family members will not say anything.

"Can you help me watch them?"

Lu Xin lifted Han Bing up, looked at his mother, and said softly, "No. 7 may still be in this city, I'm worried about what she will do."

"Especially, she already hated Han Bing."

"I remember that No. 7 is a very vengeful person."

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Mom seemed to feel some surprises when she heard Lu Xin's request.

At this time, Lu Xin didn't make her look unfamiliar, but a feeling of being too familiar.

And because of this feeling, it's hard to say anything.

Looking at Lu Xin's dark circles, a gentle expression slowly appeared on her face.

Pressing Lu Xin's shoulder lightly, he said, "Don't worry, don't think too much, I'll watch them for you."

After she finished speaking, she looked up at her father and sister and said, "Want to go out for a walk?"

Father and sister both looked at each other in dismay.

Obviously, they didn't want it at all, but it seemed that Mom didn't want them to refuse, so they all nodded slowly.

Lu Xin didn't know if his family reserved private space for him, but he heard their footsteps go away.

The room became quiet, eerily silent.

The night seemed to be dissipating, and in the distance in the distance, a slight fish maw white appeared.

He sat on the sofa alone, with the cigarette between his fingers, but he didn't smoke, just let the smoke slowly rise.

He has been sitting so quietly.

In my mind, like a war, countless pictures, bloody pictures, quickly poured out.

There are pictures of the dead children in the orphanage with blood on their faces many years ago.

There are also pictures of those confused and ordinary people in the square just now calling out to their acquaintances in horror when they wake up.

It even appeared, the former old dean, and the self who looked down at the square.

He felt that his mind had never been clearer than this moment.

As a result, a variety of complex emotions flooded into his brain like never before at this moment.

There are fears, regrets, grievances, confusion and fear...

The transcript quietly fell to the ground.

When the sky began to turn white, Lu Xin suddenly raised his hand to cover his forehead, and tears welled up from his eyes.

His shoulders twitched slightly and his body was shaking.

"Why me?"

As he thought about it, he was in this empty room, facing the fish maw white in the east, crying silently.

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"Mom, what's wrong with my brother?"

It was also at this time that the family members who had deliberately hid out stood at the top of a building.

They looked at Han Bing and others who were busy in the city below, but their hearts were undoubtedly always attached to Lu Xin in the hotel room.

"I don't know how he should feel at this time."

Mom said softly, "Because I haven't."

"However, the 'trial of consciousness' they call it should have the most complicated taste."

"This represents a kind of torture to see whether his humanity has polluted divinity, or whether divinity has polluted human nature."

"Whatever it is..."

Mom paused and said softly, "I think it will be a very painful thing."