Since The Red Moon Appeared

"What is that crazy guy doing?"

When the curtain was raised on the stage where the clown was crowned and this grotesque performance began, the surroundings fell into silence.

Under the protection of the nihilistic girl, the black-clothed bishop who had been looking at Lu Xin with provocative eyes suddenly realized something was wrong.

When Lu Xin attacked him frantically, his face was cold and hard, and his eyes were even provocative. Now that Lu Xin stopped, his expression changed suddenly. .

He cast his eyes on the crowned clown angrily, almost gnashing his teeth.

But the clown's performance was carried out very quickly, advancing at a carnival-style rhythm, and the black bishop didn't even have enough time to stop his performance, or in other words, the weirdness that was intimidated by Lu Xin and almost destroyed, Not enough to stop.

And the crowned clown, who was looking at him across layers of space, turned his head a little bit like a stutter at the end of the performance.

He showed him a weird smile, which was full of madness and mystery.

The bishop in black was suddenly filled with an extremely worrying uncertainty, and suddenly turned his head to look at Lu Xin.

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At this time, Lu Xin was standing quietly on the spot, the black particles on his body trembled to the extreme, but suddenly stopped.

It was like a turbulent flame was exploding crazily, but at the moment of exploding, someone pressed the shutter.

As a result, the depression that was about to destroy everything, as well as the crazier power inside, all solidified at this moment.

Lu Xin's eyes were dark, like two deep holes.

But he remained motionless, as if he was listening carefully.

"The most important thing is hope..."

"You are just you, the pillar of our family, and our reliance..."

"In this world, there will always be many people who want to impose their fate on you, but that's not right..."

"No one should be deprived of their destiny. Being able to be ourselves is a great thing..."

"..."

Mom's words were resounding lightly in his mind.

This gentle and considerate voice actually overwhelmed the chaos in Lu Xin's mind for a moment, making him suddenly feel sober.

Then, a strange sense of fear and alienation made Lu Xin feel as if he had become two people.

He raised his head towards the depths of his consciousness, and looked at the shadow in the dilapidated palace.

This was the first time he looked at this gaze seriously.

But in fact, I am already very familiar with this gaze.

Because he has looked at himself since he was a child, indifferently, indifferently, looking at himself, making himself feel infinite pressure, making himself out of breath all the time, making himself always immersed in the gray world forever, unable to feel lightness and lively.

But looking at this gaze, I even feel like I am looking in a mirror.

The power of this kind of gaze is like this, always making myself think that this is my gaze.

But it is not.

At this moment, Lu Xin even felt a shivering feeling in his heart. He suddenly thought of many things.

Or rather, people.

For example, at the beginning, in the coffee shop on the corner, people who lived happily and tasted coffee.

For example, in the transportation company, the person who thinks he is Qin Ran.

For example, in Happy Town, people who keep smiling day after day...

polluted people.

Lu Xin suddenly became aware that he was also a polluted person.

I am gradually becoming a part of a pollution source, and thus lose myself.

"It should destroy them, shouldn't it?"

When Lu Xin thought of this, and even felt a certain trembling, a voice sounded in his mind.

Lu Xin didn't know if it was someone talking to him, or if he just came up with a certain idea.

He spoke softly, seemingly extremely calm, but also extremely crazy: "They are the ones who persecuted you."

"They made you have such a gloomy life!"

"They destroyed your home, they want to destroy your life..."

"So, shouldn't anger be right? Isn't it right to destroy them?"

"You should destroy them, you should make them pay the greatest price..."

"Because you are a god."

"Because of the majesty of the tyrant, no one will be allowed to desecrate..."

"..."

"Yes……"

When he said something that would destroy the other party, Lu Xin answered immediately.

This does not require him to answer, his "self" answered this sentence.

But then, Lu Xin suddenly shook his head again, his voice full of doubts: "But this is my family's business..."

At this moment, the vibration of the black particles suddenly stopped for a while.

"I am alone……"

Lu Xin said slowly but seriously, or in other words, the thought came to him in his heart:

"There are people waiting for me to go back, and there are people waiting for me to save..."

"I don't have the time to focus on destroying the world, because I'm too busy just protecting my own life..."

"..."

"Cowardly, cowardly, short-sighted..."

When he had this kind of thought, suddenly, a huge change appeared in his mind.

All the babbling in my mind suddenly unified and turned into an angry roar like a tide.

It was as if a roaring monster was roaring in Lu Xin's mind, blaming Lu Xin at this time and angrily denouncing his thoughts.

Lu Xin just listened quietly, feeling the boundless anger.

Feeling the heaviness as if the flames of the whole hell were pressing down on my heart...

He just endured it in silence, and after he had resisted the most stressful moment for a while, he slowly opened his mouth:

"Yes, a man without anger is weak..."

"But people who are controlled by anger are stupid, aren't they?"

"..."

"Shua!"

When Lu Xin said these words, or rather, had this thought, the surroundings suddenly became quiet.

"I'm just an ordinary person, I don't have the ambition to destroy the world, so..."

"Compared to venting anger after losing, I hope not to lose..."

"..."

Lu Xin's voice was low, but he was firm in his inner thoughts, and said in a low voice:

"You are not me, we don't need outsiders to intervene in our family's affairs..."

"..."

All the crazy roars receded in an instant, like a huge rock, suddenly surfaced, and at the same time, the gaze in the dilapidated palace, in an instant, was getting farther and farther away from Lu Xin, slowly Slowly, it retreated into the depths of Lu Xin's consciousness.

There was disappointment and faint anger in his eyes.

Lu Xin, on the other hand, looked at him quietly, with calm eyes, watching him disappear.

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Thinking has never been so clear for a moment.

The understanding generated at this time, the information left by his mother, and the information left by Lu Tianming in the past, were mixed together.

Layer after layer peeling off, finally let Lu Xin understand everything.

The self just now was influenced by Lu Tianming's consciousness and was almost completely polluted.

From the sealed container of anger, it became the "primary" secondary pollution source, completely losing the "self" part.

The message Lu Tianming left thirty years ago contained important things, as well as his consciousness.

It is this kind of consciousness that resonates with the black particles in his body, connects Lu Tianming's spiritual power left in the research institute, and gives him the information from thirty years ago. However, this is not a gift, but a kind of gift. It's just spiritual parasitism.

Lu Tianming's consciousness is not reserved for himself, but for his future self.

But I am not him, I am just polluted by him, several times during the period, I thought he was me in a trance.

That strange sense of familiarity is just that I am being polluted.

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After realizing this point, Lu Xin suddenly let out a long breath.

No wonder mom still had to do her last bit of strength to see clearly before she left.

No wonder...

Lu Xin turned his head with a "swish", and looked at the black-clothed bishop who was close to him under the layers of white hair.

This person's expression is indifferent, his eyes are full of provocation, and he even has a cold expectation. He is not afraid of his own anger at this time, and even keeps teasing himself. It seems that he also wants to completely lose control of himself and become the first secondary pollution.

This is obviously an obvious trap, but just now, I didn't see it.

I thought I was venting my anger, but I was almost led to a dead end by this person and fell for his tricks.

Is this because, they are not afraid of the original secondary pollution source?

Perhaps, they who dare to say that they have killed the "god" have the power to deal with the "prime".

So, after becoming a secondary pollution source, do they have more ways to deal with themselves?

"Original" is dead, only the instinct of destruction.

So, "initially" will only rely on instinct, seize any opportunity, and resurrect in his body?

Cold sweat dripped down.

Among such a group of monsters, Lu Xin found that there were very few things he could choose...

Fortunately, however, he stopped on the edge of a cliff.

And when Lu Xin opened his eyes and looked at him, the bishop in black showed unconcealable disappointment in his eyes.

His lips moved, and he even wanted to provoke again.

It's a pity, after all, he's not that good at fighting in the office and guessing people's hearts, so he couldn't think of a way for a while.

"hehe……"

Lu Xin looked at him and suddenly sneered.

A bad premonition suddenly appeared in the heart of the bishop in black.

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"Wow..."

For Lu Xin, in his extreme anger, he was infinitely close to the "prime" breath.

Even just a little bit, it was completely integrated with the "prime".

But he was lucky, at the most critical moment, he held the last step and understood what he was going to do.

But in the perception of others, it is not so simple.

For a moment, they felt that the entire space around them had turned black.

There is a fine and sharp spiritual breath, which always stimulates every pore of his body.

There were crazy ravings one after another, surging in my ears, and even got into my brain like bugs.

Every second that passes, makes myself more desperate, as if falling into an endless abyss.

But at such a moment, they suddenly felt that the pressure around them disappeared quickly.

It was like floating out of the sea from a depth of thousands of meters in an instant, seeing the stars in the sky, and feeling the air pouring into the lungs.

Then at the moment when their eyes and ears became clear at the same time, they heard Lu Xin's conversation.

Everyone suddenly raised their heads and looked at Lu Xin who was standing on the wilderness and under the red moon.

He just stood quietly, the black particles on his body swirling heavily.

From the state of extreme tremor just now, it instantly changed to this moment, a state of thinking.

"Resist it?"

Dr. An suddenly felt a strong joy rushing into his heart.

But she was still a little uncertain, this kind of intense joy hung in the air, and she was careful not to really fall down.

On the other side, Dean Xue shook his fist violently.

He was so overjoyed that he hugged a lurker violently, rubbing the black top hat on its head vigorously.

The corners of the crowned clown's mouth were opened to both sides at the same time, and the white teeth looked even more sinister.

But at the same time, there was also a weird look of joy on his face, and he began to beat strangely.

One left, one right, like a happy child.

At the same time, inside the balloon he was holding in his hand, there was a red balloon that slid out of his hand and flew into the distance...

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Standing under the red moon, Lu Xin seemed to have no anger at all.

Even his voice was very calm: "Actually, I don't know what you guys want to do."

"Until now, I don't quite understand what this unique consciousness is, and I don't want it."

"But since you want it, I'll accept it..."

"..."

While saying these words, he paused slightly.

Turning his head suddenly, he looked at the strange group looming under the light of the red moon on the wilderness.

There are so many of them, and they have been oppressed by the will of a generation of researchers, so that they are all weird creatures at the spiritual level, but they are like a loyal army, always sneaking around in the surrounding area. middle.

Probe into the brain, showing a gloomy and greedy expression from time to time.

With one glance, Lu Xin looked at them, pondered for a while, then raised his left hand, and snapped his fingers lightly.

"Snapped!"

The black particles trembled slightly when Lu Xin snapped his fingers.

Intangible spiritual power radiated out.

Behind Lu Xin, the old building that had just turned into a dilapidated palace suddenly shook violently.

Layers of mud and sand rose from the ground, returned to the old building, and then submerged the dilapidated palace.

After that, the sound of extrusion and fusion of steel bars and cement blocks sounded, as if plasticine was kneaded into another shape.

The dilapidated palace became the same as before the old building again, without the slightest difference.

Even the big holes drilled by the abyss worms, and the weird Lu Xin devoured by them came back one by one.

They appeared behind one window after another.

It seems that the number is actually more...

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